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Everything is connected with everything, everything is a form of energy

I cant keep quiet about this, 2
Posted:Apr 22, 2024 12:04 pm
Last Updated:Apr 23, 2024 9:21 am
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IF,
You want to look into this, whole scam...
try blckbx,
There are countrys that fight the rules from the w>h>o....
Switzerland, Australia, Japan, they are all fighting the w>h>o....

Dont want to use their vaccins, anymore, forbid it even,
told doctors, you are on your own, when you use these vaccins.

Estra Zeneca (?)
mRNA vaccins,
All these companies KNEW! what they where doing,
They knew, this is going to kill a hell of a lot of people
And all the official organisations, all said; Go ahead!!
made up the whole propaganda machinery.

Overhere in Holland....
First we heard about this outbreak (?) in china.....

Then, nobody undertook any actions...?

Normally, when there is ebola outbreak or some sort dangerous desease going on,
somewhere in Africa,
All healthcare organisation rush in to help stop it!
Take all kind of precaution actions, to stop spreading it.

Now? Here?
Nothing!!
THAT, was ONE alarm bell for me.

Then we had a very big outbreak in Italy, thousands and thousands of older folks died.
wholle villages just died....
There was also a very big Chinese enclave in exactly that same spot as where the outbreak was?!.....

Is there still no bell ringing?
And, still nobody did undertake any actions, at all

I dont care is it was an armadillo, a frog or god knows what other animal, they used as an excuse!

Then, overhere in Holland, this one pm was totally going apeshit with all kind of disgusting rules...
Threatening people.... whole population, groups
The rules they made up, where going to be inplemented SOO fast.....

THAT was an other ALARM BELL, for me.

Then that whole story about the vaccins
Ooh, yeah, it is all safe,
You just have to take ONE vaccin, that will make it all good.

Within two weeks, all of the sudden, we needed to take 2 shot
a week later, 3 shots,
ALso all of the sudden there were three companies, all with different kind of vaccins.

What was wrong with this picture!!??

I, as a have been vaccinated, against all those deseases.
rubella, smallpox and all the others...

IT. WAS. ONE. SHOT. I. GOT!!
Those vaccins, where also very long and extensive researched for safety use.

Here?
all my inner alarm bells went crazy!! I got very, very afraid, about what was ACTUALLY going on?
THIS IS NO GOOD!

All those socalled vaccins, all have other ways to destroy the body.
One is more focussed on problems with your blood
The other is more focussed on the brain
the other one, is more focussed on multiple cancers.
It works in on your reproductive organs, too

AND. THEY. ALL KNEW. THIS!

they did labatory animals experimenting with those "vaccins", but all the lab animals died of problems with their blood, brains, and so on.....

SO, they decided to stop that and just continue to go on, with this...

James Rogeski, is one man, who is constanly researching and finding things out about this crime againts humanity.
He is urging every body on, to come forward with their stories.

Christine Anderson is an other person, who is very strong againts all this....

It is very overwhelming to read, about this, it breaks my heart, to know,
It makes me feel very worrysome about all the good people who though they did the right thing.
Believed their government, doctors, hospitals...

In Holland, they were way too fast, to get this show on the road,
for me, to believe in their story,
they wanted it, way too much!!
There must have been other motivations to do this??
And that was, indeed, the case.....

"our"amp; pm lied and lied and lied about it, denied it all, his partaking in all this, too
and his "anal boi", the pm DeJonge was even worst then him.
They both destroyed our society as it was.

We are suffering a world overpopulation.
The planet cant handle this, anymore....
So......?

Just because they started a witch hunt on those who said; thank you, but no thank you!
Criminals of the worst kind.

It makes me sick to the stomach, knowing this.

My whole family took the needle, even when i begged and begged them,
not to do it.
Take sick leave, take on all your holydays, but DONT DO IT!!
please, please, trust me, this is no good.
DONT DO IT!!

i weeped for them, when i found out, they all took the needle.
Felt soo lost.....

You know, what will happen, it is just a matter of time
before the first strange symptoms will appear...

sighs......
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It is again, sooo terrible cold!
Posted:Apr 21, 2024 1:34 pm
Last Updated:Apr 22, 2024 11:05 am
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It sucks the energy right out of me.
The only thing i want to do, is going to sleep under a mountain of blankets...
And wait this new ice age time out...

Yeah, the sun is shining, we have more daylight, that is for sure.
But you cant get outside, because the wind is soo terrible cold
it freezes your skin of your bones!!

It is, goddamn it, almost May!!

Or it is raining like mad!!
or this!!

Sure, i take care of my body, have enough clothes on, cover my face, my hands, have three layers of clothes on, + an extra thick jacket....
Does not keep me warm, though!!
Goes right through me...

I am even wearing my long winter skirts again, and that is really extreem, even for me!
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I cant keep quiet about this....,
Posted:Apr 21, 2024 1:10 pm
Last Updated:Apr 23, 2024 1:27 am
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There is still an excess dying going on,

Overhere in Holland, there seem to be a whole lot of deadly traffic accidents going on.
They are far more and far often then in a regular weekend or weekday...
Also accidents without other cars involved,
driving themselfs into trees, walls, houses, or the canal, or into other cars... without there being any kind of traffic jam...?

strange accidents.....

I have heard, that some folks get a black out, while driving and instead of hitting the brakes, while in some kind situation on the road,
they hit the accelerater....

In my family, this one member has had strange accidents
I think this is a case of blackouts too, with this person..

The brain, you know?
short circuit..
This deadly needle game is also fucking with peoples brain function....?

Fall in a way, that is totally strange, there are no obstacles, there is no danger situations,
and all of the sudden, this person lie on the ground...
Out of nowhere!
With bruises, ofcourse...
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I hit a brick wall
Posted:Apr 20, 2024 12:01 am
Last Updated:Apr 22, 2024 11:18 am
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figuratively speaking, ofcourse,

My inspiration was all gone.
Been behind my sewing machine, way too long...
I was just empty.

So, some days off and now back on the job again.
The skirts are a bit of a challenge..
They both not fit the way i wanted to them up...
They look more like farmer working clothes,

One is made in Peru, or so i am told, with all kind of very primitive embroidery,
i like that kind of embroidery.
I wont even start about the other skirt....

So, i hit a brick wall.

Slowly, slowly the machine is starting up again...
I need to go to this market stall and talk with the owner,
I think she will be able to help me out!

Cant stand it, when things like this happen.
So i have to leave it alone, dont mess with it now!
i will only make it worst!

So, i am onto an other sewing project!
Get into that flow again!

Feels soo good!
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A little collision
Posted:Apr 19, 2024 12:36 pm
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2024 11:55 am
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As i was riding my bike, nothing going on, just on my way to the shops.
All of the sudden i am in a collision of some sort..

A bee flew right into my face, thank the goddess, i was wearing my glasses..
She was in shock too and took her sting out on me.
RIght in the middle of my lower lip.

It did hurt!
she was all wasted, breathing still, but not much else going on,
hanging onto my shawl....
We both looked at each other, i was a bit sad, she was going to die,
just because i was in her flight way....

So, i did put her to rest in a garden...

My lip still hurt like a real! YouKnowWhat!
So, i go to this shop and ask this man, the owner
if he can help me.
WIth this bee thing...

He just refused!
I was in shock!!
Huh?
What?
He is allways such a sour pussy!! Juck!
Now he just totally blew it with me!

He is gay and in hidding, married too..
he is sooo sour!! nasty piece of .....

So i went home, my lower lip still hurt terrible.
When i looked at it, at home, there was just this very small white spot..
I am alright, ofcourse.

Just a bit sad......

Poor bee.
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Spring?
Posted:Apr 11, 2024 11:49 am
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2024 12:25 pm
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Where>?
It is the wet season again!
it just doesnt seem to stop raining!!

Anyway, to pass the time, i am sewing skirts for on the way.
i will be wearing bikershorts, (offcourse) so i will also be wearing skirts on top of that.
i dont like the look of those bikershorts, i want to hide them,
under some skirts.

I have been sewing two already and now i am in the process of finishing them.
I am also pimping them up, with all kind of lace and buttons, just for show!
So i have something nice to look at, while on the way..
It will look like some gipsy/ Ibiza style skirts...

want to sew a sheet bag for in my sleeping bag, i might be making two...

I need to level the soil in my garden, to make space for my tent...
see how that will go?

I am busy on all fronts, at the same time!
I love that!
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I am upset,
Posted:Apr 11, 2024 11:32 am
Last Updated:Apr 12, 2024 1:05 pm
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I asked my if she was willing and able, to buy me some piece, equipment to protect myself, on the road.
I told her, you can get your money back, that is no problem.

We talked a bit more about this specific equipment...
and if she had to be registered, when she buys it?
I really dont know.

Here in Holland, we have other laws about carrien those tools..
I dont want to use that one word...

All of the sudden, her partner is breaks into our conversation and is going all the way.
About law and police going to shoot me, if i dare to use it, and what i am planning to do is totally illegal...
He was full force going on!
It felt like he was attacking me!

Come on, show some respect!
he is goddamn it, half my age!!

I was totally flabbergasted!
I know this shops sell those items all the time.
They have them on show, in the shop, they are in various sizes and materials.

It is legal to have such tool in your home.
You can not even kill someone with it!
It is just to scare someone away......
Give me time to get out of where ever i am....

If you want to move around with it, you have to keep the two important ingredients apart from each other!
It is all very logical.

He did not appogise for his behaviour, at all.

I dont know what i triggered with this, in his brain.
But my god, it was some heavy shit!!

I wont ever ask them something again
I dont need his shitload over me, again!

i will go to that shop on my own, and buy it...
It was such an easy request..

You dont have to hide it, or something like that, or buy some special bag for it,
it will fit in your inner pocket of your coat...
What a drama!!

I will ask him, an other time, what the matter was, with him....
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A wound and resin?
Posted:Apr 8, 2024 12:26 pm
Last Updated:Apr 10, 2024 10:13 am
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I have been doing some reading, on healing wounds on the way...

There is this very great smelling resin in pine trees, if you cut a branch, you can use the resin as a band Aid.
I did that with this one wound, on my little finger that does not heal, because i constantly rub it against all kind of stuff...
Very frustrating....

Now i have put on some resin, and it works like a charm!
It is very sticky... but who cares! it heals
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A M/s dynamic, (relationship?)
Posted:Apr 8, 2024 11:40 am
Last Updated:Apr 10, 2024 1:41 am
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Some will prefere to call it a d/s, rather then a Master/slave dynamic.

To me, a D/s comes too close to what all those players are talking about.

So, my preferences goes to use the M/s dynamic.

For me, a d/s is more about playing the bedroom dominance role...
As i said before; To each their own...

It is a deep emotional desire to have a dynamic based on Authority Transfer.

It is just, their internal agreement about how things works best between them.

Also, to me, the word; relation is too much connected with that oso highly praised, "equality" in socalled vanilla relations.

while, my experience and what i see around me, in socalled vanilla relations, is that there is no real! Yeah, i said that word!
no real equality.
There is more of less a constant power struggle going on,
manipulation of each other....Who stays on top, this time, to what price....
As i see it.

There are no arguments in a Master-slave dynamic
It is cristal clear to both of them,
That the whole power struggle is not there
They talked it through, for a very long time, to get to the bottom of this.
how they understand this, for their happiness

He likes to be in controle, guide and protect,
She likes it, when 'he' does take care of her, in that way.
she has her own set of responsibilities.
as he does, too.

It is a totall other focus on "having a relation"
there is NO power struggle, he takes care of all of her.
And, she, on her end of the dynamic takes care of his wants and needs, too.

There is also a totall other use of terms, words
It is an totall other way of thinking, about á relation...

There is NO vanilla in such a relation,
sure, they need to do, shopping, taking care of elderly, pets, and work, cleaning
BUT,
the basic is always that power dynamic, in wich he leads and she follows.

he is 24/7 in her mind and she is 24/7 in his mind,
Thát is the core focus.

Ofcourse there are personal variations on this theme.
The core stays the same.

In some M/s dynamics, it is the slave who runs the financial part, because she is much better in that, then the Master.
There are also M/s dynamics, where the M type is totally NOT interested in having to keep score with what happens with her money.
Or, when there are young ones around, it could be very well, the case, that only one person is totally responsible for them.

It is what they both agreed on, what they both need, and want, in, out of that dynamic
The core is; he is in charge. he leads.
Even when it looks like, she leads...

surrender to his will, his ways, because that makes her feel loved and cherised,
in a way no vanilla relation is ever able to give her, to fulfill that deep inner need and want of hers....
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Sun, soleil, sol, zon, sonne,
Posted:Apr 8, 2024 3:12 am
Last Updated:Apr 16, 2024 4:56 am
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We got two days sunshine, again the wind was freezing cold,
so, you could NOT sit in the garden, in the sun,enjoy it, ...

And then i heard, some very important air flow, The Artic Polair Vortex,
changed course, above the Northpole.....

Wich could have a very big impact on the weather overall, and here too.
The wind changed from West to East, and that means, most of the time
overhere, very bad winter, cold weather!!

God forbid!!
Not again!!

They are talking abous snow, again.... and freezing temps, too.
They specifically mentioned two dates, the 16 and the 17 of April.....
How is that going to work?

Two days of snow, and after that, we are going on with the spring times?
I dont get it...

Stop this planet, i wanne get of!! amp;
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