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~~Sensual Pain Frees Me~~

My bdsm past, present and hopefully future

A quote from Angelina Jolie ....
Posted:Nov 12, 2007 9:16 pm
Last Updated:Jul 19, 2010 5:14 pm
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The "mother of the world" (heh heh) has definitely seen her kinky side. Who can forget that vial of Billy Bob's (supposed) blood hanging from her sexy neck..... While i cringe at her politics, or pretense there of, i absolutely adore this quote from her more hedonistically painful days: "I think scars are sexy because it means you made a mistake that led to a mess."

Dear Lord, how many of us have done that? More accurately, i would be more interested in hearing from those who haven't, and then calling them on that denial. Marks show us where we have been. For myself, the physical ones are the easiest to handle. I have a light strip of a scar on my breast that reminds me of a lovely blade wielded by a not-so-nice chap in the long run. We sometimes pay for the nice marks we are left to admire on ourselves.

~ Cheers all ~
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Splashing Drops of Thought
Posted:Nov 11, 2007 1:41 pm
Last Updated:Jul 19, 2010 5:14 pm
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This is a new, spur of the moment idea for me. I have nothing exceptional to say, but I used to write a lot, and thought this may be a good way to try getting back into it again. They say that you need to do something consistantly seven times for it to become a habit. We'll see....

I have been toying with having my pussy lips pierced. I think a row of rings down each side would be quite attractive. I'd love to make a scene out of it. Have my Dom (whoever that will be) be there to direct the professional doing the piercing. I would want to be in a deep zone for it. Not because I am afraid of the pain, but so I can ride it more.

Last dom I had was only a sadist. He had no concept of sensual pain. Hell, he had no concept of anyone other than himself. I began to think I was selfish for wanting pleasure. I want to give pleasure to my Dom, I want him to use me sexually, but I need tender touches as much as harsh ones. Pain for pain's sake is not what I am about. I can take more and more pain if there is caring and affection involved.

My first of many tangents there, so be warned.

I would love to have my body touched, kissed, nipples pinched as the piercing is happening. I want to hear the piercer and my Dom discuss my cunt and the placement of the rings. I want his hand to hold onto as the needle enters my flesh. Being blindfolded would be exciting as well. God, I so miss long, intense scenes!! Nothing is more cathartic. Lord knows when that will happen again though. I don't live alone, and don't drive. I hope to be alone again one day and then it's look out!!

I long to be so connected again to a Dom that when he has me sub-spaced out it is like my entire body is an erogenous zone. The smallest touch feels charged with electricity. I cum numerous times a day to that thought. I so need to be used and cherished.
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