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Posted:Sep 30, 2011 6:53 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 8:34 pm 67470 Views
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So I seem to keep upsetting people. Not at all unusual for me. The way I view things and the way I say things tends to upset quite a few people. I keep it all real all the time.
I know my views are not always accepted and I do not expect them to be. Yes I get upset that certain types of people tend to say certain things and do things that hurt me in many forms. After a while I tend to burst at the seems and I post what comes to mind.
There really is no need for disrespect and rudeness in this lifestyle. I write about those who show little respect but demand it from ALL.That shows very little tolerance in a lifestyle that revolves around tolerance and acceptance.
Now I may not always agree with other peoples viewpoints.. but I respect that this is what they believe or how they feel. I actually attempt to see things from someone else point of view. We all have the right to believe whatever we choose. To say how we feel and what we think.
I work with alot of people in various aspects of life. I am an advocate for special needs and those on IEP's and 504's at school.I help with the elderly in the neighborhood. I work with crossdressers and transgenders. I also guide some people just coming into this lifestyle. I also mentor others in spirituality.
Judge me if it makes you feel better. Sometimes... words.. are only words and a way to vent stress. Yes they can cause damage but they can also help to heal. Even if it's only healing yourself but venting in a public manner.
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On GUARD tonight
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Posted:Sep 24, 2011 11:45 pm
Last Updated:Sep 30, 2011 9:44 am 68073 Views
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2 women 1 girl and 1boy in my home.The 2 adult women R taking safety pro-cautions & we R the ones that have 2 work in the morning
Narcos watching the house across the street from me which are only interested in that house.
Way too much going on. Not feeling safe and have a few more weeks until my main protection gets here.
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Get educated
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Posted:Sep 19, 2011 11:25 am
Last Updated:Sep 30, 2011 9:43 am 68695 Views
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Look... I'm not going to do anything with anyone who has no experience in certain things that I am looking for. This lifestyle is all about SAFE SANE and CONSENTUAL.
Find websites to learn about rope rigging, knotty kind of fun, and about the BDSM lifestyle in general. SAFETY always comes first. If you need links to various places to learn things if I have them I will share them with you.
Please be responsible and educated on certain topics if you wish to have anything to do with me.
Knotty fun and rope rigging are 2 things that you MUST understand the dangers and the psychological aspects of. You cannot just say let's do this if you are not at least educated.
Some people..... sheesh... really? Did you ever stop to think that there is a reason many of fantasies have not been made into reality?
Get a brain cell or 2 and stop and think about it. Seriously.
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Getting ready for Mabon
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Posted:Sep 17, 2011 9:22 am
Last Updated:Sep 21, 2011 8:35 pm 67049 Views
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So I'm starting to get ready for Mabon next week. Am getting my yard work work done, wood dried out for the fire pit, etc. No I am not wiccan I am however a pagan.
Now with fall coming I also call it Pagan mating season. Yes, I am aware that we pagans like to fuck like bunnies year around; however... this is a bit different. Fall and spring are the two season that are filled with fertility rights.
Although here in Florida I tend to Mabon dressed (it's not cold enough to kill the mosquito's here yet) I still carry on other traditions. Fucking and drinking being two of them along with my own rituals that need be done.
I'm ready for this new season of blessings.
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Stressed out
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Posted:Sep 15, 2011 10:06 pm
Last Updated:Sep 30, 2011 9:45 am 66875 Views
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Got screwed over on pay from a couple photo shoots and sold items to ppl that ended up not paying for them.
I'm going to lose my internet and cell phone unless I find a way to either collect donations to pay the bills in the next 5 days.
Not sure what to do. Yes I have a paypal but... sigh
Tired of being used by people in bad way
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Just when I think...
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Posted:Sep 12, 2011 2:31 pm
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2011 12:00 pm 67198 Views
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things are starting to look up in the sexual arena I get stood up.
Seems I just can't win for losing.Seems as tho I have a tendency to intimidate others.Altho the way I carry myself is genuine ...parts of it are also a self defense mechanism.
Yet on the other side of the coin ....no one seems to think that an attractive lady such as my self can actually be single at this time and think I'm only leading them to their supposed doom with a BF hiding somewhere in the wings.
I don't get it but... ok. Whatever. I don't get laid and you all miss out on something very very special
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Interesting
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Posted:Aug 24, 2011 11:24 am
Last Updated:Aug 28, 2011 5:04 pm 64546 Views
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Soo I've been conversing lately with a few individuals that have just got me sooo hot and bothered and wet. Pure torture for me right now as I cannot touch them.. YET.
It's nice to be told by genuine people that they find me sexy and intriguing.To find out that my mind is just as sexy as they find the rest of me. To gal who really does not have much of anything that resembles an ego these things mean so much to me.
I'm fantasizing again and dreaming and hoping.Things that I had almost given up on.
I've even gotten back into my meditation. Which is helping maintain my sexual calm.
Back to BOB in the meantime.
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All This Rain:
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Posted:Aug 22, 2011 10:01 am
Last Updated:Sep 13, 2011 4:42 am 65047 Views
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All this rain is making me very very frisky and no one to fuck.
A friend and I are going to be going toy shopping in the near future. That should be entertaining and fun.
At least I have plenty of fantasies to keep my imagination going as self love is becoming the norm these days.I'm not giving up searching for a partner or fun buddy. I still believe that one of these days some of these fantasies will become a reality.
I'm getting ready to hit my prime and am going to need a man or men to handle the desires that are increasing in intensity.Wish I could find someone interested in turning me into a in the bedroom(so to speak)
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Who knew...
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Posted:Aug 19, 2011 2:25 pm
Last Updated:Aug 19, 2011 5:32 pm 63825 Views
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... it could be so difficult to get laid..lol.
Yes I'm very picky about who my partners are and am fickle about how they look. If my eyes don't like what they see the body doesn't want it.
I usually am NOT attracted to anyone my age or older. I prefer the younger males for many many reasons. I don't need a dominant.. I need a friends with benefits or new sexual long term partner.
I know what I like and what I want. I'll just keep searching
Great sex is always worth the wait to find it.
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Me so horny
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Posted:Aug 5, 2011 9:14 pm
Last Updated:Aug 23, 2011 12:00 pm 64111 Views
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Good grief I really need to get laid and enjoy every moment of it. Mouth, fingers, toys, cock....whatever....damn it. Who knew it would be so hard these days to get laid??? I sure as hell didn't.
Am sexually frustrated right now... toys and my own fingers just aren't cutting it. Still looking into how I can make my fantasies cum true and not getting anywhere.
Being without a vehicle is also causing it's fair share of issue with my damnable fantasies. Sigh. I just keep on trying.
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