13 truly the most CURSED of numbers
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Posted:Sep 19, 2018 10:46 pm
Last Updated:Oct 13, 2021 8:32 pm 3706 Views
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Dragon Guesses 13 is indeed an unlucky number
it is truly a cursed number
Dragon has been on here 13 yrs though she was away last 3 as all she cared for had left
Dragon returned and as time past old friends returned and she was happy though still missing the most special of ones
The one she has cared about since her first day.
then she returned and dragon was happy, though a few humps we started to reconnect.
Then it all vanished, dragon accused by people she thought knew her of vile things.
accused that dragon could never care about another really or truly
that Dragon just wanted a single thing.
Seems 13 years of dragon was forgotten as if never existed.
Now the "friend"will nor talk. will not let the dragon in to even show her concern.
she has a twisted mind and has forgotten the hell the Dragon has been through with her.
The Dragon had never fled or ran away, was always there.
But enough is enough
13 years of giving a damn ends HERE and NOW
The Beast roams and is back. Screw anyone who even dares too read this, Dragon no longer cares
Dragon is here for Dragon and what takes her fancy, screw anyone who does not like it.
DRAGON DOES NOT CARE
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Clic's and pisant lil napoleons
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Posted:Oct 21, 2013 9:04 pm
Last Updated:Sep 19, 2018 11:01 pm 65518 Views
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Time once again to vent on people and rooms on here who feel they are better than others
People and rooms that claim they hold themselves above the drama of others and other rooms
When really all they are are ones with a Napoleonic complex
but wait that is giving them too much credit
They just talk the talk but can never walk the walk.
You make one or 2 comments about how a roo m is and you get banned
You do not need to mention peoples names
All this one id is make a comment about sex games in room when all they are doing is playing cards
This one said she had expected sex games in the room but that was ridiculous
I was told to leave
I did and surprise surprise surprise I am banned.
This from a room that claims for first infringement you get a warning and continual infringements you get banned
apparently TIME does fly there because they are one and same
One really shouldn't be suprised considering the person who runs the room has started up so many rooms over time just so she can be in charge and keep up her power games
She even changed room name so SHE was now shown as in charge
The room I mention and WARN everyone to avoid and the lil napoleons running it is
Chaos and Sin room
so endith the lesson
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a line in the sand
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Posted:Dec 22, 2012 9:43 pm
Last Updated:Aug 24, 2018 9:16 pm 70142 Views
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This is a reposting from another profile of mine
since i have returned to my roots i thought should bring it along
EVERYONE take not and beware the wrath of Kerensky
A Line in The Sand
Ok people i have just about had enough.
The people who know me and count to me know me for Who I am.
You know me for What I am.
You also know this has and always WILL be me.
I have tried to set things right.
I have tried to make peace.
I have bared my soul to try to put things right.
And what have i got for my troubles.
Nothing but Derision,Spite and getting my ass given to me for voicing my opinion and venting.
My friends i KNOW and understand you mean well and tell me these things for what you think is my own good.
Point is, This is me, this is who i have always been and is how i have always been.
I have tried to change and be what others want, I have tried to put things right.
As Usual I am the only one who wants things right.
Well ENOUGH is ENOUGH
I will NOT have my Honesty and Integrity and Friendship questioned anymore
This ENDS NOW
As ol Will Travis did at the Alamo
I am drawing a line in the sand
This is who I am.
This is what I am.
You all have know this is me and has been this way for 8 years
The Time has Come ....
Either CROSS the line and accept me for WHO I AM
or JUST Leave me THe HELL ALONE.
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The Dragon returns to Capestrano
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Posted:Jan 20, 2012 11:16 pm
Last Updated:Oct 13, 2021 8:37 pm 74962 Views
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Yes this a repeat of an earlier post from 4 years past
It just happens to DECLARE again what is NOW
The time has come where the Dragon returns to her true form,
Forever is gone the facade she put up for others
The Dragon has been in Hibernation, in transformation,
Finally after 2 years of Hell the true Dragon emerges
THE BITCH IN BLACK IS BACK
The Dragon returns to the old ways, where Dragons ruled and they were worshipped,
She returns to the days where what the dragon wanted was all that mattered
Yes the Dragon ends up alone,
But alone the Dragon can no longer CARE, LOVE OR DESIRE
Alone the Dragon will never again be HURT
The Bitch in Black is Back an pity help you all,
because the Dragon no longer cares
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A Return to my Roots
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Posted:Jan 20, 2012 11:10 pm
Last Updated:May 2, 2024 9:28 pm 72435 Views
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This is just a notification in case people dont read my profile for whatever reason
YES the Dragon has returned to capistramo
I have returned to my beginning
I have not come full circle but have returned to where i was always happiest and people seemed to accept me the most
Am hoping by returning to my beginnings things may improve as a whole
I will still respond to all my other nics , i am still the same person.
I just need this ressurrection
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A Broken Empty Heart
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Posted:Jan 6, 2008 9:32 pm
Last Updated:Oct 13, 2021 8:35 pm 74434 Views
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These past few days people may have noticed a difference in me , not my usual bubbly self.
Well>>>>> LIVE WITH IT
IT WILL PASS
I lost someone here who meant a lot to me on December 26 th and am trying to cope in my way
Her Nic was "starlet13"
She ,meant the world to me an many others and is sorely missed but remebered with much love.
The world is a little bit lonelier but heaven is a lothappier place
Star taught me that distance means nothing whenone shares a common soul, that maybe online but closer is in a persons heart, that one does not need to cyber to truly appreciate anothers body, mind and soul, star was the world to me and
Now a little part of me is gone forever,
A little of that part of me that cares
The part of me that loves
The part of me who knows there is a place and one
The part of me that has compassion and feelings
THE DRAGON HAS FADED THAT LITTLE BIT MORE FROM THIS WORLD
She feels lost ansd doomed to roam this cursed earth for time immortal
Star had held my soul, my heart and one day would have been my body,she was a very sick woman but would always bring a smile to my faxce by just saying hello in rooms, to bring a flutter to my heart whenever i saw hercome in or waiting
Star we talked for hours about anything and was lost in each other, we got each other, what very few ever have of me, You may have dissapeared for a while an i thouhght you lost but when i found you were still fighting i was enlivened again
Now you have passed from us all and its hard, I lie broken, dispondent and unsure,
Star you are an always were my light and i will never forget you
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Fed Up and Frustrated
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Posted:Nov 15, 2007 9:38 pm
Last Updated:Nov 25, 2018 2:22 pm 74260 Views
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I have been finding of late people i regarded as frinds regardless of distance and taste seem to be turning away from me without rhyme or reason or not even a word.
People i thought i meant something to shun me , or just dont seem to care anymore and dissapear to others
Each to our opwn idiosyncracies, our desires but thought i meant more to them.
To Any and all who deem to judge, gauge or tell me what I am or should do
I DONT GIVE A DAMN WHAT OTHERS THINK TO HELL WITH THEM ALL
This IS ME,
LOVE ME
LIVE WITH IT
OR
JUST LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE
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Friendship
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Posted:Sep 7, 2007 9:19 pm
Last Updated:Nov 13, 2018 5:04 pm 74830 Views
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This week gone past, i found a whole new meaning to the word friendship and how freely and dearlymine is held.
I found i have on here the most wonderful and caring of friends, beyond anything i could imagine.
Friends who could see i was making a mistake and decided to get together between themselves and see what they could do to put theyre friend right.
Friends who cared enough beyond words on a screen who sought me outy and took me aside to show me that though i may not always see am always loved and have people who are concerned and care for me.
The show of love and support bought the dragon to tears that people would put teh chance of our friendship on the line to put me back on track.
I thankyou all and dont dare try to name you all or send personal messages to all just know you all mean everything and even more to me.
I will single out dancer and her Sir..Cas
You took me by the horns and said to hell with consequences and told me what i needed to hear regardless of what may happen
THAT IS WHAT TRUE FRIENDSHIP IS
A person could ask not for anything more
Thankyou for being you
Love you evryone
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Am I Truly Cursed
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Posted:Jul 5, 2007 12:01 am
Last Updated:Sep 14, 2017 11:43 pm 74489 Views
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A year has just past from what i thought was one of the best days of my life,
A year since She and I finally accepted what we both had felt but wouldnt act on..
And what a year its been
Am back to where it began but worse as now i dont even have her as a friend.
Am so cursed cannot curb my brain and mouth and just go with the heart.
I do not apologise to anyone for wearing my heart on my sleeve so to speak, but feels Cursed for being me.
Feels that if all that wasnt curse enough, i find am weighed down a 100 times more.
Wonders and has always wondered WHY She even cared for me, desireed me or wanted to know me,
Wonders because i continually asked myself the same question and still do.
How 2 people could feel that way about the other when BOTH knew that the chance of Ever meeting and actually getting to touch or kiss the other, to carress what till then had only been in our dreams,
Wonders how She still wanted me a part of her and i wanting her a part of my life.
OUR MANY FIGHTS AND SPLITS SHOULD HAVE MADE IT SO EASY TO NOT CARE.
Was only ever a fantasy a dark desire, maybe a
Forlorn Hope that one day fates might blow our way and get glimpse of heaven,
But no still cannot forget or pass her through my mind.
The brain says move on, friends say move on,
But the Heart says Nay,
The impossible Dream just will not Fade....
Am I Truly Cursed ..and not just a line
Feels Forever is going to be a long Time
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Her
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Posted:Jul 4, 2007 11:46 pm
Last Updated:Aug 24, 2018 11:05 pm 73757 Views
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"I Did But See Her Passsing By"
"But I Will Love Her tiil the Day I Die"
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