Goodbye
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Posted:Dec 17, 2016 9:48 pm
Last Updated:May 8, 2024 7:33 am 4320 Views
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do i stay
should i go
who am i to say
when my heart hurts so
the pain
the tears
all the years
of never letting go
will i ever love again
will i ever be free to be me again
i try to move on
i try to spend each day not thinking of you
you are with her as free as a bird
i am caged like a lion wanting to break out
at night i look at the stars in the sky
wondering what went wrong
where do we go from here
my heart skips a beat
my head says no
you are a danger to my well being
how do i break away
just to let go
the years gone by
too many to count
not to give love another try
but in the end it's just my final goodbye
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On My Mind
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Posted:Dec 17, 2016 9:46 pm
Last Updated:Dec 17, 2016 9:49 pm 4296 Views
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a tug of the hair
hand around the throat
a whisper in the ear
"Mine" is all i hear
the graze of your hand
the touch of your lips
knowing who owns me
is the peace within
the monster in you
comes to life
provoking me always with
a glimmer in your eyes
cuffs on the wrists
chained to a bed
a blindfold, a gag
what lays ahead
whips, floggers and paddles
pleases you so
the subbie in me
knows whats in tow
a white ass for pleasing
waiting to be warmed
holding thy's breath
for whats in store
a flick of the wrist
a slap on the ass
harder and faster
the tears come at last
one last whip
the cane comes across
Master whispers good girl
as he cuddles her close
cuddling snuggling
chills come and go
a smile on your face
knows i pleased you so
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A Sweet Experience.
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Posted:Dec 17, 2016 9:42 pm
Last Updated:Feb 3, 2017 9:15 pm 5703 Views
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I sit at work thinking about how tedious my day is going to be. Another boring day at the office. As the day drags on
I wonder if it will get any better. I listen to the clock on the wall tick tock tick tock the hands of time
barely moving. All of a sudden i hear the buzz of my cell phone, wondering if it is him. Should i look at it.
I pick up my cell phone and dial in the passcode click on Yahoo Messanger to see who it is. Yes it is my Sir.
My heart skips a beat. He's checking on me. That makes me smile. But today instead of checking on me he sending
me a message. A very sexual message. He is telling me what he is going to do to me. Telling me how he's going to
pull on my tits making my nipples hard, how he is going to rub my clit, how he is under my desk tasting me eating me
taking me right here and now. He tells me how he is going to smack my ass hard as he fucks me. As I read what he writes
to me my breathing becomes shallow. My heart is racing. i feel a tightening in my chest that goest to my stomach and
groin.
My pussy juices start flowing as I read it. I can feel my nipples rise on my breast getting nice and hard and my pussy
starts to contract as I read his writing. By this point I am so sexually arroused and I am unable to do anything about it,
as I am at work. I grind into my chair trying to find some sort of release but it doesnt help. I don't know if
anybody around me can see in a difference in my appearance. My face is flush and now i can't even concentrate on my work
as I am desparately wishing that i could get myself off at this point. Still over three hours of work left. This is going
to be a very long afternoon.
As the day goes on my Sir R. writes me again stating he has a task for me. I wonder what this task will be as so far
he has not asked anything hard of me. "Sir may I ask what my task shall be?" I can almost here the gentle laughter as he
knows that what he is going to ask me, will embarrass me. "Lil one" he says, "I want you to get a package of anal plugs
and gun oil." I gasp as i hear his request. I dare say no as I may be punished. "Yes Sir." I say. "I will get that for you,
but how do I know what I need." He tells me that the person at the store will assist me and to make sure I ask to see the
items, to feel them, to make sure it is what i need. Sir tells me that it will be very flexible and the Gun Oil works
sensational.
The rest of the day goes on with a blur as I am unable to concentrate. Five O'clock can't come soon enough. I am
unsure why I feel like this but I can't wait to go to the store and check out the anal plugs. My pussy is so wet,
drenching my undies and pants, my nipples tight. I pack up my desk shortly before five o'clock so when that time comes
I can punch and leave. Putting the stores address into my cell phone, I navigate there, not being able to get there
fast enough. I driver faster then I normally do, swerving in and out of traffic.
I pull into the driveway and there is a guy outside the door smoking a cigarette right outside the door. Hoping that
he is not the only employee as this would be very embarrassing. I gather my composure before getting out of the car,
knowing I can do this. I get out of the car and slowly walk towrds the guy. As I approach him, he puts out his cigerette
and holds the door open for me. "Thank you Sir." I say. He follows me inside and of course he asked "Is there something
I can help You find." God should I tell him it will be so embarrassing but knowing I have to get them. I don't make eye
contact. "Yes Sir, I need to see the anal plugs." He walks me over to the section of the room showing me all the
different kinds they have. I went there looking for a certain kind but could not find them on the display so of course
now I have to go to the counter and ask him if he has the ones I originally came to see. I pull up the internet on my
phone and ask "Do you happen to have these." He looks at my phone and says "No." So I ask "Can you please check the
surrounding stores." "Yes" he says.
As he is making the phone calls I walk around the store seeing all sorts of items. Dildo's, vibrators, leg spreaders
hand cuffs, videos, longerie, strap on's, everything to do with sex. I have never been in a sex shop before as this
is a first for me. I am overwelmed with everything that is in there.
They do have my second choice in stock so I go and grab them while he makes the phone calls. Of course three guys come
into the store while I am waiting, not together, but separately. As I am holding the anal plugs. My pussy is wet and I know
I need to release. While he is making the phone calls. I let each guy go ahead of me. As the last guy leaves the store
the gentleman behind the counter tells me, "Nobody has them in stock." He asks, "Will that be all. I say "No." "I need Gun
Oil also." Of course I didnt know what kind I needed as there are different kinds. He puts them on the counter and I
Yahoo Messanger my Sir asking which one I need to get. He tells me. My Sir then asks, "Are the anal plugs flexible?"
Unsure if they are or not I have to ask the gentleman behind the counter if he can take them out of the package so I can
see them. He gives me an exquisitive look but goes in back. Wonders if I said something wrong, why would he leave. He
comes back with hand sanitizer and asks for my hands. I reach over the counter and he squirts the cool gel into my hands.
I massage it in as he pulls out the small anal plug and hands it to me. Yes its very flexible bends and moves. I chat
my Sir and let him know it is flexible. I end up getting them.
The whole car ride home all I can think about is trying to get the small one into my anal. Of course now I am getting
turned on even more. I rub my crotch as I drive down the highway. The guy in the store told me to use antibacterial
soap to clean them so another stop at the store.
I pull into the parking lot and thinks this will be quick, but then decides I need food to keep me well nurished.
I walk up and down the isles puting items in my basket but not even really paying attention to what I am grabbing.
Upon getting to the checkout line there is a long line. Thinking to myself why can't stores open up more checkout lanes.
Another $100.00 later and I am loading the groceries into the car. I cant wait to get home to check out my new toys.
I am only 10 minutes from the house now. I can wait the extra few minutes. I drive rather quickly to the house thinking
I will run in, let the dogs out and go out to the car and grab my toys and groceries. But a surprise was waiting for me
when I unlocked the door as my roommate came back from her trip early. Thinking to myself damm I will never get off at
this rate. My heart is pounding, my pussy aches with need, my cunt is dripping white creamy milky precum, my nipples are
hard and I am hot and flustered.
So as I sit in the kitchen talking to my roommate wondering if she will ever go to bed. I am just getting more and more
sexually flustered. She tells me she is going to take a shower so that is the perfect chance to go back out to the car
and grab my toys.
I bring them into the house and place them in my small 4 wall bedroom. nothing in there but a bed and a nightstand.
I put the toys to the side and go back out into the kitchen. Maybe I will get lucky and she will go to bed early.
All of a sudden my email is going off. It is Sir asking me if I made it home and if I got everything. Smiling into
the phone I type yes everything is good. He says "Thats good and is what you got what I described." "Yes Sir it is."
"Good girl" he says.
"Are you alone?" he asks. "No Sir my roommate is home and she is still awake." He types "Can you still play with yourself?"
"Yes Sir I can. I can go in the bedroom, shut the door and turn on the radio but i have to be very quiet. You see I am
a screamer, a moaner, I am loud when it comes to sex." He types back "That is a good thing." He tells me he is going to
call me so be ready in 5 minutes. Whats he going to ask me to do as we never talked on the phone before. Yes we text
but never spoken. Wonders what he sounds like. I start to get nervous, blushing, heart racing, getting all tingly. I
turn on the radio and hopefully it is loud enough for my room mate not to hear. The phone rings it's Sir. Should I
answer it. I better as I dont want him being disappointed in me. I answer the phone barely a whisper "Hello Sir." I hear
on the other end of the line in a deep voice almost sounds like a growl. "Hello Lil one, how are you tonight." Listening to
that voice my heart races, my stomach tightens, butterflies instantly in my stomach. Oh i so love his voice. it sends
chills through me.
Country music playing in the background listening to mostly male singers while we talk. Sir asks me what I am wearing.
undies and a t-shirt I respond. He growls "take them off" and then he gets louder "TAKE THEM OFF NOW!" I know it's not a
request but an order. I set down the phone quickly remove shirt, bra, and panties. I pick up the phone "Sir I have done as
you asked I am sitting here on my bed completely naked. I here a snicker "good girl. Lil one I now want you to rub yourself
as if your were getting a massage. You are not allowed to play with yourself just rub yourself." As my finger slowly move
over my chest down my stomach over my thighs and back up again I feel a very need in my groins. Over and over I rub myself.
slowly, seductively. I hear Sir's voice in the phone again say "I want you to pinch your nipples really hard. I want
you to pull them." I am already getting somewhat off on my massages as my breathing has changed my hips are squirming on
the bed, I am moaning but I do as Sir ask me to. I moan even louder as I play with my nipples pulling them kneeding them
pinching them making them nice and hard moaning hard. "Sir may I please play with myself I am getting really wet and I
want to cum." "NO" he says "You may not CUM."
I am so hot now it's not even funny. I want more I want to cum but I am not allowed to. Sir tells me "I want you to rub
your cunt but do not finger yourself do not insert a finger only rub the outter lips of your cunt. Do you understand
what i am telling you?" "Yes Sir I understand." I whisper. "SAY IT. SAY IT OUT LOUD" he growls. "YES SIR I UNDERSTAND;
i rub around my pussy with my right hand as my left hand stills massage my chest. I hear Sir say take long strokes but
do not enter your cunt." I do as he says my hips are now rising off the bed, my eyes are closed, my breathing is very
irregular. Not sure what I am wanting I am begging for more... more what? "Please Sir may I cum." "NO" he says "No you may
not cum. Continue rubbing but do not enter your finger into your cunt. I want you to tell me how wet you are." "Sir I am
very wet my pussy is leaking I want more." "Yes dear I know you do. I want you to run your fingers through your juices but
do not enter them. I want you to rub your fingers around your anal area but do not enter it. I want you nice and wet."
he says in a deeper voice.
I am feeling things I have never felt before, my body is tingling almost a numb sensation. My breathing is irregular,
trying to breath, thinking I am holding my breath, my pussy is aching with need, my vaginia is pulsating, my ass is feeling
things it has never felt before. He says i"I want you to stick just the tip of your finger into your beautiful ass for me.
nothing more no further can you do that?"
"Yes Sir I can." I say. Moaning as I enter it circling around and around just the tip. My other hand massaging my breast
massaging my cunt not allowed to touch my clit or insert a finger. My head is now swimming I am thrashing on the bed
wanting more wanting to cum I ask again "Sir please may I cum." "No you may not. I want you to stick your finger further
into your ass dont move it in or out but twirl it." "Yes Sir" I do as he says. The sensation of my swirling my finger in my
ass is almost putting me over the edge. My breathing god am I breathing is so irregular. I am moaning loud now. My pussy
juices leaking out of me. Looks like a guy came inside of me but that is my pussy juices. My moaning is loud now i can't
hold my cum much longer i cry out begging for release.
"Please Sir may I cum Please PLEASE Sir Please let me cum Please Sir i cant hold it in any more please let me cum." Begging
pleading, wanting god if he says no I won't be able to hold it. I am going to come even if he says no. Please don't say No.
"Yes i will let you release but you have to do as i say." "Yes Sir I will do as you say." "It will be hard and dont
release until i tell you to" He tells me to release. As I release, I am moaning and crying out into the phone. I hear "that's
my good girl. Now I want you to pinch your clit Pinch it hard and don't release it until I tell you to."
Not sure what he means I pinch it, pinch it hard. I squirt my cunt juices out all over the bed all over me multiple
orgasams over and over cumming so hard, screaming, my stomach never felt this tight before, my legs never stiffened so hard
before' my toes turn white as I clench them into a ball. Cumming and cumming and cumming OH FUCK! YES! FUCK YES! THIS FEELS
SO FUCKING GOOD! OH FUCK SIR! OH GOD! YES GOD! CUMMING! Until there is nothing left in me. Cumming hard. My juices squirting
all over me all over the bed. Soaking everything around me. I must have came over five times. Just squirting over and over.
I never came like this before. I am panting, I am spent, I feel wonderful. I smile into the phone "Thank You Sir. Thank You
for letting me Cum!"
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The Shower
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Posted:Dec 16, 2016 3:20 pm
Last Updated:Jul 3, 2017 4:30 pm 5282 Views
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she steps into the bathroom, slipping the robe that kept her covered down her arms as it pools to her feet. naked like a baby she stands there. she reaches up and tugs the pony tail cloth band from her hair as her hair cascades down her back. she shivers as the cool air brushes her skin causing goose bumps. her nipples harden and she wishes only for the warmth of her Master's hands on her body, craving his touch. she bends over and raising the knob to the tub as the water streams outward. swallowing in the hot steam around her.
she steps into the tub one foot at a time and and closes the purple shower curtain. closing her eyes she goes under the water as the warmth runs over her tender skin. she savors in the hot steamy shower as her fingers glide over her breast, kneading them over and over. she thinks it is her Masters hands on her breast she slides her right hand down to her nub and rolls it between her thumb and index finger as her left hand continues to work on her breast massaging it gently as moans come from her mouth. whimpering the words Master. over and over.
her star tender from earlier the water makes it feel so good over the sensitive spot. the waterfall caresses her face as she wiggles a finger into her tight pussy sliding it in and out in and out her walls clamp around her finger her anal puckers from what is missing.. the jeweled plug she had in earlier. wishing it was still there but knowing she had to take it out to give her little star hole a break and be cleaned. her fingers grasp her own as as her fingers work in and out in and out she puts a foot on the edge of the tub as the momentum builds. her body quivering under the flow of water. wanting to feel more and more crying out oh yes yes as the burning in her stomach rises. her toes curl into tight little balls her stomach feels like a giant knot her lips dry as she licks them and the shower splaters over her mouth gasping oh god yes Master . please please she begs wanting more and more wanting relief from the intense pressure of the steamy shower.
not wanting to cum yet she slows down and washes her hair rinsing it throughly and puts conditioner in it while she soaps up a loofa and runs it over her body.. imaging it is her Masters hands washing her. slowly she caresses her body her breasts teasin her nipples as she moans and whimpers taking extra care of her folds of her pussy and ass then her legs running it over slowly feeling the tingles build, oh please Master she cries out Make your slut cum...
as the soap rinses from her she again kneeds her breast focusing on her nipples the more she pinches and pulls at them the more her pussy aches to be used and abused her clit burns with a fire to be tortured her flingers slide to her clit and pussy she massages her clit fiercely and enters her fingers back into her pussy grinding them against her walls. she dry humps her hand as the pressure builds and builds her body trembles she feels as if her legs will collapse as she falls into the wall in a earth mind boggling orgasam she creams her hand with her juices as the flow down her leg in a earthquaking valcanic rupture. she screams out Master Master oh god Master im cumming for you... oh yessss oh yeessssss oh god yess wanting and needing more and more as wave after wave of liquid spews from her body until she crumbles to her knees in the tub unable to stand she cries not of pain but from her body exploding.. for her Master
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what a slave or submissive is ..means to me...
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Posted:Dec 16, 2016 3:18 pm
Last Updated:May 8, 2024 7:33 am 4929 Views
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Being submissive comes from within, and when a girl feels it true to her heart and soul, it illuminates outward. It does not make her weak, nor does it make her equal. to submit and give up complete control is the ultimate gift a submissive can give to another.
It means to let go and trust that the person she is giving that power to and will have her best interest at heart. to guide and nurture her and not to destroy her, but to lift her up. to serve one, is not a selfish act. she puts others before her own needs. she does not think of herself first, but Him. she wants to please him in every aspect. she thinks of His own needs before her own. It is a part of who she is.
They give up all aspects of their life, not just a part of it which includes all of a Masters decisions. she does this willingly, without any thought to it because she has faith in that the person she relinquishes this to and that person will always have her best interest at heart.
this is not a game or a joke, she lives it 24/7, more subtle in public, but always a slave to her Master. it does not matter if they are eating, sleeping, watching tv. It is not a case where she feels like it one day, but not the next. she is a natural, she does not have to try to be a slave. the way she talks, and acts, will shine through if she is "at heart" a slave.
She gives up all her limits to her Master. Trusting again and having faith knowing He will push her limits, but will not abuse her limits. Helping her grow as a slave.
She always puts her Master before her, His needs, and desires. Her only goal is to please Him and Make Him Happy and comfortable, to care for Him. By pleasing Him and seeing to His comfort, she also pleases herself.
she entrusts in Him her mind, soul, body, heart, actions as He sees fit, not to hinder her, but to make her a better person, to bring happiness to His household.
Being told what to do and doing what she is told is an over powering feeling and respect she has to her Master. to bend to His will is what she craves the most. What she needs. it is not about kneeling on the floor or how she speaks, but it is about what her Master requires her to do and what He expects out of her and how she conforms to His commands.
He Commands and she obeys. There are no 2 ways about it. she does not question His authority. she does not see Him as an equal. she just does it, and the warmth inside as she serves Him shines outward on her face and in her eyes.
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