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A Bit more about me.

After looking around this site and check out a few profiles, I notice there is quite an assortment of people that do quite interesting thing that turn them on, at first I was not too sure where my sexual turn on`s would fit in with all of this until I started answering the profile questions and soon discovered that I did.

To those who may have viewed my profile.

I know that what I like is not to many peoples taste, well a lot of people tastes, as I have discovered there is only a small minority of us.
Why I like it, I don`t know, I have been doing it since I was 12 years old, I quite like it and would definitely like to do it with someone (female). There was only one woman I had done it with before and the experience was quite liberating. I have tried with one other but she was too keen even though she tried it once. Another woman I was with well she was hinting but was not too sure and wanted the relationship to evolve but that relationship was cut short because of other arrangements.

I know I should not go on about my ex`s but it is just a bit about my history and we have all left on good terms anyway.

The main reason why I like to have a long term relationship is I like to have consistency, and I hate getting dumped and having to go on the chase.

Of course there certainly a number of things that people do that I would never even think about, but that is a matter of personal choice.

I sometimes think if people are going to do that to themselves why not go all the way, even those who like anal, should try what I like, it does not hurt, feels good and you finish up having a nice hot shower and at the end feel nice, clean and refreshed as for your underwear you can spin it, bin it or wrap it up and send it as a present to someone you don`t like.

I might be a brony now
Posted:Dec 12, 2013 3:33 am
Last Updated:Jan 23, 2015 6:31 am
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I was curious, and looked at a clip
And saw these animals
Talking in it
Began watching, and started to laugh
And now I know there's no going back
And I may be crazy
I may have lost my mind
But if watching this show is wrong, I don't wanna be right
I might be a brony now; I might be a brony now-ow-ow
I eat Applejacks
And Pinkie-flavored Pie
I hang out with my friends, Rainbow Dash and Fluttershy
There is Spike, and his love Rarity
And then there's Twilight Sparkle, the girl who can't be beat
And I may be crazy
I may have lost my mind
But if liking this show is wrong, I dont want to be right
I might be a brony now; I might be a brony now-ow-ow
I might be a brony now; I might be a brony now-ow-ow
Now it may seem weird for a guy
To watch a show with rainbows in the sky
They're calling me a brony, and I'm torn in two
I hang out with my friends, they dont have a clue
I am completely straight, yet I dont know why
That when I see such happy friends
It makes my heart cry
And I may be crazy
I may have lost my mind
But if loving this show is wrong, I dont want to be right
I might be a brony now
I am a brony now-ow-ow; I am a brony now
I am a bro...ny...nooow
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Elements of Harmony
Posted:Nov 28, 2013 7:31 am
Last Updated:May 6, 2024 8:30 pm
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It took one particular cartoon series that made me realize what love is and its virtues. This particular cartoon series is a rebirth of an old series with the same name and has been made popular via the internet. The show consists of pastel colored equines and is quite esoteric in nature. After watching every episode and the movie, a light of truth came upon me which explained the elements of love and what the meaning of life is. This is my conclusion.
The 5 elements of Love are:

1. Honesty, uses the tool of Integrity.
2. Loyalty, uses the tool of Devotion.
3. Kindness, uses the tool of Compassion.
4. Generosity, uses the tool of Charity.
5. Happiness, uses the tool of Optimism.

When you combine these elements, you have a sixth element and that is the magic of Love, the true tool of leadership. Which is a spark that resides in us all.
All of these elements are simple actions that can be practiced every day and when these elements are used they gain strength.

Also that which is true, leads not by making others bow down, but by inspiring others to stand by what is true.

And finally the meaning of life, although claimed to be the number 42, it is LOVE and FRIENDSHIP.
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Take me to Equestria
Posted:Nov 28, 2013 7:29 am
Last Updated:May 6, 2024 8:30 pm
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I close my eyes and breathe again, the minutes bend as they turn into years.
My mind begins to drift away, don't make me stay in here.

Take me to Equestria!
Take me to Equestria!

I'll journey through the stars tonight; the planets light will destroy any fear.
Realities collide again, my dearest friends are near.

Take me to Equestria!
Take me to Equestria!

Take me to a place where every pony shares and no one cares how cool you are, for near or far your welcome there! You're welcome there!

Though I’ve never been there before, it feels like I'm coming home!
I just close my eyes and drift away...

Close your eyes and follow me.
Can't you see?
It's calling to you...

Welcome to Equestria
Welcome to Equestria

Can't you see it?! Just over the starry night, like twenty thousand glowing diamonds wrapped in golden light! Golden light!
Welcome to the place where every pony shares, and no one cares how cool you are, near or far your welcome there! Welcome there!
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I Am A Male Lesbian
Posted:Nov 24, 2013 6:40 am
Last Updated:Aug 10, 2022 9:16 pm
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What Is A Male Lesbian?
Have you ever heard of a Male-Lesbian ?!?!

It has nothing to do with either homo or transsexual.
It is about hetero-males.

Many would see the concept of male lesbian as a ridiculous idea, but the word SNAG (Sensitive New Age Guy) would not suit us type either, love-shy maybe.
According to research done by

Dr. Brian G. Gilmartin
University Press of America, Inc.
1987
Stated the following:
On the surface the whole idea appears ludicrous; everyone knows that lesbians are female homosexuals who want to "make it" vis-a-vis another woman.
Specifically, a "male lesbian" is a heterosexual man who wishes that he had been born a woman, but who (even if he had been a woman) could only make love to another woman and never to a man. Unlike the transsexual, the "male lesbian" does not feel himself to be "a woman trapped inside the body of a man".
Moreover, male lesbians don’t have any wishes or fantasies of any kind pertinent to the idea of obtaining a sex change operation. All want to keep their male genitalia; all want to remain as males. However, male lesbians deeply envied the prerogatives of the female gender and truly believed that these prerogatives fitted their own inborn temperaments far more harmoniously than the pattern of behavioural expectations to which males are required to adhere.
Male lesbians differ from both transsexuals and homosexuals in that they cannot conceive of themselves making love to a man. For example, after sex change surgery the male transsexual almost always wants to begin making love to a man AS A WOMAN. The male homosexual wants to make love AS A MAN to a man. The male lesbian, on the other hand, wishes that he had been born a woman. But he always makes it clear that if he indeed had been born a woman he would be a full-fledged lesbian. In other words, he would want to socialize exclusively with women and he would choose female partners exclusively for love-making and for sex-making activity. In short, a secret fantasy of many male lesbian is to be a beautiful woman who lives with and makes love with another beautiful woman.
The male lesbian reluctantly accepts the fact that he is male. Male Lesbians don’t have any transvestite tendencies or any urge to dress up as a woman or to put on lipstick or nail polish, etc.
Since a male lesbian cannot be a woman, most male lesbians visualize themselves as a man romancing as a beautiful woman. And most of them had begun doing this from a much earlier age in life than had the large majority of heterosexual men.
Many of the male lesbians studied never liked their own gender very much.
As young most of them had avoided playmates of their own sex. And most of them had envied the girls' play groups and play activities. They had come to view conventional societal expectations as cruel and callously insensitive because they perceived the girls' peer groups and play activities as being their "natural terrain". Hence, they had often thought to themselves that if they could only find a way of gaining acceptance into the all-female peer group they would find happiness, inner peace and contentment.
From a very early age in life onward, the male lesbians feel somehow "different" from their male peers. Something inside of them told them that they did not belong around male peers. Male peer group activities appeared foreign and often totally unappealing to them. And they tended to view males and their peer group activities with feelings of total and complete alienation and detachment. As one male lesbian expressed it, "Whenever I watched the boys in my school playing I might just as well have been watching a bunch of bear cubs play. I knew they were having a good time; but I just didn't feel that I belonged to their species. I knew that I belonged somewhere else, but I did not know how to find that someplace else." The "someplace else" referred to was, of course, an all-girl peer group.
And so the male lesbian (1) does not want to play with males, (2) does not want to make love to or experience sex with males, (3) does not have male recreational interests, and (4) does not even want to procreate male . The vast majority of the male lesbians confessed that if they ever did become fathers they would want to have girl only--NO BOYS. In stark contrast, only one percent of the self-confident, males felt that way. In fact, the non-shy men preferred the idea of fathering male to the idea of fathering female by a ratio of almost three to two.

According to Gilmartin, many male-lesbians (who overlap with love-shy men) show the following patterns:

-often feel women are more privileged than men
-are in below-average physical shape as a group
-tend to be less interested in sports
-tend to be more interested in movies and music, and prefer watching different types of movies from non-love-shy men
-place great, often disproportionate importance on physical beauty (especially facial beauty)
-are not as likely to be interested in male friendships
-are less patriotic
-are less religious
-16% of his sample were unemployed.
-has experienced homelessness or poverty for the large part of their lives
-develop interest in females at an earlier age than usual, particularly in the third to fifth grade range
-often only want to have female
-often have a hard time expressing their emotions
-are sometimes passive aggressive
-are melancholic
-often have had a physically difficult birth
-have low energy levels; show little interest in physical and sporting activities, as well as difficulty getting out of bed in the morning
-were usually quiet as infants, while non-love-shy men are rarely so
-often have tense, nervous, angry and/or two-faced mothers who
-disallowed dates with girls
-often have no sisters, and rarely have more than one
-often are very serious
-often had no adults to turn to for emotional support as , and continue to be that way as adults
-often felt they had little influence on family decisions as
are easily upset
-have demanding parents who invade their privacy; thus have privacy problems to suffer
-often go through an excessive amount of psychological trauma, of which love-shyness can be the aftermath; many of the above items can be precursors of it
-parents were overprotective
-grew up in isolation
-like girls, but are afraid to talk to them because they're afraid of rejection

However, some have noted that those who are not love-shy may also exhibit a number of these patterns.

Findings which have not been found by Gilmartin are:

-they have fathers who have disrespectful curiosity about women that their sons interact with and vice versa
-hold their parents responsible because of some of the aforementioned limitations; and in turn ban their parents from meeting any future lover
-disown their parents after moving out from their home.
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Time Table
Posted:Sep 5, 2009 6:04 am
Last Updated:May 6, 2024 8:30 pm
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Interesting lyrics from a Genesis song.

Time table

A carved oak table,
Tells a tale
Of times when kings and queens sipped wine from goblets gold,
And the brave would lead their ladies from out of the room
to arbours cool.

A time of valour, and legends born
A time when honour meant much more to a man than life
And the days knew only strife to tell right from wrong
Through lance and sword.

Why, why can we never be sure till we die
Or have killed for an answer,
Why, why do we suffer each race to believe
That no race has been grander
It seems because through time and space
Though names may change each face retains the mask it wore.

A dusty table
Musty smells
Tarnished silver lies discarded upon the floor
Only feeble light descends through a film of grey
That scars the panes.
Gone the carving,
And those who left their mark,
Gone the kings and queens now only the rats hold sway
And the weak must die according to nature's law
As old as they.

Why, why can we never be sure till we die
Or have killed for an answer,
Why, why do we suffer each race to believe
That no race has been grander
It seems because through time and space
Though names may change each face retains the mask it wore.
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The Knife
Posted:Aug 22, 2009 8:19 am
Last Updated:May 6, 2024 8:30 pm
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Tell me my life is about to begin
Tell me that l am a hero,
Promise me all of your violent dreams
Light up your body with anger.
Now, in this ugly world
It is time to destroy this evil
Now, when I give the word
Are you ready to fight for your freedom?
Now -

Stand up and fight, for you.know we are right
We must strike at the lies
That have spread like disease through our minds.
Soon well have power, every soldier will rest
And well spread out our kindness
To all who our love now deserve.
Some of you are going to die —
Martyrs of course to the freedom that I shall provide.

Ill give you the names of those you must kill,
All must die with their .
Carry their heads to the palace of old,
Hang them on stakes let the blood flow.
Now, in this hate-filled world
We must break all the chains that have bound us.
Now, the crusade has begun
we shall make this a land fit for heroes.

Stand up and fight, for you know we are right,
We are only wanting freedom.
Some of you are going to die,
Martyrs of course to the freedom I shall provide.
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Advice
Posted:Jan 2, 2008 9:31 am
Last Updated:Oct 18, 2009 12:08 am
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What to do if you find yourself stuck in a crack in the ground, underneath a giant boulder you cant move, with no hope of rescue. Then consider how lucky you are that life has been good to you so far. Alternatively if life hasn't been good to you so far, which given your current circumstances seems more likely. Consider how lucky you are that it wont be troubling you much longer.
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Another Cliche
Posted:Jun 23, 2007 9:32 am
Last Updated:Aug 18, 2009 3:13 am
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The simplest method of controlling the public is to keep the public undisciplined and ignorant of basic systems principals, while confusing and distracting them with matters of no real importance.
This is achieved by disengaging their minds, sabotaging their mental activities, providing low quality programme of public education in mathematics, logic system design, economics and politics and discouraging technical creativity.
Engaging their emotions, increasing their self indulgence and their indulgence in emotional and physical activities by unrelenting emotional afforestations and attacks (mental and emotional ), by way of constant barrage of sex, violence and wars in the media especially television: Giving them what they desire in excess, depriving them of what they really need. rewriting history and the law, subjecting the public to the deviant creation, thus being able to shift their thinking from personal needs to highly fabricated outside priorities.
The general rule is that there is more profit in confusion. The more confusion, the more profit.
Therefore the best approach is to create problems and then offer the solutions.
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