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A New Box of Crayons

i've decided to share....

Can SomeO/one........
Posted:Nov 26, 2006 11:57 am
Last Updated:Dec 6, 2006 4:40 pm
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......please help me understand.
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Love Letters.....
Posted:Nov 22, 2006 7:30 pm
Last Updated:May 31, 2012 2:31 pm
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So i was browsing through my CD's...bored with everything, looking...... waaaay back, when i stumbled across an old favorite, Bonnie Raitt. i popped it in, ahhh good times, good times. This song seemed particularly appropriate.....

Sittin' in front of your house,
Like rain in early dawn
Workin' on a love letter
Got my radio on.

Got my eye on your window pane
And i smoked a lot of cigarettes.
Mercy, mercy but love is strange
And you haven't even kissed me yet.

Look comes to push,
Push comes to shove,
Shove comes to touch,
Touch will come to love.

Workin' on a love letter,
Listenin' to a love song,
I'm writing you a love letter, love letter,
Got my radio on...radio, radio

Hope you get the message baby.
I know that you're gonna let me in.
It's real in your neighborhood
And this is more than i'm gonna bend.

Look comes to push,
Push comes to shove,
Shove comes to touch,
Touch will come to love.

Why don't sit waitin'
Why don't behavin'
Love's waiting in the car,
In the car and rain now.

Workin' on a love letter,
Listenin' to a love song,
I'm writing you a love letter, love letter, Got my radio on...radio, radio

i have a few People i'd like to write love letters to actually...how about You?
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Quote of the Day
Posted:Nov 19, 2006 7:47 pm
Last Updated:Feb 28, 2008 4:39 pm
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"....you looked good on your knees, once your eyes stopped rolling."

Ooops
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Bannah's Bevy of Beauties
Posted:Nov 15, 2006 4:45 pm
Last Updated:Oct 28, 2020 8:28 pm
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My Friend, the wickedly lickable, and utterly
urbane rexbannah has graciously extended
to me an invitation to join His Friend's Network.

Apparently, that's where all the cool K/ are
hanging out, and they do serve a mean martini as
well.

"Ah Rex daaaaaaalink." *air kisses, both cheeks*,
"Delighted to be here!"

So i join a delightfully delicious bevy of women,

_LeSoleil_...damn, even "i" wanna spank
that ass!!!

vneckgirl...succulent comes to mind does it not?

A_muse_me...oh my, She has legs for days!!

...and then there's
moi...radiant, wanton, playful, a delicious winged devil cleverly sheathed in an angel's robe...and, oh yes, exceedingly modest.

Obviously, Rex has exquiste taste in women, so
this just got me thinking...what would One actually want to DO, in a room with the four of U/us? Any ideas?

i've got a few
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Of Angels, and Devils
Posted:Nov 11, 2006 10:37 am
Last Updated:Dec 6, 2006 4:27 pm
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Y/you know how...when presented with an opportunity, Y/you have the angel sitting on one shoulder, and the devil on the other?

The angel says...."Gee, i'm not sure if that's a good idea"

The devil says...."Go on, life is about experiences"

The angel says..."i'm really thinkin' you could get hurt here"

The devil says...."but you will constantly wonder 'what if', if you don't give it a try"

The angel says...."Be careful, and don't get caught up to quickly"

The devil says...."CANNONBALL!!!!!!"

The angel says...."your breaking one of your rules for Him"

The devil says..."rules were meant to broken"

The angel says...."He's the same"

The devil says..."He's different"


Sometimes....Y/you should listen to the angel.
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Oh thank goodness.....
Posted:Nov 10, 2006 1:12 pm
Last Updated:Dec 6, 2006 4:27 pm
8039 Views

...i feel much better today.
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Isn't it interesting..
Posted:Nov 10, 2006 9:20 am
Last Updated:Dec 6, 2006 4:26 pm
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How different Doms engender different responses?....Ya, ya i know They are all different People, and thus deserving of unique reactions, and yet....i'm still the same person..or am i?

When talking with S, i am this total, smart ass brat...and that's not REALLY the type of sub i am (the peanut gallery can refrain from commenting please) but something about Him, just makes me want to TOTALLY push His buttons. i don't know if it's because He is so cool, calm, and collected, that i want to get some sort of rise out of Him, or what? It is not, in any way, that i question His Dominance, for sure, He is One of the most quietly, self assured Men i have ever met. i must have maso tendencies, if want to poke the bear with a sharp stick, huh? It's all in good fun however, and He knows this. He has my utmost respect, and W/we are F/friends..it's just, puzzling to me at some times. Maybe i just
need a spanking!!!...*L*

When i am talking and playing with S, however, it's a different story all together. i could kneel joyously at His feet all night, just staring softly up at Him, and all is right with the world. He calls me "good girl", and i melt. i feel most submissive with Him, and yet He is not that experienced a Dom, and W/we are still feeling O/our way through this. Going slowly. Maybe i just need a spanking!!!...*L*

Then there is...or should i say, was M, the One i ached to tell all, be all, yet He proved my emotional masochism post. Not enough again dear subbie. With Him i was emotionally open and available, smart and funny, wanting to show Him all the facets, and that didn't seem to pan out to well either. He was my "hole in the sidewalk". Maybe i just need a spanking!!!...*L*

Will the "real" rayne, please stand up, please stand up.

So besides the fact that i need a spanking, what have W/we learned here?

i don't need, want, or expect a perfect Dom, as i am far from perfect myself. i just need Him to be perfect for me. One that WANTS to know all of me, as WANT to know all of Him. EveryO/one says that He's out there......searching for me, as i look for Him. So, if anyO/one see's Him, could Y/you please point Him in this general direction?...thanks. i remain, as ever,

the multi-faceted, emotional masochist,

rayne
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i am feeling.....
Posted:Nov 8, 2006 3:42 pm
Last Updated:Nov 15, 2006 6:03 pm
7702 Views

really REALLY submissive.
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Good submissives don't cry.....
Posted:Nov 7, 2006 7:33 pm
Last Updated:Nov 30, 2006 8:03 am
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...or get angry, or upset, or pissed off, right?

Ok, so for the past two nights i have been a big ole weepy mess......and i have no idea why, and i guess it doesn't even matter at this point. apparently, i just need to "snap out of it". Forgo the pity party and just put on a happy face, right? Stop looking for reasons to be depressed, right? your a great person, right?...well FUCK THAT!! i am tired of always being the happy one..the good one, the one with a constant smile on my face and good word for everyO/one. If i wanna be fucking depressed and cry for a week i can fucking well do that. If i'm nursing some hurt, just give me box of god damn tissues and go the fuck away!!! If you REALLY want to help get me some chocolate and a bottle of wine. God!!! can't i work through this at my own pace? I'm hurt, and sad and angry and dissapointed and frustrated and jealous. So why can't i just BE those things?
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How can you.....
Posted:Nov 7, 2006 12:02 pm
Last Updated:Nov 23, 2006 8:36 pm
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.....miss something when you never really had it in the first place?
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