Icy Hot
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Posted:Aug 22, 2010 10:18 am
Last Updated:Aug 30, 2010 12:43 pm 39883 Views
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So here i sit with IcyHot spread on my cock, balls and around my ass. The sensations are fading now but i know they will be back because i must reapply the fiendish stuff four more times at 30 minute intervals each time using the icyhot as a lube while i edge. A Mistress gave me the challenge and i love a good challenge. Of course, the devious part of this task is that while i may not know what to expect the first time i spread the icyhot, each subsquent time the memory of the last time will be fresh in my mind.
Although the icyhot is intense, i think i rather like it. Edging with it the first time i became hard and came to the edge very quickly. i am anxious to see how subsequent edges go but i still have 15 minutes to go before my next application. i will wait. A good subby follows instructions.
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Upgrading my toys
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Posted:Aug 21, 2010 11:28 am
Last Updated:Aug 22, 2010 10:08 am 37584 Views
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i love electric play. my PES box has been a great deal of fun. However, at the end of the day, it is me turning the knobs and that just isn't as much fun as having someone else in control. The dice game was a great deal of fun because it took away some of that control but still it was my hand adjusting the settings. i want someone or something else in control and so i have finally decided to buy an ErosTek 312. With it's programmable routines, audio and USB inputs, it can be controlled remotely by my Mistress.
What a delicious thought.
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In Your Face
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Posted:Aug 20, 2010 12:56 pm
Last Updated:Aug 20, 2010 5:56 pm 37398 Views
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There are some things that Y/you want in Y/you face and somethings that Y/you do not. i certainly have a short list of things i like in my face, up close and very personal.....but that is another subject....
This is a little rant generate by browsing through a subculture newspaper.
i think of myself a a fairly liberal guy. Aside from my kinky interests, i particulate in a number of alternative sub-cultures. The folk that i have met there are generally nice people, often a little weird but then so am i so that works for me. (i am siting at my office desk writing this with a steel butt plug up my ass so i am compelled to accept that i am not entirely normal.) What i saw in the paper last night rather annoyed me. i really don't care if people tattoo, pierce, run about naked or get frisky with chickens. i rather like the naked bits and as long as the bird consents it is none of my business. However, i do object when folks take a swing at others or their beliefs, particularly their religious beliefs. Don't mock Jesus, Buddha, Shiva or the Goddess. Play nice. Is that really so hard? Respect is so important in any society. i was greatly disappointed in what I was last night. i will not track down the editors and rant at them. i am sure there would be no point. If anything, it is probably a reaction they want. Instead, i will just shake my head and sigh and hope that they come to realize some day that W/we all share this world. Life is much better when W/we share it in peace and fellowship.
Sorry for the rant F/folks but I needed to get that off my chest.
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Onwards and Upwards
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Posted:Aug 19, 2010 6:20 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 11:50 pm 36564 Views
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Right! Here W/we are, another day and another blog post. This is yet another opportunity to avoid saying anything profound or useful. Perhaps i am just shallow. Perhaps my sexuality is just a plaything. Perhaps i find it difficult to be serious. Probably it is a combination of these things.
i have seen the apparent depth of emotion that many bring to this lifestyle and i cannot find that in myself. At the same time, i know that my kinks are integral to who i am. They express themselve not only in my sexuality but also in how i approach many aspects of life. i can see their shadow clearly although it is doubtful that the rest of the world can. Somethings cannot be seen unless Y/you understand the complete pattern. Nevertheless, like my sense of humour, my kinks colour everything i do. At the same time i have a casual approach to the lifestyle: a relaxed participant and spectator. That may be fine for S/some and frustrating for O/others. i guess that is just the way it will have to me. i have no time for drama. Personnal, i do not understsnd it. Well, that is perhaps another issue.
This above all: to thine own self be true and damn well do as your Domme tells you.
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Out in Public
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Posted:Aug 18, 2010 9:24 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 11:50 pm 36983 Views
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So i am back to my naughty commutes, sitting there on the skytrain with my plug in place surrounded by unsuspecting commuters. This morning, as i sat there slowing fucking myself by clenching and unclenching my sphincter, i began to wonder what other ways there might be to stealthily practice BD practices in public. The njoy plug is convenient because it is virtually all internal and the small external loop of metal fits neatly between my butt cheeks. i can wear it anytime without anyone knowing. Nipple clamps can be hidden under a vest or jacket. i still feel a little ache when i think about the clover clamp incident. Chastity devices can also be worn as can e-stim electrodes. i know because i combined these for a day of fun a couple of years ago. Then there are cock rings. i love the feeling of these gripping my member. i have also worn these in various combinations. So what else is possible? i found myself thinking about the possibilities of silicon, perhaps a sheath held in a harness that teases the cock anytime i move. i also began to think about a cock pump of some sort that is run by the action of walking, perhaps small bellows under the heals? Then there are various spiked items to be worn around or against various sensitive parts of the anatomy.
Mistress has expressed an interest in this last category of device. In particular, She has found a fiendish cock ring known as Kali's Teeth fascinating. The device is a short cylinder opening with a hinge that closes around the cock shaft or possibly the entire scrotum. The cylinder is lined with spikes. Naturally, it will be uncomfortable on a flacid cock but its special charms will become far more evident when the wearer begins to develop an erection. It is simple and terrifingly efficient. i guess that will be my next project: make or aquire one. So if you are on skytrain and see a fellow wincing every time a pretty girl walks past, that would be me.
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Back into Training
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Posted:Aug 17, 2010 5:45 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 11:50 pm 36493 Views
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i was been very remiss both in my blogging and my chores. As the summer has waxed on i seem to have been getting worse. Now, as summer grows to an end, it is time to reverse the trend. Mistress had been kind enough to give me a little holiday but that has now ended. And so it is back to the njoy plug and back to my other chores. i am looking forward to it. i feel curiously adrift without the discipline of plugging, edging and the other tasks Mistress demands. i do not know exactly what choirs i will have in the near future. Mistress has specified 3 hours daily with the njoy plug. i am certain the dildo riding will continue or increase since She loves the idea of stuffing my ass. There may be some e-stim, since She enjoyed those videos. She will undoubtedly add more tasks later. She has told me that She wants to mix it up a little. The dice are gone for the moment. It is something of an understatement to say that I am anxious to find out what She has in store for me.
i had a wonderful play session on Sunday as well as some fun on Saturday. Mistress as tied up (figuratively of course) with other matters but i found a few play companions here on ALT and spent several hours online enjoying various forms of naughtiness.. Mistress was amused to hear the details. She loves me horny and denied. Since She has given me the freedom to play online with Whomever i meet on ALT but not the freedom to cum without Her permission there is lots of teasing, denial and horniness arising. From Her point of view, the more i play here the better.
Sunday finished off with a little dildo riding caught on video for Mistress. She likes to watch and so these little clips are my thank you to Her. In the video clip Big Phil was having his way with my ass. It is much easier to take Big Phil now. He is certainly a stretch but not uncomfortable. I love riding him, particularly with Mistress watching. i only wish it was Her stuffing him inside me and then giving me a good, rough shag. i can feel myself stiffening as I think about it.
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She Liked Them
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Posted:Aug 3, 2010 4:43 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 11:50 pm 36665 Views
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Mistress was well pleased with the video files i sent to Her. She particularly enjoyed the one where i used Black Beauty and Big Phil on my ass. There is no surprise there. i know Mistress loves the idea of my ass being filled. It seems that the moaning and whining in the other two videos was also appealing to Her. She loves it when i see what is required and whimper "oh god." As a result, i am edit ting a few more clips from the session for Her viewing enjoyment. The original file is over 600 MB and so there is no way i can transfer that by email.
i believe that She will be sharing the files around with Her various Domme friends, so it seems that i have just launched a little porn career.
i have told Mistress how much i enjoyed making the videos for Her and volunteered to produce more if She has any requests. i think it is fair to say that there will be requests, either from her or through Her from her Friends. She was so pleased that She has granted me three days of unlimited cumming, indeed, encouraged me to cum as much as possible. If Y/you A/all will excuse me now, there is something i must do....
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A Little Quality Time with my Kinks
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Posted:Aug 1, 2010 1:21 pm
Last Updated:Aug 2, 2010 10:56 am 36750 Views
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Yesterday was a wonderful day. It had been a stressful week and now i had an opportunity to indulge myself. In truth, there were any number of other things i should have been doing but i chose to spend the day playing.
Mistress and i had discussed a game. She likes e-stim. To be more accurate, She likes to use e-stim on me. We have had two fantastic sessions in the past but have had trouble finding time for the next. Our schedules just do not mesh very well. Since i love the sessions as much as She does, i proposed a game that i thought might entertain Her. The results of the game would be video taped and sent to Her. She liked the idea of the game and proposed a few changes to the rules. The game was simple enough. For one hour i would e-stim. The settings would be determined by a series of die rolls. This meant that the power level, pulse rate and frequency would fluctuate randomly. My unit has dials calibrated from 1 to 10. i used ten sided die. This meant that the power could fluctuate between minimum and maximum settings. Another die determined duration: anywhere between one minute and 8 mintes 20 seconds. (The timing portion was a little more complicated than a straight roll.)
i actually had trouble sleeping the night before i was to play the game. A mixture of anticipation and trepidation had me wound as tight as a spring. At maximum setting, the e-stim is incredibly punishing and it is a feeling that penetrates the body: a throbbing, vibrating pressure that bursts from inside my cock and ass. It is unlike anything else i have experienced.
On the day, yesterday, when i was set up, a stainless steel electrode in my ass and a flexy electrode on the tip of my cock, i took a deep breath and did the first roll. To my relief the first settings were mild, little more than a gentle tickle. The second roll was also also relatively gentle. The third was harsher and i groaned as i turned up the power. But it was my forth role when the moment came that i both so deeply wanted and feared. The dice produced a brutal combination of settings at maximum power. Duratiom for these settings was three minutes. i jerked the power nob all the way up, knowing that i would not have the nerve to slowing increase the power. The effect was immediately. It felt as though something was exploding in my groin. it was all i could do to make the rest of the required changes to the settings and then set the timer. Those were three long minutes. i lay back. Sweat covered my body. My ankles were chained to the bed post and my wrists chained to a collar so that i could not easily reach my cock. Certainly, if i had not been restrained this way i might have given in to tempation and reached down to pull the electrode free. Instead, i lay there and surrendered to the torment, thanking Mistress for giving me the courage to play the game. It was delicious torment. i could feel my cock swelling as it was tormented. At the end of three minutes i rolled a moderate setting that seemed restful after what i had just experienced. And so it went throughout the games, constantly shifting settings. Twice i was at full power, the second time for over eight minutes. There were settings of eight and seven as well. Thought much of it i was shuddering and gasping. It was intense. It was hard. It was what i wanted to experience. The randomness made it impossible to predict what would come next. i do not know if i have the nerve to ask to pay again but i know i will happily play if Mistress requires it.
That is odd and perverse.
i sent Mistres video clips of the session. i hope She enjoys then. i also sent Her clips of a little dildo play. She enjoys seeing my ass stuffed and so after the e-stim game i did my required riding, video recording the fun. Both Black Beauty and Big Phil had a chance to spread me. i am making process with Phil. I can ride him comfortably now after being properly prepared, although he is defintiely still a stretch but in a good way.
Afterward, i spend a little time edging while i surfed around ALT. Although Mistrees has relieved me of the requirement to edge a set number of times per day, i have continued to edge when i can to remind me that i am denied for Her amusement and orgams cum only when She permits. i was about to sign off when i was delighted and a little embarrassed to see a familliar name watching my webcam. The result was a delightful conversation that made a wonderful conclusion to my day play time.
Yes, it was a great day.
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Summer Relaxation
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Posted:Jul 30, 2010 1:28 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2024 11:50 pm 36383 Views
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i have been taking it easy the last few weeks in terms of my kinks. Certainly, i have been lagging behind in my blog entries. That does not mean that i have not been working at my chores for Mistress. She has given me some time off from most of my required activities but She has demanded that i continue with my dildo riding. In fact, She increased the number of times and minimum duration for each ride. This, in combination with the addition of Big Phil, means that i have been spending a fair bit of quality time getting stuffed. i am slowly getting to the point where i can actually ride Phil properly. It still takes some time to loosening things up with Black Beauty but the process is getting a little easier each time. And am i enjoying it? Well, as i write this i can feel my cock stiffening in my pants so i would have to say "yes."
All this is leading to a little video session i have planned for tomorrow. i will show off my riding skills for Mistress. i am confident that She will be amused to watch Big Phil slide in and out of my ass. The video will also include a few other delights for Her: some ball stretching, nipple clamping and cock slapping fun. i also have a little game planned with the e-stim machine and some dice. Mistress loves dice. I am sure that She will enjoy watching that one too.
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It has a Name
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Posted:Jul 25, 2010 12:33 pm
Last Updated:Jul 25, 2010 5:10 pm 36534 Views
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Mistress and i chatted yesterday evening. i had just finished one of my required rides. Little by little my ass is becoming accustomed to the new, larger dildo. At first all i could do was sit on it. Now, after a little warm up with Black Beauty, i can fuck myself with it using slow and sensuous movements. It is a wonderful feeling once my ass relaxes. i can feel every ridge as it slides in and out. Certainly it will become a favourite. i suppose it already is. Of course, it needs a name for easy description. Mistress and i discussed this and at Her suggestion it has been named Big Phil. Yes, i think that Phil and i will become fast friends. Certainly, we will be spending some quality time together.
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