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My Lost Love -April.15,2017 My Lost Love-As i was transition ,I start going to Transgender Support Group at Rainbow Resource Centre when we would talk about hormones,makeup,and clothes , gender reassignment surgery and Doctors,Electrolysis.Plus our struggles as Transgender.Then couple weeks later there was few new new people who chose to transition.One new person i meet was someone name Kathy,she had move there from Ontario.Once in while we got to know each other by become close friends.She starting helping me with make up ,my hair and clothes,Once in while she would have me over me for a meal and dye my hair.At the time i did not know she was seeing someone in Bdsm Commuity.Kathy slowly become MsX sub.She was a big help in tell me about what make up i should wear and how to dress,acting female .And help me with advice on life and transition.As we become friends ,we shared our stories of transition and grow up.To me Kathy was my best friend since i start my transition journey as female.I think is very important to have a best friend when you start your transition .One time i went over to Kathy's apartment i meet her Mistress.They had very close relationship as sub and Domme.I was happy for both of them.And i was not dating anyone at the time.Kathy help me too on start the hormones.I was trying to deal with the hormones and she help me through the hormones.We would meet up or meet each other as each other going to Transgender Support Group.Then one day i come over for her to dye my hair and she was doing her laundry .The next thing i know she starts kiss me on the lips,then she moves me to her bed.She told me before we did anything if i tell her Mistress ,she will tell her i am lying and making the whole thing cause it never happen. After that we play we played one more time.But she stop have me over to her place.Later on she moves into house with old girlfriend of hers .Couple months later i come over to her new place so she dye my hair.She tells me that she can not play with me anymore cause she promise her Mistress that she no longer cheat on her at anytime.i tell i understand but i am hurting deep inside.We stay friends and meet at Harvey's once in while.Then about summer i call her up and then she tells me her and MsX are moving outside the City ,they find house in Country ,next they will be move in together.This news hits me like a ton of bricks.I ask her if she will give me her new phone number before she moves.She tells me that next time i call she will give me her new phone number.Three weeks past by i call her phone number and her roommate answer the phone ,next i ask if i could talk to Kathy -she tells me that Kathy and MsX are move out to Country .Then i ask the roommate if Kathy leave her new phone number and roommate says no, next i said thank you and hang up my phone.I feel that Kathy rip out my heart and i start to crying ,She never say goodbye to me .I feel that we had special relationship but she never once say i love you I was hurting for a long time.So this my lost love story.i had to ask my some of my friends and they feel that Kathy did a very dumb thing by hurting me so much.  Rhiannon Lynn Frost |
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