Little sub, little sub where are you?
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Posted:Jan 5, 2022 1:31 pm
Last Updated:Mar 26, 2023 5:49 pm 1566 Views
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She caught a glimpse of him again. His worldly ways, his quick wit, and sense of humour. It made her truly smile for the first time in a while and yes lit her up from the inside. She knew it would be for a short while, and she greedily sucked up all the words and actions directed her way. These precious moments would be locked away and brought out to mingle with her dreams during the dead of night when no one was there to see....
Little Sub, little sub, where are you? She is frustratingly too willing to please, and too stubborn to move along. She has be told, coached and shoved down different paths and yet here she is, still returning to the same spot.
I have been reviewing my profile as of late, realizing that as people come in and out of my life, and I experience new things, what was once important or desired on my part has evolved.
This site has shown me that beauty comes in many different shapes and sizes and for that I am grateful.
Love to all
Lisa Mac
xxxxx
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Fuck Friends or Fucking Friends
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Posted:Jan 5, 2022 1:15 pm
Last Updated:Mar 26, 2023 5:49 pm 1542 Views
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So if you follow my blog, you have seen, or at least read about my many ups and downs this past year. Those who know me, know that this site/lifestyle fast becomes an obsession with me, for it is here that I allow myself to relax and show another side of me that often lays dormant.
I am fortunate enough to have found some really good people whom I now consider friends. These are the ones that have reached out and supported me through some pretty tough situations.
I have recently come out of a contract and for anyone who has been there you know how this can mess with your head in terms of how you define yourself, what things you may have done that have contributed to the breakup, and what things you would do differently moving forward. I have found myself reluctant to put myself out there again and submit to just one. I have therefore found myself relying on my wee group of friends and have been pleasantly surprised. My 'fuck' friends have truly become my fucking friends.
You all know who you are, and Lisa Mac would truly be lost without each and everyone of you.
Lisa Mac
xxxx
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The Shadow in the Background
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Posted:Jan 3, 2022 1:45 pm
Last Updated:Mar 1, 2023 1:11 pm 1448 Views
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The shadow quietly crept after the weary sub, smiling sadly at her most recent struggle. He had been with her from the start and cheered as she reached the highest of highs and wept with her when she lay broken at his feet.
He admired her, as no matter what life had thrown her way, she always managed to survive. He had watched her piece herself together with whatever pieces she was able to find, and saw the scarred soul she tried to hide from others.
Although, he had never been the one to walk beside her, he know the important role he played within her life. He remained at her back with open arms, ready to to comfort her or lend an ear and offer advice.
Thank you SirS for all you do. You really are one in a million, and I will always be thankful that you entered into my life.
love always
Lisa Mac
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End of Another Year
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Posted:Dec 31, 2021 1:24 pm
Last Updated:Jan 1, 2022 7:34 am 1508 Views
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As 2021 draws to a close, one can not help but reflect on the year it has been. 2021 for me, like the rest of the world brought many struggles with it both in my vanilla and kink world. I lost some good friends, and gained some more. Some continued to stand beside me, and help me along my journey here, and for that I am forever grateful for. I took a gamble and although it did not amount to much, it still helped me to grow.
I am beginning to fall in love with my blog again and although my promise to write more did not come to fruition, it is still a source of comfort to me. To those who have read and comment on them, I thank you. There is a little piece of me and my life/feelings in each one. The characters are all people I have come across and have impacted the way Lisa Mac has evolved into who I am today.
To those reading, i wish you all a very Happy New Years. I hope that you are surrounded by those who love you most and that good thing may come your way this year.
Although for me personally, this time of year is hard, the promise of a new year and new beginning be it small or large brings a smile to my face.
Always remember, being kind to one another does not cost us anything.
love to all
Lisa Mac
xoxox
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Desert
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Posted:Dec 30, 2021 10:06 pm
Last Updated:Mar 1, 2023 1:03 pm 1388 Views
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She thought she had found refuge in the blinding light that drove all the shadows away, but she quickly realized that while warm and secure for a while, the sands under her feet continually shifted and she unable to build a strong structure that would support them. Just as the walls would be built, the sands would shift again and they would come tumbling down. Impatient with the progress, the builder left to find something more solid to build on, and the sub once again left to find refuge in the shadows.
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Apollo has spoken
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Posted:Dec 18, 2021 7:50 am
Last Updated:Dec 18, 2021 12:12 pm 1402 Views
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Apollo arrived in town and was fascinated by the little sub who clung to the shadows and walked with bowed head. He had observed her for a while now and recognized the hunger she had deep within. He wanted her for his own, but each time he approached she managed to slip away into the shadows. He patiently waited for what seemed like months, but his pretty brown mouse continued to scurry. Finally the game no longer amused him, and he watched sadly as the sub continued down her lonely path, no longer knowing where she was going or what she was doing. He raised his arm and flicked his wrist and banished the shadows flooding the area in sunlight. The sub had nowhere to hide and nowhere to run to. As hard as she tried, there was nothing she could do but turn to her Apollo and fall to her knees. Tears ran down her face and her heart hammered in her chest. Feeling dejected and afraid she handed herself over to him. She closed her eyes as the warmth of his gaze slowly began moving over her. Flickers of fire ran across her skin and she was amazed at the euphoria that tingled through her body. He bent and picked up the little sub and set her upon his knees whispering promises and crooning comforting words. The sub slowly settled and allowed the warmth to relax her. For the first time in a while she felt safe and secure.
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Empty
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Posted:Dec 3, 2021 6:23 pm
Last Updated:Dec 19, 2021 10:30 pm 1516 Views
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I reread my blogs tonight, and despite ALT deleting words after I post them, I enjoyed them. I let myself be led on quite the journey during 2021 and I can still feel the heartbreak and loneliness I was feeling as I wrote them. It’s amazing how a year later I find myself right back at square one. I had made great friends and then lost them, I continued to obsess about my scholar and let myself get hurt when I could not keep his attention. But was this year a waste? No, I don’t think so. I continued to learn more about me, and have gained a deeper understanding of how much of myself I can afford to share with others. Will I put myself out there as much as I did? Perhaps, but I am pulling out my boxes again and ensuring that my two worlds never collide again.
So here’s to a good holiday season. May it be everything you dreamed about.
Much love to all
Lisa Mac
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Burned
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Posted:Nov 5, 2021 8:22 pm
Last Updated:Dec 3, 2021 5:57 pm 1756 Views
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I got lost in you again. Tried and tried to be the best version of myself and hold your interest. But I realize, that I lose a little bit more of myself each time and still end up with the same result.
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Happy Labour Day
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Posted:Sep 6, 2021 6:03 pm
Last Updated:Nov 5, 2021 8:33 pm 2166 Views
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Wanted to wish my fellow Canadians a very Happy Labour Day. This marks an end to the summer. Hopefully our next season will be a smooth one.
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