A Micro Minute of Etiquette ~
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Posted:Mar 13, 2020 5:02 pm
Last Updated:Mar 14, 2020 3:39 pm 3023 Views
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It takes a lot for me to reach out first, to initiate contact. I was raised to never chase boys, never be the one to call them, that they should call you.
So in this day and age, i still struggle to reach out, i still hear my mother saying a "proper girl" gets chased, not the other way around.
So listen~ if i, or another slave/submissive, reaches out to You, a Master/Dom/Sir or whatever you are on the left side of the slash, please act with a little bit of kindness, dignity, maybe You could micro manage a itty bitty bit of warmth in the exchange.
If you accept a friend request, and she sends a message saying thank you for accepting, please, PLEASE don't respond with just a "Welcome". She has offered an opening to communicate.
Not interested? No big deal, SAY SO. Say you are "interviewing" several others, but don't be rude about it, there's this thing called "class" and etiquette.
Being a schmutz to someone who is trying to break out of conditioning really isn't the "Domly" thing to do. Be a friggin gentleman for crying out loud. It doesn't cost you a cent to be HUMAN!!!!
At least on Fet, there is decorum and an approach that isn't awkward and "cold". I guess that's the difference between real D types and pretenders~
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Sometimes~
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Posted:Feb 25, 2020 7:51 pm
Last Updated:Feb 26, 2020 7:24 pm 3324 Views
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We sometimes want someone who wants to be there when it's messy and when it's hard, not just when it's fun and when it's convenient.
We sometimes need someone who chooses us when it might not be the easiest choice.
We also sometimes need someone who would rather do nothing with you than anything else in the whole wide world with someone else.
~well, at least i want these things, and i'm brave enough to wait for them from the right person~
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You're Going to Hate~
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Posted:Jan 21, 2020 11:42 pm
Last Updated:Feb 16, 2020 10:28 pm 4316 Views
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When he whispers~
I'm going to put you on your knees.... You're going to hate how much you love it ~ ❤️
When he promises ~
I'm going to do bad things with you... You're gonna hate how much you love it ~ 💜
When he declares ~
"MINE"... You're going to hate how much you love it ~ 🧡
When he pulls your hair aside ~
Placing His collar upon your neck... You're going to hate how much you love it ~ 💙
When he holds your chin up~
Adding the leash that binds you to him... You're going to hate how much you love it ~ 💛
When he whispers~
Good girl, and kisses your forehead ~ you're going to hate how much you love it ~💚
When he tells you ~
Our love is for infinity... You're going to hate how much you love it ~ 🔗
She replies~
I hate how much I love it ~ 💖
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Saying Goodbye~
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Posted:Jan 18, 2020 3:10 pm
Last Updated:Jan 22, 2020 12:03 am 4290 Views
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Yesterday i had say goodbye someone very dear . Someone who knew me and loved me in spite of myself.
I will miss the laughter, the sexy talks, the accountability, the way we finished each other's sentences and thoughts, the way we always knew how the other felt just by the tone of voice.
You had become so much a part of me, that i couldn't even see my life without you in it, but after the last couple of months, and a recent event, it's apparent that our time has officially finished it's season.
I am growing up, becoming more confident in the things i need and not willing to settle for less.
You helped me in my journey, and i thank you for that~ i will always love you ~
But if i were to stay, i'd only be in your way, so i must go~
To my Dominant of the past 3 (our Anniversary was Jan 15) ~ i wish you joy and happiness, but above all else, i wish you love~
These last few months helped heal and transform an ugly ending a beautiful beginning as we go our separate ways~
God speed, Sir, may your heart be filled with many happy memories.
I love you infinity~
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Never Cinderella ~
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Posted:Jan 12, 2020 10:22 pm
Last Updated:Jun 15, 2021 9:36 am 4402 Views
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Always seems that no matter how charming, how sexy i try to be, how authentic, raw, real, and funny ~ i never get to be Cinderella.
Always the pumpkin ~ looked over and passed over for the younger, thinner ones~ the ones that pretend, just to get the attention of whoever is looking, only to move on to the next and the next.
The whole time, i only saw you, the prince, the keeper of my attention.
But being a pumpkin, you looked right through me and only saw the shiny new one that won't even remember you next week, or even tomorrow.
Remember, Cinderella would never have been the princess if she had returned for the glass slipper~
So i too, move on. Not searching for Prince Charming, just for one that sees me as a princess, thinks i should be treated like Cinderella. He finds that i fit perfectly into his glass slipper~
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Twisted Christmas Cheer~
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Posted:Dec 18, 2019 5:32 pm
Last Updated:Jan 16, 2020 5:13 am 5073 Views
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Twisted Tuesday at The Space last night couldn't have been any more purrfect than it was, the twisted Christmas Cheer i so desperately needed...
I was very excited to have 2 scenes with 2 of my play partners. The first scene did not disappoint as Silent_G did the sensual and pain aspects of our sessions i have come to love. Bonus!!! He broke-in his brand new toy ~ the fire hose ~ on my rump, with fervor! The best part was when he alternated between the nerf bat and the hose, but decided he needed 2 hands to wield that heavy, thuddy, toy against my wanting wiggler, the force of it so fierce it kept rutting me forward on the table with each SMACK! I enjoyed the cool down and care given when all was done.... for now... as he prepared me for my next session....thank you Exotique_G for the super delicious hugs and for sharing him with me, i love you both so very much!!!
Porncritic was eager to end the night for me by pushing me and making me take the evil paddles, dragon tail, whippy things and stingy things. Those of you that know me, know i HATE paddles and stingy things, that i get lulled into a euphoria with thuddy poundy things on every inch of my body, including the soles of my feet. Well, PC wasn't going to give in to what i wanted, he hadn't had a good impact session for months, and i was about to pay for that!!!
The session didn't seem as long as the first, but the "impact" was plain to see as i yelled and screamed FUCK that hurt over and over, and the I don't like that's going unheard. He would tease me with "is that your safe word?" and "This is for missing my 50th bday party!" SMACK "and this is for making me wear a tie to your vanilla Company Christmas party!!!" SMACK smack SSMMAACCK!!!
While i laughed and "owwied" a lot, the point of making me boohoo with snotty tears dripping from my face was exactly what i needed after recent happenings in my life. I love these men more than i can express, and i can't thank them enough for such a wonderful tribute to my now red, sore, and bruised derriere
~ twisted Christmas Cheer with Impact!!!
this maso/slave/slut couldn't have asked for a better dungeon time, unless of course she had her own Sir to administer this wonderful Christmas spirit.
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The Mentor~
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Posted:Dec 1, 2019 7:52 pm
Last Updated:Jan 18, 2020 6:24 am 5422 Views
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The Infinity Mentor~
He is the One~ but despite circumstances and situations, he cannot fully be your Master and Owner, but He can and does have a grasp of you. He has your full attention and your respect. You honor him in all your ways~
Why? That's easy. He is guiding you to be a better you~ He truly wants you to become the best you can be in all areas. He cares deeply for his charges. He checks in, asks thoughtful questions, teaches, assigns tasks, teases and if you are lucky, even flirts a bit. It may not be 24/7, but the moments he does spend with you could be the highlight of your day(s).
He offers structure, the kind you need and will help you flourish. Do not disregard anything he assigns or directs. The most menial of tasks or directives could be that one thing to push you over the precipice at becoming that one you have always desired to be.
Embrace and cherish, honor and love this Mentor. Make him proud. Take pride in yourself at what the 2 of you create out of this connection.
~ it's the beginning of a new you. A better you. The real you. Raw, authentic, and back to basics you. You have nothing to lose and so much to gain when you invest in a wonderful Mentor.
Embrace the caring~ your Mentor is not only that, he is your best friend.
~infinity~
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The Sparkling Jewel~
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Posted:Nov 20, 2019 9:51 pm
Last Updated:Jan 27, 2020 3:37 pm 5366 Views
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DISCLAIMER ~ ALT LIKES TO BUTCHER GRAMMAR AND OMIT WORDS, THE ORIGINAL IN IT'S ENTIRETY IS POSTED AS FIRST COMMENT~
“I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don’t mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don’t mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling, be all that I am capable of doing, but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding.”
― Anaïs Nin
“I am an excitable person only understands life lyrically, musically, in whom feelings are much stronger as reason. I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything I can not transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesn't impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. No more walls.”
― Anais Nin
I previously wrote the following about 2 months ago~
I want to fit the desires of my Sir
I want to try new things, to be trained to be His personal slut.
I want my limits respected yet to be a stepping path to something more.
I want to be under the control of my Sir, to submit to him in totality.
I want to trust Him with no concern, no harm to me emotionally or physically.
I want a passion deeper than the ocean.
I want to surrender in a complete power exchange.
I want to be His, owned, loved, preferred, cherished, His muse.
I want to not have to want these things.
i want to be all this. To Him, my Sir.
i was asked to pen my thoughts about my goals as a submissive/slave as well as thoughts and desires for my future path~
Maybe the path isn't so much about becoming anything. Maybe it's about un-becoming what i was never meant to be in the first place. The layers that cover me of what the world says i should be, what my family and church says i should be, need to become unsheathed and expose me in my rawness and genuineness.
I have already started the path to a healthier version of the submissive i am suppose to be~ i am feeding my brain by reading everything i can get my hands on about being a desired and cherished submissive. My soul is full of love and support~ so what is left?
The unveiling~ each new adventure unveils more of my true self as i shed the layers that bind me, only to seek the ropes and chains that will set me free~
I am a diamond in the rough ~ a sparkling magical creature that with the right guidance and nourishment, will un-become the worldly one and emerge as the sparkling jewel in her submissiveness that she is meant to be~
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Kiss Me Like The World is Gonna End
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Posted:Nov 14, 2019 12:15 pm
Last Updated:Nov 18, 2019 7:13 pm 5729 Views
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Kiss like the world is gonna end~
Then push down on knees ~
let love you better than before
Take hair leash and wrap it around Your strong hand ~
show You're the one controls fire
Take chaos and mold your soul
Make love you better than before ~
Meld me into what you desire most
Guide me to your darkness and light
Because I want to love you better than before ~
Before the world ends~ kiss me
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Pour Yourself into Me~
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Posted:Nov 6, 2019 9:19 pm
Last Updated:Nov 14, 2019 12:11 pm 6013 Views
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Pour yourself into me and i will not let a drop of you hit the ground~
Rudy Francisco
"do away with me. bite my lips, claw my skin, deep enough to scratch my soul. tell me you want to devour me. digest me. break me down to a molecule and absorb me in. melt over me and cover me in you. let us drip through the cracks and land in this strange substance called love." r.m. drake
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