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Posted:May 31, 2009 11:09 am
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I have been missing my Sir Weomaster and was going to pen something of my own but picked up one of my books and decided that it was a better "thought" and I wanted to share it with you.
It is from the Prophet by Kahlil Gibran
Love gives naught but itself and takes naught but from itself.
Love possesses not nor would it be possessed;
For love is sufficient unto love.
When you love you should not say "He/she is in my heart" but rather "I am in the heart of Him/her"
Think not you can direct the course of love, for love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course.
Love has no other desire but to fulfill itself.
But if you love and must needs have desires, let these be your desires;
To melt and be like a running brook that sings it's melody to the night.
To know the pain of too much tenderness.
To be wounded by your own understanding of love;
And to bleed willingly and joyfully.
To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving;
To rest in the noon hour and meditate love's ecstacy;
And then to sleep with a prayer for the beloved in your heart and a song of praise upon your lips.
*smile softly and look to the horizon*
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Posted:Apr 20, 2009 9:27 am
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the power of words ...can freeze Your spirit, take your breath away. send fear into your marrow ...make you wish that you were invisible ...pierce your heart... make you crumble
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the nature of submission and why, or whether, how a sub .feels should efffect whether they obey ..
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Posted:Apr 6, 2009 3:14 pm
Last Updated:Feb 19, 2017 7:58 pm 10103 Views
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Think on the nature of submission and why, or whether, how a sub feels should effect whether they obey or not. A nice essay of about 500 words should be fine. Discussing both points of view and coming to a conclusion from your personal perspective.
The above was an assignment that my Sir Weomaster gave me.
The following is my essay:
In description a submissive is an owned possession …sometimes considered an object or a toy. If the submissive is a cherished or valued one their training has consisted of many things … The submissives’ mind …body … emotions and spirit will have been honed by the Dominant …the Dominant has been many things to the submissive …Teacher …Trainer ..Coach …Life Skills Instructor …Mentor …Giver of pain and pleasure …Disciplinarian. The Dominant has invested much time …effort …care and thought into the training of the submissive. The Dominant has explored the submissive completely in all aspects …and knows their wants and needs and desires …Through the Dominants careful and caring nurturing the submissive thrives and the want/need to serve and please flourishes with each moment…action or event and is further rewarded with moments of love …trust …honesty … long discussions … training …discipline (when required) time … laughter … being owned and collared …the property of ..the list is endless
There is much trust developed between the two and fear is seldom a part of their vocabulary. The training of a submissive usually takes the submissive to a point of obedience, it grows from a place of thankfulness that they are owned by such a One and the want/need to please the Dominant and it may become one of the main goals of their existence. The thought of not obeying makes them aghast, extremely sad and ashamed. To a submissive the thought that the Dominant has been disappointed by their actions could be catastrophic.
Sometimes however a submissive may be injured or hurt by the Dominant (usually inadvertently);…that injury may be physical,emotional,mental or spiritual the submissive may be in great pain …but in the quest to please the Dominant not disclose the extent of the injury. This is where absolute communication is required but sometimes fails to be adhered to. The Dominant, unaware of the condition of the submissive may give the submissive instructions to carry out … At this point the submissive although wanting to carry out the instructions is also reluctant or hesitant to do so immediately. They do not follow through with the instructions given.
Is this a punishable action? Should the submissive be allowed to not carry out instructions? Should what the submissive feels have a bearing on whether the instructions should be obeyed?
The trust developed in a D/s relationship works both ways …confronted with the unusual situation of the submissive not obeying when required should make warning bells go off for the Dominant. The Dominant should know that disobeying an instruction gives the submissive a great deal of angst and/or shame and should explore with the submissive why this has occurred. Through this exploration the Dominant should discover the submissives injury.
Now any good coach or owner when confronted with an injury of a valuable “player” would not expect that “player” to jump right back into the game …a D/s relationship is the same …
The Dominant owns a valuable “player” … and might risk permanent injury of the submissive and the possibility that the submissive may not be able to “perform” again in the quality capacity that the submissive has been honed and trained to do by the Dominant.
Does the Dominant push the submissive into performing his instructions ?? risking further injury ?? The submissive may be able to perform …but with an injury will that performance be satisfactory?? There might even be the possibility that the injured submissive will never “perform” again if the original injury is aggravated too much.
As a good coach or owner of a valuable player would …a wise Dominant should nurture the submissive … trusting His training and His submissive … and ascertain that it was not an act of defiance or disobedience …but an injury (whether physical, mental, emotional or spiritual) that kept the submissive from performing or carrying out His instructions. The Dominant would also know that the thoughtful nurturing of the submissive at this point would allow the submissive to be grateful for His understanding and care and that because of this would strive harder to please the Dominant even more and that the trust between them would be stronger should another injury like this occur again . (Which in life is likely to happen regardless of the strength of the relationship)
My conclusion: that the decision will be effected heavily by one of two things …the first being how much the Dominant values and cherishes Their submissive and secondly how much His ego comes into play and the Dominant demands to be “Obeyed” at all costs.
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Continuation of Story
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Posted:Dec 16, 2008 2:35 pm
Last Updated:Feb 12, 2009 11:00 pm 9836 Views
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I awaken periodically through the night and feel Your strong arms around me I move my naked body back against Yours ...feeling Your sleeping manhood against my ass I smile and drift back into a deep slumber …I awaken again to You kissing my neck and ear …Your hands are caressing my breasts playing softly with my hardening nipples …I smile and move back against You …W/we always sleep with You wrapped around me and now I feel Your hardening shaft nudging against my behind …smiling I ask “is that for me my Sir?” …You make a growling noise in my ear and pinch my nipple tight …giving it a twist for good measure …I moan and move back against You … “in due time kitten ….when I think it is merited “ is Your reply …Your hands continue to move over my body …awakening all the senses …my breasts fill and swell with the growing hunger …the nipples are elongated and tight …my tummy is rippling with the growing hunger …Your hand dips down over my stomach and rests just above my pelvic bone …You push Your leg between mine and while lifting Your leg You open mine …You place my top leg over Yours and I am splayed wide open … I feel my lips begin to open like soft petals wet with dew …Your fingers begin to play along the edges of the opening flower …never quite landing any where …I move my hips forward trying to have Your fingers enter and play with my wetness … You continue to tease me with Your hands and I moan with want … my sounds of arousal stir Your manhood and You grow hard and fat and begin to push against the cleft of my ass … my body is confused …it wants to push against Your hard shaft ..yet wants to push forward to have Your fingers bury themselves in my wetness …
In one movement You turn me on my stomach and move on top of me …Your long hard body covering my small shape …You stretch my arms above my head and grasp my wrist so I am unable to move … I am completely covered by You as You lay on me …not moving ..just breathing in my ear …I try to stir …but You are too heavy …my breathing is becoming ragged …my face is buried into the mattress I slowly begin to panic and struggle but You lay motionless and say nothing ...Finally!!! You lift Yourself a little and I gasp for air …slowly You begin to rub Your big fat cock along the crack of my behind down through the wet slit of my vulva and begin a rhythmical movement drawing Your shaft through my wetness …and nudging my almost totally exposed bud …it is swollen with hunger ..needing release …after what seems eons of time I beg …plead with You to allow me to have Your shaft deep inside me … You ignore me and just keep torturing me with the ever quickening strokes …suddenly You stop and I groan …not getting off me You reach to the bedside table and opening the drawer You pull out scarves …keeping my arms above my head You tie each wrist to a bed post so that I am unable to move … You move back and lift my bottom so that I am open and exposed to You …I know that You have full view of my swollen pussy …that the lips have opened wide revealing my sweet passage … You move closer to me and I once again I feel Your hard shaft nudging the soft wet lips of my ravenous pussy …”please Sir …Please !…Please ! … I need You inside me …please Sir …please !! “ …laughing You tell me that I must be more specific and tell You exactly what I want …frustrated .. I whimper …and You tell me “ If you don’t ask for it kitten …you will not get it “ …I hesitate for a few minutes …not wanting to use those words …not wanting to beg You …but You continue to torment me with Your shaft …playing with my nipples …twisting them periodically …the sensation shooting through me and landing directly on my exposed bud until I am a quivering mass of want …and I cannot withstand it any more and blurt out …Oh God …Sir ..Please fuck me!! …please!! oh God!! please fuck me !! …fuck me with Your big …fat …hard cock !!!…PLEASE !! …I am almost crying with the need of You ..my body moves back against You …begging to be used …I feel You place Your hard shaft against my tight wet opening …for a few strokes You just allow the crown to enter and exit …I cry out “ oh Sir …please Sir …Please!! do not torment me anymore !!!…I need Your cock inside my pussy …oh God please” with one long very slow movement You begin to slide Your thickness into my depths …I fell Your cock begin to stretch open my walls …feel every hard inch of You move into my depths until You are poking my back wall …Your pelvic bone pressed against my ass … You hold there …allowing me the pleasure of You …You move Your hips in a circular motion
…not stroking into me but allowing me to feel You …my head has reared back and I am breathless …I move back against You ..wanting You to ride me …You begin long slow strokes …pulling Yourself to the edges of my clasping lips …and then slide Yourself slowly back into my depths ….I move against You …my honey is saturating You …lubricating Your strokes .. You take hold of my hair and pull my head back and begin to quicken Your pace …Your rhythm increases until You are riding me hard and fast …I move to the edge quickly …my inner muscles begin to twitch around Your bludgeoning shaft …You feel me begin to teeter on the edge and You stop …I whimper in frustration …wanting …needing release …You once again lean over …ensuring that You stay buried deep inside me and pull something from the drawer …I am unable to see what You have and wait … my body still …listening … I hear a snap and then feel liquid trickling down my back crevice …over my anus ..and moving over Your hard shaft and dripping through my open lips and pooling in the hood of my clit … You begin a slow stroke again and begin to move Your fingers into my anal opening …stretching …widening …holding open …I am lost in the swirling mist …Your slow sensuous strokes caressing the inner walls of my vagina …Your fingers teasing my anal passage …I am moving to the edge once again ….suddenly I feel a hard object pressing against my anal opening …and You begin to move it into me …I cry out …it is too painful … I try to pull away …You hang onto my hips and I am unable to move …You stop the inward movement and allow the object to just sit there for a moment ..allowing my muscles to relax …You begin a slow stroke deep into my pussy and push again on the object in my anus …I cry out as I feel the muscles being stretched ..the pain level becomes too much for me ..I cry out …You once again stop and allow me to become comfortable with the object …then as You stroke Your cock into my pussy You plunge the object into the depths of my ass …I cry out … my body quakes with the pain …but You stroke into my pussy …filling me with Your fat hard cock …through the veil of pain and pleasure I hear Your command ….CUM kitten …Cum with the pain and pleasure …turn the pain into exquisite pleasure …a deep almost indistinguishable feral scream emits from somewhere deep inside me …as my body careens over the edge and soars in the mist …the pain/pleasure has taken me to a place I have never been before … I am trembling with the thundering spasms that move through my body …my nipples are hungry points of desire …my honey runs from me in a torrent .. my muscles grip and clasp Your hard fat shaft …the waves crash through me again and again ….my noises slowly become whimpers as the orgasm wanes …my body slumping for a moment …but You take no mercy on me and immediately begin to rhythmically fuck me ..using my hair as reins You begin to ride me again …I feel Your thickness move through my swollen vagina …stoking the already burning flesh … as You stroke into me with Your cock …You pull the object in my ass in and out ….as You stroke into my pussy You pull out the object …and as You pull out of me You plunge it in …once again I am lost in the Netherworld …I call out to You …I am soaring … I feel Your cock begin to twitch and I moan ..hungry for Your seed …but once again You stop …making me cry out … I feel You withdraw Yourself from my hungry throbbing pussy …and I moan…” Sir ..please Sir…oh God …please “ … moving back with You …trying to keep You inside of me … I feel You slide something hard into my pussy and I moan …You make sure it is buried into my depths …You instruct me to use my muscles to keep it there and You move up on the bed …releasing one of my wrists and laying down …Your hard fat glistening cock next to my mouth …” pleasure me kitten “ …I eagerly place my lips over Your cock and take You deep into my throat … feeling myself gag as I force Your fat crown to open the back of my throat so that every long inch of You is buried in my mouth…I begin to bob on Your manhood …my saliva sliding down Your shaft ….my fingers softly caress Your swollen sac …it is tight against You and I know You are about to release Your sweet seed …”how does it feel kitten…how does it feel to have all Your holes filled at once ?? are You stretched and full …does my kitten like that?? Your voice is husky, the timbre echoing through my spirit … I am unable to respond to You …my mouth full of Your meat …I can only moan my pleasure at You … I feel Your cock begin to swell and then throb and Your moan is loud and deep …as the sweet seed begins to explode in my mouth You command me …CUM kitten …swallow and CUM ….CUM with Your Sir …CUM with all of Your holes filled …Your cock continues to throb and release big sticky tendrils of Your seed into my mouth …I have to swallow
again and again … my body quakes with my own release …the bed beneath me is sodden with my honey ..it covers my inner thighs …the flesh of my body continues to ripple … I moan with the pleasure …slowly both O/our orgasm subsides and W/we slump together …O/our bodies spent …W/we lay for a bit …catching O/our breath and strength …finally I lift my head and speak to You …Oh God Sir …thank You …thank You for it all …but thank You for the gift of Your seed …and the copious amount of sweetness …thank You so much …may I clean You now?” …You smile and nod Your head and I eagerly set about lapping and suckling until You are clean …You pull me up to lay on Your chest for a moment …You reach to the drawer again and pull out my leash ..attaching it to my collar …smiling at me You ask me how I like my tail …I gasp and reach back and find the tail hanging form the object in my anal passage …I feel my face redden as I realize what it is … “ I like it Sir … I like it very much” and with those words I step into the wantonness that has never been mine …for a moment I revel in it You smile and tell me it is time for a walk and get up from the bed and pull on the leash …taking me to the end of the bed …You walk me around the room on all fours …and I hold my head high …happy and content to be Your kitten…to belong to You …after a few turns around the room You stop and reach again into the drawer and I see the camera …I look at You with apprehension …not sure that I want to be photographed … You instruct me to turn around and when I am facing away from You I hear You begin to take pictures of me and the tail hanging down my backside ..I blush ..turning scarlet at each click of the camera…yet am aroused by that as well …I am both ashamed yet aroused by the pictures ……when You feel You have taken enough pictures and shown them to me .You .watch the conflicting emotions on my face and smiling …You run Your hand over my cheek and into my hair You then bend and kiss me softly …” You have done well today my kitten …You have pleased me greatly “ … I smile happily at You …I t is my wish to always please You my Sir” …You then lead me to a spot at Your desk and as You settle down to work I curl up on the floor with my head on Your feet purring quietly…still full with the tail and dildo filling me …and wondering what will come next ??
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A New Story
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Posted:Dec 14, 2008 9:13 am
Last Updated:May 4, 2024 9:46 am 9961 Views
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As the plane nears my destination my very hot private place begins to twitch with anticipation …my nipples hardening and showing through my blouse … I squirm in my seat … my breath beginning to become shallower … I have booked my arrival before Yours so that I have time to prepare myself before You land …it has been 6 weeks since I have seen You and am hungry for the sight of You …
After landing I gather my bags and load them on a cart and head for the bathroom …fixing my make-up ..and brushing my long dark hair ….I then head into the stall with the cart …opening the smaller bag I take out the remote control egg and slip it into my mouth to lubricate it before reaching down and inserting it into my hungry twitching place … the slide in is easy as my honey has begun to seep from me the excitement growing in me … I take a towlette from my purse and wipe my pussy clean of the seeping juices then take a fresh thong from the case and slide them up my short but well shaped legs and let them drop on my hips .. my hands slide down over my tummy and mound …but I stop myself from going any further …knowing that I will have to change again if I do …hearing the announcement that Your flight has landed I move to the waiting area and watch the door eagerly … a pang of disappointment running through me as the door opens and passengers depart and You are not one of them …Finally I see Your tall form move through the doors …a smile crossing Your face as You see me … I beam at You happily and watch Your lithe body move towards me and then stop …I move easily to You and stand waiting for You to acknowledge me … after what seemed like eons You say “hello kitten” …”hello my Sir” I reach out and hand You my collar, bend my head , hold up my hair holding my breath as You attach it and move it into place …I then hand You the remote to the egg and You turn it on and run it up and down the different tempos …watching my face … a soft moan escapes my lips and I run my tongue over my lips … feeling the glaze of hunger begin to move over my eyes I close them briefly and then look at You with pleading in my eyes …You know that I am dancing on the edge and take pity on me and turn the egg off …You bend down taking me into Your arms and kiss me gently but thoroughly …I melt into Your arms and hug You tight …after a short embrace W/we move to the taxi stand and place O/our bags into the trunk of the car and slide in …You place Your arm around me and as Your hand falls over my breast You begin to pinch the hard nipple protruding through the thin material of my blouse …my head falls back a moan bubbles in my throat but I bite my lip so as not to make any noise and draw attention from the driver …as W/we chat You continue to pinch and twist my nipple …with each movement on my nipple a shock of pleasure runs down through my tummy and slams into my emerging bud …as my hunger grows I struggle to keep my voice from quivering … or moans to escape my …my honey is seeping from me and I beg You with my eyes for mercy ..You chuckle at me and turn the egg on briefly …I am unable to stifle the moan and the driver looks up into the mirror …I know my face is reddening but pretend that nothing has happened …
W/we finally arrive at the hotel and check in …dropping O/our bags at the door …I immediately drop to my knees and move into present position …You walk around me …inspecting my position …ensuring that I have not forgotten … then You move in front of me …Your pelvis right in front of me …Your hand moves through my hair and caresses my face …I whisper “ please Sir “ …”please what kitten??” Please Sir …I am so hungry for the taste of You … please …may I suckle You ?? You instruct me to open Your pants which I eagerly do …You sit on the bed and allow me to take off Your shoes and socks …rubbing the lines from them and kissing the sole of each foot … “now the pants “ Your voice husky . ..I move up and begin to move Your pants down over Your hips …Your growing manhood pops into my face …I feel it warm against my cheek …a deep moan escapes me …Please Sir ..may I ?? …”not yet kitten” disappointed I continue to remove Your pants and fold them placing them neatly on the chair …I move back between Your legs and run my hands softly up and over Your thighs …across Your tummy …my fingers through Your chest hair … Your manhood thickens and grows firm and my hunger to taste grows stronger.. I begin to beg for the taste of You …for the feel of You sliding into the depths of my throat …You finally nod and although I want to take You immediately into my mouth I move up and begin to lap at Your cleanly shaven sac …full with Your sweet seed … I move up and run my tongue the length of You
and back down again …I savour every long hard fat inch of You .. I continue to do this until Your manhood stands at attention …I then lift myself so my mouth is over Your crown ..I move my lips around You …just skimming the edges with my wet lips I move up and down …just giving You the sensation of something moving softly over You ….looking at Your watch You inform me that I have 30 minutes to prepare myself …although I want to have You deep inside me I am too hungry to taste Your seed and continue to suckle You …with each downward stroke tightening my lips …my fingers dancing softly on Your sac …I feel it begin to tighten and rise …I feel Your body begin to stiffen …Your hands move through my hair and press against my head … I hear Your breath change and You begin to moan ..thrusting Your hips up …moving Yourself past my gag reflex …Your cock begins to throb and You moan loudly as the sweet seed begins to leave Your throbbing member and fill my throat …again and again You throb and expel Your sweet seed into my hungry throat as I struggle not to swallow … my mouth is so full of Your seed that it begins to seep from the corners of my mouth …as the last tendril of seed lands in my mouth You make one last moan … and Your body relaxes …Your hands stay in my hair but with less pressure … after a few moments You lift Your head and instruct me to “show” … I open my mouth to show You my wonderful prize … it dribbles a little over my bottom lip and I have to suck quickly to keep it safe … You instruct me ….”swallow and CUM kitten …swallow my seed and feel the pleasure of my gift *…
Your words echo through my body …it begins with a slow tremor and moves through me …growing in intensity becoming a thunderous quaking … my breasts have swollen ..they are ripe with want …my nipples extended …begging to be touched ..my stomach muscles roll and tighten … my totally exposed bud reddens with the onslaught of blood moving through my throbbing pussy …my inner muscles clasping and searching …squeezing out the thick sweet honey from me …a dark deep noise emits from my depths and I collapse against You …attempting to catch my ragged breath … W/we lay quietly for a few moments …Your hands caressing my head …”Thank You my Sir …thank You so much …the gift of Your seed was such a pleasure …thank You “ …lifting my head I ask permission to clean You and when given the permission begin to lap and suckle to clean You completely …You look at Your watch and say …” you only have 15 minutes kitten … you know what I instructed you to do when W/we got here”
Moaning and teetering on shaky legs I move to the bathroom taking my bag with me …removing all my clothing and slowly pulling the egg out …hearing a popping noise as it slides from my depth I sterilize it and place it in it’s box .. I take out all the cleaning bulbs and quickly clean all of my openings …having done a through cleaning before leaving for the airport …I sterilize and replace them as well .. jump in the shower …running the razor over my freshly shave mound …ensuring it is smooth … I step from th shower and towel off …dusting myself with a lightly fragranced powder … sliding on a new thong …an emerald green strip of lace that hugs all my curves …I move back into the room and once again fold myself into present position … You check Your watch and tell me what a good girl I am …I have gotten ready with a couple of minutes to spare …You lay on the bed …resting for a few minutes and then rise and place the toy bag on a chair …opening it and placing a few items from it on the bed and a few things next to the chair … as You move past me Your hand caresses my face and You bend down and kiss my lips softly ..You have removed all of Your clothes and I admire Your strong tight body as it moves around the room … the sight of You igniting my hunger again …You move to the chair and sit …Your long legs sprawled in front of You …slightly open … I see that Your shaft is once again hardening and growing …You instruct me to come and stand in front of You …I see Your eyes move up and down my body with pleasure …a smile crossing Your lips … “thong off” …You demand … I move quickly to do as I am told …hearing the tone of Your voice .. I stand in front of You …You say nothing just look at my body …my nipples begin to harden and my breasts begin to fill with hunger …lifting the nipples even further …You instruct me to place my hands behind my head and spread my legs … my body begins to flush as I realize that my inner thighs are becoming sticky with my spreading moisture .. my breathing becomes shallower
as my back arches … You just watch me saying nothing … with each passing moment as You scrutinize my body my hunger grows and with the visible hunger I redden even more …You tell me to present my breasts and I move my hands underneath my breasts and lift them towards You …pointing the nipples to You …You pick up the crop from beside You and give each nipple one hard quick stroke …I bite my lip as the sting spreads through my sensitive nipples ….making them tighter and harder …closing my eyes I count ….one …two Sir … my tummy shivering with the sensation …You have me turn around and bend over telling me to grab my ankles …You caress the inside of my thighs with the crop and tell me to spread them even more …as I spread them wider my pussy lips begin to open …I hear the swoosh of the crop and the sting as it lands on each cheek of my behind …I cry out ….3…..4 …Sir …my legs trembling a little …You ran the crop all over my body …sliding the length of it through my wet lips …it’s rough edge rubbing the soft lips …suddenly You make two swift movements bringing the crop up suddenly landing in my soft folds …as the last one lands the tip of the crop snaps against my swollen clit …I cry out and my knees buckle …5….6 …Sir .. You have me stand and hand me the clamps …instructing me to place them on my nipples …as the cold metal bites into my still stinging nipples I moan …biting my lip…looking into Your dark eyes …
You then tell me to get on the bed in 3rd position …I move swiftly …laying on my back and lifting my legs …grabbing my ankles and pulling my legs back and over my head …my bottom is lifted …my pussy pulled wide the lips open …my clit completely exposed …I know that You can see my oozing honey …sliding down into the crevice of my totally exposed anus …my face and body flush with the thought and that only adds to my growing hunger …You are completely aware of all the things that arouse my body and use them expertly, as You wish …guiding my pleasure as a maestro does an orchestra … without any warning You bring the strop down on my wide open lips … the sound heavy in my ears …I cry out and my swollen clit vibrates with the pain …5 ….oh ….6 Sir!! Then a succession of 6 quick snaps with the strop and I am almost crying … my voice seems lost in the pain and I have to fight to count 7…8….9…10…11 …12 …my voice almost non existent by the last number … You move back and drop the strop picking up a clamp and move back to me You instruct me to place it on my clit …I whimper …please Sir .. I look into Your eyes and know that this is not negotiable and slowly open the clamp and place it around my swollen throbbing clit …taking in a deep breath and holding it as I release the clamp and it bites into my flesh …I careen to the edge …looking at You desperately ….NO kitten !! NO …as always You know my body … You gauge perfectly the reactions and moans …I cry with frustration but struggle to back off from the edge …You then reach into the bag and pull out a vibrating dildo …moving to me You put it to my mouth and slide it in and out …You fuck my mouth with it …sliding it deep into my throat and making me gag … You then hand it to me and instruct me to fuck myself with it …I look at You aghast …You have never had me do this before …I take it from You reluctantly and move it through my wetness …I beg You with my eyes …You know that I don’t want to do this …that I am still embarrassed when I display myself to You and that this will be an extreme test for me …You pick up the crop and give two quick snaps across my pussy …jarring the clamp on my clit and I cry out ….13…oh God 14 Sir !! …I turn the dildo and slide the tip of it into my sopping pussy …and slide it deep into me … I close my eyes as I see Your eyes devouring this wanton act …You instruct me ”turn it on “ …I turn the base of the dildo and it begins to vibrate in my depths …. I dance on the edge …please Sir …oh God please …let me cum ..please let me cum …please … You hear the urgency in my voice and give me a short snap of the crop … NO …not now …I continue to beg You …please Sir …please …oh God please …I need to …please ….You give me two quick snaps and I groan but try to back off from the edge …it takes some time but I finally begin to recede from teetering …taking deep slow breaths and biting on the inside of my mouth ….”ok kitten …fuck yourself” … I groan at Your words but begin to move the dildo in and out …slowly at first …but then begin to move with a quicker tempo … I watch Your face and see the pleasure there and my own hunger begins to rise …You run the crop on my inner thighs and tell me “faster” and I speed up …I move into the mist …my shame at You having me fuck myself …my being aroused by that shame …the sight of Your hard fat cock and the pleasure on Your face quickly take me to the edge again …I cry out to You …desperate …Please Sir …oh God Please …I have to …PLeeeeeessssee!!! You know by the tone of my pleas that I am at the point of no return … and as You bring the crop down on my pussy You rip the clamp off my tormented clit and allow me release …CUM kitten ….Cum with the pleasure and pain ….Cum for your Sir …
I scream out …again and again ….You have to place Your hand over my mouth I am so loud … my body is lost and soaring in the mist …floating … the rhythm of the pleasure runs through me in waves … my inner muscles clamping down on the dildo … my honey running from me …sliding out from around the still vibrating dildo …it continues for so long I become afraid and call out to You …Sir …Sir ..the pleasure is becoming too much …as Your voice grounds me the release begins to slowly ebb and as it does my body slumps and I begin to cry …the tears running down the side of my face …I am totally satiated ...You see my weakness and move up on the bed beside me and pull me into Your arms …speaking softly and soothingly to me …You reach down and turn off the vibrations of the dildo and slowly remove it from my still twitching pussy …a gush of restrained honey pouring from me as You do …You kiss my face and begin to whisper in my ear …”good girl…you have pleased me greatly” …I smile weakly at You …I feel Your hands caressing my body as You nibble on my ear …suddenly with one quick movement You pull the clamps from my nipples and as the blood rushes back into my nipples I scream out once again …Your soft voice tells me to CUM kitten CUM again for Your Sir Your breath warm in my ear …I am lost in the Netherworld of pain and pleasure …unable to distinguish one from the other ..my body and mind Yours .. completely …I know nothing but You …feel nothing but the sensations You allow me … I faint with the exquisite pleasure …drift off into the mist …until I feel Your soft lips kissing me …hear Your voice calling me …I slowly drift back into the warmth and strength of Your arms … I snuggle into You …unable at the moment to do anything else ….
TO BE CONTINUED
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Posted:Dec 12, 2008 7:43 am
Last Updated:Dec 12, 2008 7:48 am 8925 Views
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I am in a thoughtful place today, wondering at the intolerance of the world for people who don't exactly fit the "mold" that has been developed for all. It encompasses height, weight, skin colour as well as hair or eye colour, religious ideas or beliefs .. economic levels, the list goes on and on.
Those with common interests or those that have been ostracized for their differences seek each other out ...for many reasons ...
but I think one of the most integral reasons is acceptance and sharing of who they are ... I have to ask myself ...do I assist in developing and maintaining a safe haven for others who share my interests? Am I capable of opening my spirit enough that I can accept others who think act and feel differently than I?? Or do I allow my fears or own feelings of inadequacies to keep others at arms length or even to look at them with disdain? If I am fortunate in certain areas do I share that with others who aren't?
Am I open enough to allow others to share themselves and not just the things I am interested in ??
In this world of Alt, this place where a great many have fears or experiences of being excluded for some of their personal preferences...am I open to those around me ...am I thankful that they would share their experiences ...their hopes and dreams ...their fears or pain...I realize the gift that W/we are all more than just O/our sexual preferences and am humbled when others share with me these so very personal aspects of themselves ... I came to Alt. not really looking for anything .. just inquisitive ...and have found such a wealth of riches ...the heroes (male and female) who have faced life on lifes terms ...the comedians who bring laughter to the rooms ...those that share their thoughts and experiences so eloquently with their words ...some who offer their friendships beyond Alt...the teachers and mentors who share so much ...not to mention ...I have found the Love of my Sir ...
I think that I am a very blessed person today 
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Posted:Dec 2, 2008 8:28 am
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when someone asked a 4 year old what love was ...this was their answer
When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.
You just know that your name is safe in their mouth. 
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Posted:Dec 2, 2008 8:22 am
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SIZE 10]'Dream as if you'll live forever, Live as if you'll die today'
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Awakening my Sir
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Posted:Oct 26, 2008 9:33 pm
Last Updated:Jun 12, 2009 3:22 am 9780 Views
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Here is the story You have instructed me to do Sir ...I hope that it pleases You ...*smiles* ...You know how much I want to please and pleasure You!!
The dawn was just beginning to cast shadows on the room …I stretched my naked body ….feeling the soreness of O/our session from last night … I smiled knowing that each movement of the day would antagonize my tormented flesh and that memories would flash through me and my honey would be sticky on my thighs all day …I smiled at Your slumbering form and whispered * Thank You my Sir …thank You for the pleasure You give to me * …
As I slipped from under Your arms and out of the bed You rolled over on Your back …the blanket resting against Your body … the bulge of Your manhood very evident … I moaned softly … wanting to immediately move back and take You into my mouth …but I resist …I stand and watch Your face … the rugged features softened by Your slumber … the stress of the days erased for the moment …
I pad barefoot to the bathroom and slip into the shower …as I soaped my body I closed my eyes and relived the pain from last night …and the exquisite pleasure that You turned it into … I had been deep in the soft mist …and it had taken You some time to lead me back from the Netherworld …my hands moved gently over my tender nipples …and down over my taut belly to the very swollen pussy lips …the lips open …like a rose …I once again moaned with the memories and had to rewash my thighs from the running honey…after stepping out and drying off …I rubbed a lightly fragranced cream all over my body …it had that fresh clean smell that I knew You liked so much …
Moving back into the bedroom …I carry the massage oil with me … I stand at the foot of the bed …the breaking sun shining and casting a beam on my naked body …the warmth of the beam seems to caress my tender body and I feel the hunger begin to grow …I move softly and kneel on the bed between Your splayed legs …lifting the blanket as I move upwards …exposing Your strong legs …and Your sleeping Manhood …placing the blanket to Your side I dip my head and take Your shaft into my mouth …suckling gently …feeling It begin to stir and grow in my mouth …I quickly remove my mouth and move back down the bed …I place some oil in my hands and rub my hands together to warm the oil …I take a foot in each hand and begin to rub the oil into each foot …massaging gently …Your heels …the ball of Your foot …holding one foot in my hand I run my knuckles down the sole of Your foot …from Your toes …over Your arch and rotating them on Your heel …then repeat this on Your other foot …I rub the oil into Your toes …pulling on each one gently until I hear it crack …then moving on to the next …until I feel no tension in Your feet …I move up Your legs …along Your calves kneading out all the tension …up to Your muscular thighs …I was kneeling between Your legs ..one hand on each thigh ..and with long slow strokes I rub the oil into Your thighs …from the outside to Your inner thigh …up over Your hips and across You tummy …with a gentle motion I circle Your pelvic area …but not touching ….I lay down on my tummy between Your legs with my face almost touching Your sac ..I breathe in the wonderful masculine scent of You ..my tongue flicks out along the bottom of Your sac …and begins to give long soft strokes of Your whole sac ..until it is wet with my saliva …I gently suck them into my mouth …and Your hips move
up to move harder against me …I smiled …knowing that You were now awake … I continued to lap and suckle Your sac …warming the sweet seed that I knew was gathering there ….my face wet with lapping and suckling You I move up to my knees again and taking in the sight of Your hardening cock …I moan softly …my tongue once again darts out and I begin the long slow strokes with my tongue …my tongue explores every vein in Your growing manhood … I know how difficult it is to get You to the back of my throat if You are fully erect so I take Your shaft into my mouth and feel it lengthen and thicken …I slide You into the depths of my throat …I begin to gag a little as You begin to reach Your usual fatness …and become too wide to fit down through my gag reflexes ….I lift my head enough so that Your cock slides from my mouth and only Your magnificent crown fills and stretches my lips …my tongue moves around the crest of the crown …and dips into the slit …my moan erupts from me as I taste Your sweet sticky pre-seed that is beginning to ooze from You... I begin a slow rhythmic bob up and down on Your hard fat cock … moving down as far as I can …my eyes watering as You hit the gag reflex…. Your hips begin to move against my head …almost insistently …urging me to bob faster and harder …but I maintain the slow tempo and begin to run my hands up Your thighs and across Your hard muscular stomach …my fingers dance along Your flesh …as my head moves up and down and my hot wet …eager mouth suckles Your hardness …I hear You moan and Your cock begins to throb and I immediately stop …knowing that more movement will take You over the edge …I wait until I feel You recede from the edge and then begin my slow tempo again …now with each downward thrust my tongue darts out and laps Your sac … coaxing and inviting Your sweet seed to erupt from You …Your hips once again begin to thrust and Your cock moves deeper into my already stretched throat …my hunger for Your seed is becoming fierce and my honey is dripping from my hot swollen lips … my nipples hard as bullets …but as I feel You once again begin to swell I stop …moaning because I am so hungry for Your seed …You lay Your hand on my head and begin to caress …but with an urgency …attempting to push me down deeper onto Your very swollen fat member … I wait until You have once again receded and when I am sure You have..egin to bob my head again in long slow strokes ..my tongue dancing along the long hard shaft …suckling the crown at the top …and lapping at Your sac at the bottom of each stroke of my mouth ..my hands running over Your body …I do this twice more taking You to the edge and then stopping …wanting to enhance Your pleasure
….but now You place both Your hands on the back of my head and begin to thrust Your hips …ramming Your fat cock deep into my throat …You are now fucking my mouth and throat …I am gagging as Your cock stuffs my throat …and tears are streaming down my face …I feel Your cock begin to swell and feel the throbbing begin …I see Your sac drawn up tight against Your body ..preparing itself to release Your sweet seed ….You make a deep feral noise as You thrust deep into my throat and Sweet tendrils of Your seed hit the back of my throat .I have to struggle not to swallow …as Your cock releases more and more streamlets of seed …I hear You say …CUM kitten …CUM with Your Sir!! And You slam Yourself as deep as You will go and hold my head there …my body begins to quake with the thunderous orgasm that is crashing through my body …the lips of my pussy have
twitched and opened …allowing the sticky honey to pour from me … the moans around Your cock elicits another stream of Your seed … and my body trembles with another tremor of pleasure …You finally let go of my head and I draw my head back quickly gasping for air … I have to lean my head back because my mouth is overflowing with Your sweet seed …I am smiling to myself ..running my tongue through it’s stickiness …savouring the taste of You …when I am sure I will not lose any of this precious gift I drop my head and look at You … You lift Your head and look at me smiling …as You reach up and begin to caress my hard nipples …I close my eyes briefly …opening them as You begin to twist them …You order me to “show” … with pain in my eyes I open my mouth and show You the sweet treasure encased in my mouth ….You then instruct me to swallow and CUM … as You twist my nipples harder …I close my mouth …savour the sweetness one more time and swallow …it’s stickiness slides slowly down the back of my throat and my body convulses …I am lost in the pleasure of the gift of Your seed ….that You have given me this treasure …my thighs are sticky with my honey …I ride the waves until they begin to subside and I collapse momentarily across Your pelvis …my hard nipples caressing Your softening cock …
When I am once again able to talk I ask for permission to clean You …which You allow …I moan happily and begin to lap and suckle Your manhood … once again savouring the taste of You … I am enjoying this task so much You laugh and pull me up into Your arms …and hold me close …kissing me on the forehead in a gentle press of Your lips … You are only supposed to be cleaning me kitten ….not trying to start things over again …
I laugh and hug You tight …Thank You Sir …Thank You for the pleasure You gave me …and thank You for the precious gift of Your seed …it is a gift that I treasure …thank You …. You pull me closer to You and say ….” You are welcome kitten …* W/we lay there in the streams of sunlight and doze …
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A Story from Sir
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Posted:Oct 23, 2008 1:53 pm
Last Updated:Oct 23, 2008 1:55 pm 9113 Views
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I am so very blessed to have the Sir that I do ...He knows that stimulation begins between the ears ...and He sometimes teases me with the things to come (no pun intended) either by verbalizing in my ear ...or writing a story of what will be ... I wanted to share one with you ..and He has given me permission to do so
STORY FROM WEO ...
I stand there looking down at you as you lay on the bed, naked, with a look of anticipation mixed with a bit of trepidation on your face as you await whatever I have devised for you. I smile and speak, "Position 3 kitten" and watch as you spread and then reach up and grab your ankles. As I watch you get comfortable in the new position, I continue to smile as I notice that as you stretch your legs you have to lift your ass to keep hold and as you bend your knees to give your arms a rest, you have to pull your knees back towards your head which only opens you wider.
I move between your open legs and sit, lean in so I am close to your body and speak gently "now remember kitten, you may only release when I tell you!". With that, I slowly peel your clit hood back over your clit and use a clothes pin to secure it back, leaving your clit exposed to all that is about to happen to it. I then start to slowly rub My fingers over your clit, noting its rapid response until soon it is stiff and erect. I continue to rub on it as I hear you begin to catch your breath and see your hips giving little thrusts into the air. Soon the smell of your arousal is permeating the air and I hear you begin to grunt with pleasure, but still I continue to do nothing but rub and tease your clit.
After about 10 minutes of this stimulation, I lean down and graze My teeth over your clit and give a slight nip at the end of it. I hear the catch in your voice and a quiet "please" escapes your lips. I ignore it and continue to tease your clit, now pulling it and squeezing it and occasionally leaning forward and sucking on it. W/we are now up to about 15 minutes of this "foreplay" and your breathing is coming in gasps and a constant stream of "please, Oh god, please" is coming from your mouth. I change My action on your clit to a 'milking' motion and command you "CUM kitten, CUM now!".
As your body explodes, I continue to rub and pull your clit, keeping the level of arousal high and you building for the next one, whilst you climax from this release. As the thrashing of your body dies down, I introduce a finger into your pussy and start to slide it in and out of the moist hole, whilst continuing to work your clit. It doesn't take long until your breathing is once again out of control and the 'begging' begins again. This time I don't wait very long before thrusting the finger deep in side you, clamping down on your clit and commanding once more "CUM Now kitten! CUM for Sir and squeeze My finger". you buck and grind as you try to grip the finger and hold it whilst your inner self explodes as you go over the cliff again, but I continue to slide the finger in and out of you, riding your waves that run through your pussy.
As you slowly start to come down to earth again, I slide a second finger in with the first and continue to 'fuck' your pussy. Varying the length of the stroke and how wide open My fingers are, I soon have your body 'humming' again and your head rocks from side to side as you try to stay on the edge and not fall over it without permission. Once again I lean in and use My tongue and teeth on your clit as I thrust My fingers in and out of your pussy, which is now dripping a constant stream of your juices onto the bed. your voice is becoming indistinct now, with only the occasional "please" being understood through the gutteral moaning. Once more I command you to "CUM kitten, CUM for Me Now!". As your body explodes with your third orgasm, I slide a third finger into your pussy, stretching it even as your body tries to spasm it shut. your body rocks again as it finds itself stretched and you are at the edge again instantaneously, begging to be allowed another release. Smiling I grant it, "CUM again kitten, CUM Now!". you explode into a new orgasm, even though only halfway through the previous, the waves intensifying and you start to cry out and howl with the pleasure that is coursing through your body.
I start thrusting the three fingers in and out and as the double orgasm begins to lessen in intensity, I drive you again over the edge into another, "CUM Now kitten, CUM again as your pussy is taken by My fingers!". Even as your head is shaking from side to side and your mouth begs "no, ... no, please no more" your body responds and you dive once more into the abyss of pleasure that is the orgasm as I continue to drive My fingers in and out of your pussy.
Finally as your body slowly begins to cease shuddering, I slide My fingers out and move up on the bed next to you. Then I tell you to let go of your legs and once you have done so, I pull you to Me and hold you close as your breathing tries to come back to normal. I continue to hold you until your breathing is once again regular and then kiss you gently and whisper in your ear "Next W/we might work on your ass and tits a bit My precious one, but first rest in My arms and sleep. There is more to come yet later night.
Thank You my Sir ...for everything You do for me ...and allowing me to be owned by You ...You make me very happy!!
   
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