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rosaenaluin 65F
10120 posts
7/7/2022 2:04 pm
personal assistant, care, too


While doing volenteerswork with non Dutch folks,
This Chinese woman asked my help with her .
Since they talk mostly Chinese, the Dutch of the girl needed a boost.

So, i became, sort of, part of this family, the is really, really very smart, so once she picked up on the Dutch, i was done.
Then the second needed the same kind of Dutch support, listening, talking more Dutch, at home.
It is fun, talking with those .
They are sharp!! very smart.

The the mama got sick.
So i helped her with all things, hospital wise...
She is diagnosed with cancer.
Is in full treatment, the whole nine yards!!
Heavy shit!!

So, while she is in the Hospital, i take care of the .
Weeks on a end.
This all will last, at least, untill august.

I am her personal assistant, arrange the taxi rides, every week
Talk with all kind of medical staff.

And care for the , i am much more relaxed with the . i explain why and what, how.
Give them a change to learn, experience stuff.
They are totally surprised that i dont get angry...
Their mother gets angry, very fast..

Dont talk, dont explain, just shouts.

My bounderies are very clear No = No!

it is a lot.
But, what she has to endure is 1000 time more heavy.
Especially thursday is heavy.

Although i love those !

The mother calls me her Dutch momma!

I am so thankfull to be able to do this for her.

Her Dutch is not good, although she learns hard, fast.

To keep my balance, i take walks in the woods, once i am in the forest, i lose all knowledge track of time...
All contact with time...
Love it!!
The treatment takes till august...
For so far....
Maybe she needs more and more...

She is soo strong.
She also feels sort of guilty, for having cancer...
Wants to know, why she??

She did not do anything wrong... karma...? thing, maybe...
Thats a struggle, too..

I lost a lot of friends to cancer, was witness of their struggle..
It is soo cruel.
The treatment, too.....

Me, believing in the integrity of the body, mind and soul..
holistic healing....

Cruel.

This saterday, the girl shows her piano play.
Going to perform for a whole group of adults!
We have good events too.😊

They experience my way of being Dutch.
My alternative ways.
I make my own rules by witch i life...
So strange, to them...
So free! 🙂, so from how i feel, think, from within.

Not because "the society?" / neighbours, thinks... etc..

I hope i can give them some insight in how you also can choose to life...

I also try to explain some of their mothers behaviour.
Not judging.
The girl understands.

rosaenaluin 65F
11033 posts
7/7/2022 2:11 pm

The boy is, sometimes a pain in the arse.
Gives me a big mouth!
not normal.
I dont tolerate that.

I made that perfectly clear!
There are still rules!
Behave! 🤔🙏😊


lancylad 78M
384 posts
7/7/2022 2:30 pm

All credit to you ! You must have a good heart to devote your time to them all !!!!

Take Care & Stay Safe !


brandygirasol 55T
9435 posts
7/7/2022 2:54 pm

A toast to Rosa one of my favorite people..🥂♥️♥️♥️


rondiri 65M
11183 posts
7/7/2022 3:27 pm

Hats off to you


Dave2409 72M
51 posts
7/7/2022 3:42 pm

Always so friendly and compassionate to others.
I'm sure they all appreciate your help. . . . even the mouthy boy !

Thank you for being You ! and there for them !


drmgirl622 68F  
26123 posts
7/7/2022 4:29 pm

Wow, you have such a big heart and a kind soul, Rosa. Good things will come to you for being so kind to others.


likeithot19 62M
6064 posts
7/7/2022 6:12 pm

So very nice of you to take them all on. You are one of the special people strewn around the world. I totally relate to clearing the mind in the forest, It does wonders for me as well. I applaud you for the person you are


ridermantel 68M

7/7/2022 7:03 pm

You are amazing!


LoverOfGaiaSub 62F  
14226 posts
7/8/2022 3:59 am

They are lucky to have you and it sounds like you are getting much from the experience, too. Blessings on all.


rosaenaluin 65F
11033 posts
7/8/2022 11:36 am

lancelad,
Thank you.
I could not abandon the family, just because she got cancer....?!
It is, also, giving service,
without expecting demanding, want something in return.
It is about - giving...
I hope you understand...


rosaenaluin 65F
11033 posts
7/8/2022 11:37 am

brandy!
you make me shy....💋💖thank you! 😚🙏


rosaenaluin 65F
11033 posts
7/8/2022 11:39 am

dave,
i also love to work with the children.
Have fun with them. 💖


rosaenaluin 65F
11033 posts
7/8/2022 11:39 am

ron,
Thank you, 🙏


rosaenaluin 65F
11033 posts
7/8/2022 12:02 pm

drmgirl.
I do this, because i love to help, care for, and give.
Witch is part of me, being submissive.
My core. who i am.

Make them feel good, if only for some moments.
I also go to the performance of the daughter,
Playing the piano.
Their is also joy in this, for me.

I am not a saint,


rosaenaluin 65F
11033 posts
7/8/2022 12:03 pm

likeit,
Thank you, 🙏😊


rosaenaluin 65F
11033 posts
7/8/2022 12:08 pm

LoverOfGaiaSub,

Yes, i get some energy out of this.

It is like serving "your" d, just to give service.
To make his life easier, what gives me pleasure, too
Makes me happy, fulfilled. 😍😚🥰💋💖
That is one big part of what being submissive means to me.

( it is not 24/7 sex, kink and play.
it is formost the relation, obey, give service, follow him. 🤔



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