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Posted:Jul 21, 2018 4:51 pm
Last Updated:May 4, 2024 12:15 am 6933 Views
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EMBRACE those who shun you and LOVE them .EMBRACE those who judge you and LOVE them EMBRACE those who set out to hurt you emotionally and LOVE them EMBRACE those who have nothing but negativity and LOVE them .EMBRACE, LOVE, and become all that YOU can become.
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When self pity enters your energy..
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Posted:Jul 21, 2018 4:46 pm
Last Updated:May 4, 2024 12:15 am 7215 Views
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When self pity shows its self ..look up at the starry night ...the blue sky..the oblique shapesof thepillowlike clouds ...the mountains on the horizon the shimmering somehow soothing blue waters...the scent of the land around you the beauty of its myriad of colors ...the sound of birdsong or laughing ..the fact you woke up aware of such..and say to the negative nemisis i will not let you be here..
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Love and honour yourself..
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Posted:Jul 21, 2018 4:42 pm
Last Updated:Jul 21, 2018 10:11 pm 7066 Views
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Before we can find trust before we can find honor before we can find dedication before we can find care before we can find the emotional and physical ONE we all seek first we must truly honor love trust and care for ourselves...to honor ourselves we accept we are all ONE.
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Love and honour yourself..
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Posted:Jul 21, 2018 4:42 pm
Last Updated:May 4, 2024 12:15 am 2233 Views
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Before we can find trust before we can find honor before we can find dedication before we can find care before we can find the emotional and physical ONE we all seek first we must truly honor love trust and care for ourselves...to honor ourselves we accept we are all ONE.
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Sunday re-alignment...
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Posted:Jul 21, 2018 4:26 pm
Last Updated:May 4, 2024 12:15 am 2559 Views
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Exhales before i put words into place...being a person who believes so strongly in the mind and body ...relationship the connection between spirituality and its effect on the physical being anatomy of the spirit etc...i felt myself being drawn back into negativity for the first time in along time...so i felt the need to take timeout to try and re-align and be aware of my chakras and again try to find and believe in chakra ONE..we are all one...the first sacrament.At times its so hard to make this vow and honor it spiritually as their are so many sending out negativity...and while embracment of such is also meant to be growth of ones own self..lately i felt it was tiring me more physically than mentally...the need to be wanted needed accepted a need natural to all human beings ..and living things..can be such an enemy of spirituality...and the seven chakras we seek to hone and nurture to find nirvana...you cannot teach nor tell others about their negativity for that in itself is negative so you try to breathe inhale what they are giving you ..empowerment is a slow testing process...and yes it still hurts...when such negativity is put in your direction...so you inhale and tell yourself i will honor my self commitment i will i wil i will ..today i feel incredibly and deeply exhausted at my self commitment and self promise to nurture my spirituality ..believing we are all one ll of us the animals and the lands surrounding us...ONE..and i will embrace my brothers and sisters even when they display negativity...doing such YES its tiring...but iwill not break my vow my self marriage...and love but yes sometimes it HURTS..like TODAY..so again i take a deep cicrcular breath...and envision my 7 chakras..being pure blue light...There i am done LOVE to all...
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Still alone and not knowing why
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Posted:Feb 25, 2018 11:04 pm
Last Updated:Aug 11, 2018 2:08 am 5837 Views
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Smiles another update on how i fel as life passes me by like all othes feelings and needs change the way you feel about you and others changes..but still there is the undying yearning to somehow belong to truly and deeply be wanted for all that encompasses you and your spirit...but for some the realisation of accepting for no other reason than your own self preservation..asin your mental state you just have to accept that you yes you may not feel that beautiful feeling in this life but dont be downhearted because yes you are special...and maybe just maybe your special is meantfor another life one which may encompass and be full of other people just like you and me ..taken on the same circular wind so fear not the alone ..fear not the hurtful or selfish the shallow fear none of these things and hold your head up with pride and strength loving YOU...for all you really are because eventually the sands of eternity..the winds of change will find you and guide you to what we all deserve...to be loved and wanted and needed completely..and forever after...Luciferz...
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Everytime
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Posted:Feb 14, 2018 6:38 am
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2019 10:15 pm 6195 Views
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Smiling tonight i learned that in this world of cyber ..this veiled realm ..itt is more spiteful and underhanded small minded and petty than anything possible in reality...and i learned that no matter how much you think you can really truly trust someone i mean really just trust them totally ..you really cant i spend time wishing cyber and the internet was never created because its ok for the small minded cliques and packs but for the others theloners the ones who arent out to hurt anyone here or in reality those are theones treatedlike shit on this siteand others like it..amazing how petty people really can be when veiled..sad to see humanity has actually lost humanity..well that is it ..nothing to say anymore..but never again ..everytime i trust i get stabbed again..and again....and yet i have great morals and traits dedication loyalty caring depth life intelligence..honesty..all ths fuckers jostling for cyber status...to give them some kind of meaning well you can fucking have it..laughs...another rant done..feels much better...
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Still it heals me..
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Posted:Nov 19, 2017 5:29 pm
Last Updated:May 4, 2024 12:15 am 6400 Views
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Just sitting thinking how there are certain simple enjoyments in life that always act as your lifesaving devices when needed...for me even when at my lowest points either mentally physically or financially...music and words...in real books cost me nothing but heal my soul and pain like no other i trust them with all my being to give me what i need at the time..i inhale them taste them imprint them in my memories...for future reference and sustenance for my ever suffering soul...yes the real things the simple things the joy of music and the beauty and power of the written word to hold a book and feel its strength ...it cradles me like a mum cradles her newborn when i need it most when i feel beyond hurt from the sheeple in this world...when the shallowness and emptiness of today' society tries to shove my mind underwater and drown it... i turn to the simple saviours i trust and adore so much...i use them to take me back to the place i need when my mind wasn't cluttered with the infinite myriad of insignificant objects and behaviour that are forced down our throats ..in this new age and generation...when things keep accelerating..it stops me from being swept up...WORDS..and MUSIC...to you i pledge my undying loyalty and dedication...
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Still it heals me..
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Posted:Nov 19, 2017 5:29 pm
Last Updated:May 4, 2024 12:15 am 5079 Views
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Just sitting thinking how there are certain simple enjoyments in life that always act as your lifesaving devices when needed...for me even when at my lowest points either mentally physically or financially...music and words...in real books cost me nothing but heal my soul and pain like no other i trust them with all my being to give me what i need at the time..i inhale them taste them imprint them in my memories...for future reference and sustenance for my ever suffering soul...yes the real things the simple things the joy of music and the beauty and power of the written word to hold a book and feel its strength ...it cradles me like a mum cradles her newborn when i need it most when i feel beyond hurt from the sheeple in this world...when the shallowness and emptiness of today' society tries to shove my mind underwater and drown it... i turn to the simple saviours i trust and adore so much...i use them to take me back to the place i need when my mind wasn't cluttered with the infinite myriad of insignificant objects and behaviour that are forced down our throats ..in this new age and generation...when things keep accelerating..it stops me from being swept up...WORDS..and MUSIC...to you i pledge my undying loyalty and dedication...
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SLOWLY BUT SURELY.....
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Posted:Aug 2, 2017 2:43 pm
Last Updated:Jul 4, 2018 10:05 pm 5998 Views
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In this current life journey ..like many i have suffered from inception suffered ..fallen ..learned a hard lesson and rose to my feet again ....time after time...never quite being able to gasp even a branch of happiness...nor the experience of loving or being loved but still i search ...deep bouts of manic depression and bi-polar attacks...made wose by too much time as a lonewolf..time to think and contemplate ..time to convince myself im not wothy of lifes sweeter gifts...each time i felt i found a glimme a slither of such it was like an automatic response to self hurt by destrrying that hope because over time when your shunned enough kicked enough when down you start to truly believe that is your place...even though in the deepest parts of yourr being you still crave to be loved to belong to be wanted for who you are to share such with anothe...kicked beaten bruised and broken again somehow im trying to find that spark..the one i started with the one that helped me rise above the emotional pain and loneliness...and agin im on my knees slowly trying to find my feet and exude the strength i once held...so though the flames the phoenix will rise...slowly but surely...if not this time then i hold no more hope for im tuly standing over the edge of reality...and im close to just letting myself teeter and fall..and succumb...not that i want to but im exhausted...so slowly but surely i must find what it was that kept me alive this long...
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