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My Chastity Beginnings i have been married now for 15 years and like so many married couples We started to become disappointed in our sex life. Since the internet arrived and I started to be able to freely access porn, I started to realize that I was extremely submissive and that I was pretty much a chronic masturbator. I also realized that I needed to be open and honest with my wife (Goddess) about it. Over the last few years she has tried to meet my needs but then I started to read about chastity and came to the realization that submission was not about my needs. So about a year ago I told my wife that I wanted her to control my orgasms and I would only cum when she allowed it. At this point it was the on the honor system and I tried to be true to my word. In that time i mentioned to her the idea of being locked up. Well as could be expected from a weak man I of course masturbated. After confessing to my wife she said maybe we do need to lock you up. I waited patiently over the last few months for that to happen but it didn't occur. So last week as I was Christmas shopping on Amazon I purchased a cage and was excited on Saturday when it arrived. No one was home so I locked myself up. When I arrived home later in the day I knelt in front of my wife and presented her all the keys and told now she was in control of (as I now refer to it as) her cock. I also started to think that my Goddess was highly inexperienced in being a dominant, so I purchased Mistress Benay's book http://alt.com=nb_sb_ss_c_0_14?url=sea… on chastity. I must admit it is off to a stellar start. My Goddess is reading and starting to understand and accepting of all the benefits of our new life. I find myself more in love with her than the day I married her. She feels much more adored and appreciated as she deserves to be. So as day 5 of my chastity begins I do realize I may have to step up and pay for a quality cage Because the one I am wearing tends to pinch and become highly uncomfortable. I mentioned this to my wife and will get her approval on my next selection. Please feel free to comment and share recommendations for my next cage. I am leaning towards the Holy Trainer based on Mistress Benay's recommendation in her book. 12/24/15 my Godess allowed my to sleep last night without my cage. After I was unlocked she gave me a gift. I was allowed to eat Her pussy to several orgasms and then She teased Her cock for an hour plus. Then she told me I had served my purpose for the night and she was sleeping. I was informed if I jerked off it would be a very look time before I would be unlocked again. As soon as I woke up I returned to my cage horny frustrated and more in love with my Goddess. 12/30. The cheap CB knock off so irates her balls that it caused some sores and irration that I had to stop wearing my cage for a few days. My wife said its ok if I don't but I want to wear it for her. I am seriously considering the Holy Trainer 2 I want to wear it 24/7 until she allows her dick pleasure. 1/4/16 after not wearing my cage my wife noticed a change in my behavior. I seemed to be back to ignoring her and not concerned about making her happy so.....back in the cage I go and how I deserve to be locked tight. Emailed Holy Trainer because their biggest ring was 50 mm and was good for up to 6 1/2 in circumference. I used their method of measure and I was over 8 inches in circumference and they told me the don't have a ring to fit me. So disappointed. I really want a cage that I can wear 24/7 to show my Goddess my loyalty and respect to her. What now? 1/22/16 waiting on new Chastity device the Holy Trainer V2. I keep checking the tracking of my shipment with nervous excitement. My Goddess also wants me to order toys, a whip, blindfold and handcuffs and plugs. My cock leaks with excitement. 1/30/16. Have been locked in my new device for 4 days without being unlocked except for 2 cleaning and shaving showers. Wife teased her cock and balls for about an hour then sent me to the showers. Before I did though she told me she would possible edge me several times if I am a good boy today. So I vacuumed, did some fun things with our and cleaned the animal cages. Going to take her out tonight. Never been hornier for her in my life. 3/21/16. My Goddess wanted a massage last night and was honored to touch her. I then proceeded to worship and eat her ass and pussy as her cock strained against its cage. After bringing her to an orgasm with my mouth I was given a choice: stay locked but she would tease me again very soon or let me out she and would allow me inside her but if I came I would not be allowed another orgasm for at least 3 weeks. I chose freedom. She rode my cock, teased and tormented me close to cumming several times. It took all my power not to cum. She rode it to 2 orgasms of her own. After her second orgasm she unceremoniously got off her cock, got dressed and left me naked and throbbing. After a drink and bathroom break she said she was tired and wanted to sleep. I woke this morning with a raging hardon, showered and she locked her cock back up. I am so lucky I got to feel the inside of he pussy. I love my Goddess! 4/1/16. Last night Goddess had me tell her stories involving my submission to her and as I did she allowed me to masturbate her and she had several orgasms and then allowed me to lick her clean. The whole time of course I was locked in my cage. This morning she awoke and played with my cage dick for a while then unlocked me. She then edged and teased me for over an hour. She told me to beg. I began begging to cum and she said no, beg me to not let you cum. Of course I begged her to deny me. She continued to stroke me. Then she asked me to beg to cum. I pleaded with her to cum. She slapped my cock repeatedly and said NO! Now shower and call me when you are done to lock it back up. I love my Goddess! 8/16/16. Wife seems to have lost interest in locking me up so I locked myself up. Doubt it will last long because I have control and will probably jerkoff sooner or later. Please some Goddess own my cock!  Been a while since I updated my blog so here 2/2/17. Currently 18 days locked without orgasm. She said maybe on Feb 7th. Significant because that was the first time I ever said I love you to her. Going to beg her to keep me horny and frustrated. I suggested to her she should pick the number of orgasms she should have before I get one. With her not being a big fan of sex, if she chooses a high number (25) it could take months. 2 12/21/17. Almost ten months since last update because things with Goddess have been dull that is until recently. I believe its because she found a gift I had bought to tribute the world famous Mistress T and mistakenly sent it to my own house. Since then she has shown considerable interest in being my dominant. She locked me up last week again and has shown no sign of unlocking it. We went to a Christmas part Saturday night and she actually wore the key around her neck. It was hidden but at times she would pull it out making sure I see it. She wore it to work yesterday and text me a picture of it. Throw in an occasional tease and denial and I so want to please her. I haven't even begged for a release or orgasm. She also had me purchase two books for her about being dominant. In another twist I have a female co worker who I occasionally text and talk dirty with, so yesterday as we sat in my classroom talking I told her that my wife has me locked in Chastity. She found it incredibly hot and can't wait to hear more. I told her I know will answer any question truthfully because I am afraid she might use my secret against me. I am so horny now and just want to be a slut for my Goddess. |
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Thank You Miss Jenn. So far so good. She enjoys me being locked up because I definitely pay more attention to her then to myself
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I have been in a Holy Trainer V2 now for 4 weeks. I have been in a stander tube, and a 40mm ring. I have order the smaller ring and should be here next week. The fit is great and have not had a problem. I am in it 24/7 let out for cleaning only.
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Have standard Holy Trainer V2 with a 50 mm ring. Was afraid it we too tight based on their measurement techniques but fits well and comfortably. Have been loved up for 4 days 24/7. Out for about 15 minutes every other day to clean and shave it clean. Loving my new locked up life. Tonight Goddess said she going to edge me a few times and then lock me back up.
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2/7/2017 2:07 pm |
WIFE OR MISTRESS... either one either way----------YOU should have more respect for what the meaning of TRUE CHASITY means in the world of SUBMISSION.. If you are going to self - lock and then un lock because you want to "" jerk off and satisfy yourself-""- You are one clueless Sub. Not only do you need REAL TRAINING but you need to sit down and have a come to Jesus moment with yourself and FIGURE OUT what being a Submissive REALLY means.......to YOU.. Playing games with chastity for you - seems to be just that.....PLAYING GAMES... YOU SAID........To often I am free and do what I usually do a jack off.. I SAY.........if you THINK your FREE to do as you please when you please just because you hold the keys.... Again.. YOUR NOT A TRUE SUB... for a TRUE SUB should be able to be TRUSTED by the Dominate AT ALL TIMES ... NOT to be disloyal to the D/s relationship .... Miss Tricia Pro Dom of T P E only..
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6/9/2017 3:40 pm |
I LOVE YOUR BLOG- AND LOVE YOU my little Pet for LOVING YOUR WIFE ..}} KEEP POSTING and updating for us }}
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You should consider yourself very blessed!
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