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Posted:Jan 14, 2016 8:54 am
Last Updated:Mar 20, 2016 9:22 am 147189 Views
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Had a Dr. appointment with my Primary. My bad cholesterol is a smidge high but my good cholesterol is absolutely gorgeous. They had to redo my blood work for kidney, liver and thyroid as there was a mix up in the lab. Got results of my bone scan. Osteopenia in the hips and femors due to the steroids I've been on for the last year. Have increased my dosage of my muscle spasm meds.We caught the Osteopenia early enough that I should be ok as long I increase my Vitamin D intake
Really , I am seriously looking for a real sub that is able to relocate or is local.
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Needing a chauffer
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Posted:Jan 10, 2016 4:33 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 2:1 pm 150676 Views
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I'll be entering into a new phase of my lifestyle and my life. I'm currently now searching for a chauffer and submissive and/or another chattel.
This will take some time to interview and lockdown those that are needed.
Please contact for more information and serious inquiries only at this time.
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New Year
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Posted:Jan 6, 2016 8:58 am
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 2:1 pm 149584 Views
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Although still fighting to get in to see the right Dr's, at least I'm on medication.
Still have not found a suitable roommate situation as of yet , so I am still at my sister's on her couch.
I'm hoping that this year will be much better. I've a lot planned for this year so, here's hoping it all be spectacular.
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Need a home in Tampa
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Posted:Aug 21, 2015 9:09 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 2:1 pm 173193 Views
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I'm on a fixed income. I need a least a one bedroom. I have no savings.... need to stay in the area that I am in now(which is going to be expensive). I'd love to have a roommate but they would need to be lifestyle and have some kind of medical background.
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Fetishcon
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Posted:Jul 1, 2015 7:52 am
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 2:1 pm 171616 Views
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Alright folks huge announcement: Thursday, August 13th ,during the Meet and Greet, I will be hosting another fun Kinky Karaoke at Fetishcon this year. Bring out your singing voices and come have a blast at KINKY KARAOKE. This event is for those that have ALL ACCESS PASSES only. Be sure to get them now!
Feel free to contact me for more information
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My medical low down
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Posted:Jun 7, 2015 10:47 am
Last Updated:Jul 5, 2015 11:30 am 146706 Views
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Latest medical update:
I have been diagnosed with 2 types of asthma(allergy induced and extrinsic),emphysema, COPD, and 2 nodules on my upper left lung. I have serious lung disease that also has a genetic components to it. My Lung disease is so extensive that I require and MUST HAVE a double lung transplant in the next 5-10 years. I have been smoke free for 13 weeks now. I am currently living on 39% or less of my lung capacity and they don't know how I am doing it, let alone singing. I am not presenting my conditions as I should be, so they are a bit baffled.
Without insurance I must raise at least $1million dollars for the surgery and the things that are associated with it. gofundme. com
/s9hh94mg
My life has changed extremely and dramatically this year. I'm still coming to terms with what it all is and what it all means. Some days are harder than others. My whole life did a complete 180 back in January and I've been playing catch up ever since.
New ways of living my life. I'm all for change but damn... sometimes when it hits you all at once it can be quite overwhelming. Having to learn to temper all my emotions and become a bit more Spock like all for the sake of my health. Not being able to cry is difficult. Until my recent hospital stay many didn't think that what I am dealing with is as serious as it really is. I am trying to live my life the best I can everyday as I really do NOT know when it will be my last breath. You try modifing your life in such a way that you don't recognize a chunk of it anymore and see how you feel.
I'll be writing more about this particular part of my journey. It's not always easy to find the words to convey all that I am feeling and going through.
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Don't stop.......
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Posted:May 8, 2015 4:42 am
Last Updated:May 10, 2015 12:55 pm 139584 Views
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Sometimes, finding motivation is not so easy. There are many times I just want to curl in a ball and go back to sleep until the bad things are over. I'm fighting this condition with every thing I have. I know many of you don't know what to say. That's ok. Just talk to me. I still need my friends and my family. I still need good conversations and laughter. Don't isolate me. I tend to do that enough on my own. You want to help? Share my gofundme page, get me out of the house for a while. Make me laugh or relax or smile for a while. Just don't stop trying. Don't stop reaching out.
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New life mantra
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Posted:Apr 15, 2015 9:44 am
Last Updated:Apr 15, 2015 4:01 pm 144798 Views
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Given my current health situation and what all I'm attempting to deal with... this quote is most suited for the new life I must forge
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
Marilyn Monroe
I am far from perfect. I am not quite myself right now either. I have my priorities straight. My health comes first and foremost.. if not.. I will not be here on this Earth for much longer.
I may be extremely vulnerable in the mind set I'm in but I'm not stupid and sure as hell am not a .
another quote:
A strong man doesn't have to be dominant toward a woman. He doesn't match his strength against a woman weak with love for him. He matches it against the world.
Marilyn Monroe
That is the kind of man I am trying to find.
Yes, I'm angry. I have every right to be angry. Angry at myself, the world, or life. I will eventually calm down... but I'm human. Take me as I am and don't try to change me or.... well.. you know where the door is and don't let it bend you over and fuck you on your way out.
I have said these things to many people, especially over the last 2 years of my life.
Here is another important quote from ME:
I may submit to certain types of pleasures.. but that does not make me a submissive as I'm not submitting to the individual... but to my own dark twisted desires...
No One OWNS me unless I allow it to be so. This Alpha female bows to No One unless I choose to and they have to EARN that privilege out of respect.
I am in the fight of my life for my own life. So don't think I will cry and cower in the corner because you think I hurt your feelings. If I want to cuss my filthy black little fucking heart out... be damn sure you are aware that no matter what shit you throw.... I'm going to cuss because I can and it's a part of who I am. Take all of me or again I will refer you to : you know where the door is and don't let it bend you over and fuck you on your way out.
You want to know why I am single???? Because I have yet to find the man you who can really deal with me at my absolute worst and lowest points. You don't think I've seen hell.... you have no idea what I have or have not seen. You just blanketly assume.
So.. if you can NOT respect and respectfully communicate with me.... again... I refer you to the door. Oh and btw.. not even my subs or family have the right to whine about where MY priorities are... why?? Because MY priorities are EXACTLY WHERE THEY SHOULD BE!
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tonights fun
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Posted:Apr 15, 2015 7:15 am
Last Updated:Apr 15, 2015 4:02 pm 141051 Views
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Gave a hot asian man a real juicy blowjob in his car. I even did something I NEVER do... I swallowed all of his cum.
Now if I could just get laid.... that would be most awesome! But that blowjob has been the most amount of naughtiness with another person in a long long time.
Trying to plan a gyno play date and maybe some taboo play time too
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Back!!!!!
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Posted:Apr 12, 2015 11:52 am
Last Updated:May 7, 2015 5:36 am 122302 Views
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I am finally back in Florida. I'm currently in Tampa. Looking to and needing to play and fuck like a crazy woman in heat.
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