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Back, I am back at my own place. I must say, i am very happy to be in my own home. It is great to be with my sister, and ofcourse, i adjust to her daily pattern, And her daily living routine is much much more slow then i am used to. So, i am tired, to have been adjusted to her daily routine.... Some days, we did not get started after noon! That is totally not possible in my day to day routine! Only when i am really, really very ill..... She is only 4 years older... but has a totall different, much more slow life rhythm. She told me, she does not want to have to hurry anymore... Her heart is going way too fast when she hurries... Does not matter, that is her way. and that is good, for her.  Well, anyway, she is doing much better now..... The first sense of shock is over, now.... Mourning is not something with an experation date... It can take up to 8 years, she told me, i hope for her, that she learns to deal with this loss, and find her own way, in dealing with this... Next month she will be coming my way... The weather in Holland is getting abit more better, temps are almost as "high", as 8 degrees!  
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This afternoon, i sat in my garden, in the sun, for about 2 minutes, before the clouds came running in again! It feels so much better!! when the sun is out!! 
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It's good to see you!
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I'm glad you have come home to enjoy your house!
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You are a good sister!
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❤️HUGS❤️
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Just read your last 3 posts... it is amazing how rational you are and see things for what they are... but still soft and gentle to allow your sister to cope with things her way... you are very special Rosa... and I am glad you caught your 2 minutes of sun and are enjoying your home now...
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brandy, ❤️👍💋😇🙏
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Gottin_Himmel, Thank you. I am sooo tired, that is alright, too🙏😘
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drmgirl, The last day i really missed her, wanted to go back. It was enough, so... 🏡
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likeithot, 😚🤗😊, Thank you,
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ExName, Aaah, that is such a big compliment, you so sweet! 🤗😚😊, Thank you! I missed my radio, music, and everything else... too My sister told me, she feels, she is becoming her true self again... I was soo happy to hear that, so she recognise her own healing... That is good, that will give her the power to hang on, when things get rough again, emotionally... ❤️🙏🤗💋
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Happy your sister is doing better, Rosa, and GLAD you're back and can get back into your 'routine', your comfort level. Familiarity is a key to our comfort, you did a WONDERFUL thing to travel outside of your comfort zone to help your sister in her time of need. Get some rest and I hope the weather changes quickly, there, and you can feel the warmth of the Sun!
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1benquick, Thank you, for your kind words! 🙏 ,I am soo happy to be in my own house again, doing things 'my fast way'.😃😄.
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I’m glad your back safe sound Rosa the trip was relatively great dealing w grief is different for everybody…beautiful here mild sunny 70-80s!
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bdsmDd, Thank you, for your kind words. It was 9 degrees here, and sunny!! ☀️☀️☀️
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