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A New Box of Crayons

i've decided to share....

To All Who Serve
Posted:May 26, 2014 8:17 am
Last Updated:May 12, 2024 10:3 pm
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THANK YOU.
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Hello kinksters
Posted:May 25, 2014 3:39 pm
Last Updated:May 12, 2024 10:3 pm
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Gosh, I haven't been here in ages. Still the same old Alt from what little I can see. Still hustling for the almighty dollar. Anyway, bitchfest is SO not why I'm here. I was going through some old...and I do mean OLD emails, and I started reflecting on all the amazing people I had meet through Alt. Sure a lot of people here are losers, posers and wanna be's, but the ones who aren't are amazing. I started to miss the sense of community here. The resources, and advice and even sense of kinky twisted family. I want to start blogging again. Sharing what I've learned, and seeking answers from those more learned. I'm going to wander around for bit, see if anyone I know is still around. Til later.
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Well, well, well.......
Posted:May 31, 2012 2:32 pm
Last Updated:May 12, 2024 10:3 pm
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I'm back.
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WTF?!?!?!?!?!?!
Posted:Oct 3, 2007 6:16 pm
Last Updated:Jun 1, 2014 12:35 pm
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i have a BLOG??????....when the hell did THIS happen???
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NO PARTIES!!!
Posted:Sep 19, 2007 9:30 pm
Last Updated:May 14, 2021 9:32 am
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All right, listen up all You P/pervs, and P/pervettes. i'm going out to the Cape for a few days, and will be without..*gasp*..internet service. Frankly, i don't know how i shall survive, but i shall muddle through somehow. IN THE MEANTIME, however, any sort of frivolous shennanigans, will be frowned upon and met with severe repercussions!! SEVERE!!! So stay safe, and have fun...just not here!! And i know the M/miscreants know exactly W/who i'm talking about!!
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Happy, happy, Joy, joy
Posted:Sep 19, 2007 8:55 pm
Last Updated:Oct 3, 2007 5:41 am
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rainbows, and kittens, and palomino ponies. hot sweet milky tea, best friends and sunshine. playing in the rayne, alaskan malamute puppies, and butterflies. pearls, snowflakes, and chocolate mousse. corsets, cabernet and the perfect red lipstick. silk sheets, the smell of Him, and wicked high heels that don't hurt your feet. ice cream cones on a hot day, giggling, and love. football, sleeping in and sex. christmas, family and bubble baths. champagne, good books, and the time to read them. music, dancing and whip cream. comfy jeans, candles and stars. thuddy elkskin floggers, handcuffs, and rope. smiles, art, and beautiful Men. coffee, tulips and travel. college hoops, rooting for the home team and aimless cruising on a summer night. bbq potato chips, mountains and imported beer. submission, trust and '68 camaros'. autumn and hula hoops and the fact that He called. ray-ban sunglasses, diet coke and honesty. really good pizza, slouch socks and bacon. collars, pedicures, and being Wanted.
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Never Forget
Posted:Sep 11, 2007 7:18 pm
Last Updated:Oct 3, 2007 5:43 am
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Today is September 11th. A defining day in not only Americas', but in the worlds conciousness. i am still sad. i am unusually quiet today. Someone asked me.......why? did you know someone that died? To that i answer...no....but yes.

They were my mother, my father, my sister and brother. my aunt and uncle and cousin. They were the clerk at the dry cleaner, my dentist, my doctor, my friend, and my neighbor. They were the cute fireman i asked for directions when i got lost and the woman who cleans the building where i work. They were my babysitter, and the ones i babysat for. They were sons and daughters, bankers, laywers and fast food workers. They were my garbage man, my butcher, the florist, and the secretary. They were my cashier in the cafeteria, and my mechanic, they were my lover and they were loves i had not met. They were the bus driver, the accountant and the police officer. They all had someone that loved them. They all have someone that misses them.

i know i still do.

And they all regardless of what their passport might have said, on that day....

They were all American.

So ya, i guess i do know them.
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Ugh......
Posted:Sep 6, 2007 8:23 pm
Last Updated:Oct 3, 2007 6:36 am
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....well damn, my blog has been so depressing lately even i don't want to read it.

That's going to change.

Starting now.
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Why does it seem like....
Posted:Sep 4, 2007 8:05 pm
Last Updated:Jun 13, 2014 12:08 pm
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...every time i turn around, i'm doing the wrong thing? or saying the wrong thing? or acting the wrong way? or hell, even thinking the wrong thing? It's gotten to the point where i wonder if i should even be here at all. i'm wondering if i even am submissive. i know there is no other place i would rather be than on my knees at the feet of a strong Dominant Man...and yet.....nothing i seem to do is right.

i'm questioning everything about myself...my commitment to the Lifestyle, who i am, what i am.

i'm not a bad person, but apparently, i am a horrible sub.
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Please, ....for me
Posted:Sep 2, 2007 7:56 pm
Last Updated:Oct 3, 2007 5:49 am
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Tell someO/one that Y/you love T/them today.

'Cause there's just not enough love in the world.
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