Lack of much which is Gay.
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Posted:Oct 21, 2020 7:55 pm
Last Updated:May 4, 2024 2:27 am 2078 Views
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i am considering deleting my profile. i created a profile on GAY BDSM DATE..
in 3/3.5 yrs time this has pretty much become a "Straight" site. There isn't much of anything "Gay" left.
In my personnel life i am surrounded by and must interact with straights. i do not really care socialize, on a Dating Site!, with the type of people who throughout my life have been the cause of almost ALL of then pain, physical and psychological, which i have suffered!!!!
i'm undecided. i'm not accusing anyone of anything. i've met many interesting, fun people here., just not, in most cases, people i'm interested in dating!
AND be fair, a site called RECON, which is strictly GAY BDSM was no better!!!
Gay "culture" in general, Gay Doms in particular is a toxic CULT of youth, looks, body, dick size and . It's depressing sometimes. The men who excite my passion, make me tremble with desire, whom i would submit body ad mind, DO NOT WANT BECAUSE OF MY AGE!!!!!!
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GayBDSMdate?
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Posted:Aug 3, 2020 9:11 pm
Last Updated:May 4, 2024 2:27 am 2116 Views
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i am signed into GayBDSMdate. my profile is on GayBDSMdate. The majority of the profiles which i see are "straight". WTF is up with this? i am considering permanently closing my account and deleting my profile. GayBDSMdate no longer exists.
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Racism
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Posted:Jul 19, 2020 5:12 pm
Last Updated:Aug 12, 2020 7:05 pm 2200 Views
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i work at a corporate chain farm/department store. Yesterday (Saturday July 18th) we reset the inflatable swimming floats. i did not have time to reprice them. This morning (Sunday July 19th) i discovered something disturbing. Sometime after i left work at 4:30 pm on Saturday someone(s) had reversed all of the packages with dark complected models so that they faced in and were not visible, leaving only the Caucasian models visible. When i realized what had been done it left me with a cold feeling. i was nauseous. i was unable to eat my lunch. i was not proud to be a Homo sapiens today. My species can be quite disgusting.
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Righteous behavoir.
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Posted:Jul 18, 2020 4:31 pm
Last Updated:Oct 21, 2020 7:56 pm 2074 Views
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Past the "Seeker after Righteousness" as he prayed came the crippled one, the beggar and the one unjustly beaten. Seeing them he cried out, "Oh Great my God, how can it be that a loving Creator can behold such terrible things daily and yet do nothing about them?" God spoke to the Seeker saying, "My , yet verily did I do something, for did I not make You?"
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To Think
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Posted:Jun 13, 2020 5:31 pm
Last Updated:May 4, 2024 2:27 am 2170 Views
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One of the things which i most like about the Master with whom i am exploring my kinkiness and submissiveness is that He makes me exercise my mind and THINK about things. He helps me to access my motivations, put things into perspective and look at past, present and future objectively. i am surrounded by mediocre and blaze' in my day to day. His influence reminds me that i was an above average/excellent student in high School and the couple years of college which i managed to attain. i love talking with Him. i get turned on, aroused during our conversations. It is somewhat embarrassing, but my understanding of kinks and sexuality is that this is Sapio-Sexuality. Irregardless of that, i just know that His intelligence is a turn on for me!
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slavery
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Posted:Mar 17, 2020 9:07 pm
Last Updated:Jul 23, 2020 8:25 am 2213 Views
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this submissive desires to be an owned, collared slave more than anything else which it has EVER wanted. this submissive is becoming discouraged.. Men do not want older subs. They want , fit attractive -men. Southern Indiana is a BDSM dessert. this sub cannot relocate.to another area nor even as far as Indianapolis or Louisville to meet a Dom. this submissive is becoming despondent and even apathetic about both "gay" and BDSM.
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Coming Out
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Posted:Jan 21, 2019 6:13 am
Last Updated:Jul 20, 2020 5:47 pm 2412 Views
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Recently two friends have had bad experiences. I do not understand how people who claim to love you without condition can instantly change and turn upon you when the words, "I'm Gay" come out of your mouth. It is confusing, and the pain which it caused these men is not good to see. How does a person console some one so rejected by his parents and siblings? One is near and I can hug him and be there for him. The other is a young man in Philly and all I can do is email and phone him. I am as strong as I can be, and do my best to be positive. It hurts. I have known them only a few months and I seem to love them more than people who have known them their entire lives.
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