Are you daft???
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Posted:Aug 2, 2017 9:58 am
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 3:41 pm 14150 Views
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I don't do online and I don't do part time. If you want a session ...I get paid for those. No sex. I stay clothed. I don't need a sub/slave whenever you're in town.. I don't play that game.
I require honesty and loyalty. No fingers crossed behind your back. No bullshit lies.
Does it look like I have a LOT of spare time on my hands? I'm not here to SERVE you...I am not here to be your amusement.
Want to be owned by me? Prove it. Your words mean absolutely nothing. I've heard and seen that chorus line before.
You have no right to make demands on my time when it only suits you. Get down on the ground and grovel at my feet. You're no better than the shit I stepped in.
I'm tired of being nice. I'm tired of being understanding. I'm just tired of the bullshit that comes out of your mouth.
NO ONE OWNS ME OR CONTROLS ME!
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Latest Update
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Posted:Jun 27, 2017 8:54 am
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 3:41 pm 13053 Views
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So, I'm back out into the local BDSM community that I love. I volunteer at a local Dungeon 2x a month, The Femdom Friday and the MRE nights to be exact.
Still dealing with medical BS and a PCP that is an idiot. I go on Medicare in a few months and we'll see if that changes things or not.
I won't be making it to a few major events in August. It's just not in the financial cards for me.
Since moving out of my sister's home, I've lost 5 inches in the waist. If she wants to be sedentary well that is on her. I'm more active now, living with my friends.
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FINALLY
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Posted:Apr 15, 2017 8:41 am
Last Updated:May 22, 2017 4:24 pm 11713 Views
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Finally moved out of my sister's home and into a room all my own with friends.
I have 3 years of naughtiness to catch up on.
Where do I start????
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2 years into my personal battle
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Posted:Jan 25, 2017 7:07 am
Last Updated:May 22, 2017 4:24 pm 19294 Views
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2 years ago today I started a battle to save my life. I started with a devastating medical diagnoses. Severe Lung disease with major complications. I was told I would need to a Double lung transplant in 5-10 years at best. After crying and a panicked call to my mother, I took the first step into the biggest fight of my entire life FOR my life.
I quit smoking. Cold turkey. Over the course of the last 2 years I've had to adapt in a few major and some harsh ways. I have to wear a medical mask into all medical and government facilities. I also must wear a mask in large crowds. I have to constantly use hand sanitizer and have a few bottles spread around the house. I cannot be around anyone who is ill as my lungs have rendered me immuno-compromised.
My heart is in amazing condition.My vascular system is also gorgeous. My cholesterol levels are beautiful. My blood pressure is amazing. The biggest surprise my Dr's have had is that I'm not on oxygen as my O2 stats are still at 97-98% and I'm only functioning on 39% of my lung capacity. I don't present my condition like they think I should given the severity of my condition.
I am VERY thankful for every moment of life I have now. So, if I chose to spend time with you whether you are an individual or group, please know that it's because I feel safe to do so and that I trust you enough to not kill me. There are not many left that I call family or a real friend. IF YOU WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT MY MEDICAL CONDITION JUST ASK. PLEASE!
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Holiday Wishes
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Posted:Dec 2, 2016 8:41 am
Last Updated:Dec 11, 2018 1:49 pm 20974 Views
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Since I know that any of my wishes, for myself, this Holiday season won't come true; I've decided to wish for all of you. I wish you all health, love, peace, happiness, a day without pain, a day without heartache, a day without fear. As it is above, let it also be below. May the Universe bless you and keep you. You are ALL safe with me.
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Renewed determination
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Posted:Jul 11, 2016 7:15 am
Last Updated:Nov 17, 2016 7:45 am 53316 Views
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So saturday night I was in Largo attending a class and a birthday party. Now I can understand people not recognizing me due the weight gain over the course of the last year. However something else happened that I had to sit and think on as initially I was angry.
This 20 something girl goes" hey, I babysat your once back when you used to be a model." USED to be???? Really???
I AM a fetish model. I will ALWAYS be a fetish model regardless of age or size. This young lady's comment has just refueled my fire to go and prove that once again , I can be ANYTHING I want to be. That as long as I still have breath in this body I can DO anything.
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Again!
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Posted:Jun 2, 2016 9:43 am
Last Updated:Jan 25, 2017 7:08 am 68299 Views
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So, go to see my new specialist,,, FINALLY! BUT, wait.....no I don't. ANOTHER referral fucked up, yet AGAIN! That damn referral department is holding my health care and health hostage. I've gone through 6 months worth of spoons since 7:30 AM EST. I am beyond livid .....
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Latest medical
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Posted:May 1, 2016 11:15 am
Last Updated:May 31, 2016 6:10 pm 81814 Views
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The referral department at my primary dr's office took so long to get the referral for the tests right(since the end of january and didn't get the right authorization until 2 weeks ago) that my referral for my specialist had expired (as of a week ago). So now I have to wait for another referral to get authorized to go back and get the results from my specialist.
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My photos
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Posted:Apr 16, 2016 9:36 pm
Last Updated:Jun 27, 2017 11:11 am 87654 Views
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I guess this needs to be said:
Many of my photos are from early in my modeling. Due to my current medical issues my medications have put a good deal of weight on me.
The photo of me in the purple dress is the most recent. If you can't handle me with this weight gain..you never deserved me when I was thinner.
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Fun things coming up
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Posted:Mar 13, 2016 12:25 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 3:41 pm 112993 Views
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I'm currently booking paid shoots and sessions for Fetish con in August. Contact me ASAP at jezebeltempting @ yahoo to get the best rates and times.
August will be fun in St Petersburg Florida. I look forward to it every year.
September I will be at FPE in Tampa.
October I am hoping to be at Fantasy Fest
December is all about KCO in Tampa.
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