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My Rambles

This is my bad whore confessional -my rambles, rants, wants and needs. Seeking peace and love for all.

I am so sorry master, please have mercy on me.

Lala Land
Posted:Jun 1, 2011 8:03 pm
Last Updated:Jan 14, 2021 8:10 pm
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Leave me a personal message, thought, comment - whatever.

I like silly yet thought provoking poems if you fancy a challenge.

Everything in Lala land will be private and kept as pending.

For my eyes only.


Peace and love

.
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The freedom of being a slave
Posted:Dec 11, 2010 6:59 am
Last Updated:Jun 9, 2018 4:27 pm
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I have given myself. I am a slave, a submissive, a dirty cunt to be used however my master pleases. My submission has given me freedom. The freedom to ask for what I want, the freedom to explore new ideas and experiences, the freedom to love it all and enjoy. I feel open for the first time, my desires and fantasies are no longer locked in my mind. I can feel, hurt, scream and my master is right there to share it all with me. The bond I feel with my master is of trust. He cares for me like no other, I am his precious fuck toy and he protects me and knows how to read and care for my emotions. When I submit to him I am released from the world, he is my master, he will lead the way. I no longer need to hide behind conformity. For the first time I can express my true self. In his ownership I find joy and comfort. I find pleasure and pride in pleasing him. My commitment to obedience shows respect to the one who owns me.

lala
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So whatca doing the 29th and 30th of June?
Posted:Jun 21, 2018 10:21 am
Last Updated:Jan 14, 2021 5:14 pm
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I'm going to be engaging in a little civil disobedience.

You should join us. Come the cause of justice for the little s who can't defend themselves. Separating families is diabolical. It's evil, cruel and un-American. Stand and be counted. Someday when your or grand ask you what happened and what did YOU do...You can answer with pride that you stood on the correct side of history. When injustice becomes law, resistance becomes duty.
And for all you folks who say they want to meet me in person, here's your chance. This where I'm going to be on Friday...Where are you going to be?
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Looking for a place to take out door pics...
Posted:Jun 2, 2018 1:48 pm
Last Updated:Jun 27, 2020 8:19 am
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Like a ranch or farm or something?....In the north Fl area...Let me know if you have any ideas....
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Bigotry at it's finest.
Posted:Apr 29, 2018 12:04 pm
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2018 12:04 am
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Did you know there was a congressional/ house pastor?....Indeed there is and he was asked to resign recently ( by paul ryan, speaker of the house and catholic ) for having the gall to offer a prayer in chamber to lawmakers to "guarantee that there are not winners and losers under new tax laws, but benefits balanced and shared by all Americans. And for this, he was fired.....
It seems Mr Ryan has a very loose grasp on the teachings of Jesus, the catholic church and Christianity in general. Jesus was kind of a one trick pony. Pretty much all he ever talked about was helping the poor. I could offer examples ( like Jesus casting out the money changers from the temple) but I'm afraid that the people who really need to hear that, like Mr Ryan...well it would fall on deaf ears.
Christianity has become politicized. Saying you are a christian these days is code for right wing demagogue inside the beltway.
And on another note, Rev. Patrick J. Conroy, the man who was fired is Catholic. Despite the many, many shortcomings of the Catholic church helping the poor has rarely been one on them and clergy from Catholic priests to bishops tend to have liberal views pertaining to such matters. The Vatican is pretty big on outreach to the poor as well.This doesn't fit in very well with the republican conservative mind set. Nor are some brands of Christianity very fond of Catholics traditionally. Some in the house were not very happy when a catholic was appointed in fact.
The whole thing smacks of religious bigotry and disenfranchisement of the middle and lower classes.

Matthew 19:24
Again I tell you, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for someone who is rich to enter the kingdom of God.”

So taught Jesus....Mr Ryan should listen. But he won't as the teachings of Jesus are not his goal. His goal is power, something else Jesus was very critical of.

Matthew 23:13-15
13 But woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye shut up the kingdom of heaven against men: for ye neither go in yourselves, neither suffer ye them that are entering to go in.

14 Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye devour widows houses, and for a pretense make long prayer: therefore ye shall receive the greater damnation.

15 Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye compass sea and land to make one proselyte, and when he is made, ye make him twofold more the of hell than yourselves.

So taught Jesus........
Don't be a hypocrite Mr Ryan. Jesus doesn't like it.
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Where are all these republicans?
Posted:Jul 11, 2017 9:54 pm
Last Updated:Feb 12, 2022 9:48 pm
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When I became convinced that the universe is natural-that all the ghosts and gods are myths, there entered into my brain, into my soul, into every drop of my blood, the sense, the feeling, the joy of freedom. The walls of my prison crumbled and fell, the dungeon was flooded with light, and all the bolts, and bars, and manacles became dust. I was no longer a servant, a serf, or a slave. There was for me no master in all the wide world-not even in infinite space.

I was free-free to think, to express my thoughts-free to live to my own ideal-free to use all my faculties, all my senses-free to spread imagination’s wings-free to investigate, to guess and dream and hope-free to judge and determine for myself-free to reject all ignorant and cruel creeds, all the “inspired” books that savages have produced, and all the barbarous legends of the past-free from popes and priests-free from all the “called” and “set apart”-free from sanctified mistakes and holy lies-free from the fear of eternal pain-free from the winged monsters of the night-free from devils, ghosts, and gods.

For the first time I was free. There were no prohibited places in all the realms of thought-no air, no space, where fancy could not spread her painted wings-no chains for my limbs-no lashes for my back-no fires for my flesh-no master’s frown or threat-no following another’s steps-no need to bow, or cringe, or crawl, or utter lying words. I was free. I stood erect and fearlessly, joyously, faced all worlds.

And then my heart was filled with gratitude, with thankfulness, and went out in love to all the heroes, the thinkers who gave their lives for the liberty of hand and brain-for the freedom of labor and thought-to those who proudly mounted scaffold’s stairs-to those whose flesh was scarred and torn-to those by fire consumed-to all the wise, the good, the brave of every land, whose thoughts and deeds have given freedom to the sons of men. And then I vowed to grasp the torch that they had held, and hold it high, that light might conquer darkness still.
-Col. Robert G. Ingersol, a famous Civil War colonel, Republican governor and ethical statesmen
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I just popped in for a moment
Posted:Sep 10, 2014 4:37 pm
Last Updated:Mar 9, 2017 7:43 pm
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Kinky life continues, but not so much on the internet. I visited a few of my favorite bloggers and got a taste of old times. I have missed many of you - to my surprise. I will have to admit after a few months of being away I never really thought of this community and those that I had casual acquaintance with. Yet being back reminds me what I am missing from my vanilla life offline. Kinky behind closed doors yet I get into my vanilla car, go to my vanilla job, attend the vanilla barbeque. Life just continues on normal as ever with no thrills. ALT gives you that space to be who you really are - slut and all. I relish in the feeling of letting all of you know my dirty secrets, my inner thoughts, the dirty things my master makes me do that I love, love, love (even though I would never admit it to my cubicle friends). So here is my latest ramble for you, you never know there may be more to come - just depends how I feel

Insecurity, feeling alone
wondering if ever I will feel at home
sometimes I hate, sometimes I love
the hurt is old, the story untold
Happy, content - maybe so

Wondering always
pondering yes
hoping that one day I will be my best
Realizing often that I have failed
hurting myself by lying idle
yet there I go thinking some more
I can change it forever more

Fear is there
regrets will show
plotting a life to be made just so
taking the time to come to peace
knowing this chapter is only a place

a moment in time - not a life sentence
my story as always is yet to be finished
feeling at peace with my potential to gain
hoping for changes that will only be mine
once again only a moment in time

peace and love,
lala
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Looking for a little strange
Posted:Jan 29, 2013 7:37 pm
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2018 2:58 pm
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Most often if Master and I have a play party it involves women, maybe a couple. Hardly ever do we play with single men. To my surprise Master says he thinks I need to get fucked hard by a stranger and that I need to find a "boyfriend".

A very interesting turn of events...I have been with other men but always in a couple or group sex situation. I am a little out of my element, flirting with another man. I prefer to flirt with a sexy girl. Men for some reason make me feel shy.

So not really knowing where to start here is my open invitation. My sex want ad if you will.....I am taking applications.

Looking for a non-hairy man who lives in Northeast FL. I do not need a large dick but please if you have to jerk off with two fingers rather than your whole hand just know you will be a disappointment and my suggestion is to look for a Domme to insult and torture your small penis bc I am not into that. I like to be dominated (surprise, surprise). You might just get moved to the front of the line if you are ethnic, I love a sexy black or latino man.

Send me a message or you can leave one here on the blog.

Peace and love,
lala
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Tides Change
Posted:Jan 24, 2013 7:22 pm
Last Updated:Jan 26, 2013 6:40 am
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Life goes on, tides change. Ideas become reality, on to new possibilities. Maybe a new fetish, a different kind of kink. Why not? You never know - trying new things can help you grow.

Feelings are deep and never let go, yet as time goes by you forget your woes. Feeling alone and lost in time your mind wanders and there you will find....the thoughts of unholy - the things of shame. What you want, how you feel,,,,will you say it out loud?

Freeing yourself from the conforms of your mind, those of society and glaring eyes. If having desires and dreams fulfilled, cumming five times like a filthy pig.....if these things are bad then call me a - I live on the edge and serve as he pleases. I love it and lust for his attention, demands and find happiness in his
warm strong hands.

My actions alone cannot be forgotten. He knows I'm a and molds as he likes, I have trained to do only 1/3 of his likes. A dirty no doubt yet he has continuing plans - how can he make me even more of his slave?
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Wandering Thoughts
Posted:May 15, 2012 6:45 pm
Last Updated:Jan 14, 2021 3:48 pm
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It has been some time since my last post. I discovered that although I do enjoy blogging it is not my purpose for writing. At heart I am a journal writer and writing helps me work through my thoughts, to sort out my intentions, settle on a path. When I write, I am saying it out loud. Acknowledging it to myself and getting it out of my head. Writing helps me to think more clearly....a self reflection.

Then came this website and WOW a real outlet for my writing and people read it, liked it, commented. It was fun interacting with others, meeting new people...but then I knew people were watching, waiting, asking for the next blog. I wrote to entertain and I lost what writing did for me. I gained other things but when I really looked at the situation I missed my journal. I pour my emotions into my writing and when it's done it is gone. My journal is overflowing and my blog is sitting, waiting.

In the mean time know that I am serving, pleasing, begging, and obeying just like a good little should.
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