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It is and always will be a mistery, to me.... I really thought hard and long, about what and how to put things in my profile. How to explain myself, being a woman, being a mother, being a sister, being submissive, BUT only to that one man... being a surviver of a whole lot of violence against women... being a surviver, period! That one man, who knows that BDSM has nothing to do with some sex ego games or roleplay. That man, who i choice, because he is worthy of my submission, Because he took the time, to get to know mé, not my cunt or my nipples, or my ass, No! mé. as a person, with emotions and feelings and likes and dislikes, and all that. Because he understand my core being, really understands this mindset of this female, submissive, masochiste.... person. my surrender to him is as whole as can be, 24/7, being together or not. working, sleeping, shopping, cooking.. being his slave does not stop after the orgasm. (that is the most easiest part of it all) It is a day to day, need to be his, in all ways possible, wanted, needed... Want and need to feel his controle, his love, his rules, his guidance over me Not because i dont know how to handle my life, but because i feel so much better, whole, stronger, when that man is doing all that, from his love of me and what i need... and his need for that, too. This is about trust, trusting him with my life, because i know him and know he will never do anything to consciencly harm me. he will explore my bounderies as i expect that of him. There is no game here. This is about commitment, being our true selfs. It is being there for each other on a much deeper level then you can ever imaging. Nothing to compare with, especially not with vanilla "love"... Being a masochist, BUT, only in a fulfilled relation, one on one, totall commitment with each other..... As the basic from witch we grow and change, and grow some more.. always more.... So, i worked that all out in my profile, at least i thought so! And, time again, i get these "request"... form men, who really think i am interested in their silly, selfish, little games, sex horny, egoistic orgasm orientated games. Those men, keep telling me, they totally recognise themselfs in my profile....? really? I always wonder wich profile they have been reading...? After that, they all make the same mistake to tell me about their "skills"... and how they would like to humiliate me, and degrade me, and ofcourse use me, to their liking... And like this, and like that, and especially like to "do" all kind of stuff to me... That is thé word that gets all the alarm bells ringing.. "DO' BDSM... right....  I really, really wonder what in hell is going on in their brains, if any... Maybe a brain scan will have the answer... or maybe not!  Because, for sure, all those things they tell me are definitely NOT IN MY PROFILE! not one of those men, ever asked me anything, not one thing... not one thing, about who i am, how i see this world, how i experience my submissiveness, or my masochism, how my family background is, what my education level is, if i work, how my journey was, untill now, in this cesspool called BDSM "dating"... Never, ever! it is all assumption, this that and the other... when i tell them that, well.. that is the time i am able to see their real nature because that is the time, that things really get nasty. name calling, threaten me... to name some of their actions... it becomes all very nasty in a very short time.... i think it is a pitty those men, dont have the courtesy to just nicely say; oh, sorry, we wont match, i made a mistake, I just want the fun part of it, i dont give a donkeys arse, what kind of person the other is, as long as i can arse fuck her... and call myself "dominant".... it is all about Ego boosting. and just withdraw themselfs from this "conversation"... Because, believe me, there are a whole lot of women on here, who, just like those men, want their body fluids flow.. no strings attached, random kinky fuckery to boost their own ego. Why bother me? with your pathetic excuse of acting thé dominant role.. stuff...yawns..... deduction is very difficult, so i am told... It will always be a mistery to me, those men... and their 'motivation' to contact mé, of all the women on here... so i answer those men, very politely and block them at the same time. Because, those men obviously cant seem to remember that they already made contact with me, before... Isnt that "nice"? Makes me feel real "special"....  amp;reading skills, understanding some ones text, and BDSM does not seem to be a great match.... it is all about assumption... boring....= kinksters/vanilla kinky fuckery game geezers. And that makes them all not qualify. |
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Being A submissive woman, does not make me "your" submissive woman...
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hey now .. not all penis owners are bad ... you know, 'a few good pricks' 
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Maxcat12, A-men! thank you!  Most of those are scared shitless for a woman with a strong character, thats why the name calling etc.. This is about some who contacted me before and keep coming back for more.. or just totally forgot they contacted me.... 
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Miss_Sixty, Oh i am with you, chat is totally useless, unless you want to make fun of them, that is mostly a very easy archieved action..
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xextrax, reading your profile, watching your 1 photo, is a prove of what this blog is about, thanks of being the example.
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5/13/2018 1:16 pm |
Great writing and reflections of your experience 'on here'. It's a shame that those seeking instant gratification, don't read blogs. But that would be way too much effort. And yes there are women on here just as clueless. Thank you for writing this piece
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