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Binding the Eros Electric

These are random thoughts, observations, experiences, and fantasies. Most are of a sexual nature. I hope some will arouse the mind and others arouse the body. Most of what follows is unvarnished and raw. It is a window into who I am, for better or worse and with no apologies made. Enjoy.

Been a long time
Posted:Oct 29, 2014 12:29 pm
Last Updated:Oct 29, 2014 2:19 pm
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It has indeed been a long time since i have posted here but that does not mean that there has been no fun in my life. There certainly has been. In particular, my love of electrical play continues.

Last weekend i had a wonderful online session with a man who had a talent for pushing me at the right moment. After an hour of teasing, he pushed me over the edge and ten minutes later i was cumming again. All the while i was moaning and twitching as the electricity ran between the electrode in my ass and the electrode at the end of my cock. It was intense. The cum wish ripped out of me. It would have gone on long. I certainly wanted it to continue but the real world intruded. I wanted to know how many he could force out of me. Perhaps one day i will have the chance to learn.

Both i and the man driving me enjoyed ourselves and he expressed his desire to do this again, much to my delight. i can only hope that we can have a longer time for the next session and that he takes full advantage of that to entertain himself.
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A Long Time
Posted:Aug 6, 2014 9:20 pm
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2024 10:18 pm
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It has been a long time since my last post but I am still out here and still enjoying my kinky ways. In particular, I am enjoying my exhibitions on cam and the efforts of those Doms and Dommes who stop by for a chat and to push me ....mmmm, I do so love to be pushed...
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Play Day Saturday 8 June 2013
Posted:Jun 7, 2013 6:33 pm
Last Updated:Apr 8, 2019 5:18 pm
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It has been a long time since i have posted but i am still actively enjoying e-stim. As a matter of fact, i will be spending the majority of Saturday hooked up in front of my web cam and hope to find a few playmates. In the past year i have had some wonderful sessions where people took control of my e-stim over the web using an audio chat channel. Having someone else control the sensations i feel is fantastic. One session in particular stands out. The fellow on the other end used a keyboard but it was my organ that really got played. He drove me to orgasm and kept going. i hope to have that experience again soon. Maybe Saturday. Makes me hard just thinking about it.
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And again...and again...
Posted:Jul 14, 2011 8:11 pm
Last Updated:Apr 8, 2019 5:19 pm
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It was Monday that it happened again and i have just been too busy to post since. my Playmate is learning exactly how to drive me up the wall and how to make me cum. Using the audio channel on the e-stim box She has enthusiastically beat my balls, pounded my ass and pumped my cock until i came.....and then She just kept going. It has been magic for me. Intense. Teasing. Painful. Pleasureable. Unrelenting. Best of all, She has enjoyed it as well. She wants to do it again and again and i am happy to let Her have Her wicked way with my body. Having someone else control what i feels wonderful, not least of all because there is no chance to anticipate what is coming. i cannot see her about to make a sound. i cannot hear the sound. The audio feed goes directly into the power box. i can only feel. i feel the throb when She sings and the bite when She laughs. Every sound is a new experience and the feelings move. One will drive into my ass through the electrode there. Another will buffet my balls. Yet another will prickle down the length of my head and shaft. It is these last sensations i live for. They do not coax me into cumming. They demand i give up my load. They drag and push it out of me with sharp prickles. They make me shake as i release and then attack my over-sensative flesh. Knowing that She wants to do this to me again and again takes my breath away. i want it again and again. i want Her to watch on the web cam as i shake and shudder and moan. i am so thankful.

When W/we have the opportunity She wants to see how many times She can make me cum in one session. Mmmm...what a delicious thought.
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Finally Did It
Posted:Jul 7, 2011 9:33 pm
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2024 10:18 pm
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Since i started with electrical play, i have hoped for a chance to give someone else control. Finally i had the chance, which i recorded in my last post but since then it has gone further. After some technical tweaking She was able to make me cum using the remote control. Now that was wonderful. She was not gentle but then i ask Her not to be. She built it up to a wonderful pitch and then mmmmm... i can hardly wait to do it again.
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Remote Control
Posted:Jul 3, 2011 3:51 pm
Last Updated:Sep 6, 2017 4:03 pm
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For a long time i have wanted someone to take control of my ET-312 over the internet and last Thursday it happened. i have been sharing messages with a Lady who agreed to connect with me using a voice chat and use the audio to control the e-stim. The process is simple enough. i connect the speaker jack on my computer to the audio in on my 312 power box. Then i connected myself to the electrodes in the usual way. After the voice chat is connected, every sound that came over the line was converted into sensations for me.

It was wonderful. i spent over three hours typing naughty notes to Her while she responded by laughing, moaning, whispering and shouting into her microphone. i felt every sound She made as a prickling caress across my cock. At first the sensations came as a surprise and made me jump. As i grew accustomed to the feel of Her voice i was able to relax a little and allow the sensations build. While i did not cum during the session, it was three houses of edging and teasing that i would not have traded for anything. i believe the Lady also enjoyed watching me respond to Her. i have offered myself to Her again for the same treatment and i believe that She also wants to repeat the experience.
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Back Again
Posted:May 5, 2011 12:55 pm
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2024 10:18 pm
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Here i am again. Life has been incredible busy. Work has been taking up a lot of my time and extending well beyond office hours many days. That is not to say that life has been unenjoyable. i like the adrenaline rush of being busy with deadlines to meet. There has still been time for a little fun. Electrical play has continued to be central. The major difference there is that i have been running solo. Life happens and Mistress has found Herself too busy to continue with any formal relationship. We still chat but we are friends now She may still play a scene with me from time to time. That will be fun. But the day to day duties are gone and my orgasm is mine to control again.

This has given me more opportunity to experiment with the electrical play. One of my interests has been post orgasm play. Of course, this works well with electrical play. The ET-312 never gets tired, never needs a rest and never relents. i have had sessions with up to four orgasms without a break, pushing hard with the power constantly increasing. The feelings have been intense and the session usually ends when my tired abdominal muscles begin to cramp from the constant abuse. i have enjoyed chatting during a number of these sessions. i have also enjoyed taking direction during some. There is also an individual interested in reote controlling the power box. This is something i had hoped for for some time. Giving up the control will be wonderful. If it happens.

For now, i am enjoying life. i am joying the sessions and the domination when it comes. And i am enjoying the freedom to cum repeated. i wonder if i can squeeze out five loads in a single session....
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A New Record
Posted:Feb 23, 2011 9:54 pm
Last Updated:Mar 15, 2022 12:49 pm
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As i am writing this my cock is throbbing to the power of my beloved e-stim box so forgive me if it is a bit disjointed. I have cum once tonight and i plan to cum again before turning the unit off. The sensations right now are exquisite.

i do love the push during my electrical play sessions. This is particularly true when i am showing off on cam. Last weekend i was playing with the ET-312 set to high power. i have electrodes tickling my cock and ass. The unit was set to the "waves" routine. The setting started at 43 but that was just the start. As the throbbing rose and fell several chats started and one in particular pushed me to go higher. Bit by bit she demanded that i pushed the power higher on both sets of electrodes and i obliged. Part of what drove me was the desire for orgasm. Mistress had given me freedom to cum for the remainder of the month. The e-stim was doing its usual fine job of driving me mad. i had cum early in the session before the chats started but now that i was horny again and wanted that second release. As the power was turned up i could feel the orgasm getting closer. But it was still elusive. i wanted to be pushed higher. i wanted to be pushed to orgasm. i wanted it ripped out of me. Even though my back was arching and i was shaking, i continued to turn the power it up. What i was feeling was not exactly pain. It was an intensity that made me want to go on and yet fear to take more.

But one chatter made me want to go on. She enjoyed watching me in torment so much. She encouraged me, flattered me and demanded that i go on. And i did go on. And on. And finally i did cum. And i continued.... As she continued to direct me. Oh..such a wonderful day.
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Playing with the Microphone
Posted:Feb 7, 2011 8:00 pm
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2024 10:18 pm
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It is long past due that i report on the results of my tests with the microphone. One of the other chat room users had told me how her Dom had used the microphone to control the electrical play and eventually brought her to an orgasm that way. Always happy to try new things, i hooked myself up and plugged in the microphone. Personally, i found my own attempts at auditory auto stimulation rather unimpressive. The sensations seemed to be rather spiky and uneven. If someone was into sudden jabs of sensation this type of setup might work. It might also work if the Dom or Domme had a well trained voice. For me it was ultimately uninteresting. That is not to say that the audio input is not valuable. It is certainly a wonderful when used with any of the dedicated audio files i have downloaded from SmartStim. However, i do not think the microphone will work for me.
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Holiday Schedule
Posted:Jan 20, 2011 3:29 pm
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2024 10:18 pm
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Mistress has me on an American holiday schedule. That means that i can only cum to celebrate the American holidays. Well, last Monday was Martin Luther King Day and so i had my chance. As usual, Mistress ordered that i connect myself to the ET-312 for the ride home. i was require to wear a condom over the electrode on my cock. She expects me to eat my cum, which i can only do if it is collected, and She knows that cum is very conductive. Trapping it next to the electrode and my cock just added to my experience.

i actually spent a little time edging at the office before heading out. Working up the lust before i start my commute makes cumming on train easier. It certainly did this time. Although the walk to the train had reduced my urgency a little, it took less than ten minutes of riding before the waves of sensation swept me over the edge. The train was crowded. People were standing all around. A woman was pressed against me on the seat. None of them knew when the moment came. i managed to stay still. i managed to keep quiet. But i wanted to shake and yell. It was wonderful and just the start of the adventure. Now i had to sit there with the throbbing teasing me.

And it did tease me.

i wanted to cum again. The ET-312 was set to deliver power in waves that rose and fell. These kept lifting me to the brink of a second orgasm, only to fade before i reached the golden moment. i sat through 20 minutes of this. People came and went but i remained and did not cum. Fantasies rolled through my head. i conjured up the naughtiest images i could and still could not complete.

By the time my stop arrived i was in quite a state. Determined to reach that second orgasm, i stopped at a Starbucks coffee and bought a drink. The clerk behind the counter was young and pretty and very friendly. We chatted briefly as my order was prepared. i then went to sit in the corner. It was difficult to reach inside my coat and increase the power but i managed it. Then i logged onto ALT and surfed the chat rooms.

In the Extreme Room i found what i needed and in the course of conversation with a lady there was inspired to release in public for the second time that evening. This orgasm was much stronger than the first and although i did not make a sound it would have been obvious to anyone watching that something was happening to me. It took me a few minutes to calm down after that. The power throbbing through me seemed even more intense than ever and i thought about trying for a third release but it was getting late.

Reluctantly, i rose and walked into the night.

Mistress wants to know if i am ready to do it all again for Valentines Day.
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