First Christmas day.....
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Posted:Dec 24, 2023 8:11 am
Last Updated:Dec 26, 2023 2:18 am 898 Views
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It is raining the whole day, just like yesterday, and the days before that....😭😭😭
It is already dark, or semi dark, around 15 hour...
Overcasted, the whole freaking days !!
GOSH, how i cant stand those dark days in December.... 😳😫😱
The husband of my sister is in the hospital, they dont know what is wrong with him.
He is put on morfine....So, the family too, is in a bit of panic....
Not me, so much...They dont live close by...
The times i celebrated Christmas, where all very stressfull.
So i dont "do" Christmas anymore..
It is just a long weekend!
I hope you enjoy your festive days!!
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Housewife,
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Posted:Mar 4, 2023 1:33 pm
Last Updated:Mar 6, 2023 11:52 am 1845 Views
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I know,for some women, that is really a very nasty word.
As if working in your household is bad, low etc..?
I get a lot of pride out of being a housewife.
Although i sometimes suck at it!
Because, well, some actions are very, very repetitive, and that is very killing for my mental health.....BORING!
But, when i have cleaned out the fridge, i am proud of how it looks again!
Or, when i have finally ironed all the blouses and all that, i am very proud too!
I have that too, when i work in my garden and it starts to look like something.
For now, it is way to cold, to be working longer then about 1o minutes in the garden..
Today i did work in my garden.
makes me feel happy, having dirty nails!
I am a proud housewife.
Hard work, not enough appreciated and totally not paid for!
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Walking in the woods,
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Posted:Jun 29, 2022 1:27 am
Last Updated:Jun 29, 2022 11:07 am 1896 Views
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That is my Zen time.
I love the woods around here.
Although it were first trees for wood production.
It is now a rather nice forest, planted in nice square blocks.
So, it is almost impossible to get lost, in these woods.
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Aah, sunday cooking...
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Posted:Apr 10, 2022 1:47 am
Last Updated:Apr 10, 2022 10:19 am 2154 Views
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I love the quiet sunday,
Listening to a good radio program.
And slicing mushrooms, carot, onion, garlic, black beans,
and other vegies...
Just to take the time, and work with living nature, plants, herbs..
Listening to people talking about the Club of ROME.
knowlegde.
Thinking, it is more a problem of the Other part of the world.
NOT our western way of life...
the market wont solve this,
The market will destroy us.
"the market" is all about greed.
Want to have, the biggest car in the street, the most expensive holiday's,
That is what the market is.
What happens now, is what the market made happen.
Wants and not wants.
sharing = caring.
Not dumping our problems in Africa, India, etc.
Poluting the world....
Not in my back garden!
Slicing onions....can be soo peacefull...🙏😇
BON APPETITE! 🍲🥘🥣🥗
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Being too direct?
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Posted:Apr 7, 2022 4:19 am
Last Updated:Apr 8, 2022 2:11 am 2286 Views
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I was talking with this woman, on an other sm site
It was all very personal.
Talked about some very deep intimate stuff, experiences...
That was good,
BUT,
Then, i made the mistake to being TOO open about somethings....
That was the end of the conversation.
All i did was speak my mind about some parts of the socalled dutch 'scene'...
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It was not a personal attack, it was just in general some comments on how things go...in the Dutch scene....in general.....
I am sorry she took it all personal, or at least that is what i think....
I am sorry she did not asked about this, kept the conversation open....
It is not easy, when you/ i am rather black and white in some matters....
How much nuance can you handle, without losing all colours?
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Done it!
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Posted:Dec 9, 2021 6:45 am
Last Updated:Dec 10, 2021 10:33 am 2233 Views
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So, the cards are on their way!
it is out of my hands now!
I went to this very special shop, they sell the strangest things.
I like shops like that.
Main stream is not my cup of tea.
They also have a card stand, with all kind of handmade cards.
I bought some cards before, it is nice to buy such cards, people did work for it,
made a plan, maybe, cut the paper and so on...
I like that, plus, you help people who do that for a hobby and make some small money, this way.
So, i got all sorts of sizes, did have to cut some to get it in the envelope.... 
It is all for a good cause.
Now i only have to home delivery some cards, but that can wait till later....
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Fetishes?
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Posted:Dec 9, 2021 2:51 am
Last Updated:Dec 9, 2021 2:57 am 2136 Views
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Anyone? LOL
There are soo many fetishes... it is unbelievable...
The list is endless.
Some dont even know, that some 'actions' are a fetish.
Like training, or punishment, or ponyplay, or watersports... or adult baby.....
There are also a lot of people, who do not do that kind of fetishes.
Why whould you 'punish' your greatest, dearest property?
I dont get it.
I can understand, that some "ds" are afraid to give in, to their lust for giving pain...
They maybe have to accept that part of their character, understanding that a physical masochiste LOVES his "pain".
That is why i prefere the term; physical sensations
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Pain has, most of the time, a bad vibe, as in abuse.....?
SM is not abuse, to me, SM is the deepest way of love and care for the other.
SM is giving the other person, what she wants,
and for the D, to get, be able to do, what he needs...
As i see it
It is in balance, it is reciprocrate
AN other thing, most kinky sex players have a very big shopping list with all kind of fetishes
Just want to try all and almost everything.
exploring their sexuality.
Like a in a candy shop
Also, it seems, that men, have more fetishes then women do....
I really dont know...
I, l love whips, big sturdy whips, i am in for the thud, not the sting....
Clamps are "nice" too, but whips are on top of the list.
Candles are fine too,
I love intens play, eventually explore my hard limits, too
I want to learn, how i can make him happy, fulfilled, proud of me.
I am, to make his life easier. not complicated.
With someone i know very, very well, with whom i build some real deep trust learned to love and cherish him, as a person, first, , as he does me too...
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