hoping one day...
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Posted:Aug 26, 2020 10:09 am
Last Updated:Aug 30, 2020 11:19 pm 2484 Views
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Hi I'm the little sub that could, would, should , live up to my potential. I know , I know, I can do anything I put my mind to. I hear that in my mind. It was , and is what my mom used to say . One of her life lessons usually when she thought I wasn't paying attention. But I was. She was a very smart lady and even though I didn't show it as much as I should have because I was such a rebel boy. and really didn't listen to anybody once I hit the age of 13, I respected my mother. She was a mom , a dad, and a friend.
Once this corona bullshit goes away and we can all go back to work I will be able to become a gold member again and write back to ya'll. Until then I will start writing down all I wish I could or would say to ya in my blog, So hers is where I will communicate from for now on. You do it your way and I'll... well u know.
But I'm looking for a beautiful , young, intelligent mistress. She must be younger than myself, and she must be beautiful. For I will want to worship her for the fest of my life or until she discards me. I need her to be smart because she is my queen and in so being she has to have my well being in mind in all her decisions.and I think a beautiful woman with a brilliant mind is the sexiest thing the good Lord ever made, and I give Him praise for doing so. He and I are on the same wave length there! LOL.
I want to get my wants in now because I will give them all up and learn to trust my lady's judgement is for the best of us both. I am willing to serve her blindly and worship her body, mind , and soul. I want to make her the envy of her peers. they looking at her and wishing that they had a servant/ slave who was so in tuned with her needs that all she has to do is look to me and I would know what she's calling for. whether it be another drink or her pussy licked or her plate taken away. I would never make eye contact with my mistress but would never take my eye from her sight . She may need something that I can provide her and therefore she has never to say my name to get my attention.
These things and more i swear to provide her but she will be my queen, my goddess, my mistress, and so she will also get my loyalty, and my devotion. As time passes she will begin to trust me as I have already began rusting my mistress. And soon she will begin to love her slave as her slave has his love for her. These things I swear to you but especially to her ! alas if only she would not be far off , for I am in need of training to accomplish my wants and as such give them up to her so that I may grow into her slave. So my friends until we see one another again !
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just want to say.....
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Posted:Apr 26, 2020 11:59 am
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2024 2:52 am 2134 Views
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I am getting ready for a new part of my life. When you get the opportunity turn the page from one way of life a completely different life I think you should take it. Without hesitation or with any guilt of what you leave behind. After all your leaving that part of your life for a reason it didn't satisfy you, right? So I'll put a smile on my face and begin making a Goddess as happy as she can be. Doing for her anything and everything that may want. No refusals or questionsing of her wishes. She is my goddess she is my one and only and her words are gold. I am a lucky servant / slave and I will be lucky find her. I hope you think about it. If you my ladies are living close, and I mean within 0 miles of your slave please check out I can and will strive every day make your next day better than the last. I will devote my every waking minute my queen and her happiness. But for , the reason I need my mistress be so close is that I believe that since my Queen is train and I know there will be discipline and I think it needs be given in person. come see what can be yours and I will make yours fellow Mistress' and Goddess' envious of your new man slave I am loyal and would never do anything the house of my Queen. So ntil we meet I will dream of that day. chavezted78at the g. Please come see me and we will hang out sometime.
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just want to say.....
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Posted:Apr 26, 2020 11:59 am
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2024 2:52 am 2119 Views
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I am getting ready for a new part of my life. When you get the opportunity turn the page from one way of life a completely different life I think you should take it. Without hesitation or with any guilt of what you leave behind. After all your leaving that part of your life for a reason it didn't satisfy you, right? So I'll put a smile on my face and begin making a Goddess as happy as she can be. Doing for her anything and everything that may want. No refusals or questionsing of her wishes. She is my goddess she is my one and only and her words are gold. I am a lucky servant / slave and I will be lucky find her. I hope you think about it. If you my ladies are living close, and I mean within 0 miles of your slave please check out I can and will strive every day make your next day better than the last. I will devote my every waking minute my queen and her happiness. But for , the reason I need my mistress be so close is that I believe that since my Queen is train and I know there will be discipline and I think it needs be given in person. come see what can be yours and I will make yours fellow Mistress' and Goddess' envious of your new man slave I am loyal and would never do anything the house of my Queen. So ntil we meet I will dream of that day. chavezted78at the g. Please come see me and we will hang out sometime.
yournextslave
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When it hits home...
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Posted:Jul 11, 2019 10:56 pm
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2024 2:52 am 2078 Views
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HI all . I had the most eye openning read this morning from a beautiful young lady who obviously has her shit together because she got it and is not afraid to share it.
She was talking about what it takes to be a good master and what it is to be a good slave.
It got me thinking about my situation and made me wonder iwhy I haven't beento find a mistress in the last 2 yrs. I want one but do I deserve one . I mean that in my public life I was always an alpha dog . Wanting be be 1st , very competitive but as time went by I found that there was or is another side to me. I need a relationshiop that allows me to serve a master... No I mean a Mistress. It is all I think about and want. but am I worthy or do I deseve to serve a beautiful woman . I am young at heart and can hang with men half my age. I want to commit to My Mistress but I'm not sure she out here. What , just my luck
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Even if... and this is just me
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Posted:May 23, 2019 10:05 pm
Last Updated:Aug 27, 2020 11:23 pm 2460 Views
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Why do I have such a problem with showing my loyalty, and respect and devotion to my Mistress or Goddess or who ever she wants to be called. I thiml shes beautiful and is someone who I can and want to serve,
The problem is that she wants me to send her and I haven't even seen her but time in a pic.And I do not think since I; am only a slave or a sub that I am also . You know if after a week or so she wanted to test my devotion to her and asked me to send her a token sm of and we have talked for some time in the past week , I may do as she asked but after an hr. This woman has lost her ever lovin' mind.
In fact I think I do want to worship a beautiful woman who will dictate my every move and who I have allowed to make my decisions for me but I also want to be not a slave or a servant , although she may very well be telling me to do those things and I will. I must also ask that she respect me with no making me feel hurt or ashamed or insulted as I made my decision to worship this creature.I will do so by showing her each day by the things I do not by the way she grinds her heel into my back She is my Queen and I will do as she pleases no questions asked . So if there are mistress or goddess' out there are willing to do that please let me know . You will get back so much more out of me and it starts with devostion and all my being will be yours.
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