So, about that date...
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Posted:May 14, 2021 3:23 pm
Last Updated:Dec 1, 2023 9:55 pm 5999 Views
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I was going to finally be with Steve again, and the waiting was driving me crazy! I should have waited longer to get ready, but I wanted to be sure that everything was as perfect as it could be.
Right on time at 7:00 I heard a knock. Thank God he was on time!
I took a deep breath and opened the door, where I saw the handsomest man I've ever laid eyes on. We met at the doorway and before I could say a word, he took me in his arms and gave me a long, deep, passionate kiss. I just melted. 
He guided me to the sofa, where we just kissed and held each other for several minutes. It had been more than a year. but the memories quickly came rushing back of how good a man smells, how good he feels, how good he tastes, how good it is to feel his lips and hands on you.
Then, we just sat and talked for while, filling each other in on what we had been doing. We had been emailing and chatting, but there's so much more to say when you're face to face.
I had prepared a simple meal of pasta and tomato sauce, and we shared a bottle of wine and had a nice, relaxing dinner. It was a wonderful evening - even better than I had expected.
Oh yeah, I almost forgot - I also did this:
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It's been way too long
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Posted:Apr 30, 2021 3:56 pm
Last Updated:May 14, 2021 3:01 pm 6862 Views
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I had almost forgotten how exciting it is to get ready for a date!
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Must. Stay. Strong.
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Posted:Mar 22, 2021 10:22 am
Last Updated:Oct 23, 2023 1:31 am 8860 Views
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I've been doing really well with distancing and staying safe during this crisis, but sometimes the loneliness starts get me and I begin let my guard down, especially after a few drinks.
I received a message from a special man who made me a very generous proposal. He offered take me any hotel of my choice within a two-hour drive for a weekend of isolation together. I'm not eligible yet for the vaccine but there would be little risk for me since he's already received it (he's a physician), and we could have all of our meals room-service or delivery.
I was on my third glass of wine when I got his offer and I came very close to taking him up on it. It's been so long since I've felt the loving touch of a man and it's all I can think about these days, but I've made it this far and I really think I can hold on a little longer. So I reluctantly declined, but promised to make it up to him in the future.
All I know is that as soon as things get better, there will be one very lucky guy receiving the rewards of all of this passion that's been building up inside me for more than a year!
But for now, it's going to have to be this until I can have the real thing again:
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Happy New Year!
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Posted:Jan 1, 2021 1:54 pm
Last Updated:Dec 7, 2021 10:34 am 13286 Views
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Farewell to 2020 and all the issues it brought us. It's time to start the new year off with a bang!
(if only I had someone here to bang me... )
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OMG, I'm on the map
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Posted:Dec 15, 2020 10:59 am
Last Updated:Jan 3, 2023 1:08 pm 15462 Views
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At the end of last summer (2019), I felt a strong desire to get out of the house and do some exploring as Suzy. For professional and family reasons, I worry a bit about going out in public anywhere near home, so I went to a city two states away where there was little chance of being recognized.
I didn't want to stand out, so I dressed rather conservatively. I bought a few new outfits and a blonde wig for the trip, and had a wonderful time just walking around town and being the person that I truly want to be.
However, these days it's hard to stay hidden...
and this is where I noticed the Google car...
I wonder how many people have viewed the maps of Binghamton and have no idea about the woman on their screens?
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Back to normal? I want more!
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Posted:Nov 28, 2020 2:25 pm
Last Updated:May 13, 2022 3:02 pm 16284 Views
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Like everyone else, I can't wait for the end of the pandemic and the return to our old lives. However, what I really want is so much more than my old life. (I know I've mentioned this before, but I can't stop thinking about it!)
I wonder if there's a man out there who would like to:
Have me start his day like this:
Come home after work to me waiting for his arrival with a before-dinner drink and a little of this:
And when we are in bed at the end of the day, if he needs to wind down, have me welcome him inside for some of this:
(Now here's the part that scares men off!) All I ask for in exchange is that familiar vow that ends with "I do" and a ring on my left hand. I want to know that he's all mine, and to show him that I'm all his.
I'll probably never get to experience this life, but I'll keep dreaming because dreams do sometimes come true!
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The waiting is driving me crazy!
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Posted:Oct 11, 2020 7:58 pm
Last Updated:May 13, 2022 3:03 pm 17255 Views
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When this pandemic is over and I'm with a man again, the first thing I'm going to do is get down on my knees and thank the Lord.
And while I'm down there...
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