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Blogs > Lady_Pheonix > Joanna

Lady_Pheonix 54F
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5/19/2018 10:47 am

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5/29/2018 8:43 am
Another Anniversary

Yesterday was tough. Another year since She died, and My heart still feels empty somehow. I do not know if this is a forever thing, She did promise Me forever once.

Every day I feel Her loss, but now I can barely remember the voice that giggled with me, the smile that made My heart skip a beat, that sly wink that would make Me tremble.

I have to pass these feelings on to someone.

To give these gifts to another.

I have been lied to, had someone say they had only two weeks to live, cheated and screwed over, yet still, DEEP down, I know there is space in My heart, because of Her.

I do not know if I can be all She was, but for Her memory, I have to try, to try to be better, more, and try to give Her gifts to others.

I will keep trying My Beloved, for as long as I have the breath in Me.

sleep well My WhiteRoses, My darling Francesca xxx


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