8 MAR 0832HRS
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Posted:Mar 8, 2023 12:35 am
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 9:9 pm 668 Views
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TODAY PART 1
Pair of green wide leg trousers i ordered from Shein delivered THIS MORNING at 0745hrs. I will be sending them back as they are not wide leg, to go over my leg wraps, but skinney style and only just go over my ankels ![/SIZE]
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7 MAR 1847HRS
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Posted:Mar 7, 2023 11:10 am
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 9:9 pm 782 Views
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YESTERDAY I DIDNT GO OUT,,,WAS TOO COLD and spent the day mostly sleeping. had 4 iron rich poached eggs for breakfast and that filled me up till about 1800hrs when i had some humus, which is made from iron rich chick pees on whole meal brown toast.
today had 2 grilled mackrel fillets, iron rich fish with 3 poached eggs more iron. the quest for iron is because my hemaglom, red blood cells. are at 99 from last blood test last monday. It should be 140 to 180. when i was in hospital it was 88.
ive been taking iron and multi vitmins pills each morning and a can of alchol free guiness. called 0.0 guiness. just ordered some iron gummies from amazon and have some black eyed peas iron rich and liver for tea.
still trying to get hold of the living benifits dept at southend council about the oven.
had feet done this morning then went to steps ahea to deliver compost and cardboard to make 3 flower beds, round the pond, but didnt as it was snowing quite hard. may go back wed mid morning if its not to cold, i dont like being cold.
cant wait too long though as i have quite a lot of english wild flower bulbs to put in the ground and theres nowhere in my gardens for them to go. anyone want some snow drop and blue bell bulbs ?
managed to add the discovery channel to my super dupper new tv and found i have 3 months free access to spotyfi on the tv too.
back at the hospital wed fternoon to see the foot specil specalist fingers crossed .
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5 mar 2155hrs
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Posted:Mar 5, 2023 2:45 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 9:9 pm 644 Views
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had feet done this morning then had ulta sound scan of my kidneys. Lady doing scan said they both looked 'normal' what ever normal is ?
came out of the scan at 1220hrs. so thought ill go to LAM, with out the leather strides lol. .
had a chat with few peeps and a very expensive coke, £4.90 for a small glass. Saw a great unisex CORSET BELT in red leather. I was tempted,,,as ive lost enough i could have just bought off the peg so to speak, though they do make made to order sizes as well. Its from a leather stall called HIGH TIDE. It was a bit expensive and thinking about it , its more a female thing,not neccesarily a female subby thing either. I could see a dommy with a rope attached to the ring leading a sub about from it. well id think some females would look outstanding in it but not me....now if it was green leather ?
saw the stall that sold the cord/rope choker collars like what i bought once before, they now do other things like full body harnessess, or maybe they did them before but i didnt notice ? Anyway, they also do a very nice leather collars with chrome spikes , very spike the from tom and jerry carton type collar lol.
took ages getting home, and was getting very hungry so had a new spicey macydees chicken macburger, they really are spicey.
what to do monday,,if its not snowing !
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4 mar 2156hrs
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Posted:Mar 4, 2023 2:20 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 9:9 pm 786 Views
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TODAY, ive mostly been doing nothing. Built 3 bird boxes with off cuts of ply from the B&Q scrap box and put the 4 bat boxes i ordered off the net together. Havent put them up in the trees yet as found it really hard to climb the garden ladder.
watched S1 1-8eps OF RINGS OF POWER, lots of orks and dwarfs and elves but no geldof or the king or hobits and no rings either ?
had fresh tuna steak and mashed sweed for tea. had to cook the tuna in the air fryer as theres something wrong with my oven, the gas goes off when you realise the gas dial after lighting the oven. have to sort it out monday though it came with a 2 year warntee which has now run out of course.
shall i wear my leather strides sunday if i might go to LAM ? i cant wear my new jeans the zip broke ! so much for splashing out on real levi 501's !
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3 mar 1747hrs
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Posted:Mar 3, 2023 10:46 am
Last Updated:Mar 3, 2023 11:53 am 919 Views
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had feet done, the little black mark on the heal of my LEFT foot, that on wed looked like some one had touched the skin with a black felt tip pen tip. is now another fucking ulcer !!!! its not overly big but its still another open wound.
DONT GET OLD AND DONT GET SICK.
have a appoitment on wed with a special specalist at southend hospital about my feet and poss having toes cut off . not looking forward to that meeting. and this sunday at 1100hrs have to have a kidney scan, depending on how long it takes dictates if i go to LAM, not that i want any kinky stuff but if they take me into hospital again , i have no idea when i might be able to go again. im not meeting anyone so its not a social event, besides people i know who go but its a day out
On a more happier note, when I started going to the gym a year ago I was a horrific 163.6Kg,. I am now 115.7Kg !!!! 25 to go to hit target. I had to buy some new jeans today as all the others i had are now just too big. I already had a cull of shirts that where 6 and 5 XL that where too big and swamped me, ill have to now do another cull. all my most dazzerling bright coloured shirts will be gone . oh woe is me !
ANOTHER HAPPIER THING, the results from last lot of bloods done on mon, indicate, infection level markers down to 'NORMAL', POTASIUM levels now at NORMAL, blood IRON level up to 113, so that means more liver dinners and tablets to get upto 130 level. but general health improving just the fucking wounds in feet holding me back and chest infection. the sample they took off what i coughed up seems to have been 'lost' so did another one today.
more bad local news, southend airport is up for sale. bugger knows who would want to buy it as local city gov have already said they will not let the land be changed into any other use, so who ever buys it has to run it as an airport.
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Cineworld at Bazvagus might close as Cineworld owes 5Billion from the pandemic, not just the bazvagus branch but the 120 cinemars the own in the UK and 2000 world wide, reports the essex radio moron news today.
managed to stay awake a bit yesterday though fell asleep just as the 6 o'clock news came on bbc1 and woke at 0500 then back to sleep again. so only just to hospital in time this morning.
what to do sat ? another weekend of not doing anything social with anyone else. ill be pissed off come sat evening again
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1 mar 2155hrs
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Posted:Mar 1, 2023 1:59 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 9:9 pm 676 Views
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i know what i meant to post, some local stuff. The Dick Turpin pub on the A127 just outside of basildon, that used to be a cheap carvery, that ive been in a few times but now is a huge meeting place in the summer for posh motor bikes and classic cars, is being pulled down.
they are going to build a petrol station and 2 or 3 drive through coffee and burger places on the site.
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1 MARCH 1620HRS
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Posted:Mar 1, 2023 8:35 am
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 9:9 pm 766 Views
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Where did feb go ?
Today feeling really pissed off again. mainly over a much better life some one seems to be having thats nothing to do with me. did i fail so baddly and so often? well yes i failed as we broke up and that was my fault, did i suck their enjoyment out of life so much too ?
i was described as a flawed indervidual, how flawed ? i thought id spent the last 12 months ' fixing' the faults but maybe not, thats a hard thing to adjust too !
made an offer of help but quite frankly i cant see it being taken up, though it was made honestly and meant.
had to get left foot redone as bandage slipped in the night.
went to steps a head with meeting with woman who runs the wild life area about the pond.
am making thia veg and chicken curry from scratch, i just fancied it, its in the oven now but only the veg im allowed.
sent a email to my tory poster boy mp asking if the windsor frame up is so good for NI, why cant we all have it ?. dont expect a reply.
just trying to stay awake now as all i want to do is sleep
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28 feb 1735hrs
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Posted:Feb 28, 2023 10:17 am
Last Updated:Feb 28, 2023 10:48 am 820 Views
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had feet done got to go back in 2 days time.
found dryer to dry clothes but not where i was going to go.
went to gym as when i had feet done saw consultant Mr Brown, who thought going to gym and doing upper body stuff was an really good idea, specially if it makes me feel better in myself . Only did 45 mins and came home and fell asleep for 3 hours ! still no saunas, they claim still waiting for parts but i think they dont want to pay the extra fuel costs of running them, have to wait and see.
despite going to the gym starting to feel a bit depressed again. lots of reasons from medical condition other people having a great social life out galavanting about at parties and restaurants and enjoying life, having a much better life than i could offer them while im just trying to get by. whats the point of having money in the bank and no one to enjoy it with ?
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28 feb 0700
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Posted:Feb 28, 2023 2:06 am
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 9:9 pm 671 Views
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didnt see the northern lights last night, too much cloud. Though i woke up at 2100hrs after sleeping from 1700hrs
have a ton of washing to try and dy as tumble dryer on our floor has still not been repaired. i will go to the jet petrol station on the way to rochford, that has dryers outside it after been to have feet done
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27 feb 1501 hrs
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Posted:Feb 27, 2023 7:13 am
Last Updated:Feb 27, 2023 7:17 am 870 Views
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well home from hospital...again. This time for a while.
have a appointment at southend hospital on the 8 march with a doctor / Mr rowntree, who is concidered THE top foot man in the country. have to go to hospital at home team OR opat AS ITS NOW CALLED, tue morning and every other day includ weekends, so thats going to impact upon my heady social life.
got weighed this morning and one good thing about hospital food, down to 115.1 Kg so only 25 to go to hit target. just wish i could shift the cold and chest infection / cough ive had for 2 weeks.
been told i should give the gym a miss for a while till foot has atleast been seen on the 8th march, though i did use the weihts in the physio dept a bit.
on my way home went to wagammamms, couldnt finish the thia chicken curry, there was too much of it ! if youve ever seen the size of their portions your know they are not that big.
been told i have to get my irion up in my bloods, so liver and rice foe me at leat 3 times week and oily fish 2 times, with lots of veg
was feeling a bit down in the dumps most of last week and today, no really felt lonly and depressed, but cheered up massive amounts mid morning, can face the world again. might even brave the artic weather and go for a potter in the garden.
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