Renewal
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Posted:Mar 6, 2022 7:33 am
Last Updated:Mar 19, 2022 8:13 pm 2116 Views
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The sub was exhausted. She had faltered too many times and both her heart and soul were shattered. She looked to get away from it all and for a place that would shelter her as she healed. She set her sights on a small island where the sun would warm her and hopefully reignite her flame that had been extinguished. The smiles of the local people would heal the cracks to her soul and the laidback atmosphere rejuvenate the body. She would return somewhat whole and ready to make decisions on where to go next. The pieces of her heart would be tucked away in a box to be re-examined when she had some more tools to deal with it.
Much love to all who read. The sub is a fighter, and as she may at times come across as a small , she is very much a woman. She has many responsibilities that will not allow her to stay down for long, and as we have learned, she’s a dreamer. While her dreams may at times appear too large to ever come to fruition, it is the process of dreaming and the slim chance of even a part of them coming true that keeps her going.
I shall let you know if I run into her on the island....
Stay safe and remember kindness doesn’t cost us anything.
Lisa Mac
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The assassination of dreams
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Posted:Mar 5, 2022 3:26 pm
Last Updated:Mar 7, 2022 7:21 pm 2015 Views
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She had so many dreams that she had cultivated throughout her journey. Some had come to fruition, while others had crashed and burned before they could take flight. But you, my love, were the ultimate dream. The dream that she had tried her hardest to protect. When she felt that dream begin to crumble through her fingers, she would gently place it down and work hard to find a way to put it back together. Although she allowed temptation to lure her down different paths she rarely travelled far enough to loose sight of you.
She was both blind and deaf to words of reason from others and often fought her own impulses to leave you behind. However, never in her life would she expect the assassination attempt to come from you. She was not strong enough to withstand the attack and knew that is was a matter of time before it was all gone.
Wrapping her arms around it, and sheltering it with all she could, she silently waited for the bullet to shatter what remained.
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I Thought of you today...
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Posted:Mar 2, 2022 5:28 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2022 4:56 pm 2003 Views
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I thought of you today and smiled. I relived every conversation and every interaction. I played the "What If" game in my head to see if the outcomes would have been different, and twisted these thoughts with the dreams in my head.
I thought of you today and beamed. Every word you have written has pushed you forward, and surrounded you in success. I celebrated these successes in the background and looked on in wonder at what more you will do.
I thought of you today and thanked the gods. You were happy and surrounded by love. My heart was full at having you in my life and the knowledge that you are in a good place.
I thought of you today and faltered. I placed my life on top of yours like pieces of a puzzle and realized that they didn't quite match. My baggage compared to yours is much more than could possibly work.
I thought of you today and wept. Silent tears for what was and what could have been had we met in another time and place.
I thought of you today, and was devastated. Devastated at the realization that I was not on your mind at all.
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cool and sophisticated
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Posted:Feb 24, 2022 5:57 pm
Last Updated:Apr 3, 2022 5:07 pm 1847 Views
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Cool and sophisticated you are. Your presence in the room demanding. It calls to my most inner cravings to submit and yet the fear to do so is an ever present battle. Vanilla me scoffs at the sub within, afraid to speak, afraid to act, afraid of the rejection she assumes is on the of your tongue. She is tired. Mentally tired. Tired of waiting for the what ifs, and fighting against the other side of herself. For she is cool and sophisticated too.
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A question for Subs
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Posted:Feb 10, 2022 1:55 pm
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 8:32 pm 1545 Views
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I thought I would post this question here, and I am hoping that my sub community will be able to help.
What do you do when feel your spiralling? Does how you handle it differ when your in a relationship vs when you are out of one?
Thank you in advance to any who take the time to respond.
Stay safe
Lisa mac
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the magic around us
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Posted:Feb 9, 2022 6:49 pm
Last Updated:Feb 25, 2022 3:16 pm 1603 Views
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Do you ever look back and wished time went a bit slower, or that we had the ability to really capture those beautiful moments in life in ways that you could revisit them? My January was like that in many ways. What started out as a difficult end to December personally, lead to some magical moments In January. The magic came back into my life and I felt a bit more whole. Perhaps it was the new friendships I had made, or the return of someone that made my heart stutter. Maybe it was the forgiveness of an old friend, and relearning how to coexist again. I just know that for a while there was a peaceful existence in my small part of this world that was full of magic and wonder. The teasing of an old flame, the creation of our motley crew, the passionate energy that exists when all are on the same wave length, the smile of my bestie, and the joys in dreaming of times together. I wished the time had slowed some. I wished I had expressed my love for you all a bit more. i wished for distances to be shorter, and life's commitments to be less. For health to be better and sorrow to be less. But, above all else, I wish that you saw the same magic I did.
To my Motley crew I love you.
Lisa Mac
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From Champagne and flogging to pussy and hotdogs
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Posted:Jan 9, 2022 3:08 pm
Last Updated:Jan 11, 2022 4:23 pm 1909 Views
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Every once in a while you are fortunate enough meet a person truly encompasses those traits we all value in life. Respect, honesty (sometimes brutally so), compassion, integrity and a sense of humour. Life presented me with such a person recently, entering into my life when I was fortunate enough to be on one of my highs. Perhaps, so that she could coach me through when it came crumbling down. knows? What I do know, is that I been pleasantly surprised and proves the idea that we are able make a connection, a real connection, be a romantic one, or just friends, with someone that doesn’t live near.
I smile. I laugh. I feel lighter for having you in my life. I love that I can champagne and flogging with you and also laugh at pussy and dogs.
May our hellos last longer than our fleeting relationships with others, and goodbyes never cross our lips.
Love you lady.
Lisa mac
Xoxox
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Hello. Goodbye
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Posted:Jan 9, 2022 1:41 pm
Last Updated:Feb 9, 2022 6:59 pm 1799 Views
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Your stay this time was brief. Entering into my life unexpectedly, but as always bring with you those sparks of flint that could have the potential to make a nice cozy fire. I relished being in your presence, and introducing you to some good friends, knowing that the time would be fleeting.
The grains of sand seem to run faster this time, perhaps because I had shored up some self preservation, and did nothing to try and slow it down, or perhaps because this is just a moment in time meant for a simple hello and good bye.
Which ever the reason, your hello still lights me up, as is the thought that perhaps your good bye is more of a see you later.
May dreams come your way and health and prosperity follow.
Lisa mac.
Xoxoxo
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The harshness of words
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Posted:Jan 8, 2022 2:45 pm
Last Updated:Jan 9, 2022 7:36 am 1710 Views
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The sub waited with bowed head and bated breath for the words slip forth from his lips. Ears longing for the caress of beautiful words to feed the soul. “Good ”, “pretty ”, “I’m proud of you”, “your mine”.
Skin crawling, heart breaking, knowing that the words are not said in play “ your nothing but a slut”, “only good for one thing”, “You disappoint me”.
The words she hears can either build her up, or tear her down. Whether they are whispered or said aloud in a room of many.
The words we say can have a lasting impact. The protection of the screen in front of you may allow you to become bolder, and say and do things you may not necessarily have done in real life, but our consequences remain the same. Although our motto may be safe, sane, and consensual, I would like to see our community in respect. We may not agree with things said or done, but I would hope we have come father as humans to at least be respectful in our words and actions.
I have been a victim of some pretty hurtful words in the last few months. Personal attacks on how I handle myself in this life and most recently how I raise my . Now I am not writing this to garner sympathy from those reading, but instead highlight how our words can have a lasting impact.
Do not assume that because we have chosen to identify as a either a sub or as a Dom, that we have the right treat people without respect.
Be safe out there, and always remember, kindness does not cost us anything.
Lisa Mac
Xoxoxo
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Lady of the Lake
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Posted:Jan 6, 2022 12:45 pm
Last Updated:Jan 8, 2022 8:02 am 1645 Views
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The Lady of the lake was an enigma in of her self, for she had the capabilities to walk amongst men on land, turning into a true beauty both inside and out, and swim with the fishes under the water.
The little sub was drawn to her and spent quite a bit of time watching her transform between the two. The lady was a curious one, and love to spend her time talking with the sub and asking questions that made her really stop and thing. Her no nonsense, blunt approach helped the sub grow and affected how she would respond to later situations. She cherished her time spent in the water with the Lady, learning to swim, and venturing further out into the water with her support and under the watchful eye of her shadow.
Thank you to my lady. love you!
lisa Mac
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