Fitting in Fun
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Posted:Dec 2, 2010 12:58 pm
Last Updated:Dec 10, 2010 12:52 pm 44474 Views
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i have been busy! Work has been a little hectic. W/we are re-arranging some things at home. The holiday season is bringing its own selection of tasks and errands. It all rather tends to fill the days. Sex and sexual play has been very much curtailed.
i was utterly exhausted on Sunday and opted to nap rather than play on cam. That might be a first for me: choosing sleep over sex. Perhaps it is a symptom of my age. Perhaps it was because i had cum four times on Thursday and my libido was not back up to full strength yet. In either case, the extra rest did a world of good.
That is not to say that there have not been a few stolen moments of pleasure. i still edge in the shower at least once a day. There was time for a nice little e-stim session on Tuesday evening. That one took me right to the edge. Of course it was only to the edge and not over. i have no idea when Mistress will let me cum again. She is tying my releases to the holidays at the moment so it seems that the next opportunity might be Christmas. Of course, i am also permitted to cum if a Dom orders it online. She loves to hear stories of Doms using me but in order for that to happen i need to have an opportunity (time) to play online of course. i am not certain when that will happen next. Certainly my current horniness gives me strong incentive to find the time but we shall see...
Now that the cold weather is here it seems quite natural to wear a bulky jacket. That is fine by me. Actually, it is great. It will allow me to indulge in one of my favourite activities: public electrical play. While the 312 is fairly bulky, it is easily hidden by a heavy coat or jacket. It is time for me to do a bit of Christmas shopping and it will be so much more fun if i am getting a little buzz while doing it. The really trick here is setting the power high enough to tease but not high enough to push me over the edge. The controls will not be easy to reach and Mistress would not be pleased if i had an accident. That is a large part of the point, of course. Having to control myself in public and control my reactions to the e-stim is central to this play. It is wonderful to experience the stimulation no matter where i am but being in public adds a little taste of taboo that makes it all the more fun. Hmmm...maybe i should wire up and go shopping for a few more sex toys...
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Success and Frustration
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Posted:Nov 28, 2010 7:52 pm
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 6:54 am 35153 Views
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Well, it has been a little while since my last post. An annoyingly persist ant cold and a busy schedule have kept me from posting. Now the weekend is nearly over and i think it is long past time i uploaded a few words.
Thanksgiving was lots of fun although not as much as i had hopes. i did cum four times: twice by e-stim and twice by hand. i had hoped to cum on the skytrain going both ways, or at least e-stim both ways, but a snowfall here made the footing treacherous and walking to the station with the bulky case necessary to hold the ET-312 was not practical. Such is life. i did enjoy the four releases that the day permitted me.
My plans for a play session Sunday came to nothing. i ended up sleeping much of the day.
Here is to a more energetic next week!
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Thanksgiving
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Posted:Nov 22, 2010 12:34 pm
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 6:54 am 35618 Views
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American Thanksgiving is this Thursday and in honour of that happy event, Mistress has told me i can cum all i want on that day. This is something for which i am truly grateful. It is great news because i have been anxious to fully explore what the new audio routines can do to me. i have edged a number of times to these. On several occassions it has been necessary to make desparate grabs for the power controls. One moment i thought i was under control, the next moment the stim was pushing me over the edge. i avoided cumming only be quickly turning down the power. Since the audio has been so effective at bringing me to the edge, i hope that it will be equally powerful after i cum. Of course, there is only one way to find out.
Sunday i should have time for a cam play session as well. i will be emailing a certain Dom of this after i post here. He has ordered me to inform Him when i will be on cam next and Mistress has ordered that i obey Him. Mistress may join the session as well to either direct or just observe. Either way, it promises to be a fun sesion. i will be informing the Dom that he can control my e-stim directly using the audio channel, which i think He might enjoy doing. To date He has only been able to give me instructions and i have changed the settings on the power box. Giving Him direct control will be quite different and i look forward to it. There is both anticipation and trepidation there. But then, that is what makes it fun: the mixture of hope and anxiety.
oh, it's a wonderful life.
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Resources
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Posted:Nov 17, 2010 12:33 pm
Last Updated:Nov 30, 2010 1:31 pm 36340 Views
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First of all, my thanks to all those who voted in my poll. i was interested to see that although the sample was small, the responses ran the gambit. i hope to collect a few more votes and see how the figures fill out.
This post is about resources online. Sex per se is difficult to share online. Yes, we can trade stories and cyber and fill up the bandwidth with photos or video but in general we cannot interact directly. This is different with electric play. By downloading and running a file created by another electric play enthusiast i can feel what he or she has done. This is not a metaphoric feeling. This is a literal sensation generated by the file being processed by my ET-312 and fed through the electrodes. While it is not a personal touch, it is a direct causal link. Someone else has caused the sensations i am feeling. i have discovered that some folks have been quite dedicated to creating those files and they are quite happy to share them through a variety of sites.
i have been using the SmartStim web site. (And yes, the address is exactly what you would expect.) It is a great resource for information on all aspects of electric play. There are postings of software, e-stim routines and e-stim audio files. There are product reviews, discussions of individual experiences and general chatter. i have enjoyed the site immensely. In particular, i have had great success with downloading a great variety of audio files. While most are a few minutes in length, some of these sensual compositions can run for well over an hour. During that time the sensations can be constantly changing. There are delightful surprises, delicious torments and an almost inevitable orgasm to be had. The more i explore, the more i discover that people have created some amazing material.
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Gender Differences
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Posted:Nov 16, 2010 12:43 pm
Last Updated:Nov 17, 2010 2:39 pm 39522 Views
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Someone raised the issue of gender differences in electric play. The post suggested that women are less common in electric play because e-stim lacks the immediacy of other forms of play. The technology acts as an intermediary. There is no direct, hands-on connection. i am not certain that i agree with this suggestion. Women often seem to enjoy subtleties more than men and electric can be endlessly subtle.
i would have suggested that women are less likely to use gadgets but this argument ignores the vast array of sex toys that women apparently use. (Unless boyfriends and husbands are in fact the ones buying and using them.) Many of these have motors and various kinds of controls. Some seem to be quite complex in their operations. Who would have ever expected to find a vibrator with an operating manual?
So, i am left wondering if there really are more men than women involved in electric play or if men are just more vocal about their explorations. Certainly men seem to be the predominant posters on such sites as SmartStim. i note that there are a number of women who read this blog, so tell me: what do you think on the subject of electric play? Is it absolutely too weird for words? I think it is time for my first pole.
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Lovely Sounds
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Posted:Nov 15, 2010 10:52 pm
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 6:54 am 36090 Views
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i want to cum so badly right now.
The electrodes are back on my cock and i have been trying some of the sound files. i thought the software routines were fun but the sound files are making my toys curl. As i write this i am on the edge, fighting for control and trying to focus on the writing. Oh god! i want to cum i ask Mistress and She has said "no." i will not cum without permission but i am so horny and this file keeps changing the sensations. It keeps catching my by surprise. It is intense and seductive and cruel all at once. The name of the file is "Can You Take It?" i can take it but i have had to quickly turn down the power several times to avoid cumming. i turned the power down but i wanted to turn it up. i wanted to turn it up and bellow release as it tore the cum out of me. It would be so easy and it is what i want. i can feel the cum building right now. The signal is growing in strength. It is trying claw the cum out of me. Oh god! It has changed again. i am so close.
i want to cum so badly but i will not.
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The Learning Curve
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Posted:Nov 12, 2010 12:03 pm
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 6:54 am 35549 Views
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i had a little time last night to load and play with the link software that came with my ET-312. Although the 312 is a lot of fun as a stand alone unit, what really attracted me to the box was the ability to have (or give) complete control over the parameters that create the wave forms. (i.e. what i feel) i had no idea there were so many parameters! On the PES box i had power level, frequency and pulse rate. When i opened up the link software for the 312, i discovered that there is a whole lot more to consider now.
The link software allows me to watch the various pre-designed routines run in real time. i can watched the settings change as i am experiencing the effects of the changes. It is fascinating, at least until i become distracted by the sensations. Some of the routines are very distracting indeed and i found it was necessary to run the 312 at relatively low power levels in order to stay focused. The next step will be to experiment by manually adjusting the settings individually and discovering the results. What delightful exploration that will be.
In the meantime, i have found that other kinky folk have written any number of routines for 312 and posted them online. The link software allows these to be loaded onto the 312. This provides a wonderful bouquet of options from the seductive to the painfully bent. i already have a few favourites. In time i hope to write my own routines and tweak some of my favourites to suit my particular tastes. There will be a learning curve here but i am sure that the effort will be well worth the effort.
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Well, That's the Internet at Work
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Posted:Nov 11, 2010 10:37 am
Last Updated:Nov 13, 2010 12:48 pm 45206 Views
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i did not expect much. What i found amazed me. It seems that ALT blogs are echoed by sites all over the internet. Or at least sites all over the internet have pointers to the blogs here. The distinction is lost on me. In either case, the blog i thought was hidden away in a dark corner of ALT is being broadcast to a much wider audience. Now that is not a particular problem for me but i do feel that F/folks should be aware of this. Everyone should realize that an online blog is public by definition. However, having a blog in a single community is one thing. Having a blog re-transmitted on a dozen or more communities is another.
i really do not care that at least two shemale web sites and a young gay dating site are carrying my blog. It does strike me as absurd. At 51 it would be misleading to describe me as young. It would also be wrong to describe me as gay. As far as the shemale thing....well, you would have to know me personally to understand just how silly that really is. It also strikes me as a little ridiculous to post my blog on a Hong Kong dating site. i am not going to be hoping a trans-Pacific flight for a hot night in the exotic east any time soon. But it is what the internet does, is it not? It takes information and broadcasts it far and wide without censorship or discrimination. i suppose i should not be surprised.
But i am.
Well, since the world is watching maybe i should flash ya'all or something. Have a nice day wherever you are.
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Another Day and Another Session
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Posted:Nov 8, 2010 10:23 pm
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 6:54 am 35985 Views
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Sunday was just as much fun as Saturday. i spent another four hours or so online and enjoyed the attentions of two Doms that seemed to enjoy making me moan. Furthermore one of the Doms encouraged me to cum from the e-stim, something Mistress has now permitted. Do long as the Dom gives permission i can release. And i did. Twice. It was lovely cumming on cam while the Doms and others watched. OF course, there was no escape from the power of teh e-stim after and that was just how i wanted it. i suppose that i made quite a display of myself. Realizing that the regular power setting was not providing enough kick to produce the sort of results the Doms wanted, i had configured my power box to high power mode. Still, i was over 60% power at some points. The pointing in my cock was intense.
One Dom wanted to e-stim me remotely, a thought i found exquisitely exciting and terrifying at the same time. The only things that prevented me from setting this up on Sunday where that i was using a borrowed computer for the session and i could not think straight enough under the influence of the e-sim to configure the system for remote access regardless. i hope i have an opportunity to try the remote access in the future. If i have the nerve....
i have also heard back from the Dom Who used me on Saturday. i have been ordered to tell Him when i will be available in future. This i shall certainly do.
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