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rosaenaluin 65F
10068 posts
2/12/2024 3:53 am
Being a surviver,


Being a figther,
what does that mean, in daily living.

It means, when i am walking the street, or on my bike, to go to a shop or friends, or what ever,
i am always checking my surroundings, allways, left, right, back, centre.
It come natural for me.

That way, i can 'see' trouble coming my way even before they know it.


Once, i was walking to the centre of this place, it was nice weather.
I did this scanning thing, and i saw a group of 4 guys walking my way,
they were taking the whole sidewalk in, no place for anyone else

Just trying to provocate someone, to challenge them...

So, way before they see me, and target mé, i already saw their strategy.

I dont get off the sidewalk, for just about anyone,
(unless it is an elderly person)

so i just walk on, target "the leader"with my look and walk on....
They made room for me, way before they were even near me.
Thát is all.

It is semi conscious, that i do this.
I dont provocate anyone, i rather walk away from conflicts.
i dont fight fair.

And now that i have become somehow ? almost an "elderly" amp; woman,
Those folks dont bother me, anymore, leave me alone.

You must know, when to avoid or to go full force in.

The good things from an extremely bad upbrining!

rosaenaluin 65F
11006 posts
2/12/2024 3:56 am

I have as much right, to be on that sidewalk, or anywhere else,
in the middle of the night,
or in bright daylite as any penis wearing individu.


rosaenaluin 65F
11006 posts
2/12/2024 5:09 am

Only when you believe in that, it will happen.

i do take care of the people close to me, friends, family, some neighbours.

I like to take care of others, in general.
It is not about wanting something in return, it is about being able and willing to give.
The giving, is giving me, the pleasure, making someone else happy, help them.

I believe this is, inherent to me being submissive, as in my character, caring, giving,
It has NOTHING to do with any kind of sexual act, or such.

I do choose, to whom i give or not...


drmgirl622 68F  
26107 posts
2/12/2024 6:53 am

That's how to do it, Rosa, look them right in the eye. My friend and
I are signed up for a self-defense class for women put on by the local
Sheriff's dept.....I'm ready!


brandygirasol 55T
9433 posts
2/12/2024 10:02 am

The historical rise of se-rial kill-ers began in the sixties and seventies when young women started going around unescorted and unprotected by males. Think about it...😳


ExNameForUse 53F
5764 posts
2/12/2024 10:10 am

I am not the one who will poke the devil... if I dont have to, I simple wouldnt. You know how they say, I would rather be happy than right... or rather stay alive than provoke with my attitude and be hurt or worse... you just never know what are they ready to do...


rosaenaluin 65F
11006 posts
2/12/2024 10:40 am

brandy,
isn that strange?


hungaroboy 46M

2/12/2024 2:09 pm

Self-defense class will not save you from the vicious. Rosa's strategy could do more here in Europe.
But Europe is more peaceful than some part of other continents.

"The historical rise of se-rial kill-ers began in the sixties and seventies when young women started going around unescorted and unprotected by males. Think about it..."
Strange: Central europe left out of the serial killer phenomena. We don't have. Or max. 1-2 per decade in the whole region.


boh99 68M
3154 posts
2/12/2024 8:26 pm

the heart if a fighter can be seen by others, it's subtle, but they're used to picking on those who quake a bit. Good on you !


rosaenaluin 65F
11006 posts
2/13/2024 3:02 am

boh,
Yes, it is not something i show around, all the time, i would not even know, how to do that.

It is just part of me, my ammo, so to say.
It is like being submissive, that is always there, under the surface...
it is a character trait,it is part of who i am.
In day to day living, i dont need that, sometimes, just a look is enough.
Thank you.


rosaenaluin 65F
11006 posts
2/13/2024 3:08 am

drmgirl
I had a ban, on my writing.. dont even know why?
anyway, Great, you two take those lessons.

Dont forget to really want to demolish the other person.
when attacked...

You have to wánt it, soo bad, then the other, god forbid, you will ever need it,
feels that vibe in you!
Sometimes you "just" have to flip a switch, inside your head, to really want that!

Get out that comfort zone, and get wild!!


rosaenaluin 65F
11006 posts
2/13/2024 3:14 am

Exname
No, you have your own way, of dealing with that kind of curcomstances, men, on you way.
You do you! and that is allright, great too.

The thing is, i become ruteless, ruthless when provoced...

So, i know that, and they "see"or feel that in my way of being...
Most of the time, i dont have to get into a confrontation, at all

It is just my ammo, it is like being submissive,
that too, is always there.... with or without a Dominant/Master ....
It is part of who i am.


rosaenaluin 65F
11006 posts
2/13/2024 3:19 am

hungaryboy,
Hmm, you might be wrong, because most of the time, the women being killed,
are not put down in a catagory of their own,
They are together with every other murder in the same heap
So, you wont know!
They dont put that down, as a special catagory.....

femicide is not new, it is getting out of the closet, that is new, about it.
Namaste!



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