Which one will they choose
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Posted:Jun 28, 2020 7:58 am
Last Updated:Jun 29, 2020 3:23 am 5974 Views
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As I kneel there with my head tilted down and arms folded behind my back I await the next command come. I know what is coming, something stop from talking, from asking questions. Something help show my place.
I know those commanding (or perhaps one if one takes control of the room) have 4 choices of what shove in my mouth.
Will it be the regular sized black ballgag.....
Will it be the bigger sized red ballgag......
Will it be the panel gag/head harness (with ballgag behind the panel....
Or will it be the o-ring gag with attached nipple clamps....
While I wait for the decision come I know I have no say, I know whichever comes with the command will be the one that goes in. I know its my place leave it in til told to remove it.
The anticipation of it is killer, kneeling and waiting to accept my fate. But I am really accepting my fate, no, I accepted it when I knelt on the ground and committed to where my place is.
Kisses,
Courtney
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Weight loss and enjoyment
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Posted:Jun 26, 2020 5:46 am
Last Updated:Jun 26, 2020 2:24 pm 5821 Views
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I am officially 20 lbs lighter than I was last time I was on cam, I am super happy with myself for being able do so.
I am feeling an excitement for being able get on cam for everyone that I haven’t felt in a long time.
And also feel like in today’s age I need to put this, I don’t ask for or anything, I just like get on cam and have fun and good conversation, that’s it.
I don’t expect anything more than just enjoyment all around. I look forward having fun with everyone as you have fun with 😛😘
Kisses
Courtney
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So close
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Posted:Jun 24, 2020 7:32 am
Last Updated:Jun 24, 2020 9:26 am 6244 Views
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A week from tomorrow I get to be on cam and dress and have fun. The thought of being in 6in heels and leather/pvc for hours is almost too much to bear right now.
I know others out there know the feeling of wanting to do it but having to wait. The anticipation is killer. Then add on the feeling of leather cuffs on my ankles and wrists and other toys being used.
The next 7 days are going to be slowwwww
Kisses, Courtney
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Predicament bondage
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Posted:Jun 18, 2020 9:03 am
Last Updated:Jun 19, 2020 8:33 am 5725 Views
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I view a lot of predicament bondage as being put in a situation where you pretty much have choose some type of “discomfort” lol. I think most know what I am talking about and have either seen pics or vids showing what I mean.
My question for the masses is twofold....what are your thoughts on this type of bondage?.....and does anyone have any suggestions on how put this type of bondage into effect on cam when your on your own???
Kisses,
Courtney
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Sub positions
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Posted:Jun 16, 2020 10:50 am
Last Updated:Jun 17, 2020 3:12 am 5805 Views
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Someone who frequents my blog posted on her blog about sub positions and people’s thoughts and it got me thinking quite a bit so I thought write my own.
It feels like the importance of sub positions, kneeling as the most common example, has kind of been being phased out. Personally I don’t like this, I find the importance of sub positions very high in both control and discipline.
I can’t help but be reminded of a movie from a number of years ago called “secretary”. Mainstream bdsm we’ll before 50 shades. Anyway, the sub in the movie is told to sit at a desk with her hands on the desk til told otherwise, all the way to the point of peeing herself in the chair. This to screams discipline and control.
it’s a small example of the importance of these positions and the need for them be in our lifestyle. Because they are definitely meaningful us subs.
Kisses,
Courtney
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Sudden Arousal
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Posted:Jun 13, 2020 6:15 am
Last Updated:Jun 14, 2020 7:23 am 9014 Views
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As I lay there on the basement floor (lucky for me carpet) I wonder about the predicament I have gotten into. The clothes I was wearing locked on, the maids dress locked at the neck. The wrist cuffs locking the long gloves on. The ankle cuffs locking the 6" heels and stockings on. The chain connecting my ankles and the chain connecting my wrists and the chain connecting them together a constant reminder of where I belong. The collar locked on telling me of my place.
I lay there on the ground trying to gain a little bit of sleep in my predicament, the plug in my sissy pussy always present in my mind at that time. A constant arousal while its there but knowing that a proper sissy can not and will not touch itself without permission from proper authorities, my sissy cock doesnt belong to me I remind myself, it belongs to others.
Then as soon as I start to drift off to sleep on the floor someone turns the vibrating plug on. My sissy pussy starts to get aroused which makes me aroused, but remember no one told you that you could do anything. So all I can do is lay there squirming and moaning as the vibrations get stronger and stronger.
Then as sudden as it started it stops leaving me laying there now fully awake wishing for more, but knowing its not my sissy place to want more, thats for others to decide.
And like clockwork the second I start to drift off again it starts again.....
Kisses,
Courtney
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How long????
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Posted:Jun 10, 2020 6:13 am
Last Updated:Jun 10, 2020 2:45 pm 8407 Views
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How long have you spent gagged and what kind of gag?????
I am curious about some honest answers, in the past I’ve tried do better with length. The longest I’ve been able go with a ballgag was only like an hour and a half. I don’t know if that’s pretty good or kind of amateur.
Would love hear from others on their experiences and see how much I need up my game.
Kisses
Courtney
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Confidence and Cam
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Posted:Jun 8, 2020 4:55 pm
Last Updated:Jun 9, 2020 2:56 am 7123 Views
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So the last few times I have been on cam for people my confidence has not been great, anyway who has watched can tell. And I think that was making it not fun for me and not fun for anyone else.
With some weight lose, 15 lbs so far from last time i was on cam, and continuing I have regained my confidence of old and not just looking at myself and thinking fat and ugly and why would anyone want to watch you when you dont want to watch yourself.
But no more with that, I feel better about myself and think it will show on cam and make the experience not only better for me but for all those that watch. When I see people on cam its always the ones who are having fun that get the most viewers.
First week of July is the next time i plan to cam, July 2, 3, and 4, those nights. Come and have fun because I know I will be.
Kisses,
Courtney
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