home alone
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Posted:Oct 14, 2023 7:16 am
Last Updated:Oct 16, 2023 7:49 am 3745 Views
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my chance to play with my favorite phone dommes. plus a new one. one i talked to . was about being transformed into a Sissy maid. to serve at the ladies parties. the things she said that would happen to me. the toys that would be used on me. oh fun time. the 2nd. story went along these lines. she was contracted to feminize someone's husband. she would find him bound and gagged at this hotel and which room. as she entered. she realized she knew me. ask i asked her to release me. she then told me of the contract in which she will full fill. what a pleasure it will be watching me turn into a woman, the clothes it will be wearing. how to worship her and my wife in a new way. plus all woman i am told to please. the third was a english mistress. how she planned to completely into a sissy. taking me shopping and everyone knowing its all for me. how she planned to slowly chip away my manhood. till there was no turning back. shame my age and meds dont allow me to cum during these pleasurable talks. they were so good. 2 know me real well from past talks. they know how to get into my head. tease and torment each time we play.
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as i get older i wonder
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Posted:Oct 12, 2023 6:10 am
Last Updated:Oct 12, 2023 12:26 pm 3453 Views
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been a closet cd for decades. yes. been out a few times. till cost stopped me. but the urge is still there. i often wonder. how other cd/ts/sissys/? got started. i have talked with many. some were self taught. others had wifes/gf help them. the others found a domme and went all the way. some say they had a choice or no choice. some said they were forced as into it. disturbing. it for some of us older girls. once we turned 60yrs old. it seems to want out more. maybe because work and family came first. i love the idea of a woman deciding on my look and then some when in female mood. yes i may have to do other things while dressed. for her. my fashion tastes suck. yes i have dreamed of being taken. by a guy or cd/ts. not sure if i would or not. but my curiosity has me asking. how did it start with you? i am not into the lifestyle. but i can play with it. only 3 times at Halloween did i go out dressed in front of friends. many trips to events in chicago. the urge is still here. hoping to find a lady to play with . without all the drama involved. I first encountered a domme while shopping for a corset. she was on the phone with her sissy. i couldn't help but listen. she caught me. she asked if i found it interesting. i said. yes. then we went upstairs for a fitting. i was ordered to strip. standing there i was scared but excited. she tried different corsets on my til she found the right one. i could see her smile as she said suck it in sissy. then pulled the cords. each pull i loved it. my male side slowly sliding away. my female side wanting more of it. i left the store wearing it. could breathe. i still wish to be cprsetted. the tug of my stockings on the garters. i missed out long ago. hoping still to try it again
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last nights dream
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Posted:Oct 10, 2023 5:16 am
Last Updated:May 7, 2024 5:50 pm 3303 Views
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I haven't been cross-dressed and out in public in years. But in my dreams last night. I was dressed in a black dress. Giving me the female shape i dreamed of. Short black hair. It felt all so right. So comfortable in that body. Next I know. I am out in public. friends and family alike. Yes I did get some looks. But not the uncomfortable type of looks. More like what did you do with your hair/ my new style. Got and gave lots of hugs and kiss's. Felt a few hands grabbing my ass and breast. Enjoying the feel of it. The whole day was fun. Now as I walk back to my car. i feel my walk isnt right. Funny. after walking all day, now it seems off. I slow down. i pickup my pace. Till I hit the comfortable strut. Oh yes thats it. I found the pace of that sexy strut. the clicking of my high heels. the sway of my breasts and bounce of them. Oh it feels so good. it feels of so natural feeling this way. i hold my purse on my shoulder. enjoying the moment of soaking in the feelings. shame i woke up before i knew how thw rest of the night might have gone
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maybe someday
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Posted:Oct 8, 2023 8:35 am
Last Updated:Oct 10, 2023 6:24 am 3487 Views
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It Friday night. She walks in the door with a big smile on her face. she tells me she found the cutest outfit for her weekend gf to wear. As she heads to the bedroom. I know she has good taste in fashion. But I sometimes wonder? that one day it might be than I ever thought of wearing. I hear her talking a mile a minute of our hf weekend together. OUR WEEKEND? Goes thru my head. Yes you are gonna spend the whole weekend as my gf. the plans i have in motion. She tells me ii can come in now. I dont see anything. Then the blindfold. She has me hold a corset/ bustier in place . As it gets fastened on me. Then sit ass she guides the stockings on me. Then the heels. Then i feel cold as she puts my breastforms into place. Has me hold them in place. I feel d breastforms in my hands. Dont worry. The glue will hold them for a week. Then starts dressing me. Then as she transforms me. I feel the powders brushes as she works her magic on me. She is still talking away. I am just enjoying the moment and suspense of what her plans are for me. i arch my lips as she paints them in lipstick. I love when she does that. The wig comes next. The hair brush and primping of my hair. then the bling. earrings bracelets necklace. . Oh i want to see myself. I am guided to stand up and walk, I shuffle my way. Then the moment of truth. Wow. Long red hair. Black dress. Almost passable. i hug and kiss her as i love my look for her. Its then i am told a long weekend away. I will be my female side for a few days. So enjoy it. Our bags are in the car . as we drive. I try to immerse myself in my new look and the sensations going thru my body. maybe i'll flash a few truckers with my new tits. or be told to ride with them out. at this point its all her ideas. oh i wish this could happeen
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wow
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Posted:Sep 24, 2023 6:36 am
Last Updated:Oct 10, 2023 7:17 pm 3987 Views
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Love the attention i get when i check my profile. Lot's of folks looking. but no one stopping by to say anything. My profile must really suck or missing something.
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shame.
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Posted:Sep 19, 2023 3:02 pm
Last Updated:Sep 20, 2023 6:38 am 4331 Views
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I see lots of others like me. that like to explore their female side. Some are beautiful when dressed. I cant understand. When contacting others for a simple reply. I see lots of sissy dress's. never worn one. But i wonder about how it feels. Or a rubber fem suit. But when i ask them of the experiance of wearing those items. NOTHING. i guess i may never know.
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i realized
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Posted:Sep 13, 2023 7:18 am
Last Updated:Oct 16, 2023 7:49 am 4589 Views
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chatting with a new friend. about this lifestyle. what it means to submit to your fears and face new things. i never had been pushed to try anything new. in the last 30 years. it's been a drought. no contacts. just work and work. when i was intimate with ex gf. it was always hump hump hump until we dump. when the first time i had a woman take me shopping for womans clothes. she had fun watching me blush. i guess i enjoyed the humiliation in a strange way. Been into a few transformation shops for clothing and makovers. feel comfortable there. first time out in front of friends scared me. but it was haloween. so i could get away with it. but as i retired. something deep inside wants more. in a perfect world. i could find a lady. that loves to keep me crossdressed for days. but allows my male side to do things to. flr no problem . i like her in charge. might even be fun to be a bride on halloween. not knowing the vows i took are real and am now the wife. plot twist. lots of beautiful ladies out here. so many possibilities. a friend called and checked on me. i guess i was a bit honest when i said. i feel empty inside. lot's of friends. but still empty without her in my life
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secret stash getting bigger
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Posted:Sep 12, 2023 1:39 pm
Last Updated:May 7, 2024 5:50 pm 4504 Views
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yes. i finally broke down today. drove to my favorite transformation shop. bought some lingerie stockings and of course. a pair of 4in red pumps. why am i fascinated about 4in pumps. 25 years ago. i barely could walk in 3in pumps. then talked about a makeover. yes i wont be passable. but screw it. it makes me feel good. so i was told. 1 bring boobs and clothes along. 2 shave the mustache. or no deal. i know. their right.
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just another day
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Posted:Sep 11, 2023 11:33 am
Last Updated:May 7, 2024 5:50 pm 4381 Views
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rainy and wet start of day. pour my coffee and sit down and turn on the computer. again to start the day. i was going to take a trip. to clear my mind . maybe forget my fantasy of being crossdressed. wondering. if i went in for a makeover. what stlye or color of hair. years ago. i loved being a redhead. but much older now. not sure. a shor sassy look. or something milf. or go wild with a dolly parton look. oh sometimes i wish i had a shopper to help me get the look. but it seems it might be just me. talking with a few dommes. crazy part of me was looking at full female body torsos. to give the complete look. was getting turned on by the idea. i see were you can even use it as a woman by sitting. by being hookup to pee. interesting ideas. so just waiting to here back from others.
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why?
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Posted:Sep 10, 2023 3:15 pm
Last Updated:May 7, 2024 5:50 pm 4280 Views
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i spent most of my day on here. looking . wondering. great pictures. beautiful woman and cd/tv/ts . i see many of us cd s are over 60 years old. are we now trying to try that femside we locked away years ago, because of work or family? i didnt realize. how hard it was to find a woman interested in crossdressers. but plenty of other classifications. my urge has gotten stronger. not sure if i can be pasable. wont know till i get a full makeover. till then looking. and dreaming
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