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A few Q's answered ;) Ok had about 3 messages asking how i became deaf in the first place. So have decided to do a follow up my 1st blog post to explain and i can always link it if i get asked again rather than go into auto type my history mode  I contracted bacterial meningitis when is was almost 4 years old. I can't remember much about it, other than everything seemed to speed up and i couldn't control my breathing and I remember flicking through pages of my comics and annuals but not really reading or looking at the pictures and feeling scared. It felt like a fever but its very hard to explain or put into words After being taken to doctors in evening and being initially misdiagnosed things got worse through the night and by early hours of the morning my parents decided to take me straight to the hospital Long story short I almost died haha but survived with some minor facial palsy and eventually hearing loss that became worse from the infection and because i was misdiagnosed, only thing i can describe it to is when u put your head down in a bath and eventually there's a pop and u can hear sounds but not clearly. Spent next 2 years in and out of hospital having different types of coclear implants and electrodes fused, with various degree's of success and could still hear sound then in my teens or maybe just before i had an infection that pretty much destroyed what was left of my nerves in the ear and became profoundly deaf and my speech started to deteriorate pretty quickly from then on Now the world is a very quiet place (probably sounds good to some of you? haha) but sometimes when i dream i can hear and talk like i used to, which apparently isn't as weird as it sounds after speaking to my speech therapist So there you go this is as much for me as it is for anyone reading it but feel free to comment I know potentially i could be shot down for being so open but I've spent most of my life being bullied and its only made me more determined and stronger as a personDj x |
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Sad story, but in so many ways you've been blessed. Bullies are idiots so pay no attention to them. You have far too much to accomplish in your life. It's nice to see a young person who has their act together. So carry on!
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PLEASE don't give up!!! Bullies have no idea what reality is. Being a bully is a fantasy world and rarely, if ever, touches the real world. Get strong, stay strong, and BE strong. You are a beautiful wonderful person who has gained a great deal from life experience. Use it to your advantage. By all means keep working with your speech therapist, learn sign language, and above all keep being you ...... because you're worth it.
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I am so sorry you have had to go through all of that. And the effects ever after. But all your experiences make you who you are. And with you I see a strong, confident person who will not give up on life and happiness. Hang in there. Much of the worst is behind you. may your future be bright and happy. Now next entry, let's have some insight on why and how you feel you are submissive. lol
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I would also post your profile via a blog as not all of us can read profiles or emails. Look forward to chatting to you... ------------- I can be reached only via my blog pages: Private mail box for messages Private chatroom restricted to girls only: Private room for sub girls
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The bullies are reacting with misplaced fear to something unfamiliar that is too difficult for them to understand. They are the ones who are handicapped, not you. Despite your loss, which I deeply regret, you actually have special gifts through the adversity you have overcome, that they... and I... will never have, but which we would be blessed to have you share with us. namaste~ Dreamcatcher__
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9/3/2016 9:30 pm |
Your a groovy spirit, have some cake and enjoy the blogging. The opinions and understanding portrayed in my blog are mainly unfounded, misguided or wrong.
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I feel for you and all that you have been through. Although I cannot know what is like to not be able to hear, my heart goes out to you. You have every right to be bitter, but you shouldn't let that bitterness destroy you. Instead channel it to be a stronger person and show the world what a wonderful person you truly are. As for the bullies, ignore them. Do not let them get your goat. That is all they want. Show them that you are the bigger person. Show them how to properly treat other people and you will find the world as a whole will embrace you. Good Luck to you
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9/14/2016 12:01 pm |
Fascinating post. Thank you for sharing this. Stay strong!
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it seems you have shown the bullies they were wrong to bully you because you are " different " to them and lets be honest it would be a very boring world if we were all the same . you have taken the bold step to enter the world of kink and I wish you only the best for your venture into this lifestyle demi. anytime you want to chat feel free to contact Me and I look forward to getting to know you . PSUK " Its better to burn out than fade away "
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8/9/2021 7:28 am |
Respect to you and stay strong don't let anyone talk down to you xxx
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