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A Dirigible lost on the wind!

One soul, one life, and a shower of sparks.

Your "pillar plea" finally answered !
Posted:Jan 4, 2024 7:20 pm
Last Updated:Jan 5, 2024 11:44 am
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Utube is evolving into something useful. Not before time either as what monstrous things does the Earth hold for us.
As someone who missed school I had to learn to write in my own time and discover all the wise things I'd missed out on, but there is the school of thought that o much of what was taught was wrong.
We have utubes now intent on "condensing" our history so it fits neatly into a story written in a book.
And at least I listened, and so many things once taken as verbatim are now being questioned.
The age of the Universe, the big bang, the age of the dinosaurs, when coal deposits were formed and how, when did humans first produce crops?
So many things now that you can delve into on the tube.
I'm evolving myself and I missed so much.
But I'm thrilled to see that a magical time did exist before the last ice age delivered its blow.
How amazing it is to uncover the stone that says it all.
The waves that rolled across the earth and the prayer for help.
But what I want is proof that the ancients knew how insignificant we are.
Once you have that your notions of grandiose purposes and designs slip out the window.
History lessons at school led to the disappointing affairs of humans.
Learning psychiatry meant you could more accurately point to the unwell miscreants who narrcissiced everything to fit into their pea brained adherence to the seven deadly sins and worship of deities.
Pathetic really, and the backbone of their degrees were full of lies.
It is a hollow thing your hanging your hat on.
A rotten termite filled post that points your way into the future!
If you looked at coal, as people who made their lives a study of it it has curious aspects that defy the "It must have fell into a swamp millions of years ago!" Because you can find that logs can be accrued together in one part and lighter branches and leaves in another.
Evidence of a mass movement of water.
Dinosaur remnants that have cartilage and dna present after millions of years.
Carvings like primates did of dinosaurs.
With those unmistakable cooling fins along the backbone.
So I was playing around with an old tv recorder and found it still worked after 15 years and had what I was interested in back then still on it.
Stuff taken from an even older model too and that had the pre digital signal
I found Chariots of the Gods on it and watched it wondering how much further we'd got to answering the mysteries portrayed.
Apparently Graham Hancock knows Eric von Daniken.
I love the music especially and it seems so too many others too find the doco praiseworthy, it getting a 4.5 stars.
So surely utube would tell us precisely just how they did move those impressive stones.
Well not yet.
But I am excited about Gobeklitepe and what that may bring to the table. 11,700 years ago.
Oh by mining coal we're removing evidence of a chapter of the Earth. Maybe future people would criticize us for doing that.






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A walk in the woods today.
Posted:Jan 3, 2024 10:32 pm
Last Updated:Jan 4, 2024 6:44 am
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Some inside information too if you've heard about the mushroom poisoning case. It's been a very thunder stormy season and that makes for mushrooms to come out.
Never been a problem for me, as I just stick to what I was told was a safe mushroom as a .
Basically you can peel it and it has a color but I've never really thought about it too much and thought I'd wander around with the camera today for a look.
There's one with obvious jaw marks that doesn't have any gills.
A number of what I'm told are death caps and I got some edible ones that are much tastier than the ones in the shop.
There's also nettles you can eat, water plants, bardy grubs.
Now those Bardies can cause frustration.
They climb up the inside of acacias gnawing out a hole and the Sulphur crested cockies a bird listens to the tree for those Bardies gnawing away then it rips open the tree to get to the bardy which is a little fat grub.
That works for fruit trees too and the cockies are known to attack them making them break and fall over. Some snap shots for you, can you spot the poisonous ones?








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"The artful dodger !"
Posted:Jan 3, 2024 3:02 pm
Last Updated:Jan 20, 2024 3:57 pm
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Cars that takeover when you're incapable seem great to me. In the US roughly a million dogs get run over every year.
If you were faced with programming a car capable of sensing and avoiding obstacles, then if it could sense it's not a human but a then why upset the traffic by avoiding it. Just straight ahead and thank AI.
The toyota and I have been careful to not hit anything but there's times I realized I could do better. Like thinking the other drivers are idiots would be a good start. Really you'd have to read minds at times.
A truck is slowing down a little and no indicators and it's just a straight road and I pull around it but as a side road comes up he suddenly puts the indicator on way too late and this leaves me right in the path if he turned off.
Holy shit , but it's okay no drama, but I could do better.
I should have slowed down and stayed behind the truck.
If you arrive a few minutes late you're forgiven but not arriving at all you're missed.
That's what the ad on Tv says.
Fact is I leave seeking conquest.
It's a primordial condition that has to be pandered too.
And driving wildly after leaving the Christmas party full of booze and even if it was a stupid act of fun by the bosses secretary to pull in to illegally overtake me on the wrong side then I would still have awkward questions to answer.
You see just over the coming hill a driver was waiting in the middle of the road to turn off and the double white line says that's illegal and I caught a snapshot of the secretaries jag burning rubber with the brakes fully on just giving me enough room to slip past the upcoming car.
Well I "dinged it" see photo.
We all arrived home uninjured except maybe some cars, mine a severely dented rim from hitting one of those steep gutters and we did have a teet a teet with bumpers. (still on the car outside that I drove as a young man.) There was another one where I was helping a nice couple out of their car that finished up on its side and no other cars around for miles, seems he hit the accelerator too hard , but it was the tyre pressure he explained to me.
Excuses excuses, I had that same old car flat out when a little turbo came up and gave a wave as it disappeared over the horizon. I guess he was doing 120 mph and the road was okay.
Fast enough now days to not get your car back if you get caught.
It gets crushed.
So they sent my new license notifying me that there's nothing on my record. A clean record, OMG I'm just scratching the surface of what really went on.
I scared the shit out of a mate once with my James bond U'ey, leaving us teetering on a cliff edge.
"Maybe you should drive next time !" Was all I could say. Kinda reminds me of golf, "You don't have to write how just how many." We had a lunch after the matches and my caddie laughed as he explained how I played and won the first hole with a shit drive a hook into the deep rough a great recovery to the front of the green then a 40 footer into the hole for par. My opponent bogeying the hole scratching his head about what just happened.
My caddie said to me during the round that he thought my opponent had his father on the bag.
I pulled off a couple of beauties finally getting warmed up after a cold start to win the match.
My grandfather told me he beat the club champion with his rain coat on.
That was with hickory shafts too.
So they bought back a tournament using hickory shafts and gave me a hit with them so I'd get to know how it was for my grandfather.
"There's no forcing them!" they advised me.
I remembered the old club pro who loved those soft balls that didn't go anywhere.
He'd par the course with those things.
Us young k!ds scratched out heads about what was going on.
Later we had "spin skins" that you'd use on a hole where you needed spin.
I guess that was the advantage of those soft balls.


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A study in elucidation.
Posted:Jan 1, 2024 1:32 pm
Last Updated:Jan 1, 2024 8:31 pm
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What was most appealing about spending time in the outback was catching up on books I'd started to read and "mending my nets".
As someone who dropped out of school early and frankly wasn't going to make it to the end anyway I felt abandoned, and heeding to fill in the blank myself.
Knowing words was important and really what you had to do was learn one word a day and practice it till it became normal and could use it fill a gap.
It was those times when people paused , struggling to find the right word that you may think of words as a fishing net, and when fully constructed would be a tight fit with no holes.
It was those thoughts like big fish would escape through the net unless we had the words to hold them as capture.
There was other problems too, like the barriers between conscious and subconscious workings.
Since ancient times it was a struggle to get the mind to work in your favor.
I caught a brief account of ergot and how it would poison a stored supply of grain.
But not always deadly and it sometimes had mind altering producing drugs like serotonin. LSD too can be synthesized from it.
Medicine is a field where you can make a difference and knowing a bit about medical science can set you apart, as a thinker.
But then their was poetry too, the stuff that songs are made of and surely your medicinal degree would fail to that.
In the sense of becoming an idol.
But to mind altering things it was a risky way to peer through the barrier that was there for a good reason.
Your ancestors constructed that barrier and in a lot of ways it made you who you are.
Barrier to keep unwanted behaviors in check.
Barriers to make you useful to the opposite sex.
And it is evident in a simple camping trip too, just how those barriers control you.
A couple camping can be completely different from the loner. Deadlines and goals needing to be ticked off for some and others give themselves the freedom to meditate and build an essence of inner fulfillment.
The mind is such a stubborn thing to get what you want from it.
So often it is what we build around us that keeps us cemented in a hole.
A Gordian knot is what I'm thinking and only the slashing action of a sword can break its grip.
So we brought wine too, my favorite ginger one.
It was okay to pick it up the next day and makes me wonder if ginger is a way to fortify it.
A preservative? You mix whisky with your cream to preserve the cream.
So I added a bottle of that too.
You know how devastating it is to forget something on a camping trip.
Once a guy told me he divorced his wife because she forgot the salt. Was he joking?
I think Wagyu and trifles would make a good start.
Make the camping trip about good food and smoke your mud crab delicately over the remnants of the fire.
Make some smokey jerky, with plenty of salt to nibble on.
My favorite is to cook pork ribs down to nothing but a tasty dried magnificence.
Lets pickle some carrots and cabbage , sauerkraut , let' cook a sponge in the camp oven and fill it with cream from a pressurized can.
Invite some camper to try it and watch them marvel at something like that created in the middle of nowhere.
You're not just a Hamster on a wheel !



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What can we try?
Posted:Dec 31, 2023 3:56 pm
Last Updated:Jan 1, 2024 10:26 am
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It's another new year, fresh with possibilities. A friend is crazy about finding diamonds and gold and is planning a trip into the desert. Would I like to go? As experience already showed I quickly lost interest in swinging a gold detector and found more joy cooking on an open fire ,or trying to paint the desert scenery with joyous spots of color.
Yes there was joy in the desert and there was my deep connection with the night sky.


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She signed her cheques "Alicia"
Posted:Dec 30, 2023 5:34 pm
Last Updated:Dec 31, 2023 12:34 pm
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but we knew her as Jody.
I seemed to remember that dream mentioned the movie "Contact" and I saw it on the tv guide and decided to have a look.
A distant recollection of that movie being talked about on morning TV came back and the reference was made to the work of Jill Tarter and I got a laugh out of that as a fanciful and kind of like obsession with finding out about the universe.
It would be a relatively short obsession before other more practical devices would take over and even the question asked about what the Universe was up to grew with more discoveries and the threats biology would be facing.
Personally it was that certain triggers drew my attention to what I must know, for some role I had in the future.
I knew about the future too and it seemed as certain as any reality is that I'd be playing my part.
The name Carl Sagan too leapt off the page demanding to be looked into.
I was thinking that all the information was being accrued but no-one had been able to join the dots correctly.
That's where I came in and my bipolar perspective that allowed me to watch what my mind was turning out like watching a movie.
I should explain that it was the insufferable boredom of school that made me turn off from reality and I'd slipped into an alter consciousness that was way more interesting.
I remember only filling out the first page of my books and the class didn't know how to take me. And I remember one test where I got everything right because it was multiple choice and I was designed for that.
I read the thought of the one who wrote the test and even shared their laughs and joy the felt when they scratched their bum.
In fact if I read anything at all I immediately got stuck in the authors ways and trifling thoughts whether they were alive or dead, it didn't matter.
And objects too, all had a voice.
But back to the movie and I stopped it when a poignant moment arrived and it was when"Jill" was all alone with the machine she'd dreamed off and switched in on and just using her laptop hastily exposed her ears to it.
She'd had some previous experience with inferior devices but now she was anxious to see what she'd gained.
We hear a brief signal that is short and we're reminded of a real event perhaps where that had happened.
Once we found out about black holes too, that possibly litter our galaxy and stray to capture other star systems we can imagine a threat that that has a mathematical certainty about it and would involve a world to forget their trifles and indifferences to focus on building an ark that was capable of the escape velocity or weightlessness needed to escape that grasping fiend.
We're lucky we didn't meet one ourselves.
Only rare and few Solar systems get as far as ours.
So it would be a fast paced strive for technological advancement to quickly understand "how things work" and the results from atom smashers would perhaps point the way.
Give an understanding of particles that seemed to work freely with the influence of gravity affecting them.
So we've already taken the first steps before any threat to us is known about.
Of course there are many threats and we have collisions, nearby star explosions that could denude the planet of its atmosphere and threats from within too with apocalyptic scenarios playing out.
So taking that further we may ask ourselves what it is or was that made aliens travel here.
Something like in excess of two thirds of people believe aliens are here at the moment.
Given the immensity of time involved they probably got here in our distant past.
Recovered spaceships and hinted at some of them being ancient and some freed from archaic rocks.
Oh we also have something fascination to me in that structure shown in the movie like gimbal rings which looks very appropriate when trying to imagine what the mechanism looked like it those balls recorded that were approached and documented.
But how do they work? Maybe in such a way that confuses the electo-magnetic or gravitational forces that abound it.
But the latest speculation is it must have something to do with time manipulation to allow for that beyond like speed movement.
For the crafts inhabitants they do not feel and sort of motion.
So getting back to the movie contact, possibly the inhabitants on another world sent out a distress signal asking anyone who could be listening in to help them build their machine.
Something that is believable too and where the movie falls down as too far fetched.
But didn't ancient Egyptians speculate about a souls interstellar journey.
Did aliens educate them about that as well as providing for moving huge pieces of stone?
So yes I give the movie a tick even for just providing that poignant moment in that wonderful looking landscape away from distracting EMF's.


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Diamonds could be forever!
Posted:Dec 29, 2023 6:18 pm
Last Updated:Dec 29, 2023 9:32 pm
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I think a ruby would be nice ! Blood diamonds like in that movie are a dirty business. A customer suggested a ruby would be nice..... to finish off her piece. Where the fuck do I get a ruby !!!!!!!

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Two idiots steal a baby !
Posted:Dec 28, 2023 3:11 pm
Last Updated:Dec 29, 2023 2:56 am
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I thought I'd do my movie review as promised. "Don't tell mom the babysitters dead" and I quickly feared the worst , but somehow as corny as the whole thing is it had a sense of the phoney 90's about it and it was like being taken back in time and gives a snapshot of life back then.
It was kind of funny and had a nice feeling about it like the way vinyl records have come back.
I love that too.
It's amazing that two idiots could have a baby that found a niche in an unwelcoming world.
That niche being music.
After a torrid time being at the mercy of the two idiots I had a choice on whether to continue and somehow provide for my own "restoration" or be involved in destructive practices.
The aboriginal told me not to swim there as big crocs left their slides on the banks but I did.
I loved their shocked expressions and dire warnings.
There was so many things I didn't understand.
My death wish led me to scaling cliffs and I found a Honald like 'couldn't give a damn' and just enjoy the rush if things get difficult.
It felt like playing racket ball with the creator, whom gave me a feeling of indestructibility.
That I'd be protected till I'd completed my task.
Then there'd be no use for me.
I wondered what it was that fondled and protected idiots like me, and the mechanism that 'stifled' their development.
By brain size the idiots looked the same but some sort of biological mechanism was holding them back.
The local mechanic is always quick to blame the 'lazy' electrons when circuits misbehave.
Electrons are the laziest cunts of things ever he'd explain.
You know computer chip circuits and put onto a substrate and you don't even see them. "It's there I can assure you" the technician explained, showing the face of the silicone chip that looked the same as before but with with a complex circuit on it.
Electronics had a way of enticing some in and a school friend understood it and he took me to a nerdy house and the wall of his house was wired and there was warnings about the lethal voltage it contained.
So nerdy k!ds were real and I remember an electronics type who cut his teeth repairing radios made a business out of getting k!ds involved in electronics.
One book had a young g!rl on the cover twiddling with something she'd made, maybe a simple radio or crystal set.
Crystal sets belonged to an earlier age , my fathers childhood.
Anyway I wondered about neural networks and what the difference was between a student who excelled and the one who didn't.
Hereditary you might think but some who'd had a brain injury got a surprising gift from that.
One a maths genius.
So I'm missing the point of what I'm trying to conclude that some function is at play here that' keeping you stupid for a reason. Like the many other ways we're being mislead.
Love and infatuation and mind slewing drugs produced by the body' pulling the wool' to get us to play the game.
Some got onto that early too and I was invited to partake in their secret sect!
This was way before the MGTOW phenomena.
A group of nerdy boys had figured out how vulnerable they were and they partook in secret ceremonies , to even the score.
I went to see what they were on about and they had a poor boy tied up with him drawn up bu the balls with another with a whip in his hand to flay his cock so it would become unusable and of no interest to the domineering fems.
It looked ridiculous and I was ready to bolt but they proved they were serious by displaying their own obscure meats, that had been 'dealt with' .
As time went on I found that boys were complaining about disfiguring diseases they'd picked up from not using condoms.
They'd claim you're not a real man till you've had the 'pox'.
I realized how much I hated civilization.
Oh my idiot parents picked up the wrong baby at the maternity ward and I wondered about my real brother that I'd perhaps never met.
There's a story on utube about a woman with triplets.
The husband got pissed when paternity tests proved they weren't his.
After separating, a long time after she cottoned on to another scenario that they weren't her either.
She'd taken home the wrong triplets!!!! OMG !!!!






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It's true !
Posted:Dec 25, 2023 8:34 pm
Last Updated:Dec 26, 2023 11:53 am
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It's Christmas !





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Are you a "Wet roader"?
Posted:Dec 23, 2023 12:39 pm
Last Updated:Dec 25, 2023 12:16 pm
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There's a growing amount of charcoal grey cars with blackened windows and slight sheen , the same sheen you see on a wet blacktop.
The Toyota and I were "gassing up" and on the way out I missed seeing the charcoal grey 4wd coming in and her window was open and she came to a stop with a questioning look on her face and I just said "sorry I didn't see ya!'.
Really I could have done a lot better, "get off the road you "Wet roader!!!!!"".
No that's not quite right.
Besides I'm glad we've ditched white as being the most popular car color as they frankly make me want to "chuck!!"
"Your white car makes me want to spew maam !!"
Thoughts of Bundy always come back when I'm in a mood to insult.
But wait those "wet roaders" remind me of the nightrider.
How does spitting out "you're a nightrider" sound, to tell the world that you're an unhappy karen about another's choice of color?
There's a lot of them too, when you look around, they're using invisibility tactics to not gain attention.
Maybe their psychiatrists recommended they do that.
To slide through life unnoticed.
Maybe they're running a protection racket and have to escape the notice of cameras that just can't see charcoal black.
Or maybe they like "men in black' and have connections with ET.
So by buying that color they buy a sense of intrigue with it.
Then there's half light times when they truly are a miracle to spot.
It should be mandatory that their lights be kept on, by law!!!
Well not me anyway, the Toyota has a "vie de vere" just made that up, a feel good luminous, get your attention color.
Being in the top 5% of safe drivers who are accident free. "Oh shit forget about the trailer thing!"
You don't know about that !!!
Trailers have an annoying way of being forgotten about. You should be required to have a flashing red sign on your dash saying watch out!!! Trailer behind.
Another avoidable stressful incident and man I really have to stop speeding but dropping it down into third for a boost of power gives off a sound that rattles the muffler and forces it to give a thrilling sportage of power !!! Yes in that moment of "excessive speed" all the goals have been met !!
The madman or "nut loose behind the wheel" as my papa would say has got his "bang for his buck!!!"
And needs time to settle down and wait for that speeding ticket to arrive in the mail.
Really we need sensors badly that can spot these "nightriders" and draw our attention to them.



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