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MK's Note Pad

A place where I share and vent.

I Do My Thing
Posted:Mar 27, 2010 12:39 pm
Last Updated:Mar 29, 2010 7:39 am
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Yeah (thats right, lets go)
Yeah (lets go, lets go)
Yeah, yeah
Yeah
Yeah (Im extra good)
Yeah, yeah

I smoke I drink I do my thing
I'm livin' in my own world
and if they hate I let them
Who gives a fuck?
Anyone who know about what I do
I'm livin' in my own world
I chill back and I
spit thee some love, yeah

Have you ever led an alliance?
A bunch of stoner livin' life through defiance
Remember back when couldn't cop not one damn appliance
White tee, wrinkled and a mug
Adopted my mothers luck and quick wits
So I spy me a bobbin' head bitch from a mile away
Girls stay a mile away
Do the single lady dance by them other mother fuckers
Nah mean?
and why it gotta be about the ride, ride
At the bar place upon my car in the lot
And I'm blowin' smoke and the dro when I know my loans
Got me thinkin' huh? Where's plain pat at?
All I really know is that go time is about more than a night
go now I feel a slump
You can't judge me cutie, I'm wreckless
I got some mysteries that's confronted when the blunts lit

I smoke I drink I do my thing
I'm livin' in my own world
and if they hate I let them
Who gives a fuck?
Anyone who know about what I do
I'm livin' in my own world
I chill back and I spit thee some love, yeah
http://alt.com

(Snoop Dogg)
First off, fuck all the clones
Can I shoot a shoutout to all the stoners?
No fingerprints, these isotoners
I'm still buyin' half Ps up off the corner
A nigga on one, better yet I'm on two
Whatchu waitin' on, blaze up, you want to?
Shake and take, get cakes they can shape and scrape
Got the whole world talkin' bout snoop
We wanna wake n bake
Well lets go
Cudi, my buddy, he got the best smoke
MCs n Gs yeah this the west coast
They say trees is trees, nah, that says low
Let me deafly originate so you'll appreciate
The state of mind
When I'm flyin' high through the friendly skies
Open up your eyes and recognize
Mothership connection connected
Yeah, we gettin' hella high.

I smoke I drink I do my thing
I'm livin' in my own world
and if they hate I let them
Who gives a fuck?
Anyone who know about what I do
I'm livin' in my own world
I chill back and I spit thee some love, yeah

I said
We shinin'
We rollin'
We sippin'
We smokin'
We livin'
We happy
They mad
They mad(x3)
*Repeat all(x4)*

Fuck em.

I smoke I drink I do my thing
I'm livin' in my own world
and if they hate I let them
Who gives a fuck?
Anyone who know about what I do
I'm livin' in my own world
I chill back and I spit thee some love, yeah

I said
We shinin'
We rollin'
We sippin'
We smokin'
We livin'
We happy
They mad
They mad(x3)
*Repeat all(x4)*

Fuck em.
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If Everyone Cared
Posted:Nov 18, 2009 3:43 am
Last Updated:Nov 18, 2009 3:47 am
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From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight

Singing Amen, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I'm alive

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
We'd see the day when nobody died

And I'm singing

Amen I, I'm alive
Amen I, I'm alive

And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along

Singing Amen I'm alive
Singing Amen I'm alive

And as we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are
If they could love like you and me
Imagine what the world could be

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
We'd see the day when nobody died

We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day, we'd see the day
When nobody died
We'd see the day when nobody died, By Nickleback.One of the most beautifully written songs I have heard. I get goosebumbs everytime I hear it.
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The Fixer.
Posted:Oct 28, 2009 6:23 am
Last Updated:May 28, 2024 9:3 am
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It hit me this morning that now the main problem this home was faced with was "fixed"(not by my doing),the others issues will have to wait their or there turns....people in my life(Family as well as friends) tend to think (though actions AND expectations) that I am some kind of "fixer".That I have some magic wand(or cane) that can fix all things..Yes I am partly to blame for this.And I can see that this has to stop.And will stop.AND before you say to yourself "I know who this is directed to"..think again... this is about everyone in my life. So if I seem a little less available to FIX your "problems"...don't get your feelings hurt. I have some personal things that I need to fix. I will be a better Mom,Lover,Domme and Friend in the long run.As for what I am working on... if you had been listening... you will know what I need to "FIX" in my life With much love I close this thread. Peace Out, MK
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Needs vs wants
Posted:Oct 24, 2009 10:40 am
Last Updated:Oct 27, 2009 7:01 am
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I have some AWESOME news to share..Bigman goes back to work monday..YAY !.As some of you knew, Bigman has been out of work for around 7 months.What some of you may not have known is this was the first time EVER He had been out of work for more than a day or two.Being the man He is with a great sense of responsibility and having the level education AND experience in His field made this extremely hard for Him grasp.Where some might have been content sitting on the laurels of savings,retirements plans and unemployment checks..He was not. He diligently pursued gainful employment every day.When times got tough, the words of my GrandPaw came back to me.See Grandpaw grew up during the Great depression.He came from a family that grew cotton along with other cash crops in texas.And when the markets crashed like they did,families came together .They made due with what they had.They raised and grew what they "needed" to servive..He used to say "there's a big difference in needing and wanting". I know simple words,but those words I feel we often misuse.And He would also say " United We stand,divided we fall".And that they did, they united. There again simple words we all have heard but seldom really ponder.I can remember rolling my eyes at Grandpa and saying "oh lord here we go again".Funny how I know the difference and find myself passing those very same words down to our 's.(grins)I am thankful for the lessions we learned.What I have found most rewarding in all this is.. We,as a family,learned the lessions of Needs Vs Wants along with the importance in never settling for mediocrity together.Peace Out,MK
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Halloween:will it ever get here ?
Posted:Oct 22, 2009 2:35 pm
Last Updated:Oct 27, 2009 7:02 am
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Ok so we're working on some rather cool projects to scare the piss.. yes I mean PISS out of the brats of our hood on Halloween night and it hit me....We live where beatings are OK.. an long as it is done with a Bible. Can we expect to get some funny hate mail.. I mean newsletters from at least one of the MANY churches in a 1 mile radius of our home ?We got some from them when we first moved in.I know my Swamp Thang looks kinda demonic at night http://alt.com but He really means no harm (chuckles),only to cause some much needed laughter on our end.And the floating/moving ghost that will do it's thing in the garage is just another outlet of our adult need to scare the piss out of brats....I will give out some good candy . Will we have to redeme ourselves when Xmas comes around with gaudy yard stuff like reindeers doing Ms.Claus.. I mean helping Ms.Claus load the sleigh for Ole Lazy Ass Santa(which I do love dearly) ?...Now there's a thought (WEG)Any way I choose to think about it.. it will be fun...and I am sure well worth all the work Bigman and I have put into it.Wishing everyone a happy Halloween
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Sad day.
Posted:Oct 19, 2009 7:24 am
Last Updated:Oct 27, 2009 7:02 am
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Well today is sad day for my family. For those who had the pleasure of meeting Our beloved Ms Maggie, I regret to have to tell you she met her peace early this morning at 1:20 a,m. For those who didn't know her,She was a chihuahua I rescued from bad home in charlotte. We had Maggie in our family for 5 years. Had many good times with her.She was one of a kind.She was very intelligent as well as very charming. We took her along with us on many trips.Well she is resting now with a mountain view in our back yard.She will be so missed.. but never fogotten.I feel like a great big piece of my heart is missing.I will stay strong and keep all those great memories of our time together in my heart.Bigman is taking this hard.Maggie was Daddy's little girl.I united Bigman and Maggie 5 years ago on Cristmas Eve.Those two were a great match.It won't be the same around here without her.But I do know,time does have a way of healing. Rest in Peace Ms.Maggie.We are so thankful for the time we had together. Peace Out, MK
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If you can't laugh at yourself,then who ?
Posted:Sep 13, 2009 12:04 pm
Last Updated:May 28, 2024 9:3 am
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Well once again I had a pretty good laugh at myself. I mean really stopped and just laughed till I got that feeling. You know which one if you pay attention.Well like another day here at the Crazy Fun House of MK/Bigman, I woke up to the same old same old.. A Pile a shit waiting for me in the bathroom on the pad and a invisible puddle of pee.. that somehow ran away from that pee pad.Well after stepping in the pee,slipping thus sliding my other foot into the bathroom cabinet dropping my cell phone (no not in that pile of shit)on top of the foot that was wet, I, managed to make it to the tub to clean up my feet and my pride.Haha yeah it was funny. Yes I could have taken that to familiar route in Yelling to the Gods "why ME " .. but this time I didn't . I just sat on the edge of the tub and laughed so hard, I started to cry.Why you ask? Because it was just funny to me.Hell I took on these pets cause no one else would. They needed a good home.They did what they we're supose to.. they peed on a pad. They couldn't help thier human didn't see or smell the pee.They did as they should. What I am sure about is, they were snickering around the corner.. prob. thinking "what a dumb ass human we have".Well to add insult to injury... oh yes it gets better. I got everything cleaned up and went to get something to drink...Coffee, well SOMEONE didn't set the pot and I had to make it. And wait on it to brew.. Pttt So as I read my mail and checked out who was playing Football and when I looked for my phone. I just had the damn thing.I walked back to bathroom,looked .. nope not there.. where could it be? Looked around here in the kitchen... didn't see it.Ptt I said and went back to the desk.This shit was bugging the crap out of me after a few minutes. I had to find that damn phone. And since it was on silent mode.. no sense in calling it. Well,awhile went by..I went back to looking for it.. retraced my steps..Care to guess where the phone was ?
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How to respect those who don't respect themselves ?
Posted:Sep 10, 2009 6:49 am
Last Updated:May 28, 2024 9:3 am
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Well it came to me this morning.. like alot of things, but this one stuck. Just how do you respect or act towards someone who has no repect for themselves or even others for that matter.I really would like to hear back from my friends on this one.I want to know how do YOU handle it when your in a group setting and someone there and is acting like a in heat, tacky, rude or ill mannered( in NONE scene gatherings)?Ok and to make this question even more clear.Lets say they are single. Or even take it further.. thier in a D/s. Would you just avoid going to gatherings that these people go to.? I really want to your feed back on this one.And No, this was not written because of one person, but serveral.As many know, I am slowly bringing Bigman to more and more functions.He wants to get to know the this part of my life and the people that are in it. I know it is MY responsibility to be careful as to where I take Him and who I intro Him to.This is a first for Me.I never been in a situation like this before. And I want Bigman to be exposed to people who in fact have self respect and can best represent OUR Community.I know that there will be bad things He will see,but for now I want Him to see the Good ( the bad and ugly can wait) lol.Sometimes it's hard though... ya never know where people with little to no self respect will turn up.I do talk to Him and try to explain.. they are NOT the norm... but just like in the nilla world,you have people like this.And for the most part, W/we're a great group of people !.... Peace Out,MK
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It's that time...... time to clean up this profile ..ugg
Posted:Sep 9, 2009 4:41 am
Last Updated:Sep 11, 2009 3:54 am
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Well as I look at how many people I have on here as friends.I think are they all friends or even acquaintances? Do we even speak to eachother ? ...it's been real and sometimes it has even been fun.But a good cleaning of the profile is needed.I'm sure you will understand Ciao,MK
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Fall Family Camping Trip :)
Posted:Sep 4, 2009 6:17 am
Last Updated:Sep 11, 2009 3:54 am
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Well dear friends, I seen a story on t.v about a beach on the north side of Carolina Beach, N.C. What I did catch of it they said that on the north side people could camp ON THE BEACH and DOGS were welcome.They even showed a group of famlies having a blast. As those close to me know, I love fall camping trips.. much cooler and more enjoyable.I am posting this for those who may want to go on a weekend camping trip. And since I know alot of U/us have families I thought I would share in this pleasant suprise. Yes I know there are some other places that allow dogs ( in off season on the beach)to join. This place always does.I will research this more and pass it on.I know it's hard for people to get thier dates lined up,but I wanted to pass this on.Even if you can't go with us.. now you know about it.I will be cooking some rather non camping dishes ahead of time, but I am sure hot dogs and burger will make thier appearance .. as always. lol. So when I set a date I will let you know.Please feel to write me a letter here if this sounds like your kind of fun. Peace Out, MK
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