Just like London buses...
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Posted:Sep 24, 2018 10:05 am
Last Updated:Jan 24, 2021 8:39 am 2930 Views
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So, having not been properly spanked for several years, I've now felt the cane twice in the last 14 days. I hated every stroke last time, yet the craving just came back so strongly. Harder and longer this time, and how I gritted my teeth and just wished it would finish. And, yet so satisfying - and the marks do look wonderful.
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It happened
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Posted:Sep 11, 2018 3:34 am
Last Updated:Sep 13, 2018 1:47 am 2984 Views
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About an hour ago I had my first spanking for several years. No gentle introduction - straight into six strokes of the cane. It's an odd sensation, bending over, in front of somone you only met a few minutes earlier whilst they are about to swing a cane with some force into your bare bottom.
Am I crazy, what on earth have I let myself in for... and then there's only one thing on the mind!
I can still feel it a bit but the real pain really only lasted a few seconds. My bottom is very colourful though!
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Last minute nerves
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Posted:Sep 9, 2018 3:29 am
Last Updated:Feb 14, 2022 12:13 pm 3046 Views
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After I don't know how long, I'm going to get my first proper spanking in ages.
I know I want it, I know I need it. And yet, I'm starting to get cold feet. Whatever the fantasy and ideal of a spanking for me, I know once that first spank hits my bare bottom it's going to be just painful: all other emotions just depart and it's just painful. I have pulled out in the past at the last minute (yes, I know that's not fair on the other party).
And however much I think I can trust the person who is going to deal with me, there's always that slight nagging doubt.
I hope I'll be brave and take what I need.
In a few days time I'll know
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Frustrated
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Posted:Jul 10, 2018 1:47 pm
Last Updated:Jul 10, 2018 2:03 pm 3146 Views
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It's been a long time since I've had a proper spanking, and at the moment I need one.
A few chats: some promising, some who can't understand I want a spanking and no "extras" and so on.
And eventually, someone who fits the bill and lives locally. Great. Discuss ground rules and then move on to arrange a time... and then silence. Nothing.
So often the case but, still, it's frustrating.
Back to square one.
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What constitutes a couple?
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Posted:Dec 30, 2017 5:02 am
Last Updated:Dec 31, 2020 9:54 am 3767 Views
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Sometimes, when looking at the live member cams, I do find I'm asking myself what constitutes a "couple" here. Does it mean they've joined and are looking to participate as a couple, or does it mean it's a guy who just happens to be in some sort of relationship with a female but has joined without her knowledge?
Considering the number of "couples" whose live cam feed consists of a bloke playing with his cock it does seem a valid question.
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Cam conundrum
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Posted:Oct 22, 2017 4:47 am
Last Updated:Dec 2, 2017 2:56 pm 3673 Views
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I often have my cam on when I'm online. The main reason is to try and attract a little more attention. Realistically, I know that's unlikely. There are way more males than females on IM, and it's the same with those who have their cams on. Still I can but hope.
I do get the odd visitor. Some just look in and out straight away. Others do stay for a bit of a chat. I am veer towards sub - with an emphasis on shame/humiliation rather than overtly sexual or erotic - and being on cam can be a way to get what I want when there are no RL opportunities on the horizon. And, if a convincing Dom(me) looks in, then things can happen.
At the same time, I do have a number of regular contacts who I chat to on a regular basis, often on quite vanilla things as well as the more kinky stuff. We're happy chatting and that it. They never ask to see "more" of me - and clothed is my default sense of dress. In fact, one opening comment was "thank fek you're dressed".
That's the thing, there's always that chance one of those regulars will come in when I am submitting to someone else. Yes, this is a kink site and that's why we are here. We're open-minded adults. And yet, being found in a compromising and exposed position by such a friend would have a real sense of awkwardness and embarrassment.
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Spanking & CP
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Posted:Jul 29, 2017 9:46 am
Last Updated:Mar 6, 2022 8:09 am 4261 Views
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Kinks are strange things. They are not rational, they're not things you can explain to those who don't understand and, as much as you want to talk about them, you certainly don't want your family and friends to know.
My kink is to have my bare bottom soundly thrashed. I'm not talking about anything brutal but nor am I talking about a few playful slaps. Whatever the scene or the setting, the actual punishment - and that's really what it should be - should be painful and unpleasant. I may like the anticipation, I may enjoy the memories, I may enjoy the marks - but I won't enjoy the actual event.
Without going into any details - as CP should be between consenting adults only - I became aware of my feelings in my teens when at school. At the time it seemed very odd but there was that morbid fascination. As I got older, through books, magazines and eventually the internet, I came to know I wasn't unique in such feelings - and luckily there are those who enjoy giving too 
When it happens, it should be an occasion. It should be formal, serious, ritualistic. The punisher should have that air of authority, be credible and expect to be obeyed without question. The victim knows they will be embarrassed, shamed, humiliated and, naturally, end up with a sore red bottom.
Some will know where I am coming from, others just won't get it. But it's who I am and I'm happy with it.
And it's been too long!
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That first warm day of the year
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Posted:Apr 9, 2017 8:17 am
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2018 11:33 am 4524 Views
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Today was that day I look forward to each year. The first properly warm day when I can don my shorts and t-shirt, slap on the sunscreen and enjoy a good walk in the countryside.
Kinks and fetishes are great fun but, sometimes, there's something that's just that little bit better.
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Is it just me...
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Posted:Apr 1, 2017 8:39 am
Last Updated:May 13, 2018 1:41 pm 4274 Views
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I'm on IM with my cam on. Being one of countless males, I don't get many passers-by. I'm fine with that. There are plenty of other things to do, and if anyone does look in then great. And then I get a visitor.
Me - hello
Visitor - show yr cock
Not the most subtle - or original - of approaches. But what grated more was the txt speak. Does it really take so much extra effort to type "your"? Maybe I'm just a bit of a traditionalist - and perhaps unnecessarily judgemental - but competent grammar does make such a difference when chatting. Even if it is just asking to see my cock!
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A disappointment
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Posted:Mar 19, 2017 9:38 am
Last Updated:May 9, 2024 5:21 am 4582 Views
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In my last blog, I made a reference to wannabe Doms. That took my mind back to a particular memory about ten years ago.
For as long as I can remember, I have wanted to receive a sound punishment style spanking. I wasn't - and still aren't - into the sexual/sensual/erotic side of things. I wanted it to be a sound punishment that embarrassed and hurt. The sex of the spanker didn't matter as it wasn't going to be a sexual occasion. And I wasn't even convinced I'd "enjoy" it - it was something I needed to go through and experience.
Anyway, I put an ad up on an appropriate site. Needless to say all the offers were from men, most of whom wanted "extras" but eventually I found someone who fitted the bill and was just interested in giving me a sound thrashing. He talked the talk and sounded very credible. We agreed it would be a proper cold caning - 12 hard strokes on my bare bottom.
So, a week or so later, I'm getting cold feet but know I have to go through with it. We meet, a coffee and chat and then down to action. Baring my bottom was certainly embarrassing but as I am bent over the back of a chair, my heart pounding, my main thought is on the anticipation of what is going to be very uncomfortable and painful - how will I react etc - and then, the tap of the cane on my bottom, followed by.... ummm what was that! It stung a bit I suppose but really. He really did believe he had given me a real punishment.
We didn't meet again.
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