uncaged christmas
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Posted:Dec 24, 2021 2:25 am
Last Updated:Dec 31, 2021 1:19 am 6822 Views
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24. december
Unlocked for christmas – I should use my time for a hot Xmas party.. but I am busy with family meetings during the holidays
25. december
Family time, unrestricted erections, time to let my stretched and aching balls heal. I easily could use a full week of an uncaged christmas break! Lets see when Miss Sophie thinks that its time to get caged again
26. December
Its freezing cold in berlin minus 10°C during night. Familiy, good talks, good food, good sleep – I enjoy the time off and the time to relax and reflect the year
27 december
people seem to use their christmas time very well: my milking video has more than 200 views now 
28. december
When I checked my blog after work today I noticed Miss Sophie was shown as online in IM. At first I was hesitant to send a message. I am uncaged since dec 22th.. maybe she will order my back in the cage again? But I was so glad to see her online.. I really don’t want to miss the opportunity to chat. We talked a bit and now the uncertainty is gone.. friday morning (dec 31th) back in the cage. I will start the new year locked
29.december
Tik-tok… my uncaged time flies by… tomorrow is my last day unlocked. I really should use it good.. maybe going to an Adult Cinema or a Sex Sauna. Once I click the lock on 31.december I never know when I get out again. January 14 is male chastity day – after that I wont get unlocked.
30.december
Last day at work, last day uncaged... I tried to enjoy this last evening without my cage as good as I can. Tomorrow after wakeup i have to lock myself in chastity again
31.december
Last day of the year - Lockup day.
The previous times I have put the cage on joyful and exited about what it will
bring. Now- after my ultralong lockup I am a bit afraid today what I will
get into.. Will I be locked even longer?
Anyway - I clicked it shut and are now subject to Miss Sophie’s mercy.
Just after lockup I noticed a lockuptimer appeared for my cage over night. Two days is a good time to get used to the cage again
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Advent Chastity
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Posted:Dec 12, 2021 11:20 pm
Last Updated:Mar 13, 2022 11:56 am 6165 Views
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13.december
After my massive milking while being locked in chastity on Friday and another locked night to cool down I had an unlocked weekend: two nights and one day without chastity cage
Now -Monday morning- its time to go back in the cage to start my work week safe and locked. How long will I be locked this time? Xmas? New year?
14. December
My first lock day after the weekend went well.. enough work during the day to keep me busy and a slow nightshift. The caged nightshift at work was ok. Sleeping after the shift is never fun. Its daytime, its noisy.. and I am caged. My balls are still painful where the ring puts pressure on.. that wont go away with 2 uncaged nights. Anyway, I am in a better mood and try to please my keyholder. My milking still keeps me relaxed. But soon I will get horny again...
15. december
Nothing new to report here. I experienced the usual wakeups during night. I did attend my wednesday teammeeting at work caged. It didn’t bother me anymore. I am used to it and I don’t take much care to hide my chastity bulge. Now I am at home, exhausted and ready to relax a bit. Ohhh… my milking video get noticed: 78 views so far (xhamster+yandex views).
Thx for watching!
16.december
my balls are painful today but I had enough distraction at work to got smoothly through the day. Now I am slipping into my comfy pants, put some skin lotion on my bruised skin and hope for a peaceful night
17. december
still locked.. today is my night shift at work and I have the morning to fool around. I know my keyholder likes to expose me.. so I did a pic outside my flat in the elevator
18. december
back from night shift.. tired and exhausted, but there are things to do. Xmas is close – I met with friends and we drove to a Xmas market an hour away to choose a tree for the festivities. I am used to be locked at work, but it is still a challenge for me to be locked when I am out with my friends.
19.december
Yesterday when I was already in bed I got a lockup timer for 10 minutes. When the countdown was done I had to unlock, clean and cage myself again. The last times my cleaning days were somehow highlight of my chastity life. There were something I could focused on.. it was on cam.. sometimes even with watchers. This time it was by suprise.. clean yourself.. and good night.. lets talk later
I think there is a pattern in it. So far I really needs encouragement for accepting my chastity. I longed for the nightly talk.. just to know for whom I endure my denial.
This week we had nearly no contact. Some talk on Monday, no message on Tuesday, her Wednesday message so late she knew for sure it will not get noticed because I was sleeping already.
Thursday no contact again. Friday a short “hi” but no further reaction to my answer. Saturday cleanup and goodbye.
Has Miss Sophie lost interest in my commitment or does she want to teach me to accept my chastity without any encouragement?
20. december
Yesterday I was sleeping early and I missed her message again. Miss Sophie gave me a two days lockup timer and key permissions. When the timer is finished I will have a break. I will be uncaged all christmas time.. isnt that generous?
Now I can see the time tick down. The timer will be finished on Wednesday morning at 7am. My work shift starts at 7am too. So the final twist is that I go to work locked and have to find some privacy to open the cage at work.
This time it was nearly a month of lockup. It started on November 20th and will go till december 22th. Yes.. there were a few hours uncaged at my birthday night and an additional unlock of 2days after my milking. But with these short breaks I was a month in the cage. Days at work caged, sleep at night caged, caged weekends, even caged for my birthday party... This month brought me to my my mental and physical limits
21.december
I had a slepless night and went tired to work. Today there were a lot of conferences, meetings etc. I was sitting all the day. No standing, no hurry around like all the other days. Thats bad when locked in a chastity cage. After some times the balls start to hurt, I have to change position and move around the cage a bit. How do you do that in an endless meeting? Now I am home, my balls are painful and I am really happy that tomorrow morning the timer will run off
22. december
I woke up in a good mood – unlock day
Just a quick check in the QIUI App: no surprise addon for me – this will be a wonderful day! It started with my teammeeting. For that I was still caged. But after that I sneaked away to open and unlcok. Now I am uncaged during the holidays. Merry Christmas everyone!
23.december
uncaged sleep, unlocked to work, soothing my bruised balls. Xmas time is my recovery time from a long chastity period
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Milking Task after 34 days of denial! Halleluja!
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Posted:Dec 10, 2021 11:20 am
Last Updated:Jul 20, 2023 3:09 pm 2241 Views
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When you read my blog you know I was I a bad mood lately. That changed today! I was still at work when I got a task from Miss Sophie: “post a video where you milk yourself while locked in chastity!” Wait what? Thats a “task” after 34 days of denial? Thats a gift.. a reward.. a treasure
Anyway.. I not just jumped for the milking.. I prepared a bit and really tried to make a good performance.
A ruined orgasm is torturous.. a caged orgasm without any erection is even worse. It drained my cum but I am still so horny! Anyway… I am drained now, happy and smiling from ear to ear. I hope you will like my little performance. Please watch and leave a comment! Maybe your comments decide how it will go on for me! Thx Miss Sophie for granting me a release, some exposure and great fun!
Pic in the comments
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Cleaning Day
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Posted:Dec 8, 2021 6:52 am
Last Updated:Dec 19, 2021 12:23 am 2124 Views
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Make homework fun again!
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Birthday teasing
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Posted:Dec 5, 2021 2:12 am
Last Updated:Dec 11, 2021 4:20 am 2259 Views
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Today is my birthday! Yesterday I had a party with friends. We had dinner and after midnight they cheered for my birthday. During that party I also got some serious teasing from Miss Sophie
I was locked already for 14 days.. in orgasm denial for 4 weeks. So I was really hopeful when she put on a timer which runs off before the party. But then the timer runs off.. my keys were still blocked.. so I had to attend my party caged. It was not my birthday.. so maybe I got an unlocking after midnight? During the evening my hope was fulfilled.. I got the keys sended back to me.. and a new lockup timer which runs off exactly at midnight. Unfortunately Miss Sophie also initiated a “birthday lockup referendum”. She told the community “you can give him a present by voting for him”. The voting collected 2 days 6hrs lockup time for me.. and it also started shortly after midnight. So there was just a small window of maybe 15..20 minutes when I got the chance to open my chastity cage. I am so glad I noticed that.. and I unlocked my cage after midnight.
Was my teasing done by now? Noo! Miss Sophie congratulated me for birthday.. and told me I was lucky to took my chance to unlock.. and I was allowed to sleep unlocked. But no masturbation, no cumming. And the first thing to do when I getup is lock myself in chastity again!
So she let me attend my party -LOCKED
Today my birthday with family – LOCKED
Tomorrow at work getting congratulations by my colleagues – LOCKED too!
PIC
locked up again after one uncaged night
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December denial
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Posted:Dec 1, 2021 6:38 am
Last Updated:Dec 12, 2021 11:52 pm 2483 Views
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1. December
I locked myself up yesterday.. after I was granted a 2hrs unlocking for an important meeting. I somehow expected that Miss Sophie will claim the keys again ... or add a lockup timer ... or both. But when I wake up today.. no timer, key permissions still available to me. I could unlock myself anytime... but would that be the right thing to do? After she granted this generous unlocking? I better stay locked and wait for her next instructions. Anyway.. its some kind of endurance test to me.. to keep myself in denial when I know I could open my cage anytime
(Lockup day 11, denial day 25)
2. December
The first half of the night was ok.. around 3:30 i had a persistent erection… painful, long lasting, sleep stealing. During the day i had enough distraction. Online video lessons, grocery shopping and some workout in the evening.
I think with more than 3weeks denial the nightly erections are just a part of chastity.. the need to cum, the need for hardons will not fade away. Its funny somehow because exactly for that the cage was built.. to prevent erections. Beside the erections also skin chafing in the ring region becomes an issue again. Hopefully I will get unlocked for my birthday on december 5th
3. December
Yeah.. Miss Sophie is back again! Self locking was hard… blue balls, the urge to cum, the keys available. It took a strong mindset not to open the cage and to play with myself. Yesterday in the evening when I was almost sleeping.. my phone played this notification “bing”. A notification from my chastity app. “The keyholder take back key permission” There is only one button when this message window pops up. Its labeled “Sure”
No need to worry anymore. Should I unlock for a few minutes? Should I unlock for my birthday party? Its not my decision anymore. Of course I asked Miss Sophie “Will I be caged for my birthday party?” I really liked her teasing answer: “For you a question, and I know the answer!”
4. December
Another unrestful night! the nightly wakeups are part of my lockup experience - I know that. But now the are more painful, longlasting and I cannot find sleep again as soon as before. Yesterday I got a lockup timer added to my cage. It runs off 4:45pm today. I have a party with friends for my birthday this evening. Maybe the timer is off then.. but will I also get key permissions to take the cage off for my birthday party? Maybe this uncertainty adds to my disturbed sleep experience.
5.december
See my blog entry: birthay teasing
6.December
When i came to work today, i got congratulations by many colleagues. An hour later the boss and his secretary came by, talked a bit and gave a little present.
I was a bit afraid of this day. I remember that Miss Sophie said after my unlocked sleeping “back in the cage, back to normal!” And it really felt pretty normal to got this much attention while being caged.
The “birthday timer” from the Qiui community would run off during shift handover on Tuesday morning. Miss Sophie took care for that. She prolonged the lockup timer by 17 hours. The timer will run off when i am at sleep. Anyway, I think I really cannot expected to wake up with key permissions on Wednesday. So it’s still mysterious what will happen next
7. december (Lockup day 17, denial day 31)
I came home from nightshift and was very tired. My lockup timer runs till midnight so I have not to worry about a possible uncaging. There was nothing more to do today then shower, eat, sleep. As usual I had some occasional sleep disturbances from erections. Cum leaking started again 
8. december
The night was bad as any night.. lots of wakeup and fragmented sleep. My massive cumleaking yesterday didn’t bring any release. Today I have a day off from work... compensating over-hours.
I should be cheerful but my mood is dark and cloudy. I am denied so long, I am locked longer than ever. But when I asked my keyholder if there is any goal I can focus on, if there is any hope for a release she just answered “Imagine you would be locked permanently”.
That didn’t cheer me up. No praise, no “you did well so far” no announcment of a milking possibility.... just cold and strict denial.
Sometimes the thought crossed my mind to break the lock and stop it all… but I know I would miss her control very soon. Maybe is just a bad mood day and tomorrow it will be better.
9. december (lockup day 19, denial day 33, 15 days to xmas)
Miss Sophie noticed my suffering and took care. She was not influenced by my whining.. but she showed me some affection. My timer run off during midnight.. at that time I would already be sleeping.. so she took my key permissions away around 9pm. That way I could notice that she was thinking about me and decided a longer lockup would be appropriate. When we started to chat I asked again about a goal to focus on. Miss Sophie did not told me.. but she said “Xmas is quite some days from now.. but maybe some presents will come before”
I know that isn’t exactly a goal.. but it is a point I can focus my energy on.
From today to Xmas.. 15 more locked days. I was locked on Nov 20th. When I kept locked till Xmas it will be a few days more then a month in my cage.. so maybe I am just performing the locktober challenge a bit later! Now I can focus on something, I can count the days down. Astonishingly I am not shocked nor sad that I have to stay another 2 weeks in the cage. Its more like a challenge to master a month in the cage. The mind is a strange thing. Yesterday depressed and sad.. today motivated and ready to endure the next locked weeks… it just needed a new goal
10.december
bruised skin, sore balls, disturbed night sleep – I think I can never get used to long term chastity. I just can adapt my life to new conditions. Sore skin – carry your skin lotion everywhere you go. Leaking from the cage.. rinse your cage well and always use a paper plug to adsorb leakage. Disturbed sleep – go sleep earlier even when you miss chat messages from your keyholder.
14 day to Xmas.. hopefully a short unlocking and cleaning will happen this weekend.
OMG.. this afternoon I got a “task”! I should create a video while I am milking myself still being locked. Thats exciting. THX Miss Sophie!
You want to know how this was going? Watch the video? Look for the extra blog entry
11.December
My caged milking delivered a massive release. I felt so relaxed after that. I slept undisturbed and woke up later than ever.. 9 am. Even my uncaged birthday night was not that good.. then I had still these full balls! I can even hope for two uncaged nights - if my video gots Miss Sophies approval
12. December
I was unlocked yesterday.. that is a wonderful present for the 3rd advent. Two unlocked nights, good sleep and a full day uncaged.. I am so happy.. I really enjoy my free time.
I deeply milked myself while I was still caged. Now I am not that horny… I don’t use my free weekend with massive self play. I just enjoy my free and unrestricted time. My key permissions are already blocked again. Monday morning back to normal, back into my chastity cage
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CUM LEAKING
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Posted:Nov 28, 2021 3:09 am
Last Updated:Dec 9, 2021 9:00 am 2214 Views
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I do enjoy chastity play.. I do enjoy that Miss Sophie controls my erections and my orgasms. Anyway after some times it reaches a point where chastity is a challenge for body and mind.
In the beginning of my lockup the denied erections are worst. After longer denial the urge to cum again gets very intense. My cock has a constant tingeling like it could cum anytime. Even the slightest stimulation causes painful erections and the need to cum is in my mind anytime.
Yesterday… after 22 days.. more then 3 weeks! of orgasm denial I started to leak cum again.. I was just applying skin lotion to my painfull balls when cum was dribbeling out of my cage. It was a situation in the privacy of my home...where I can cope with that.. but imagine the humiliation when I leak cum in public! Every day situations like using public transport can be adventurous. When using a bus the vibrations by the seats become unbearable.. its brings me close to leaking cum. So I prefer to stand.. just to prevent cum stains in my pants.
I really hope for some release… accidentally or planned.. to bring a bit of normality to my caged life
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NOvember denial goes on
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Posted:Nov 20, 2021 11:19 pm
Last Updated:May 21, 2023 1:57 pm 3070 Views
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SAT 20. Nov
I have catched corona and during quarantine I was unlocked quite some time. I recovered well and during a chat with Miss Sophie I was told to lock myself in chastity again. I waited for that to happen and now I feel so proud to be locked by her.. I just have to post it here!
Putting myself in chastity wasnt easy.. but with some squeezing ang wiggeling i am locked and safe now
SUN 21. November
My first night in lockup was terrible.. the ring is tight, my balls are painful all the time and I found no release. All the tricks didn’t help.. I tried vaseline to my bruised skin, a coolpack to cool down my swollen parts, sleeping left or right.. my balls are hurting constantly. I was glad when the night was over. Now.. during the day.. it is easier for me. I hope I get used to it and the next night will be better
MON 22. November
This night was slightly better.. I still got painful erections and woke up at 1-3-5am.. but my balls don’t hurt all the time.. just a mild pain which wont stopped me from sleeping in between.
It seems that I adapt again to my lockup. I don’t have any choice though.. if Miss Sophie wants me locked, I stay locked...
TUE 23.Nov
the third locked night was without major complaint. Yes, I do wakeup every few hours.. but the usual 5 am wakeup did not occur.. I slept today till nearly 7am Can a guy get used so fast to denied erections? It scared me a bit that my body reacts that way and that I had no hardon problems during the last day...
WED 24.Nov.
Already 4 nights locked... and I am getting used to it. The usual nightly wakeups.. but my erections fade away fast and I find sleep again. Anyway - the sleep disturbance is real and I have to go to sleep earlier now.. same as during my previous lockups.Tomorrow I have to get up early again so I am off to sleep around 9pm. I hope I wont miss the evening chat with my keyholder then
THU 25.Nov
Quarantine is over, I am ready for work again. Its the 5th day caged and day 19 without cumming. I am a bit excited how my caged workday will start. For commuting to work I will wear my LOCKED-Shirt. I am dressed for succes
It felt surprisingly normal to be locked at work
FRI 26.Nov
It was an unrestful night: more arousal, more pain, more wakeup, less sleep. in the morning i woke up without my alarm clock 
Anyway.. i dont complain.. previous nights were good to me and the weekend is close. Today is a long day. Work at first. Then a drive to the car servie for oil check etc. I have to leave the car at the service for some hours. so i will commuting home with public transport- with my shirt on!
Now after ca 12hrs I am finally home, exhausted and in need of some relaxing time . I put my briefcase away, slip into some cosy pants, make me a hot coffee … now I really want to take my chastity cage off – but thats not possible.. it stays on – no matter how urgent I want to take it off. Its just like a part of me now!
SAT 27.Nov
Another sleepless night.. I had the usual erections every few hours.. but they was longer lasting, more painful and I could not found sleep again. Then the next humiliation.. cum leaking started again. No surprise after 3 week of orgasm denial
This afternoon a quick unlocking and cleanup on cam was planned.. but my laptop lost his battery power and my cam shut off… Miss Sophie was very disapponited with my bad performance. I hope my punishment wont be too harsh
SUN 28. November
Yesterday with my failed performance I not only missed cam-time... I missed playtime too. I am heartbroken about that. So I just had a short cleanup.. locked myself in the cage again.. and got a 1day lockup timer. The following night was terrible.
Why do I report mainly how my nights are going?
During longer chastity the problems don’t occur during the day. In daytime I have work and distraction. During daytime I can rearrange a pinching cage. My problems occur during nighttime. I wake up every few hours because of painful erections. During a good night I wakeup, wait for the erection to fade away and try to sleep again.
This night I woke up by the pain of an restricted erection... but it didn’t fade away.
I was just in despair: the erection didn’t fade, pain wont go away, the blood flow was restriced, my balls turned blueish. After some time I got out of bed to catch an icepack. Now I slowly got some relief. With painful balls you really don’t have naughty dreams or thoughts.. you just want the pain to end. So please don’t tell me “just think of something other”.. that wont work.
About my other condition.. the cumleaking.. I will post a separate blog entry.
MON 29.Nov
Yesterday I discussed with my keyholder my work schedule for the upcoming week. I have a really important meeting on Tuesday… and Miss Sophie was so generous to grand an unlocking so I could attend that meeting uncaged. It may seem silly.. but after 10day of continuous lockup I am so excited about the perspective of a few hours without my chastity cage.
I got already my key permissions activated. Its just the lockup timer that denies me to open the lock. Now I can watch the timer tick down.. and on Tuesday 15:30 I can unlock myself!
TUE 30. November
My Night Shift was busy.. every 30minutes the phone was ringing and I hurried around.. no time to sit down, relax or even think about my locked condition. After the shift I was so tired and exhausted. all i could do was to lay down and sleep. Midday I woke up by some arousal in my cage. Now it was time for some food and a shower. I was able to book an appointment for my hairdresser at 14:00. so my daylooked like this:
locked to the barber first, then rushing back home, unlocking and commuting to the administration meeting. Finally after some cleaning and shaving the hardest part.. to put the cage on again. My Birthday is on December 5th. Do you think I will get my next unlocking then?
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secretly tied
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Posted:Nov 20, 2021 3:03 am
Last Updated:Aug 3, 2023 9:13 am 2178 Views
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Miss Sophie wants me to practice with the rope harness a bit. I should put it on and wear it for a few hours under my clothes.... rope underwear so to speak..
I wonder how that will feel when I wear it during lunch.. i will take care that it wont be noticed.. its my little secret
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Rope harness
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Posted:Nov 15, 2021 2:58 am
Last Updated:Nov 23, 2021 3:13 am 1968 Views
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Some time at home.. enough time to try some ropework on me. It isnt easy .. i have to practice and learn.. here is my first result.
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