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my randomness

moments in my life

Undercover Messages
Posted:Aug 16, 2018 2:27 pm
Last Updated:Oct 26, 2022 5:10 pm
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Do You want to communicate with me but not able? Leave a private comment here and i will answer. No one will see what you ask.

simply_g
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The Return
Posted:Jul 25, 2022 10:26 pm
Last Updated:Jul 26, 2022 7:16 pm
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Opening my work mailbox i saw an email from my past Owner waiting for me. It had been months since i had heard from Her and i though She had moved on. my heart stopped, my stomach knotted up and a nervousness waved over my body. For a moment i played with the idea of deleting it and not opening it, but i knew it was in my best interest to read what She had wrote. I knew it wouldn’t be wise to ignore Her. The message read:
Hello slave,
It has been a while since we have talked, I bet you thought you were free
Remember, I OWN you!
Have you tried to get onto your social media lately? Oh, you are locked out? You should’ve changed your passwords. You should feel lucky that i have left you with your work email sign on. BTW, I have changed the recover account information on everything, so now I own them!.
Have you missed me? How have you been?
Bye for now………..
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666 Days of Chastity
Posted:Jan 12, 2022 6:28 pm
Last Updated:Jan 12, 2022 6:31 pm
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Today is day 666 of my chastity journey, the 41st day of being locked constantly 24/7. The openness design of this cage allows me to be squeaky clean without removing it. i didn't think the 24/7 constant locking would be so humbling.

Chastity is not always a punishment
Chastity can be a sign of adoration
Chastity is not always an acknowledgement of inferiority
Chastity can be a sign of strength and dedication

As the waves of submissiveness wash over me.
The longing to serve deepens
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630 days of chastity
Posted:Dec 6, 2021 4:10 pm
Last Updated:May 12, 2024 9:18 pm
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The waves of denial come and go.
are days when i forget that i am locked up, then a wave of reality hits and the feeling of helplessness and inferiority pound on my psyche.
The need be teased, aroused and denied as others enjoy their sexual freedoms intensifies..
i started this journey out of curiosity and now i am overwhelmed with the need be locked.
i gone back my original device. is open and i can keep myself clean without removing it.
i am wondering if i should forgo any shaving, thus eliminating any reason for the occasional unlocking.
Thoughts of making this permanent and irreversible entered my mind. would be easy enough do: Hex button Stainless Steel screw, a tap, Locktite 266. Don't forget to round out the Hex hole with a drill bit after it is tightly in place. To render the Hex key useless
Yes, the thought has crossed my mind..........
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Long Term Chastity
Posted:Apr 24, 2021 4:24 pm
Last Updated:Dec 6, 2021 3:16 pm
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i am amazed that i have been in chastity for 403 days. Yes, i do remove it for a good cleaning every week, it is off for about minutes.... no pleasure, just business.
This all started in March 2020 when the first state wide lock down happened. Since i wasn't able travel, i decided lock myself up.
my first 43 days, i had a key
The next 205 days, a keyholder has the only key
Now i have the key again. (Using a time lock container hold the key between cleanings)

Being self lock has it's positives, but believe me, not having a key definitely puts a person in a deeper state of submission.

i have been asked when i plan unlock myself and say enough.....at this point, i don't see that happening anytime in the near future. And if i find another keyholder, then that decision is not longer mine make.

Strangely, chastity has become part of me, i feel anxious and unsettled when i remove it for cleaning.
Chastity removes the selfish, self-absorbing desire for my own sexual gratification and redirects that energy the focusing on another’s desires, needs and servitude.
Everyday that passes my psyche becomes a little more slavish, my demeanor less self-absorbed and my need serve grows even stronger.
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Chastity - week 32
Posted:Oct 26, 2020 1:13 pm
Last Updated:Oct 26, 2020 5:42 pm
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i cannot remember what it feels like be cageless
i cannot remember the last time i was erect
i cannot remember the pleasures of an orgasm

my slavishness deepens
my longing for subjugation increases
my hunger for helplessness is overwhelming
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Chastity Week 27
Posted:Sep 22, 2020 3:34 pm
Last Updated:May 12, 2024 9:18 pm
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my slavishness is overwhelming
my inferiority is gaining strength
my susceptibility is intensifying
my intellect is obscured
i am unable to halt this furtherance
i know this journey has just began
i bow my head and surrender
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Chastity Week 26
Posted:Sep 17, 2020 1:33 pm
Last Updated:Sep 17, 2020 1:34 pm
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Strangely i find myself in a very calm state of mind.
A few days ago a “switch flipped” and that changed my world.
my constant semi-arousal state has vanished and it has been replaced with a reconciliation of my chastity.
The slavish mindset continues but with a deepening intensity of asexuality.
The anticipation for a release has been replaced with an aspiration of lastingness.
i am neither upset nor depressed.
i am comfortable with this outcome.
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The Journey of Chastity
Posted:Apr 13, 2020 7:39 am
Last Updated:Apr 14, 2020 5:34 pm
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i sit here this morning finding that chastity has become my norm

i am readying myself for the day You possess the key

i sense my focus evolving

Do i crave intimacy, yes

Do i crave my sexual relief, not so much

Do i crave to give pleasure, yes

This has heightened my aching to serve You, in all ways You desire

This has intensified my slavish desires

This has reopened the rabbit hole of subjugation

i feel myself slipping helplessly deeper into enslavement
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Intensifying Desire
Posted:Apr 11, 2020 10:31 am
Last Updated:Apr 13, 2020 7:39 am
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i dream of You
i worship You
To have Your touch
To feel Your warmth
To hear Your words
To submit to Your supremacy
To surrender all to Your overwhelming authority
Conquering the mind, body and soul
Leaving me helplessly Yours
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