It Has Arrived
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Posted:Oct 19, 2010 6:18 pm
Last Updated:Oct 19, 2010 6:19 pm 38655 Views
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UPS proved more efficient than i expected and delivered my new ET-312 early this afternoon. Needless to say that i am connected to it as i write this. It is a wonderful piece of equipment and i look forward to learning the subtleties of its use. Right now i am experiencing the Orgasm programme which is quite delightful. It starts with slow strokes and builds up to a frenzy...then starts all over again. It is a real pity i am not permitted to cum today. i really want to cum right about now.
This evening was supposed to be the dry run on the skytrain with the TENs unit. Now it will a dry run with the ET-312 which has much more to commend it. It is more powerful. It has more settings and produces more diversity of settings. ...Oh, this feels so delicious..... i have the electrodes wrapped around my cock and held in place by a CB3000. The power box has 4 to 6 hours of battery life, more than enough to see me home. Now all i need to do is walk to the station and get on the train with my cock throbbing in time with the current. pulse. pulse. pulse. ...Oh it is going to be hard to hold it in tonight....but i must. Today i must hold the cum in. Tomorrow i must not. Tomorrow, with Mistress' permission and by Her direction, i will be required to cum during the ride. When i do i will be unable to do anything about the continued e-stim because the ET-312 will be locked in my case with the only key being at home. That is going to be one exciting ride as i sit there trying to look perfectly relaxed and natural. i know exactly how my cock responds to continued e-stim after an orgasm. Yes, it is going to be hard not to moan and squirm.
Activities yesterday:
4 edges
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Apprehension
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Posted:Oct 18, 2010 1:18 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 9:38 pm 38200 Views
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Apprehension is one of the principle qualities of an online DS relationships. "What will She demand i do next?" The question gets the heart beating a little faster. The blood flows to a rhythm and the palms become a little sweaty. There is an uneasy feeling in the pit of the stomach and it is impossible to relax. That is how i am feeling this morning.
my last conversation with Mistress last night made it clear to me that She either has plans or intends to have plans for the use of the Erostek 312. Now that it is ordered, i can almost feel its approach. When it arrives, i believe that Mistress will happily give me the torment i desire and a fair bit more. She clearly wants to push me outside my comfort zone. She wants me to feel Her power over me. And She wants to be entertained. i want all of that too. She seems excited and i am delighted with that.
i can hardly wait for O/our new toy to arrive. If i were in the USA it would be arriving tomorrow but the border will add a day or two to the delivery time i am sure. Even so, it should be in my hands by the end of the week and attached to my genitals shortly thereafter. At last Mistress will be able to torment me directly through a simple audio channel. i think that is what i look forward to the most...that direct connection. If She whispers or speaks or sings or shouts, i will feel it. She can play music to me and watch me squirm and moan in response. Each note will stroke or sting me. Every sound will generate an equivalent sensation. It is the closest W/we can have to a direct connection for the moment and it will be a great step forward.
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i Love a Lazy Weekend
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Posted:Oct 17, 2010 10:10 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 9:38 pm 39017 Views
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Unfortunately, this was not the lazy weekend i intended. While it was anything but hectic, there was little time for the play session i had intended. That was not dreadful because Mistress was also busy. Still, i had hoped.... Oh well. W/we would not have had much of an opportunity to get together i still had an opportunity to spend a little time on cam. i managed about an hour of online play. That bit was a great deal of fun.
With my steel penis and butt plugs in place as electrodes i began my session with an open cam. i just wandered the rooms for about half an hour without attracting much attention until i started to turn up the power on the e-stim. Never underestimate the ability of a good moan to attract a crowd of Doms. I had resolved the contact issues and the current was flowing well. i received a good little buzz at 2.5 and by the time i reached 3 the throb was quite strong. As i played with the settings i began to get directions from the various Doms watching.
"Turn the power up higher," was a common theme and of course i did.
"Adjust the frequency," another said which told me He understood at least a little about how e-stim works. Of course i followed His directions.
In the end though, despite a strong sensations at low power, there proved to be little bite at higher settings. There was enough to make me moan but certainly not enough for any real intensity. This confuses me no end. A few weeks ago the same unit had me ready to climb out of my skin. As a result i have ordered an Erostek 312 today. It seems to be the standard for serious electric play. i trust it will have all the power i need and all the power my Mistress wants. In addition, it has a wide variety of wave forms. Preset waveforms are something that i experienced for the first time with my new TENs unit. i am anxious to experience these from a more powerful box.
i mentioned my order to Mistress and i believe She is quite anxious to have me hooked to it. In Her words, "you are in such trouble now." That is probably true but it is the kind of trouble i like. She has ordered me to proceed with the plan to e-stim to orgasm on the skytrain. Monday i am to do a dry run...no cumming, just edging. After i report back to Her on the results of the test She will probably order me to proceed to the wet run the next day and the power must be turned up after i cum. That is certainly going to test my composure. To say i am excited by the prospect is something of an understatement.
Now it is late on Sunday and i am thinking about bed. Tomorrow is another busy day.
Activities Friday:
4.5 hours of e-stim
3 edges
Activities yesterday:
1.5 hours with nJoy plug inserted
1.0 hours of e-stim
3 edges
Activities today:
5 edges
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The Ride Home - the Second Attempt
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Posted:Oct 15, 2010 12:57 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 9:38 pm 37873 Views
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So the attempt to e-stim on the way home Wednesday was a bit of a disaster. There was a lot of Eeee and no real Stimmmmm. In addition, the PES box is too large to easily conceal inside clothes. (While i enjoy doing kinky little things in public, it is not right to make others uncomfortable or disquieted by sharing.) The solution was to buy another, smaller unit. I picked up a TENS box from a local drug store. It only has a fraction of the kick that my PES box does but it fits under clothing easily, is inconspicuous if i need to adjust it in public and it does provide some pleasant sensations.
i was test driving the unit after hours at the office when Mistress popped up for a chat. She was very pleased that i had bought the unit and encourage me to wear it on the train. As i was already intending to do so i cannot say She ordered me to do it but i think She would have ordered it otherwise. Then She started talking about how embarrasssing it would be if the e-stim made me cum on the train. ...or at the grocery store or in the park... She speculated that the only place i might be allowed to cum in the future was a public place. Of course, She told me, i would have to make careful plans and take appropriate precautions. After all, She did not want me to break any laws.
i must admit that i was breathing rather hard as the conversation progressed. Mistress had touched a nerve. i realized that this was something i wanted as well. The idea of e-stimming to an orgasm in public was shattering. The thing about an e-stim orgasm in particular is that the experience tends to be very intense. The semen is highly conductive and when it hits the electrodes there can be a significant jump in the intensity of the stimulation at a time when the cock is most sensitive. The idea of being forced to hold my composure on a train with no potential for quick exit was making me quake in my seat...in a good way. i told Mistress this and She seems rather taken with the idea.
Then She told me that i was to e-stim all the way home but i could not cum tonight. However, She does want me to provide Her with an eleborate plan on how i propose to cum in public. i think i see where the play is headed in the future. i hope to discuss it further with Her during our proposed play date on Saturday. Our last play session was cut short by the unexpected arrival of guests. She told me then that i would pay the price for the lost time.
The ride home was interesting and stimulating. The new unit worked well although i would have liked a little more kick. It does have a nice massage mode that builds the power, pauses and then repeats. It feels rather like being stroked with a scouring pad. i did not cum. i was certainly close by the time i reached home but i did not cum. i will soon, i hope. i still get a tingle when i think about it.
Activities yesterday:
1.5 hours with nJoy plug inserted
3.0 hours of e-stim
1 edges
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Ouch! and Mmmmm
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Posted:Oct 14, 2010 1:07 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 9:38 pm 38053 Views
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First of all the "ouch!" and no, it is not related to the "mmmm".
E-stim is a bit odd. The sensations are constantly changing even when the settings are not being adjusted. The intensity can seem to vary and the smoothness/sharpness change. Yesterday i had a rather long session of e-stim after work while relaxing in my office and then decided to wear the unit on my commute home. The sensations had been feeling a little sharpish all night and the new steel electrodes certainly are more intense than the conductive rubber ones. However, as i began to walk to the skytrain i discovered that the sensation was changing from sharpish to stabbing. i was sure that something had broken or shifted and that something was being driven into my cock. Each step reinforced the sensation. i was now several blocks from the office and several blocks from the skytrain terminal standing on a public sidewalk.
Whipping my tackle out for inspection was not a good option at this point. The control unit was in my pocket and i reached in to adjust what i thought was the power level. The pain persisted. Damn! i stood there for a moment debating what to do. Would i go back to the office or find a cafe with a restroom i could use? i took a few more experimental steps and the pain convinced me to stop.
"Well, old ," i thought to myself, "you have really done it this time."
Shuffling as inconspicuously as possible off the sidewalk next to a building i put my hand in my pocket in an effort to feel the position of the electrodes and connections. At this point i had visions of torn flesh and blood pooling in my boot. As far as i could tell by groping myself though the pocket lining, everything was in place and as it should be. Still, the pain persisted and as far as i knew the e-stim was off. i checked in the other pocket again, locating each of the four control knobs and zeroing each. The pain stopped. i had obviously turned down the wrong knob on my first attempt. i took an experimental step. Everything seemed normal.
It seemed weird. The pain had felt so like something being driven into my flesh. i had experienced sharp pain with the e-stim before but nothing like this. i took a few more steps. Nothing. Several minutes later i was sitting on the skytrain and decided to try the e-stim again. Ouch!
"Okay," i thought, "this is not going to work tonight."
When i got home i dropped my drawers and inspected my tackle. Everything was as it should have been. The electrodes were where i had placed them and the connectors where still properly in the places. i turned on the e-stim unit again. Once again the sensations were sharp. i tried the electrodes on other areas of skin. The sensations felt smooth and normal. Back on my cock they were stabbing once again. i will need to look into this further.
On the positive side, i did have a lovely edging session after my nightly pumping. Once again i had little jets of cum after i had stopped stroking. These are odd because there is no sensation of ejaculation and certainly no release of tension. i can continue edging immediately after. They are almost comic to watch, little unorgasmic wannabes that fizzle without accomplishing anything. Perhaps there were inspired by the lovely moaning i was listening to from a woman on one of ALT's web cams. She makes such delightful sounds. All and all it was a good end to the night and left me hungry for more.
Of course, more will follow....
Activities yesterday:
4.5 hours with nJoy plug inserted
3.0 hours of e-stim
1.5 hours pumping
3 edges
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Keeping Records
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Posted:Oct 13, 2010 12:23 pm
Last Updated:Oct 13, 2010 4:06 pm 37232 Views
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Last night Mistress ask when i had cum last. It was a simple question to which i had no answer. Three weeks ...four...? I was not certain. So, i had decided i need to keep better records and what better place to do it than on this blog. My intention therefore, is to keep a record of my sexual activity day by day in simple point form at the end of each entry.
During our chat last night Mistress ask me if i had re-connected with the Dom who given me the intense e-stim session a few weeks back. i told Her that i had seen Him online but had been unavailable for play at that time and therefore not approached Him. By the time i was available, He was offline. She seemed somewhat disappointed by that. She wanted to know what it was about the encounter had made the deepest impression. Was it because i was being dominated by another man? No, i said, it was the intensity of what He made me endure. He had pushed me to turn the power ever higher, responding to my pleas for mercy with "You love this boi." The fact is that part of me did. At the same time i hated it. By the end i was shuddering and gasping. i want to do it again and i never want to do it again. i am both hopeful and afraid.
i know that Mistress has an interest in seeing me dominated by Men. Therefore it was no surprise when She told me that "W/we have to find you a Dom." i will have to see where that goes...
yesterdays activity:
1.5 hours e-stim
2.5 hours wearing nJoy plug
1.0 hour pumping
5 edges
1 ruined orgasm
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Mistress is Back
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Posted:Oct 12, 2010 5:47 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 9:38 pm 37160 Views
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Mistress is now free to chat and play again. i have sent Her my week of blog posts so that She can read what Her horny slave has been doing in Her absence. She is online now and i am waiting for Her to find time to deal with me. my cock is throbbing rhythmically to an electric pulse (literally as well as metaphorically) and i am a little breathless. my nJoy plug is securely in place. i am ready for Her use and amusement and more than willing. It is so good to have Her back.
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More than a little addictive...
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Posted:Oct 11, 2010 2:03 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 9:38 pm 37962 Views
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i spent over four hours stimming yesterday, watched a lot of porn and had a very enjoyable cyber session with a local lady on cam. Now i am back to the stimming as i write this. i am watching another friend on cam. She is playing with herself and moaning. Needless to say, i really have my horny on now. And i have not and am not allowed to cum.
i am sure it will amuse Mistress to find me in this state when She returns this week. my reward will undoubtedly be more teasing and denial. i only wish that Her hands were here to tease me directly or adjust the levels on the stim to tease and torment. i wish that Her pussy was pressed against my mouth, demanding my worship and muffling my cries. But my current service is enough for now. W/we might all wish for more but find contentment in what we have.
What i have is a burning need for release and a teasing throb from the e-stim vibrating through my cock. i am content....and so very horny.
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Oh, That Feels Good
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Posted:Oct 10, 2010 4:52 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 9:38 pm 37429 Views
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As i write this there is a little throb going through my cock. It is very distracting and very pleasant. i have a little work to catch up on this weekend and before getting down to it, i have connected myself to my favourite little electric toy. It will hum away as i sit in front of my computer and get my work done. One electrode is just behind the glans and the other is half way down the shaft. The power is turned up to three out of ten and the pulse and frequency are both set at the bottom of the available range. The throb vibrates from the rim glans to the tip at about one second intervals. In time i think this would be enough to make me cum, if i let it. i have several hours of work to get through. i have promised myself that i will stim the entire time. i have also promised myself that the i will increase the power level as i work but and will not decrease it until the work is done.
This is one of the great things about e-stim. It can be so easily be combined with other activities. i am sitting fully clothed at the window and enjoying the view. i am in full view of my neighbours and people passing on the street. i can proceed with my work without being hindered, although somewhat distracted. i con continue the stimulation as long as i like. It is clean, quiet and continuous. It can continue for hours and my sessions often do. i am going to be one horny little piggy by dinner time. i have been told that sex occurs in the mind but right now it feels more like it is occuring in my pants and the feeling is electric.
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Thanksgiving Weekend
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Posted:Oct 9, 2010 10:08 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 9:38 pm 37592 Views
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It is Canadian Thanksgiving this weekend, which is why i have three days off. Today had a slow start and then was filled with errands. Now all the running around is done for the day and i have had dinner. As i write this i am relaxing in the bath. my cock pump is around my cock for the nightly stretching. There is a firm and steady suction but it is not painful. That will last for about an hour. When it is done my cock will be at least twice its natural diameter. Then i will get out for my e-stim session. i cannot describe how much i am looking forward to that.
i have not decided how harsh i want to be with the stim tonight. i may just have a sensuous little edging session. On the other hand, once i start, my fantasies may take over and compel me to push my limits. At such times i imagine Mistress sitting beside me, smiling as She adjusts the settings to make me moan and gasp. She has hinted that She would love seeing other Dommes and Doms doing the same. As She put it, "Anyone Who makes me moan is a Friend of Hers." i suspect that Mistress has a competitive steak. Getting Mistress and a group of other Dominants playing with the knobs is likely to lead to more than moaning. What a delicious fantasy! me bound and helpless, my cock wired, and a group of Dom/mes competing to see Who can extract the most entertaining reaction. Hmmm. i will be edging to that fantasy. Edging but not cumming. i do not have permission to cum and may not have for some time...
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