Letting go and seeing where I land
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Posted:May 2, 2018 3:04 pm
Last Updated:Jul 6, 2022 10:38 am 49789 Views
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So after waiting and hoping for all these months, we both finally realized that Andrew and Suzy happily ever after just wasn't going to happen. His company merger didn't work out so he won't be moving back east, and I can't move out to join him, so we mutually decided to move on. We'll still get together for a date when he's in town if we're both single and available, but the wedding dream has to be put aside, at least for now.
When Valentine's Day came this year, I was a little down since I didn't really know where my love life was going. I took the day off and had a nice surprise when a beautiful bouquet arrived from Adam. I knew that he'd be spending the day with his girlfriend but I thought the flowers were very sweet. A little while later, a dozen roses were delivered with an unsigned card that said, 'You'll always be the one for me'. I knew those were from Andrew, and I could feel my eyes start to tear up a little.
I poured myself a glass of wine and curled up on the sofa under a blanket. Then Steve called and asked if I had plans for the evening. I let him know that I would be very happy to see him, so we made a date for 7.
I was showered, shaved and ready at 6:30, and that half hour wait took forever.
Right on time, I heard his knock, opened the door and there he was, with more flowers (I so love it when a man gets me flowers) and a bottle of wine. It was so nice to see his smiling face and feel his soft, warm lips on mine. Maybe I was just lonely and looking for it, or maybe he could see that I needed to be with someone, but he seemed especially attentive and romantic.
After a few drinks we were both relaxed and ready to take the evening to a better place. He was the one who came to see me on this special day for lovers, so I decided to show him how much it meant to me. Unfortunately it was one of those nights where, no matter how much I wanted it, I couldn't imagine having anything up my butt (if you know what I mean), so I proceeded to give him the sweetest, most loving blowjob that I possibly could.
By the way he reacted to me worshipping his cock, I had a feeling that he felt the passion that I was putting into my effort.
He finally erupted and gave me the Valentine's Day present I really needed. Actually, what I needed was just to feel loved, wanted and appreciated, and that's really what he gave me. I hope we'll be seeing a lot more of each other in the future.
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That feeling...
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Posted:Mar 19, 2018 1:09 pm
Last Updated:Mar 8, 2021 8:40 am 55871 Views
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... when he stops thrusting and holds you tight, and you know he's about to make you his girl
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If only I could
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Posted:Feb 7, 2018 11:24 pm
Last Updated:Mar 8, 2021 8:40 am 65924 Views
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If I could combine the semen of all the good looking men I've sucked and been fucked by and get pregnant, I wonder what my baby would look like? Unfortunately that's never going to happen, but at least I can keep practicing!
Oh yeah, and don't forget the breastfeeding practice!
Practice makes perfect, and this is my idea of perfect!
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My New Year's Resolutions
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Posted:Jan 3, 2018 12:16 pm
Last Updated:Mar 8, 2021 8:30 am 69779 Views
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1. Get more exercise.
2. Watch what I eat.
3. Spend more time outdoors.
4. Worry a little more about my appearance. Neatness counts.
Did you make any resolutions?
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Happy New Year!
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Posted:Dec 31, 2017 6:50 pm
Last Updated:Mar 8, 2021 8:30 am 65370 Views
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To all my friends and those I haven't met yet,
I hope your year is filled with joy and happiness!
(and girls, I hope your bottom is filled with warm, wonderful man!)
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It was a very Merry Christmas!
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Posted:Dec 29, 2017 2:47 pm
Last Updated:Mar 8, 2021 8:30 am 68332 Views
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Adam called and asked if he could stop by on Christmas evening to exchange gifts. I said yes, of course. He arrived around 7:00, and by 7:15 he was receiving his present. It went something like this...
I think he liked what I got him! Then, after sharing a bottle of wine and relaxing a bit, he gave me my present. Can you guess what he got me?
Afterwards, we popped open another bottle and snuggled up together, feeling warm and satisfied. After a few minutes of kissing and snuggling, he admitted that he felt guilty, since both of the presents seemed to be for him. I couldn't help but giggle as I confessed that I thought the same way! I felt bad for him because I'd swear that they were really both for me!
I guess the best gifts are the ones that you can share with someone else.
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Oh no, nothing is going to happen...
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Posted:Dec 16, 2017 12:25 pm
Last Updated:Mar 8, 2021 8:30 am 65093 Views
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When he tells you that he wants to cuddle naked in bed with you but swears that there will be no sex, is he trying to fool you or himself? Of course I'll say yes when he asks, but when you put yourself in that situation, one thing usually leads to another, and some urges are just too hard to fight when both of you are having them!
I'm not saying that it can't happen, but in my experience it always ends up with a cock inside me in either one end or the other (or, hopefully, both!)
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Would you like to come up to my room?
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Posted:Oct 29, 2017 12:02 am
Last Updated:Aug 17, 2023 3:25 pm 75044 Views
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Adam sent me a text message last Friday: You have a date tomorrow night at the Embassy Suites. Pack your bag and be there at 7. You'll have time to get ready.
For a moment I was a little worried about who he was setting me up with, but I knew Adam well enough and trusted that he wouldn't do anything to put me in danger. I had mentioned to him the last time we were together that I was so lonely that I considered meeting an acquaintance at a hotel. He agreed that it was a little risky but he also understood how badly I needed to be with someone at times, so I assumed that whatever he had planned would be OK.
For the rest of Friday and all morning and afternoon on Saturday, I was so excited and curious that I didn't get anything else done around the house. I had my bag packed with an assortment of lingerie, a sexy nightie, a couple of nice dresses and heels, and all of the things I needed to be Suzy.
It's about a half hour drive to the hotel from my home, but I left at 6:15 just to be sure. The drive was uneventful, and I arrived a little early so I drove around to find a good parking spot and then sat in my car for a few minutes listening to relaxing music.
I heard the familiar signal of a received text message, so I checked my phone and saw this: Room 332, ask for the key at the desk. Your date will be up at 8. Dress for a quiet evening at home.
I pickup up the key with no drama and headed up to Room 332. It was a very nice room, and there was a bottle of wine with only two glasses, so I assumed that Adam would not be joining us. I showered and shaved my legs and began to turn myself into Suzy. Wrapped in a short robe, I took care of my makeup and hair, wanting to look my best for my mystery lover.
The clock read 7:45 when I changed into a long, sheer black nightgown, poured myself a glass of wine, and sat down to wait for my date, wondering who would show up.
Promptly at 8 there was a light, hesitant knock at the door, followed by a quiet "Suzy? Is this the right room?"
I popped up from the chair and eagerly glided across the floor, ready to finally see my man for the night.
(If everything falls into place, I hope to have beautiful breasts like hers of my own in a couple of years!)
As I opened the door, I heard, "Suzy? Hi, I'm Robert." The voice was familiar but the face threw me off for a second. Adam had shaved his beard, which I had never seen him without before! He was also wearing glasses. I realized what he was doing and with a big smile invited him in. As he entered, I gave him a little hug and noticed that he had on some sort of cologne or body spray, so along with looking different, he smelled different. I almost felt like I was now in the room with a total stranger.
I offered him a drink and we sat and talked for a bit. 'Robert' was shy and a little hesitant as we chatted. He made a point of constantly complimenting me, telling me how pretty and sexy I was, and I have to admit that I liked it! He confessed that he was married but his wife had lost interest in sex, and he hadn't had any sexual activity in several years. I moved over next to him and told him how sorry I was to hear that. I said that he was a very sweet and handsome man and deserved to be treated better than that. Then I leaned over and kissed him, and he let out a little moan like it was just what he needed.
I removed his glasses and kissed him again, gently holding his cheeks in my hands. He responded with a hunger that surprised and thrilled me, like he was in desperate need for affection and was happy to find it.
Our kissed became much hotter and I found myself needing to quickly take this further. After a little more kissing, I reached over to his crotch and felt his very hard cock. He practically begged me to help him with his loneliness, so I dropped to my knees and asked him to pull down his pants. Then I reached up and pulled down his underwear. He couldn't disguise that wonderful sight!
I took him in my mouth and just held it there. He was making some sweet sounds of pleasure and I didn't want to make him wait any longer, so I began to bob up and down on him. In less than half a minute, he grabbed my head and I heard "Oh Suzy, Suzy, I'm coming!"
And he did - a big, long, delicious load! As he shot it off, I swallowed it, barely keeping up with him. When he finally finished, he fell back on the sofa and took a few seconds for his breathing to return to normal, Then, he pulled me up and hugged me tightly, thanking me repeatedly. He was really getting into this part, and since he came so quickly this time, I wondered how he usually held it off for so long when he was with me.
Robert pulled his pants up and thanked me again, saying that he had to get home before his wife got suspicious. I walked him to the door and told him that I really enjoyed meeting him and hoped we could get together again. He replied that he had a great time and would like to see me again. I kissed him and told him I'd call. As he headed out the door, I said, "Have a safe trip home!" He turned and waved and then he was gone.
I grabbed the bottle of wine and my glass and went back to bed. Thinking about the way the evening had played out, I felt like a high class who just finished servicing a visiting businessman. I couldn't help but smile as I thought about what Adam had just done for me.
(I wish I could look as comfortably glamorous as she does!)
Adam texted me a short time later that he was in the hotel bar having a drink and would be up in about half an hour. He wanted me to be nude in bed when he returned. I replied that I was hoping he'd come back for more, but he should take a shower when he arrived so he would smell like Adam, not Robert. He did just as I requested, and we had a wonderful rest of the evening together!
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Date night, great night
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Posted:Oct 2, 2017 2:54 pm
Last Updated:Mar 8, 2021 8:31 am 78150 Views
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The weekend wasn't going well. I spent Friday night and early Saturday afternoon alone watching romantic movies and having a couple of glasses of wine. By the the middle of Saturday I was feeling extremely lonely and needed to be held and loved.
Because I tend to fall in love with my sexual partners, I've been trying to limit my dates to guys who have the potential for a long term relationship. However, at that point I just needed someone, so I considered going on a hotel date with a man I only know through email who was in a nearby city for the weekend. He is intelligent, respectful, and looks pretty damn good naked (according to the pictures he sent me), and he really seems to be interested in meeting. I've had a couple of hotel meet-ups go wrong in the past, but I was just about to the point where I was willing to take the risk to have a little companionship when Adam called! We hadn't been together for quite a while, and he had the evening free and was hoping that I was available. Well, I sure was!
It was about four o'clock when he called, and he said he could get here by 9, which gave me plenty of time to prepare. I vacuumed and straightened up the house, and then jumped in the shower, making sure that my skin was silky smooth all over. I put on a short satin robe and made myself a light dinner.
After dinner, I cleaned up the kitchen and then did my makeup and slipped into a long nightgown. About ten minutes later, Adam knocked on my door.
I greeted him with a kiss that let him know what I had in mind for the night, and he was more than ready to help. We had a drink and then headed off to my bedroom. He lost his clothes and joined me in bed, where we engaged in a good amount of kissing, touching and exploring.
Then it was a little of this...
and a little of that...
and before you know it, we were both happy and satisfied.
(It breaks my heart to see him leave after we spend time together like this, so our usual routine is for us to snuggle up close to each other until I'm asleep, usually with him behind me and his arm around me. Sometimes he'll doze off for a little while, but usually he just holds me until he knows I'm out for the night, at which time he dresses and leaves.)
As I drifted off to sleep, I was feeling so much better. All I needed was a good shot of Vitamin M (Man), and I'm fortunate that Adam is always happy to supply it!
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