Talked into an Orgasm
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Posted:Jan 10, 2011 12:59 pm
Last Updated:Jul 4, 2012 7:02 pm 110069 Views
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One of the wonderful things about the chat rooms, as side from the people that you can meet, is the sharing of experiences. By this is do not mean: "Oh my gaaaawd, i twas so big and when He shoved it in i thought i was going to diiiie!" Although that can be fun too. No, i was thinking about discussions of things that have worked, things that have not worked and things that might have worked better.
An item in the first category came up last week. One of the ladies who had tried (and very much liked) electrical play ask me if i had a microphone for my ET-312. i do but i have never used it. When i mentioned this she went on to wax poetic about how wonderful it can be to have someone talk you to an orgasm. Because the ET-312 can convert audio into stimulation, the voice can apparently be a powerful tool. She had this done to her and had found the experience quite electric (pun intended). i would not have thought that a voice could do more than tease. Obviously i was wrong and i will certainly have to try it. She was also very forthright in discussing her views on the best electrode placements. She recommended adjacent to the clit on the labia, saying that the electrodes did not need to be right on top of that sensitive button to achieve the best effect. All this is very helpful to me. i have only my personal experience to draw on. Getting input, and a female perspective in particular, helps me understand further possibilities.
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Getting Back into the Swing of Things
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Posted:Jan 7, 2011 6:03 pm
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 1:28 am 86601 Views
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After the pleasant chaos of the holidays, it has taken me a while to get back to a regular routine. i have been playing a little. i have been working regular hours. i have been spending far too much time chatting on ALT. Yes, life is back to normal.
i have had some wonderful chats here lately. There have been some lovely people in the rooms, particularly in British Columbia which seems to be coming back to life. A nice lady from France stopped by for a visit. There are at least two folk there that share my love of electrical play and others who provide friendly banter. It seems to be evolving into a community again.
And then last night there was a wonderful three hour cam play session with me moaning up a storm and begging to cum. As usual i had both curious onlookers and those quite willing to direct. Both types of viewers are a lot of fun. One female viewer decided to step in and play domme which made it all the more enjoyable. So the hours of electrical play, ball slapping and self-spanking passed rather too quickly. In the end i was a little dizzy and well satisfied even though i was not permitted to cum.
It seems that the new year is starting off well.
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Holiday Chaos
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Posted:Dec 27, 2010 6:23 pm
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 1:28 am 57349 Views
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Holiday guests can put a kink in your holiday plans but when your guest is kinky and you are trying to hide your own tendancies, they can take the kink right out.
As i write this my sister-in-law is sitting across the room from me listening to music. She is a retired Pro Domme. Being in the middle of a period of denial i am horny as hell and She is such a temptation.
As a consequence i have been so very vanilla this holiday. What an irony.
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Holiday Chaos
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Posted:Dec 22, 2010 4:57 pm
Last Updated:Oct 15, 2011 9:16 pm 45357 Views
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It is predictable, i take a few days off and my whole routine falls apart. Between social commitments and various errands, i have been kept away from my computer for the most part. However, i thought that it was past due i reported on the weekend.
Mistress gave me permission to cum. There was a hitch of course. Mistress has a wicked sense of humour and so there is always a catch. Instead of dictating that i must cum in a public place, such as my past assignments to climax on the commuter train, She decided that i was to find a Dom online and beg Him to make me cum. It was also agreed that the Dom would decide how long the session would last and that i was to resist cumming which would require the Dom to push me hard. Mistress loves the idea of me being used by Doms and so the order was not a surprise. She told me that after the weekend i would serve the rest of my one month denial period whether i had managed to cum or not. That was a strong motivation to make this work. My time frame for release was from 5:00 p.m. Friday to 11:59 p.m. Sunday.
Friday evening was filled by a social engagement and Saturday was filled with errands. i tried unsuccessfully to find a Dom on Saturday night. Sunday morning was likewise lost to necessary tasks. i finally managed to find some time at 3:00 p.m. Sunday with the clock ticking fast. The chat rooms were busy. i set up my cam and wired myself up. Because i was looking for the maximum effect i used the stainless steel penis and butt plugs electrodes as well as the flexi-straps around my srotum and cock shaft. This allowed me to run two channels at once. Once i was ready to go and had a nice level of current throbbing through me, i began to search for a Dom. i found one in the BC chat room that i knew. He had expressed an interest in electrical play and wanted to watch it in action. i offered Him the option to not only watch it in operation but also to call the shots. i had hoped to allow Him to control the ET-312 directly by means of an audio channel but He was not set up for that. Instead, i followed His instructions as i adjusted the dials. Not being familiar with the electrical play, He explored the possibilities a little. Of course this was frustrating for me because i just wanted to cum but this session had to be about what He wanted to do. i accepted the frustration knowing that it would amuse Mistress and knowing my place. What the Dom wanted was what was important, not what i wanted. i was the toy and the exhibit. i was there to be amusing, not to be amused.
i tried to resist the temptation to top from the bottom, keeping my comments only to helpful suggestions when the Dom was uncertain. As the Dom's confidence with the system increased so did the power levels. The 312 has three general power levels (low, medium and high) and it was set to high for the session. With the steel plugs as electrodes i was getting the full benefits of the power. By the time the channels were turned up to 72 out of 99 my legs were shaking and my breathing was coming in ragged gasps. i could barely type and i had half a dozen other Doms watching the cam, listening to me moan and offering suggestions. Still i could not cum. It was driving me a little mad. I was in this state when the Dom calling the shots grew bored and decided to dismiss me. There i was....close but without release. Half mad with lust. Desperate to cum.
It was at this point that a second Dom stepped in and took over the session. He continued with the electrical play for a while before taking pity on me and ordering to finish myself with my hand while He watched. Ultimately, the release was not epic. If anything it was a little anti-climatic. my cock was a sticky mess when I was done but the affect on me was more like letting the air out of a balloon than a balloon bursting. Still, it was a release and i felt relieved. I was perhaps a little regretful that the Doms had not know more about electrical play but they were entertained so that was gratifying. And i had cum, for which i was grateful.
Cumming also makes me a little rebellious. It loosens the chains of need and desire. Knowing this, i have worked hard since to build up the need once more. On Tuesday morning, being on holidays and back on teasing and denial for another two weeks, i was again on cam e-stimming just for the joy of it. i had a wonderful. The cam was on and as i moaned my way through the session i had some wonderful chats with those passing through. Some were curious. Some had suggestions to offer (usually “turn up the power”). Some just wanted to chat. I had a thoroughly wonderful and very naughty time as i worked the power higher and higher. Ultimately, i pushed myself higher than i have ever been, reaching the 80 mark with the unit set to high power. Of course, that was only with the flexi-bands. It is doubtful i could have pushed that far with the stainless steel electrodes. Sill it was intense enough to make the pre-cum flow and twice I had to cut the power quickly to avoid an orgasm. Needless to say that my desire to cum is increasing again very quickly. .
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Happy Surprise....Maybe
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Posted:Dec 14, 2010 11:21 pm
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 1:28 am 36359 Views
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Well, Mistress has surprised me again. i was thanking Her for my denial and re-affirming that She alone has control over my orgasm when She announced that i would have a chance to cum this weekend. Of course there is a string attached. i cannot mention the particular issue now. That must wait until Friday. i can say that it is not a foregone conclusion i will find release. Aside from the string, there are also issues in my personal life that may get in the way. i have two Christmas related events this weekend which will occupy most of Friday and Saturday. That leaves Sunday. Then there is my house guest which will make it difficult to comply with Her instructions. All and all, it may be difficult to find the time. If I am unable to cum between Friday noon and 11:59 Sunday the offer expires. i am determined to make this work. i want to cum so badly.
Once again as i write this i am sitting on the skytrain. My cock is throbbing to an e-stim routine while two very attractive young ladies sit beside me chattering to each other. i have the power turned up quite high. This is a continuation of a much longer session i started about three hours ago after work at the office. Before leaving my desk it was already necessary once to quickly turn down the power to prevent cumming. Now, sitting quietly typing on the train, the throbbing has me right at the edge. If i gave in i could easily cum right now.. But i will not. i do not have the right. But i will this weekend. The train is fairly full. People are boarding and disembarking without any idea what i am doing. This feels so deliciously naughty, knowing that i am moments away from release and experiencing exquisite sensations.
Now I can look forward to the walk home from the train. Perhaps I will stop along the way for coffee. Mmmmm...delicious...no cream of course...not yet.
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Day Ten and Counting
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Posted:Dec 14, 2010 12:30 pm
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 1:28 am 36295 Views
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i am now ten days into my denial period. While this is not the longest that i have gone without cumming, it does seem to be a little more keenly felt this time. i know that part of this is due to my own efforts. Knowing that Mistress wants me to feel the need as strongly as possible i have maintained my edging routine and done electrical play to keep the desire fresh and in the front of my mind. She has had tasks for me too. She has had be go grocery shopping while plugged and as i write this i am on my way home on the skytrain with my cock wired to the ET-312 at Her suggestion. It feels wonderful. i have turned down opportunities to cum even when they would not have technically broken my Mistress' prohibition. Even during a period of prohibition She has left me some loopholes but i consider using these to be cheating. i try to be true to the intention of Her instructions, not just the letter. Oh do my balls ache.
i know that, unless Mistress softens, i will see Christmas and New Years pass without having release. The new year will find me one horny little fellow. Mistress had told me at the start of this particular period of denial that i could not cum for a month. More recently that has changed to at least a month. Far from softening, it seems that Mistress is considering extending the period of denial. W/we had discussed long term denial previously and i had agreed to it, saying that i had given up my right to cum without Her permission at the beginning of O/our relationship. i confirmed that She now had the right to give them as She saw fit or withhold them at Her pleasure, indefinitely if She desired. That had been my gift to Her and my agreement with Her and i intend to honour that agreement. Neither to do i regret giving Her control. Quiet the contrary, as the need grows the more happy i am that She holds the keys to my release. That is the most curious thing. The more i am denied, the more i appreciate it. It is not that i do not want to cum. i most definitely want to cum. i want to cum repeatedly. i want to be forced to cum. i want to be milked. i want to be pumped dry. But for the moment that is not what Mistress wants and that tension between Her desire and mine are what drives me into submission. By bowing to Her will, i become Hers. And that is the gift She give me.
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Beginnings
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Posted:Dec 10, 2010 12:51 pm
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 1:28 am 36252 Views
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As i sat relaxing yesterday evening, feeling my balls ache because i have been edging for seven days without release and have another 24 days to go, i tried to think back to when all this started for me. The kink i mean. i was rather surprised to discover that i could not remember. When was my first experience? When did i first become interested in electrical play? How long has it been? All the details are surprisingly fuzzy. Somewhere along the line, kink and electrical play became a part of my life. i can only assume that they crept in so gradually i did not notice at first. Certainly, there was no sudden moment of revelation. Neither could i remember what attracted me to the more exotic side of sex. It just seemed so natural and, like any path, each step after the first leads you deeper.
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Excitement and Concern
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Posted:Dec 8, 2010 12:36 pm
Last Updated:Dec 11, 2010 4:55 pm 45067 Views
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i must admit to being unreasonably excited at the prospect of introducing a new lady to electrical play. At the same time i have some growing concerns. The Dom who was offered His sub for the play has come and gone from the chat room several times since without saying a word to me. This is setting off little alarm bells in the back of my head. Personally, if i were offering a sub up to be used by someone else, i would want to know everything i possibly could about the other person first. W/we really have not talked enough for Him to know nearly enough about me. While i have the best interests of the sub at heart, He cannot know that from the few things we have said to each other. i had assumed that over the month we would get to know each other online. It seems that will not be the case.
"You seem like a decent chat. Wire up my sub and give her a good one!" is really not enough of a conversation for me.
In this blog i frequently ramble on about how wonderful electrical play is. And it is. At the same time it has the potential to be horrific or even lethal. Some power boxes are capable of producing enough current to create severe pain, burns and dangerous muscle contractions. my 312 could certainly put a sub through hell and do real damage. That is why it is vitally important to start slowly with each new person and learn what the box is doing to them in particular. It is certainly not a case of just slapping the electrodes on and cranking up the juice. If anyone wants to play the game that way, they should expect that there will be consequences.
The Dom with whom i have been chatting seems oblivious to this and that worries me.
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Spreading the Joy
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Posted:Dec 6, 2010 12:58 pm
Last Updated:Jan 11, 2011 11:18 pm 44042 Views
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A local Dom has contacted me with a suggestion that i help Him introduce His sub to electrical play. she is apparently a multi-orgasmic BBW who will be tied down for the experience. i have agreed to participate partially because i am excited by the idea, partially because i am curious, and partially because i will be in control of the electrical play.
The last item might seem out of place when i tend to be submissive. In fact, i consider myself a switch. my Dom side rarely comes out to play and in fact this is not about dominance for me. This is really a safety and sanity issue. Having been on the receiving end of the electric play for a little while now, i have a reasonable understanding of how it feels. i know that the line between intense pleasure and very real pain can be quite thin. i know that the sensations can vary over time even when the settings on the power box remain unchanged. i know that wave form and frequency are as important as power in determining what the sub feels. i also know that electrical play can do damage. Administering e-stim is more than just randomly twiddling knobs. Being in control means that i can do my best to keep the play safe and appropriate. Electrical play can certainly deliver all the pain a sub might ever desire but i prefer the sensual uses. i much prefer orgasmic screams to ones of anguish.
It seems the Dom is interested in sensual play and that is the part that makes me curious. Since i have never had the opportunity to use electrical play on anyone else, this will be an opportunity to learn someone Else's responses. The Dom and i discussed a long teasing session as a starting point. This will work very well for me, giving me a chance to slowly start the process with low power and exploring different electrode configurations. i will be able to adjust everything and determine what gives the best results. Then i can start working the power up and find out where the comfort levels are. Then i will find out where the sub's tolerances are. It will be a question of feeling my way. And i do intend to feel my way. If i do this properly, take my time, my hands exploring every inch of the sub's most tender flesh as the electrodes are placed and removed and moved and replaced and the power levels rise and fall, then she should be desperate for an orgasm. That is the plan at least. If she is not begging to cum by the time i have finished learning her responses then i have been doing something wrong.
Of course, once i know her responses, it should be possible to use the electrical play effectively to edge her. Ideally, i would like to take her to the edge and force her to ride the crest without tumbling over into release. This will take a delicate touch and some experimentation but the experimentation should produce wonderful results all on its own.
When the Dom decides that she has had enough of teasing, it will be time for the main event. As the sub is multi-orgasmic, he wants to give her an unforgettable string of orgasms that will leave her just a puddle of moaning flesh. This is the most exciting part for me. i know what it is to cum with e-stim and i will love watched her writhe in her bondage. And i will love listening to her. The Dom wants her pushed as hard as possible and i hope to keep her cumming as long as she can sustain it can without physical distress. After all the teasing, i hope it is a wonderful ride.
Before any of this happens, however, i need to do some research on the female perspective on electrical play. Fortunately i have SmartStim which is a wealth of information. It should provide me with a starting point on the best electrode configurations and the best routines to run on the power box. This sounds like a wonderful research project for the holidays. i have been thinking a great deal about this chance to spread the joy.
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A Month Without
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Posted:Dec 3, 2010 10:41 am
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 1:28 am 35587 Views
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Mistress made it official yesterday. i don't get to cum this month. It was all my fault, of course. i was e-stimming and feeling very horny and a kept asking to cum. i should have accepted it when She said "no" the first time. Then i got smart assed. In retrospect i am luck She removed my cumming privileges for only one month. So it seems i will not be creating any of the white stuff for Christmas.
That is one of the real dangers with electrical play. i have both hands free to type and my lower head is dictating. It is generally a recipe for trouble. The up side is that i like a little trouble. Last night i had been e-stimming for a couple of hours before i contacted Mistress. i was using my stainless steel penis plug and stainless steel butt plug as electrodes on one circuit. i also had a flexiband electrode around my scrotum and another half way down my cock. Needless to say, i was getting a lot of stimulation. i am still feeling a tingle this morning. Being my usual exhibitionist self i turned on the web cam and enjoyed chatting with a few folks as they watched and listened to me e-stim. Watching electrical play can be rather boring. The audio is definitely the fun part. Nothing makes a man moan like electricity running through his groin. All of this e-stim, and showing off and chatting was getting me hotter by the minute. By the time i located Mistress i was ready to pop.
She was having none of it however. She did not feel like having me cum last night and that was it. Or should have been. i gave Mistress control over when i may cum and it is not my place to question Her decisions. And i did not question it. But i did try to get Her to change Her mind. That was a mistake. It was rather pathetic as well. She had allowed my to cum on Thanksgiving and that should have been enough for now. Still, i kept asking. Yes, i deserved what i got...or rather...what i won't be getting.
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