New Experience
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Posted:Sep 7, 2022 6:40 pm
Last Updated:Aug 31, 2023 7:46 pm 2523 Views
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I used to be very heavy and self conscience about it. I hated looking in the mirror and never thought I could be pretty or sexy or desirable. I have lost a ton of weight now, to the point where I don't need plus size clothes anymore and I don't hate whats in the mirror. I don't like it yet but I am working on it. My photos are cropped in a certain way so that you can't see the rest of my body. Also because my breasts are my favorite part of myself, not huge and very sensitive. I have never really seen myself as a sexual being before.
I joined up again out of frustration and wasn't really expecting anything but the feedback I have been getting is so empowering. Yes there are the dic pics and men who get upset if they don't see my full face and body now, and others who call me a prude when I won't ross a line. but there have been some lovely comments from people, comments which make me blush and feel great about my breasts. I'm working up the courage to do another photo shoot and actually show them off. Because I like it, knowing that people can see me, parts I always keep covered up tight. I like knowing that some person out there can look at my photo and imagine squeezing the nipple or sucking on it, that they are getting pleasure from it when I barely can even think about it but still dream bout them being covered in cum.
I had a im exchange tonight with a guy who I had been chatting to on and off the whole day. He asked me to write slut across my breasts and send him a photo. I took it in steps, found the lip glass I had out on before logging on and fumbled my way through writing it upside down. I was a little embarrassed at how sloppy it was but it was there is bright red. I took two versions of the photo, showing more than I ever have before but not everything. It felt liberating and sexy to do want he asked of me but at the same time I couldn't quite bring myself to send them. He signed off and I ended up sending him the photos because I didn't want to disappoint him. I guess I'll see what his response will be, if there will be one.
but all this is a long and funny way to say that I feel desired for the first time in my life, and sexy and I can't wait to see where this feeling takes me.
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I did the test thing
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Posted:Sep 6, 2022 5:35 pm
Last Updated:Sep 7, 2022 3:18 pm 2447 Views
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So I took the test to find out and am not really surprised. If I weren't so shy I would really be an exhibitionist. The switch bit is because I like to please my partner and if they wanted me to occasionally dominate them I would.
== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
100% Exhibitionist
95% Degradee
91% Masochist
85% Submissive
80% Experimentalist
79% Non-monogamist
78% Rope bunny
73% Switch
64% Rigger
63% Voyeur
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Self exploration
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Posted:Aug 17, 2022 10:58 am
Last Updated:Sep 7, 2022 7:46 pm 3198 Views
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Recently I started getting back into kink and have been exploring by myself. My favorite is a collar with attached nipple clamps, and a little peppermint oil rubbed into my pussy, setting it on fire.
I'm shy and anxious about anything IRL but I think I need to push myself to just do it.
My favorite fantasies are
Wearing a belt all day knowing that I'll be spanked with it later,
Being at a movie theater with my partner wearing vibrating bullet and having them fondle my nipple while I try to keep people from noticing
Kneeling blindfolded and gagged in the middle of a floor hair and breasts covered in cum.
I'm a closet exhibitionist, I'm pretty sure.
It took courage to set this profile up again, and even more to take and post the two photos, but god setting up for them was so hot. Taking a shower, shaving and putting on the tank right at the end so it was soaking wet and see through. You can't see it but I have red lipstick on, black leather wrist cuffs and a pair of lace panties which were so damp by the time I took the photos. I also spritzed myself with a little perfume.
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