Never too early to start planning
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Posted:Apr 1, 2020 3:39 pm
Last Updated:Mar 8, 2021 8:29 am 24315 Views
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It's been almost a month without Suzy-to-man contact, and I'm going crazy! I don't know if there's such a thing as protein withdrawal, but I would swear that the lack of it is really having a detrimental effect on me.
There's only so much a girl can do by herself,
so I decided to start getting ready for life after quarantine!
I'm making a spreadsheet listing all of the men that I want to get together with, their , and email addresses. As soon as the conclusion of this social distancing is announced, I'll start contacting them and filling in the dates for our dates. 
I can't wait to show them how much I've missed them! 
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Resolution #2
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Posted:Jan 20, 2020 6:09 pm
Last Updated:Dec 14, 2023 12:47 pm 25465 Views
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My second resolution for 2020 is not to give men the blowjob test. There have been times where I've told a man, "Yes, I will if you promise not to come in my mouth." Of course they say yes, and when I feel them reach the point of no return, I'll grab their hips or their ass and not let them withdraw, causing them to pump their delicious fluid into my warm, inviting mouth.
I know I shouldn't, but I get a little kick out of them trying to avoid it or pull out, saying things like "Stop, I'm coming!" and "Oh Suzy, I'm so sorry, I tried not to!"
And if they simply relax and let it flow, it's probably the last time that they will get to experience my mouth on their cock.
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New Year's Resolution #1
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Posted:Jan 2, 2020 11:47 am
Last Updated:Apr 2, 2022 12:35 pm 23957 Views
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My first resolution for 2020 is to act like I believe a man when he tells me "Baby, I just want to put the tip inside you. I swear, I won't go any further. Please, honey, just let me open you up a little."
I know that he's going to end up balls-deep in my ass, and that's what I really want, too, but if it makes him happy to think he's getting away with something, I'll play along!
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Lonely me
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Posted:Dec 8, 2019 10:22 pm
Last Updated:Mar 8, 2021 8:48 am 20063 Views
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It's raining outside, I had a little too much wine and I'm cold and tired, and the only thing i want right now is a warm, naked man in my bed to wrap his arms around me and hold me as we fall asleep. That's not asking for too much, is it?
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Never a typical, boring evening
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Posted:Dec 6, 2019 6:45 pm
Last Updated:Aug 17, 2023 3:26 pm 17874 Views
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Steve called on Saturday morning and asked if I had plans for the evening. I replied that it had been a long week at work and I probably wasn't even going to get dressed. I thought I would just watch some movies, drink some wine, and chill. When he asked if he could join me a little later on, I didn't hesitate to say yes!
This changed my plans just a bit - I needed to take a shower and make sure I was smooth all over, switch my flannel nightgown for something a little sexier, and put on a bit of makeup, but it was worth it to have him with .
I was in bed watching Sweet Home Alabama (don't judge me!) when Steve arrived at around 7 pm. I was several glasses in to my first bottle of wine and feeling pretty good by then. When I mentioned that I had skipped lunch and had nothing planned for dinner, he called out for a pizza. With just a little encouragement, he lost his clothes and joined me in bed. Mmmm, just what I needed!
Things moved along and I lost track of what was happening in the movie. I was right in the middle of taking care of him when his phone rang.
(It was a really bad time to interrupt me, and this is probably the look I gave Steve. I really wish I looked like the pretty girl in the pic)
It was the pizza guy letting us know that he was on his way. Then Steve said that he had use the bathroom and would be right back. As he was closing the bathroom door, there was a knock at the front door. "Must be the pizza. Can you grab it? I left some cash on the table by the door."
Pizza guy must have called to say that he was outside, not just on his way. Steve knew what he was doing and set this up for me to get caught by a stranger. I was equally furious and thrilled.
I was just wearing a little white babydoll nightie and knew I couldn't answer the door like that. I grabbed my robe, which didn't cover up much but was better than nothing and made it look a little more like I didn't just get out of bed.
(Similar to this one but in purple)
I picked up the $25 that Steve left and took a deep breath, nervous about what was about to happen. None of my neighbors know about Suzy, and I never go out dressed anywhere near our town.
I opened the door and peeked around the corner, praying it wasn't anyone who knew me. I was mortified to see that it was one of the usual delivery guys, a really cute guy in his 20s. When I opened the door further to get the pizza, he saw all of me and I could see his eyes get bigger, and with a little grin he said I owed him something like fourteen seventy-five.
As he was handing me the pizza, we both heard Steve yell, "Suzy , hurry back to bed. I'm getting lonely here."
I felt my face instantly get red and saw a big smile appear on pizza guy's face. I grabbed the pizza, shoved all of the cash into his hand, and slammed the door. I was so embarrassed that I ended up tipping him more than ten dollars, but at the same time I couldn't believe how excited I was. I dropped the pizza off in the kitchen, ran back to the bedroom, lost my robe and nightie, and jumped on Steve. I wanted to kill him for what he did, but at the same time wanted him to screw my brains out.
He wrapped his arms around me and I held his face and smashed my lips against his. We kissed for several minutes, and when we finally broke for air, I told him that I hated him. He just nodded, said that he thought I would, and returned his tongue to my mouth. After a little more kissing, I pulled back and said, "You bastard, fuck you. Now fuck me." And he did.
And afterwards, we had a romantic dinner of cold pizza, and it was delicious.
Note: Every time I read this post, random words have disappeared, mostly short words like 'to' and 'me'. I'll try to keep fixing it whenever I see that it's happened.
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Saturday Night's Alright for... well, you know!
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Posted:Nov 23, 2019 6:23 pm
Last Updated:Mar 8, 2021 8:49 am 16585 Views
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It's date night with Steve! I've been waiting not very patiently all week, and then he called a little while ago to tell me that he can't get here until 9:30
The plan was to have a little wine, some snacks, maybe a little more wine. and then see what happens. After having a taste of him two weeks ago, I need soooo much more now! I'm starting the wine part without him, but I'm going to need him for the 'see what happens' part.
Because we're getting a late start, I decided to meet him at the door in just a nightgown. Do you think he'll have any trouble figuring out what I want? 
(Why is the clock moving so slowly?)
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Good night!
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Posted:Nov 9, 2019 12:14 am
Last Updated:Mar 8, 2021 8:49 am 16429 Views
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Tired, happy Suzy
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Time moves so slowly...
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Posted:Nov 8, 2019 2:20 pm
Last Updated:Mar 8, 2021 8:49 am 15785 Views
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It's finally Friday!!!
I called in sick to work today (lovesick counts, right?) so I would have plenty of time to do all of the things I needed to do to make sure that I'm ready for our date night!
I know I'm getting carried away and it really doesn't matter as much to Steve, but I want everything to be perfect
It's been way too long since I've had the chance to be the complete Suzy, and I'll be happy just to be in his arms with his soft lips against mine...
 Ha! Who am i trying to ? You know what I really want!
Just a few more hours.
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Finally back in action!
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Posted:Nov 6, 2019 11:55 am
Last Updated:Mar 8, 2021 8:50 am 15642 Views
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I'm so excited!!!
After going solo for too long, I finally have a date again! I had some minor surgery a few months ago and it's taken me a little longer than I had hoped to get back to normal, but now all is well. Both Steve and Adam offered to come over and help me with anything I needed, but I couldn't handle having a man take care of me like that when I'm not Suzy.
Also, I gained a little weight during my recovery and just didn't feel like I looked as feminine as I wanted to be (especially naked), so I decided to wait until I worked it off before bringing Suzy back. That was all the motivation I needed to work hard and get back into shape! They say good things come to those who wait, right?
So, Steve is coming over on Friday night for drinks and a movie. Just the thought of being with him again is driving me crazy, and I can't wait! I just need to remember that it's been a while since I've done certain things (like this),
and I need to take things slowly until I'm used to it again, no matter how much I want him inside me.
Steve said that he really misses being with me, and he has been saving up his love for me. I hope that means what I think it means! I suppose I should eat a light dinner and leave plenty of room for dessert!
No matter how things go or what we end up doing, it just feels good to be getting my life back on track.
I really hope this week goes by quickly!
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Remembering another first
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Posted:Sep 30, 2019 11:48 pm
Last Updated:Aug 17, 2023 3:30 pm 14925 Views
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A few nights ago I had a couple of glasses of wine and thought back to the first time I was completely naked with a man. I had been down to a bra and panties or a little nightgown but was never totally nude until that one day.
I'm not exactly sure how it happened, but we were doing some very intense kissing and touching each other. I desperately wanted to feel his skin against mine and didn't resist when he pulled the nightshirt I was wearing up and over my head. (OK, I may have even encouraged him to do it, and a little alcohol may have been involved!) I had forgotten that he had already slipped my panties off a few minutes earlier to rub my ass.
And then I realized that I was naked, nude, totally unclothed with a man. Until then, I always had some item of clothing to help with the illusion of femininity, but now it was just nude me with makeup and a wig.
It seemed like I crossed a barrier and the feelings were overwhelming. He had been naked with me before, but now I was totally exposed for the first time and I felt so small, vulnerable and helpless. He could see every inch of me and I desperately wanted him to like what he saw.
(No, this is not me!)
I sat on his lap and felt his strong arms wrap around me. He could tell that something was wrong, and he asked me if I was OK. I really wasn't OK - I wanted him to see me as a woman and I wanted him to treat me like a woman, and I wasn't sure if he still would.
I was still an anal virgin but we were working toward that moment when he would take me. Right then, I wanted to have sex with him so I would know that he still thought of me as a girl, his girl. I asked him if we could do it now, but he knew that I wasn't really ready yet. He asked me again to tell him what was wrong, and we were pretty open about everything, so I told him I was afraid that I wasn't feminine enough for him when naked.
He began to slide his hands along my smoothly shaven skin and told me that I felt like a woman to him, and then he gave me a long, slow kiss and said that I kissed like a woman should. He buried his face in the side of my neck and said that I smelled like a woman, and then he kissed his way down to my little breast, where he took my nipple in his mouth and began to gently nurse on it. I told him that he was cheating - he knew what that did to me!
I held his head as his mouth on my boob continued to drive me crazy. He alternated between sucking hard and gently nibbling and licking it. Before long I couldn't take any more and moved to my knees, where I took care of that certain hard part of him. It felt so good to hear him tell me what a good girl I was and to call me his pretty little cocksucker.
After he was satisfied, which also satisfied me, we were lying in bed and he said how he was really looking forward to taking my virginity, loving me like a woman needs to be loved, which was just what I needed to hear right then. And a few weeks later, that's just what he did.
These days, being naked with a man isn't traumatic like it was that time. I'm much more confident that I can make him happy and show him just what a good girl I can be!
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