A Little Release
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Posted:Nov 26, 2012 7:30 pm
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Today was a good, but exhausting day. Work went well, but it was very cold, and I spent a lot of time parked underneath the heater in the warehouse. After we closed, I hopped on my bike and rode to a nearby hair salon where I got the haircut I should have gotten on Saturday or Sunday. Once that was done I made a quick stop at the grocery store, then rode back to work where I cooked and consumed my dinner. If I had a home, I would now get on my bike and go to it. Actually, if I had a home, I would have gone there as soon as I was finished at the grocery store. As it is, I'm still homeless, so I am going to do a little bit more on the computer, then log off and walk down the street to the adult shop that is there. Once inside, I will enter a booth, slide my cock through the hole in the wall, and get sucked off by a total stranger. When I have dropped my load, and been satisfied, I will pull up my pants, walk back to work, get on my bike, and go to wherever it is I am going to go tonight, to sleep. If I had a home, I'd probably have a mouth waiting for me to arrive...
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extended vacation bliss
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Posted:Nov 25, 2012 2:23 pm
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I have been hanging out with my girlfriend since Wednesday evening, enjoying the extended time we have together and getting some much needed rest and relaxation. We've honestly done very little over these past four days except eat, watch a shit ton of movies, sleep, and fuck our brains out. Okay, that last might be a bit of an exaggeration; we've had our share of sex but not a massive amount. Those days are long gone for us I fear.
I fucked my girlfriend while she prepared us breakfast one morning, and again while she pretended to sleep. Her cunt is always sopping wet and I am always rock hard and ready to go the moment we get naked. I suppose she likes seeing my prick dance, and I have to admit absence makes it grow fonder of her flesh. My girlfriend has always turned me on - she has a stellar body and knows how to fuck - and I'm sure she always will, but familiarity has bred what you would expect it to breed in a 6+ year relationship. I've seen her naked, she's seen me naked, and it's just not "new" or "exciting" anymore. We do arouse and excite each other, and I know I get excited when I know we're going to fuck, but you know what I mean when I say it's not exciting anymore. I'm not aching for something new, just wish I could experience more with the person I am already comfortable with.
That being said, there are many opportunities coming, and a few that I have recently taken advantage of, that I want to tell you about. Dinner with an old friend recently led to some awkward yet steamy after-hours oral sex at my workplace, and I am in negotiations with a lovely slut to make some XXX movies together very soon. She has expressed interest in some things I want to film, so teaming up seems like a good idea. It's the end of my long weekend though, so I am going to leave you hanging on those two stories for just a little while longer and get back to the whole rest and relax thing. Tune in soon and read all about it...
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stuck in first gear
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Posted:Nov 19, 2012 7:59 pm
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Spent the weekend with my girlfriend again. We watched movies on Friday night, spent half of Saturday working, and I was at work on Sunday from 9am to almost 4pm. The special inventory day did not go as smoothly as anticipated. Working on my day off was no fun, but working toward the five day weekend coming up makes it bearable. I will be pulling ten hour shifts the next two days to make up for the fact that we get Thanksgiving, and the day after off.
I don't know what the fuck is going on at WTNRradio, but I was unable to upload a new show all weekend long. When I write to them, they do not respond. I put together a great mix of 80's/90's metal and want to share it with everyone.
My girlfriend and I began watching "Game of Thrones" this weekend. Some of the sex is arousing, and you can't beat the way they treat women, so we are certainly having a good time with that aspect of the series. Saturday night I fucked my girlfriend while talking about all the things that would have been done to her, if she'd been born to the time period it takes place during. It had her sopping wet.
I am gearing up to do some music video shooting, as well as some porn, very shortly. The plan was to start this evening, but it is too damn cold in the warehouse I want to film in, and I left my HD camera at the girlfriends' house. She borrowed it for her work on Saturday...
This weekend I hope to find a place to live finally. My girlfriend and I will be spending Thanksgiving together, at her parents, and then the rest of the weekend is ours. I know she has work to do, which will leave me plenty of alone time to peruse the ads and find something desirable. Cross your fingers for me.
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the crazies
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Posted:Nov 14, 2012 8:25 pm
Last Updated:Nov 14, 2012 8:26 pm 34379 Views
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I don't know if it's the people of Portland, or just my bad luck, but as of this evening I am still technically without a place to call home. Last night I took a 40 minute trip to check out a room in a house, and everything seemed to go smashingly, but I received a message today that the gentleman renting the room has been given permission by his wife to take custody of his . That's who will be moving in instead of me.
This is not the first time something like this has happened to me. Less than two weeks ago I was feeling pretty confident about a similar situation when I got a message (on the day we were to meet) telling me that the person who had previously occupied the room was coming back to occupy it once again. I can't blame the person for picking a roommate they are already comfortable and familiar with, but the timing was just terrible.
I've taken my girlfriend out to look at places, only to find they want more money than originally stated, or there were surprises they wanted to wait and spring on you when you were there looking at the place. You know, facts like the place doesn't come with a washer and dryer, or won't be available for two more weeks. I'm not so desperate for a place to live I'm just going to accept the first thing I can get, but this not having a place to call my own has kind of gotten old.
This weekend I am working for/with my girlfriend again, and will actually be going into my regular workplace on Sunday to do a special inventory day, so don't expect to hear from me very much, if at all. I did put together a new 2-hour program for WTNRradio but that won't be available for you to hear until after Saturday.
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a simple update
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Posted:Nov 7, 2012 7:47 pm
Last Updated:May 13, 2024 8:17 am 35258 Views
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The company I work for during the day (small business, two owners, one store) fired one of my favorite co-workers this afternoon. I walked into the break room to ask him a question and he was sitting with our HR person, with a rather sick look on his face. A few minutes later, I passed him as he was leaving the building (an hour before his shift normally ends) and the same look was still there. He was basically being followed out by our HR person so I did not ask what was going on at the time. No drama for me, thanks.
I am more than just a little bummed by this. Not only was this guy pretty much my favorite co-worker, he also seemed to be making real progress in the areas he was in charge of. Granted, he wasn’t very good at supervising the guys he was in charge of, but I doubt that can be the reason he was let go. Until I talk with him, I may never know, because chances are they’ll give us some vague reason for his dismissal to avoid having anything used against them if they are sued. I seriously wish the guy well and hope to see him again soon. His was one of the couches I was crashing on from time to time, so now I will have to come up with an alternative to compensate for that. Being an introverted, antisocial guy with almost no friends makes that rather difficult, but I’ll manage.
This weekend, I will be working with my girlfriend on a job that is connected to her business, but that will hopefully be it. Searching for a place to live will probably be in there somewhere, as will an aerial dance performance on Saturday evening. I picked up a flyer from a troupe that was charging $5 a ticket for an upcoming show so I purchased ten of them and handed them out to co-workers, and the people who make my coffee on a regular basis. The guy that got fired today has a ticket – I wonder if he’ll go? That might be awkward, but he seems like the kind of fellow that wouldn’t shy away just because of that. I guess I’ll find out on Saturday.
I will be going to get a tattoo next week. One of the new hires has half an arm covered with very nice work and he says the lady who does it for him has a soft touch. As I have yet to experience the needle, even for a brief moment, I have no real idea of what to expect, I just know it’s painful. To what degree it is, and to what degree I can tough it out, remains to be seen. So, an artist with a soft touch sounds pretty appealing right now. This may be the beginning of much body art to come, or it may be one of the very few I can manage to survive, but I am at least getting one. Next month I turn 40, and want to get tattoos while my body still looks good.
Tonight I will be working on a new song, and maybe answering a few emails, but that’s about it. I am tired and usually ready for bed by 8pm these days, which is just ridiculous. I must be getting old.
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music for an orgy
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Posted:Nov 5, 2012 8:22 pm
Last Updated:Nov 5, 2012 8:24 pm 36467 Views
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My girlfriend and I spent another wonderful weekend together, but parted ways this morning feeling like we really hadn’t seen each other at all. Friday, I got off work and made my way to her townhouse by 6pm, but she was in Seattle on business and did not get home until after 11pm. We basically cuddled in bed and fell asleep in each other’s arms. Saturday, she had quite a bit of work to do, and I had a DJ gig that ran very late into the evening, so we didn’t spend much time together that day either. Sunday, we both woke late, and even with the extra hour from daylight savings time did not seem to be able to squeeze in enough time together. Leaving her to go to work this morning was rough.
The DJ gig on Saturday was pretty damn fun, but also very typical. The doors to the main dungeon area were kept closed for an hour to build anticipation (and a bit of a crowd) but the people that attended this month were a strange bunch. I’m not going to go into detail, or try and malign anyone, just take my word for it. I did have an unfortunate confrontation with a man who interrupted me during a conversation I was having with a lovely female guest, but that’s barely worth mentioning either. I was talking to her while doing my DJ duties, when this guy suddenly stopped us to ask if we would talk less, until his scene was over. He’d set up less than five feet from me, and I was using a conversational tone despite the loud music, so the request honestly caught me off guard. I asked in dismay, if I had heard him correctly, and we had a very brief exchange before I relented. Told him he could have the quiet he wanted, and clammed up. This, of course, did not satisfy him. He demanded to know why I had responded the way I had, and when I tried to explain, he interrupted me. Would not let me finish! My attempts to get him to shut up were only answered with, “Don’t tell me to shut up”. This happened a couple more times before I stated that I was done with the conversation. When he would not go away, I stood up, and received an exasperated “Don’t stand up” from him. It was at this point that I seriously began to wonder if we were going to get into a fight. Telling him that I was done talking, I asked him to please walk away from me. Of course, the response I got was “Don’t tell me what to do” but I did not stop. I continued to ask him, politely, to leave me alone, and he eventually walked away.
The lady I had been talking to at the time did not like being in the middle of the situation, and I didn’t blame her at all when she excused herself. I won’t lie and say the guy was rude when he first asked us to stop talking, but the moment I questioned him, his demeanor changed. He fully expected me to meekly respond and comply, and when I didn’t, it messed him up. Two sentences later, when I relented, that somehow wasn’t enough for him. He’d asked for quiet, I’d agreed to give it to him, but he not only remained angry, he wound himself (and me) up even more. I don’t know if the conversation we were having, or my show of aggression towards the guy were factors, but I took the cunt into a room shortly afterwards and used her pussy for a few minutes before turning her around and unloading into her mouth. When she stood to leave the room, my spunk was still on the edge of her lips.
The scene in the dungeon on Saturday was the most typical part of the night, which is why I was very excited to get invited to provide the music for an after party that was going to be geared very much towards sex. It would, in fact, turn out to be a miniature orgy, with as many as fifteen people having sex at one time. This particular party took place at a private residence, and the only way to get there was to follow the person who owned the house. The address was given to nobody that I talked to - we simply got in our vehicles and followed each other. We didn’t have to go very far, but with the late hour, the excitement, and the darkness I don’t think anyone really knew where they were when they finally pulled over and got out of their vehicles. The house was big, but not fancy, and there was an entire basement that seemed to be dedicated to having sex. Big beds, lots of pillows, lots of t.v. screens with porn playing on them, a swing, a hot tub, and a bunch of other stuff that eludes me right now. For supposedly kinky folks there was a noticeable lack of kinky toys and furniture, but that fact didn’t seem to bother anyone. Everybody was ready to get their clothes off and get to fucking.
I suppose the kinky party had been one long bit of foreplay for them. It did not take long for just about everyone in the room to get naked and involved. I set up near a small wet bar and just watched, having satiated myself earlier. Honestly, the men and women I saw getting it on with each other were not exactly of the body type I find alluring, so the temptation to join was not as intense as I had anticipated. I always say a hole is a hole when I am horny, but when I have recently been gratified/satisfied I can be a bit more picky. That’s probably a good thing, since I saw a great deal of unprotected sex going on, and eventually left wondering who would be experiencing rashes, sores and worse the next few days/weeks/rest of their life. Not that the lack of inhibition I witnessed wasn’t beautiful I just know that there can be consequences with that sort of fun.
So, what was good orgy music? People seemed to like Doctor Flake, Tricky, Tool, Morphine, Portishead, Massive Attack, Skinny Puppy and Velvet Acid Christ. Down tempo, bass heavy, and either sexy or dark. With the lights down low, it was a pretty intense sight to behold at times. Something I’m glad I didn’t miss, and in fact got paid to watch and provide the background music for.
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flat crow
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Posted:Oct 31, 2012 8:03 pm
Last Updated:May 13, 2024 8:17 am 35761 Views
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The weather around here has been crazy (nothing like the East Coast but still schizo). For a short time we had what would be considered legitimate autumn days, and then suddenly, it was winter time. This lasted for nearly a week, only to be replaced by warm autumn days again. Then the rain started...
... but I didn't come here to really talk about the weather. During one of those chilly, winter-like days, a homeless lady that lives near my workplace was apparently cleaning "house". She had taken up residence at the corner of a building, near the loading dock ramp, and was doing her best to clear debris from the area. I only saw this in passing, but it was pretty clear what was going on. As I walked by, on my way to my favorite coffee place to get my morning fix, I saw her come out from behind the ramp with a very dead crow dangling from her hand. She spoke many words to herself as she passed me, headed for the street. I slowed my pace long enough to watch her make it all the way to the sidewalk before tossing the dead bird out into traffic. No joke. She even received a couple of honks from the vehicle it nearly landed on.
As the days have passed, that crow has methodically been pressed into the pavement. It is a very flat crow. Since the cold passed, and the rain set in, I have seen that corner of the building empty. It had little to offer in the way of shelter, so I'm not surprised. I also work next to a very large bridge, and suspect I'll see a lot more people under it in the coming months. Makes my "homelessness" pale by comparison.
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what's up
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Posted:Oct 29, 2012 7:17 pm
Last Updated:Oct 31, 2012 7:48 pm 35224 Views
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Yes, it’s been quite some time since I posted, but there are many good reasons for my absence. My girlfriend and I moved out of the townhouse we were sharing in southwest Portland a few weeks ago, and did not move into a new place together. She now lives further away from town and I – the truth, I guess, is that I am homeless. It doesn’t mean I’m living on the street or anything severe like that, but it does mean I am sleeping on couches and storing the vast majority of my belongings in a 5X7 room for a while. More on that later…
In addition to being technically homeless, I was also irritatingly ill for an extended period of time. The sickness lasted nearly two weeks, but thankfully I am healthy once again. What remains, is a lot of crud in the back of my throat, and a lack of energy in general. When I’m sick, I find it difficult to concentrate, so writing for the blog kind of fell to the wayside for a while. Look for more posts, now that I’m feeling better.
I have also been absent because this last weekend, my girlfriend and I took an extended vacation and made a trip to Central Oregon, to stay at Eagle Crest for a while. Our time was spent eating, sleeping, relaxing, fucking and watching movies. We finished season 1 of “American Horror Story” and also devoured “The Avengers”, “Seraphim Falls”, “Dark Shadows”, “Snow White and the Huntsman”, and “Planes, Trains and Automobiles”. There is actually a name for people like us, who watch a ton of t.v./movies all at once, but refrain from it most of the time. We’re called binge watchers, and dammit if I don’t think it’s just a perfect fit for the two of us.
Most of my spare time has been spent looking for a place to live, or a person to live with these last couple of weeks, but the right situation has not yet presented itself. At first I thought I would live alone, but realized it would be a while until I could afford to do that, so then I tried finding a person to live with, but found the people I was meeting were pretty fucking crazy. There’ll probably be a post about that for you to read soon. I’ve even tried some crazy things like advertising for a gay roommate on Craigslist, in the hopes of finding a situation with a reduced rent. I’m not above running around the house naked in order to get $100 knocked off my rent or something, and I definitely wouldn’t be averse to the idea of letting a man suck me off daily if I could live with him, rent free. As long as I am in the position of taking pleasure, and taking advantage in any given situation, I would be open to many possibilities. As it stands, nothing has been “just right” yet, so the search goes on.
Even though life feels like it is on hold, it is very much moving right along. My girlfriend and I have been apart for nearly a month, but it doesn’t feel like it’s been that long. We are going to be spending this upcoming weekend together as well – at her place, not in Central Oregon – and then before you know it I’ll be moving into a home of my own. This situation is not what I wanted, but I am going to make the very best of it that I can at least. I don’t consider myself single, so I’m not going to be out looking for another love, but I am going to set my cock free and allow it a really good time. Sex with many men, women, and individuals of an indeterminate gender is on the agenda. Won’t you join me?
I also plan on doing some more filming soon, so look for posts about that coming up. The place where I work just begs to be the backdrop for some serious sex and depravity, and I’ll probably attempt footage for music videos as well. I’ve already had a few people say they will participate in the porn, I just need to schedule it.
Look for more posts, on varying topics, coming soon…
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girlfriends of the past
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Posted:Oct 2, 2012 6:23 pm
Last Updated:Oct 29, 2012 7:19 pm 37094 Views
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I met my first official girlfriend while I was staying at my father’s house in Walla Walla, Washington, during summer vacation. She was just breaking up with a guy two years older than her, and I was about a week away from going back home to my mother’s house in Spokane. That’s where I lived during the school year, and where I would be a Freshman in High School, when I went back. That’s right, I didn’t have my first official girlfriend until I was just out of Junior High.
My first two girlfriends were wonderful, but I did not have sex with them, as I have mentioned before. I gave my virginity up to someone I was sort of in love with, and that was girlfriend number three. As you can imagine, once I learned how great sex was, things changed a bit. The first three girlfriends were about love and compatibility, but shortly after that they seemed to change and become more about attraction and sexual openness. For a while I still dated what would be considered fairly normal ladies, including several older women who loved that I was young, hung and could fuck for a very long time. I also dated quite a few inexperienced women who were more than happy to let me turn them on to many new pleasures of the flesh, but eventually even that began to change.
I’ve been in a relationship with a sexual masochist or two, fallen in love with a couple of psychos, married a stripper, lived with a woman who gave hand jobs for a living, and even fell head over heels for an escort. Of all of them, I would have to say the was the most stable, trustworthy, loving individual I was ever involved with, and the “normal” gals tended to be a bit more on the dangerous side. I’ve always been attracted to sexual confidence, but am not so shallow that I don’t look for a whole lot more in a woman/love relationship. As I’ve gotten older, being compatible in our day-to-day lives has become more important to me than whether or not a woman will be sexually submissive and take it in the ass often, but both are still present when I consider getting to know someone. As much as I am a dick, and would like to let my cock rule me, empty sex is still empty sex, no matter how good it is. When I’m done, I don’t want to just roll off and walk away all the time. I want someone I can relate to, share my life with, and love until the next time I am aroused and need release.
Women are beautiful, but it is their holes I truly enjoy. Mouth, cunt or asshole… as long as I can stick my cock in it I am going to adore it. I am not particular about age, race, size or shape but will be honest and say that women who take good care of themselves are of particular interest. In the end, if a woman expresses interest in me, and is not a complete nut, I will give her the time of day, and might even give her a taste of my meat. Women have always been holes to me, and they shall forever remain that way, but they have the ability to be so much more. Those are the ones I fall for…
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time to "EsKape"
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Posted:Sep 29, 2012 1:18 pm
Last Updated:May 13, 2024 8:17 am 36202 Views
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Another Saturday is upon us, and that means it's time for a little "EsKape". Tune in to my 2-hour program on WTNRradio for a unique aural adventure. You will hear: Ben Harper – Basement Jaxx (featuring Amp Fiddler) – Dessa – Don Caballero – Gnarles Barkley – Clutch – Tipsy – Morphine – Grinderman – Out Hud – Diablo Swing Orchestra – Dan the Automator – Battles – Faithless – Twelve Foot Ninja – Denison/Kimball Trio – Depth Affect – Finger Eleven – Blockhead – Diamond Nights – Regina Spektor – Dirtclodfight – Devendara Banhart – Aesop Rock (featuring John Darnielle) – Our Lady Peace – Def Leppard – Thelonius Monk and much more.
Tune in, kick back, relax, and let the music take you for a ride...
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