Best Christmas gift you ever got or gave
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Posted:Dec 25, 2023 8:08 am
Last Updated:Dec 27, 2023 5:48 pm 5957 Views
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If you've been reading along
You might know that I literally
Stopped wanting Christmas presents
When I was like 9 yrs old..
No cap..I was always very self aware as a .
By then
I was old enough to really grasp how poor
My family was. We grew up on welfare and didn't have a lot.
My dad was disabled from a fall at work
So it shaped my personality.
I became the guy that didn't need anything
I became literally the guy that doesn't splurge on myself..
I live a modest lifestyle. I'm a small house kinda guy..a self professed minimalist
The best gift I got?
Probably growing up poor and realizing Christmas wasn't about everyonelse on the block getting a lot of presents..
And me? Not so much. Which might have jaded some people with jealousy.
But not me.
At age 9 i realized Christmas is about family,love,spending time together..
At 55 that sorta hits me hard.. my family is long since past.
But don't cry for me.. I still see my dad every time I watch a Christmas carol..oh how he loved watching that story.
I fondly remember my mom making a billion sugar cookies and we got to put cake icing on top for decoration..
I'll never forget my big bro Tim. He died a horrible death to skin cancer
Best gift given?
You probably gonna think it's something silly..I used to work at toysrus..so it might be a cabbage patch doll? A furby? A tickle me Elmo?
Did I play Santa and give a some hard to get toy?
Nahh..
My childhood shaped me into who I am today..
You might see me as an insensitive prick..
But I'm also the guy that would take off a shirt,a coat if you were freezing.
Me? I'm tough..I don't mind being cold
All I care about is you being warm.
I became a giver..because my needs are few..
The best gift I ever gave?
My parents were poor..they drove a beater car,it had holes in the floorboard..,the local mechanic that hooked them up with cheap repairs to keep it going...sorta stopped
Twenty years ago I used 10,000 and bought them a car. I literally emptied my bank account ..
Bamn dropped 10 g like it was nothing..
did that make me a big shot?
Did that make me the man? Dropping that thick wad of cash?
Was I rich? Was I a professional? Did I drive a new car myself?
No..no..and
No
Did I ever have 10 grand in my bank account ever again?
Nope..
I gave cause
For once in my damn life
I could
I'm a giver..and i freely gave..didnt hestitate for one second
Money means little to me..
Cause I grew up poor.
And it was the greatest thing I have ever done..
Finally my parents could just breathe
and for once not worry about that damn old car..
Finally for once...they didn't have to be
Poor
It was my way of thanking them for all the did for me.
Some people become jaded over material things..
And it shifts and twist them into horrible people..
It becomes their whole focus in life..
Maybe then
It was better to grow up poor.
Remember my humble blog this Christmas
And hug your family
Realise what Christmas is really about..
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Mild to wild..just how extreme can the lifestyle get
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Posted:Dec 24, 2023 4:58 am
Last Updated:Dec 24, 2023 7:38 am 6231 Views
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Since this is a lifestyle website..
As people are prone to mention
I pondered what is really your lifestyle limits..
What is the your best bdsm story / experience or how extreme could you really go...providing ofcourse money wasnt a big deal or society actually was cool with public bdsm
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Easiest way to get a guy/ girl
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Posted:Dec 23, 2023 8:23 am
Last Updated:Dec 23, 2023 10:31 am 6289 Views
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The easiest way to get a guy??
Pay him attention..
The easiest way to get a woman?
Ignore her..
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Fixing chad by fixing you..ladies..
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Posted:Dec 23, 2023 7:09 am
Last Updated:Dec 23, 2023 7:30 am 6496 Views
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First the world works in patterns.
You don't have to be an apple
Genius
To see them..
You just need to open your eyes..
A blogger asked is it normal to be drawn to the dark side of men.
So I thought I
Your humble narrator
Would give women the
Ultimate Christmas present..
Advice
You are drawn to the dark side/ the bad boy/ the alpha male..
Cause..
He doesn't need you.
He's not " damaged",he doesn't need to be fixed.
He's just not ready to be "boy slotted"(@ i need to copyright that term)
1.status
Women on the other hand operate in a group dynamic..in 2 or 3..friends...in a bigger less intimate group of women.
Much like someone that grew up in a large family..
Your all equal..but you want to stand out. You want attention.
You want something your siblings cant have. You want to stand out
It's almost like this insane contest to see who can get the biggest and brightest.
Maybe that is why you fast track the need for a relationship or commitment..your afraid all the " big screen tvs will be gone on black Friday "
So in essence ladies you can easily pull guys,you can easily have sex..
That's why it's not a priority.
You don't need men for " sex"... you need them for status...you need that accesory..that ken
So you level up and try to get the 10 percent, the guys every woman wants..
Don't believe me..look at the stats from a site like tinder. All the women only want that 10 percent of men on these dating sites
2. Gamer girl
And to be fair...chad doesn't even need to be a stud..
Women ( no offense) will always social climb or ( glom...my term @ copyrighted..lol)..
Onto say the top gamer,best player.
Being with him immediately raises her status in any group setting and puts the focus on her.
She doesn't even have to be a gamer or play well herself.. Brittney mcholmes is famous for??? Marrying Patrick...now even more famous for befriending Taylor swift etc
And yes the bro ...even a top nerd gamer..will cheat on you
Because..like you...he can pull any woman..sex is easy..sex isn't his main focus..
And you don't bring him any status points..
3. Chad
Women assume he is emotional broken because he doesn't want a commitment..this top 10 percent won't seal the deal so you can lock it down.
Hell chad is not only above you..he plays the girl game to his advantage..he plays it better than you
Why should he commit when he can have any woman..
And like you...doesn't he have the right to be picky,why should he settle? Why can't he go after the top 10 percent of women?
So hold up...I thought you said women want love,attention,commitment..
If chad is playing games then why don't women just date a man that can give her these things.???
Cause..like sex..they can easily get that from any dude..
Deep down I'm starting to think women don't want love..
And just want status.
I mean why settle for a shek when you can have all that in a king.
4. Disney princess
Sidebar..I think it odd AF that every Disney like story starts off with some woman not wanting to marry some fat old troll and be their queen..
Cause... please...she wants " true love"..
Really? Hell I'd sleep with the ugly ass troll and polish his knob daily if it meant I was now royality..
But notice how the female character is already royality...like Jasmine
Like bitch...how do you think you got that priveledge..
You mom slept with some ugly assed troll..
And I'm not bashing women for this behavior..
But it is a repeated cycle of behaviour
Please understand the reason for your actions and the predictable results..
Wash,rinse,repeat..
You all want that sparkly vampire
And is it love..is it commitment you really want..
Or is it the pull..
Cause that would explain why grown ass women be either posting on social ,media every detail of how perfect their life is ( aka..the b arbie world syndrome@ copyrighted)
Or their jumping on tiktok in tears showing taking the L/ loss..
Let that sink in...at 28,38,48...why are you wondering where are the good men at/ or why nobody will Commit to me..
Cause you think you not only need it
You DESERVE that
...What?
Love?
No..that status..
Your chasing what you can't pull..
And in the end
Sorry to ruin the fairy tale
But chad/ your Prince isn't marrying cinderella..
He is marrying that 10.
And while that might piss you off..
Aren't you doing the same thing to the nice guys..
Swiping based on stupid stats like his height
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I ponder about modern men
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Posted:Dec 22, 2023 8:01 pm
Last Updated:Dec 23, 2023 7:38 am 5959 Views
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What good is strength?
If you never use it?
Your big,you bench x amount of weight..you take various types of steroids
Your business revolves on being big and then " selling" that image..hocking products,merch or advice
You sit on your ass on a computer 8 hrs a day..
Have you ever turned a wrench? Have you carried 50lb bags of salt?
Have you loaded a ton of garbage into a u haul..
This is my " vacation"... car repair,dumping shit that the city refused to take,
Carrying heavy ass shit into the house..
I'm sore,I'm tired..im mad as fuck..
but in the end
I win.
You may be bigger..
But I gotta job to do
So go inside while I break these rusted nuts.
Modern men...too busy on tiktok trying to look pretty with their 6 packs..
Me: greasy, sweaty,coated in brake dust, my back
Sore..my muscles ache.
I'm old wolverine..
They? :Worry about camera angles,lighting to look their most jacked.
Me :being strong
Cause
I have to be..
I worry about modern men
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Can bdsm be made accessible to the masses
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Posted:Dec 22, 2023 5:44 am
Last Updated:Dec 22, 2023 8:06 am 5786 Views
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I ponder this question...
Can the lifestyle change to be more " user friendly"?
At first
I thought there was that " 50 shades" moment . People outside the lifestyle actually being interested in it..
But that sort vanished
Now? I don't know what to think..
Hell it hard enough to get people in the lifestyle to listen and understand..
Like that bondage master guy I told you about.
I wrote some deep emails saying I completely understood his desires and spelled out why I would make a good person to play on..
And
( insert cricket sounds)..
If I can't get that guy aroused with his own fetish...
Then how can I get aunt may or jj Jameson
Your thoughts
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The business of being a star
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Posted:Dec 21, 2023 9:34 am
Last Updated:Dec 22, 2023 5:30 am 6396 Views
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I'm not a star..
But like most I dare to dream.
I've actually given it some thought though...of what it would really take to succeed in an industry.
My advice
1. Do something creative first ( like blogging)..
Get an understanding that your nobody,a small fish,replaceable.
Your not a star. Nobody wants to read your shit.
Only after you let go of your ego
Can you truly start to listen
Open your ears,open your eyes,close your mouth
..listen to how the machine really works. Listen to the cogs turning.
Listen to that heart beating.
Before you prepare to dominate, you must first know how to play the game.
How does the industry,the company,the website operate?? What are the rules? The expectations,the parameters that I am allowed to operate in?
How does the industry help or restrict my creativity?
What are the hurdles..the challenges I must face
2. Examine your competition
I feel way too many people cranked out a wizard's novel in the 2000s cause harry potter made billions. They assumed it was the subject matter and not the talent of the author
They assumed it was a trend.
Tell me how many other wizard books did you buy?
I think way too many people get caught up in trends. They want to flip " books" instead of writing them.
Too many just want to copy whatever content is currently getting the most clicks.
I'm saying don't copy..
Open your damn eyes
Realise it's not the book,the video,the game,the art that your need to study
Rather realise who you are competing against. The person,the author,the content creator..The man behind the curtain..
I think the easiest way to present this concept is..
say twitch
You want to start a channel and hope to become a pro gamer
You realise that yeah the industry is rigged..
Literally. Duh?
Women can be the worst players yet make a living by exposing themselves on camera.
You?
Don't have boobs!!!
You are at a disadvantage when it comes to pulling viewers,clicks,subs..making a living.
This is your money I'm talking about
But wait???, you don't have breast..
But neither does the top twitch streamer...fuck he isn't even like 18..
The dude is an old 45yr white dude..
Wtf? Really
Does this mean you need to don a red jumpsuit,a fake mullet and moustache and become a clone of " Dr. Disrespect".
Do you need to copy his act?
No
( Mic drop moment).
I'm saying you need to understand the man behind the mullet.
Note how he operates,note how long he grinds and streams
The actual guy isn't shy. He will tell viewers that your most likely won't make a living doing this,he will tell you that he has to put in a 10 to 12 hr day just to produce content
and he'll tell you straight up that he's not a "gamer"
He is an entertainer.
He tells viewers to try to do what he does..try to be entertaining for hours on end.
Your not competing against a work of art,literature,media
Your competing against the person and what they may create tomorrow.
3. Now your ready to compete.
You've seen the game..you've seen the in your competitors..
Now tell me lil ones..
What makes you special? Why should we give you the ball?
Shout it out,let it out...
Or let it tumble from your lips.
What makes you different
Or else
You might as well flip houses,cars or tables.
And it has to be more than
I'm pretty.
Being pretty isn't a talent. YouTube is littered with pretty girls covering songs poorly.
Just remember most people want to be good enough
To just fit in
Instead have the balls to shake the business to it's core.
And be that change
That others try to copy.
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Lola Loading..the rise and fall of a star
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Posted:Dec 21, 2023 6:52 am
Last Updated:Dec 21, 2023 1:31 pm 5034 Views
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" stars are not born...
They are created ".
- me
Whether you are familiar with a certain type of media or not isn't important.
This could apply to music,art,acting,singing..
Lola isn't a person..
She was a project.
Literally..
The "Lola loading " project
Was to be the next big thing on YouTube.
A virtual nobody turned " star" ..backed by a shady investment group packing 8 million dollars..
So yeah they took a nobody singer ...named yfu baby...off the streets..
Rigged her up as a v tuber with a space pirate gimmick..
Lola loading
Captain of the stars
And made her grind.( demanding she crank out a new original song every week and be inline in character for 10 yrs a day)
This company behind the Lola project literally dropped everything else ( 19 other projects) and focused on her..
She was to be their star..
Lola Loading..
My space queen..
And just as she started to make traction,get noticed..
The character disappeared..???
On the instagram,the face book,the twitter....was an apology to all the fans..
From the company expressing their regrets that the project was shutting down.
They
Broke
Lola loading
Space pirate.
Lola loading
Captain of the stars
Yfu baby had a nervous break down from the pressure.
The company not only fired her but outted her real life name..
And most likely ruined her chance at a future career.
Lola loading
Was supposed to be the next big thing..
This is a cautionary tale for those that think there is an easy way to fortune and fame.
That all is needed is a pretty voice and some ability to sing.
Lola loading..
The next big thing
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You don't show the feet pics for free
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Posted:Dec 21, 2023 5:29 am
Last Updated:Dec 21, 2023 8:04 pm 4196 Views
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Yep your boy said that to a scammer yesterday on fet. I'm such a " scuff demon".
A few quick ways to tell if someone is a scammer..
1. One pic in the profile...in this case just a foot pic used as the profile pic.
2. They are from here...but where's here...in this case its some generic location like missouri.
3. Maybe some grammar mistakes/ poor english
4. A short profile with interest that pop..like strapons,pegging,cbt
5. Their onsite activity.. In this person's case they literally liked 50 random pics from guys from missouri
In 1 day
Which is rare
But sus AF..
And I had a brief conversation with this " woman"..
To which she enquired why I was on fet.
I trolled by saying...
I like looking at pics
I figured this scammer might catch on..
She then replied...looking at pics?
(Went over her head apparently).
I then said " do you always show the " grippers" ( feet) for free"?
There was no reply ( sigh)..maybe she had other fish on the line
I typed in ...sheila??
She replied...yes
( WARNING MIC DROP MOMENT..in 3,2,1...
I know you like pics too. You've been looking at 50 of them today and contacting 50 men ( potential ).
One word of advice Sheila, you don't show feet pics for free. You make the customer pay for them..
And I was blocked.
Damn...I wanted to play with her some more
Meanwhile I reported this person to the website
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So lets talk about bondage and control from a slaves pov
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Posted:Dec 20, 2023 2:38 pm
Last Updated:Dec 21, 2023 5:46 am 5244 Views
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Sooo yeah.
I wrote a letter to a Dom today. His profile stated that he was a bondage master,wanted to keep you bonded for hrs,wanted to edge you..
Wash,rinse,repeat,..standard stuff.
The problem with such a profile is..
Well finding that " unicorn" slave.
I reminded him unfortunately with that sorta desire you need two things
1. You have to find someone that comfortable enough to allow you to bind him.
And not only bind him.
.(but let's be honest)..bind him to his comfort level while still tight enough to satisfy your love of bondage..
Him barely tied up will do nothing for you.
Chances are the Master would prefer you tied tighter and unable to move.
And also you gotta remember this isn't a rush job.
So this slave has to be cool being tied up for hours.
2. What the Dom basically wants is sensations play,controlling your body.
He can have fun tieing up a guy spread eagle and butt naked in his bed.
But ..
He's not going to enjoy the power exchange if the slave is a floppy fish..
Remember he isn't a serial ( rhymes with thriller) and isn't getting off on your fear.
Quiet the opposite..ideally wants you " happy,horny and
a very responsive slave.
He needs you relaxed,aroused and in his control
He not only needs the slave to respond to the stimuli
He needs you to let out those desired sounds..the wonderful moans and groans ,begging him to let you cum etc..
That is a turn on for him
He isn't looking to scare,hurt or ideally piss you off...he isn't a sadist.
Rather he is enjoying the power exchange because he is getting a desired response to his stimuli..
He's getting off getting you off.
It honestly is no different than say spanking that cute female subbie at any play party..the one that let's out those wonderful noises when you barely spanked her..
So let's say he does find this unicorn...it could be me???
When your topping and tieing someone down...sure we get it can't be overtly tight due to circulation issues.
And some people may have health issues preventing you tieing them up tight.
But from my experiences ( and some advice to Dominant)..
I'd rather be bound tight..
Cause if I have " wiggle" room my body will instinctively try to put away when a stimuli is applied..
Say I'm spread eagle and you now wish to say flog my front.
My arm will try to pull down every time the flogger makes contact..
Which could Jack up a shoulder.
Spread eagle is a classic..
But honestly behind the back or handcuffs might be better.
Another thing to consider. It's one thing to tie someone up,using a few toys on them and call it" sensations" play..your reacting to someone's hand,a toy,something grounded.
But you also can take the slave out of his comfort zone and let him...well I call " floating"
Where there is no " contact".. nothing else in his world but the stimuli.
Someone once tied me up naked and used a flesh light adult toy on my hard cock.
To me it felt like there was nothing there...until I felt a quick sensation ( the insides) of the sex toy engulf my penis..
For a second...and then was pulled away..
And it confuses the fuck out of me..my mind couldn't process it,couldn't time it..
I even tried to air hump in the slight chance I'd make contact with the toy
Then nothing..
And this overwhelming sensation around my dick..
And then gone..
Easy control for like 30 bucks???
Take something even simplier...one of those whortenburt? Wheels and gently run it over the cock and balls...slowly.. with the lightest of pressure you can give him an out of body experience
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