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Anniversary
Posted:Sep 15, 2008 1:06 am
Last Updated:Feb 19, 2017 8:08 pm
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Who knew last year when I was so very fragile ( something I hate being) that my misfortune would lead me to the best thing that has happened to me in my life. I was unable to do much physically and ventured into alt .. I would come into the rooms and sit in the shadows and watch ..only occasionally speaking with anyone .. I am extremely shy and this was my first venture into cyber land and I didn't want to make foolish mistakes ...*smiling* one evening I met Weomaster a very talented sexy Dom who captured my spirit almost from the first moment ... I could not understand the strong emotions that He evoked from some dark hidden corner of my psyche ...* smiles happily* ...W/we have met a few very special people who W/we consider to be friends and I wanted to share this with them/you ...Today is the one year anniversary that my Sir.. Weomaster .. allowed me the gift of exclusivity .. He has trained and tutored me with patience and care ... I have often been told that I am the luckiest sub on alt and trust me ...I give thanks more than once each day for Him.. the biggest blessing in my life ...when W/we first me W/we thought it was a gazillion to one odds that W/we would ever meet ..but He is a weaver and giver of dreams and W/we have had a few opportunities to be together real time ...and each time was more fulfilling than the last ...I will strive always to please Him ..to fulfill His wants and needs ... I love to see a smile on His face and laughter from deep inside Him...*smiling*... You see as I have said before ...He is the Wizard from Oz ..who has given me a heart ...and How can I possibly match that except to keep striving to be all that He wants and needs??
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WISHES FOR NIGHT
Posted:Aug 22, 2008 4:02 pm
Last Updated:May 4, 2024 11:47 am
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Sweet Wonderful Sir....it is getting close to your time for slumber...and I am sending You the cloak of dreams...a soft warm drapery of shimmering moonlight...as it closes around You...its comfort will permeate your entire being....bringing relaxation to Your mind, body and spirit...clearing all restraints...opening the gateway to Your imagination.....such a fertile imagination.....images will float and drift through Your minds eye....they will bring You pleasure and peace....and You will smile....and the sensation of well being will be Yours....You will be so content ...it will release thoughts You have kept buried...hidden...and You will dream dreams that have never been acknowledged by You before...hope and joy and freedom will all be Yours
unleashed wishes will dance in Your images...ever strengthening and growing....until they become You....as they always have been.....held captive ...kept in the dark recesses of Your being...now unfettered and soaring....glide with them Sweet Sir...for these brief moments....allow Yourself to float in your hopes and dreams....permit them entry to Your consciousness....they are Yours to keep...Yours to savour....Yours to fulfill.....Yours for eternity...slumber well my Wonderful Sir...

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THE FIRE KEEPER
Posted:Aug 22, 2008 3:56 pm
Last Updated:Oct 16, 2008 10:53 pm
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While laying in my bed missing You my sex hot and wanting … I close my eyes and think of the last time You were here ….where knowing how exhausted You were I lay watching You … snuggled into You …my leg thrown over Yours …my wetness pressing against Your hip … I am always wet when You are near … smiling …I hope you sleep every minute that you can.....and that you awaken rested.....and content......that one of the first things you see is me.....and that sight will bring a stirring in your loins.....and that will make you harden....and grow thicker......that a sweet nectar will seep from you.....you will here my voice whisper..."may I Sir"..... and when you nod.....I will lean over and gently circle your tip with my tongue...and
in one stroke take your sweetness into my mouth.....it's stickiness .will adhere to my lips....I will moan....and eagerly run my tongue over my lips....ensuring that I have all of the sweet juice......I will play with it on my lips and tongue.....savouring....relishing.....smiling softly at Your gift.....I will swallow.....the sensation of the gift sliding down my throat sends a shiver of pleasure through me.....my smile widens.....and I eagerly turn my eyes to You......to ask for more....whispering ...."Please Sir .....may I please have more?......I watch Your face.....my gaze slides over Your features....looking deeply into Your eyes.....You are able to see my growing need of You..my gaze flitters from Your eyes to Your lips.....I wait …floating in the mist …You smile at me knowingly … You my Sweet Sir....only You know the fire that You have ignited.....the ever growing fire that is fueled by You.....the sight of You..my eyes feasting. on You..the scent of You....inhaling you into my being.....feeling the shivers of pleasure run through me.....the sound of Your breathing...waiting for the timbre of Your voice.....a melody to my ears....the feel of Your flesh.....warm & strong...entices my fingers to dance .....the warm sweet taste of You....still sticky on my lips...all these sensations.sending a ripple of pleasure that courses through me.......I smile with the knowledge.....that You will tend and feed the fire.......not allowing it to become uncontrollable.....stoking it....making it grow to the edge....then allowing it to burn until the flames begin to recede...and then you will once again.....fuel it....taking it to the edge....watching.....until the right moment.....when you add the final log....when the fire burns it's brightest......exploding into a shower of sparks......that rise and cascade down.....shimmering.....You are always in control of the fire....able to move it....to a thunderous explosion....or to have it recede into a burning ember.....the ember constantly in wait…appearing...white...cold ....yet underneath....red ...hot ....burning...waiting for the breath of it's Master.....the Fire Keeper…. You my Sir ….

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A SOFT DREAM
Posted:Aug 22, 2008 1:56 pm
Last Updated:May 4, 2024 11:47 am
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.as I slumber I dream wonderful warm wet dreams of you.....I draw you around me...I feel your spirit....and hear your voice...echoing in the chamber of my being...I look into the depth of your eyes...I feel your lips against mine....I feel you caress my nipples....making them tighten ...then pinching and twisting them enough to make me gasp....to enter me....wherever you wish....with your fingers and wonderful fat manhood....roughly and then gently.....feeling my honey pooling beneath me...spreading me wide....exposing me....making me open and vulnerable to your desires....dreaming of floggers and clamps...strops and crop....restraints and blindfolds....
: and your masterful application of these tools....to my soft supple flesh....the heating of the skin....the blush of my cheeks from a stroke...the glare of pain in my eyes....turning swiftly to deep pleasure...entwining.....becoming one.....the same....my voice raspy with desire....pleading for more...Please Sir more....begging for your sweet seed....to fill me....to overflow from me....desperate to wait for Your seed...reaching the edge of the precipice...teetering....looking into the deepness....pleading...begging....crying for my own release.....rocking to your rhythm....nearing the edge .....body waiting ...for Your consent....quivering with lust and desire....wonderful dreams of you ....and I...U/us.....attaining the peak together.....climbing to the Apex....and flying over the edge to soar ..

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Thankful and Happy
Posted:Aug 2, 2008 11:14 am
Last Updated:May 4, 2024 11:47 am
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It is a wondrous thing to know that You are loved by someone ... knowing that You are not perfect yet still being loved by them ... It is a gift that I was given almost a year ago ...granted W/we did not know it in the beginning but are very aware of it now ... Who would have imagined that it could be found here in the rooms of alt??
W/we have made friends here and enjoy visiting with T/them as often as W/we can ... my Sir has lead me to the place of happiness that I have never known .. and I dance knowing that I will soon be with Him again ... having Him claim me ...touching and tasting ...to do with me whatever He wishes and is His right to do ... to be owned by Him still has the power to fill me with awe ... and deep growing hunger ...

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restraints
Posted:Jul 28, 2008 7:29 am
Last Updated:May 4, 2024 11:47 am
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REMEMBERING RESTRAINTS

My bag is packed and I begin to place the things I will need into my carry on bag …You have instructed me which of the toys to bring and my mind dances with images of the possibilities …although I doubt whether my imagination will travel to the places Yours will …Your wonderful ..Always active imagination that has brought me so much pleasure.

As I put the hip restraints into the bag my mind flashed to the first time that You had used them with me … after a session of training with me posing in all the positions… You then attached my leash and walked me around the apartment …You brought me to a kneel by Your side as You sat in Your chair with my head in Your lap …picking up the restraints You had shown them to me … I wondered how You would use them … You instructed me to stand in front of You… sitting back You just looked at me …Your eyes roaming and caressing my body … You leaned forward and placed one of the leather straps around one thigh and cinched it snugly … and then did the same with the other strap … I was standing there with a strap on each thigh ..each strap had a smaller strap and buckle attached to it ..but You just let them hang as You sat back and once again caressed me with Your eyes …W/we both knew my arousal was fully ignited …my breasts were full and the nipples taut with wanting …my chest moved up and down in an erratic breath pattern …my tummy seemed to roll and tighten … as did the lips of my now very wet sex …You smiled as You saw my sweet honey begin it’s sticky trail down my inner thighs ….You watched me until I began to squirm with need …. …I looked at You quizzically … You smiled at me and instructed me to go in and lay on the bed face up …when I had done so You stood at the end of the bed and instructed me to assume position 3 …so I lifted my legs separating them as I did and brought them back and out …You came over and attached a scarf on one ankle and then attached it to the head post of the bed…You then went to the other side and attached the other ankle to the opposite post of the bed …I was completely open and exposed to You …both of my feet back over my head with my legs spread wide. I could feel my flesh reddening and the goose flesh moving over my body as You stood and just looked at me … You then attached my wrists to the remaining straps on each thigh … I was completely immobilized and helpless …the redness of my face burning now as hot as the wet tunnel that was exposed …open and vulnerable to Your desires … my honey was already seeping from me and running through the folds of my labia… down and through the crack of my behind and pooling beneath me …You sat on the bed and just played with my pussy …pulling …twisting …pinching …running Your fingers around the opening but never entering …gliding Your finger through the juices as they lubricated the opening to my rear passage … each time You felt that I was reaching the edge You stopped and gave my pussy a hard smack and moved away … I moaned softly …hungry to be entered …. You went to the closet and brought items out making sure that I could not see all that You had decided to use …You came back and sat on the side of the bed … You began caressing my breasts …gently at first …almost crooning to me … then Your fingers began to pinch and twist the nipples … pulling them until the were stretched to double their size … I was biting my lip … not wanting to moan … You reached behind You and pulled out an elastic… and stretched it and then let one side go so the elastic snapped off my nipple… it grew red and my breast quivered with the pain shooting through it …You continued to do this on each nipple until they were purple and my breasts a quivering mass … You then took the elastic and slipped it over my breast …rolling it back … holding onto a nipple with one hand …stretching the breast and with the other rolling the elastic back until it was at the base of my breast … You gave the nipple a flick with Your finger which elicited a moan from my lips…You then attached an elastic to the other breast in the same manner …You stand back and survey Your work smiling as You see that they are bulging from the elastics and beginning to darken in colour …. Reaching back You then pulled out two sets of training clamps …You attached one of each set to a hard throbbing nipple and left the other ends dangle..weighting down the nipples …tightening the clamps …I bit harder on my lip but was unable to stop a deep moan from escaping my depths …You then placed 4 clothespins on each of the outer labia …then ran a small cord through the heads of each pin …You pulled the cords so that each outer lip was stretched wide open … You then taped the cords to my thighs just under the leather restraints…I had never before been so exposed … so open … my honey was flowing now … my moans were coming in a soft rhythmic pattern now … You then picked up and attached the other end of the training clamps to the inner labia …You drew them so tight that I had to lift my shoulders off the bed so that the clamps would not tighten any more ….You began to play in my wetness again …crooning to me again …asking me if kitten liked what You were doing … I could only manage a small whisper …yes Sir …kitten likes that very much …as always You knew the signs from my body and could see that I was moving to the precipice ///You abruptly stopped what You were doing …I moaned as You withdrew Your fingers and You gave me a swat with Your hand ….square on my swollen ravenous clitoris … “ No complaining kitten!!” It is a privilege for me to touch You and You should be grateful … I closed my eyes from Your look… ashamed that I had been so thankless … You moved away and standing with Your back to me …looked over the instruments You had laid out … making sure that I could not see You… You moved back to me and began to lay something hard against my fleshy wetnesss and began to run the vibrating dildo up and down …over my exposed engorged clitoris …all the way to my back passage …my body began to tremble …I struggled with not careening over the edge… as You moved the vibrator on the downward stroke You pushed it into my anus in one fell swoop …pinching my clitoris as You slammed it into my depths …Cum kitten …Cum now!! My whole body shuddered with the intensity of the release …my honey was a torrent running from my throbbing twitching tunnel …deep pools formed beneath me …the clamps on my labia and nipple pulled and tugged …I screamed out … I was swirling in the mist …the soft swirling mist … where pain and pleasure became one …I cried out for You …. I am soaring … the spasms of release roll through me like thunder clouds …I wept …tears of utter release and satiation … my nails from my hands have dug into my palms and blood comes to the surface …I licked the salty blood from my lip….my moans began to quieten and slowly my body began to still when I had returned from the Netherworld … You moved onto the bed placed Your face between my legs … I could feel Your warm breath on my still trembling flesh … it was like a soft balm …soothing …You breathed in my scent …and smiling You said “ ah yes kitten …the smell of satisfaction “…my voice had been erased by my moans and I could only nod …You slowly began to breath on my open wetness …my sex seemed to stand at attention …waiting … then I felt Your tongue running through the river of honey … I immediately careened to the edge …almost tipping over the edge with the exquisite tremors that ran through my body …You smacked my thighs and said No kitten!! No !! …I bit my lip to keep from tipping over and soaring …unable to stop myself I cried out with frustration …I begin to beg You …my voice deep and throaty …hungry …. You continued to lick up my flowing juices and then placed Your mouth around my hot engorged bud and began to suckle …I began to cry out …oh God Sir …oh God Please!! I am trembling with the effort to hang on ….Please …please!!! .. You lifted Your head away from my throbbing clit and said “please what kitten?” …my head moved from side to side … and I had screamed out ….Please let my cum …please ….You had continued to tease me and asked if I had been a good girl ??…I could only keep crying …Yes please… please …again and again ….more insistently …agonizing …knowing that I could not hang on much longer …finally …. You grabbed my engorged clitoris and once again gave me the permission ….Cum …kitten …You may cum Now!! Once again my body began to shudder with the waves of orgasm …my nipples and labia screamed …my juices a torrent …the bed beneath me sodden with my juice … the mist grew denser ….I was lost in the pain and pleasure …that You controlled … that You allowed or denied …my body moved to Your command or wishes …finally after what seemed like an eternity I began to shiver …with the utter release …the aftermath …like an earthquake …the shivers ran through me and I had slipped into the soft darkness ….warm and sated

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talented people
Posted:Jul 26, 2008 8:34 pm
Last Updated:May 4, 2024 11:47 am
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as I wander through the threads of alt and read the many blogs and posts by others I am fully aware of the many talented people who venture here. I seem to have writers block at the moment so decided just to write until I feel the flow begin. My Sir was the initiator of my writing ...having asked me a question and asking that I write my response to Him ...I began to pour out my emotions ...my hungers ...my fears ...my wants ...and needs ... I did not realize when I started to roam alt that the One thing that I wanted most in my life and had pretty much given up on having would come so completely into my life ...totally ..and beyond anything I could imagine ... I revel in being owned ... I blossom in His care ...in His tutelage ... His training and Love ...
I never believed that I could/would allow another ...or maybe TRUST another enough to know everything about me ...
I have begun to know some very wonderful people here on alt ...have share with many more intimately that I might with the people in my "other" life... If You read my stories.. or thoughts ...please say hello ...it is always nice to hear your feedback ... I write for my Sir .. the giver of thoughts and ideas ...of everything that I need ... and I know He will chafe if He reads this ...He is such a modest man ...
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The Beginning
Posted:Apr 30, 2008 2:10 pm
Last Updated:Feb 20, 2017 4:49 pm
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As I excitedly prepare for my visit with You, I contemplate all that has taken place over the last few months. How I had felt connected to You from O/our very first encounter when You had tousled my hair, an unique approach for cyber land to say the least.
You have gently led me into the erotic world of pain and pleasure…mixing one with the other until they are now indistinguishable. You have quietly but firmly taken possession of me until You now own me body, mind and soul. The thought of how deeply the ownership winds itself inside me always leaves me breathless and trembling. My hand runs over my tummy and I take a deep breath to bring myself into a more controlled state.

I sit down for a moment lean back and close my eyes, images beginning to float through my memory, of you removing my clothes … having me naked and standing before you …although usually so uncomfortable in nakedness I was totally unaware of anyone else in room. You had me mesmerized…held me captive with Your eyes…the link between U/us never wavered. I moved to You and straddled Your lap…exposed and hungry….You saw it in my eyes and the moisture between my legs… my body trembled as You explored it with Your strong hands ..gently at first …then kneading …twisting …pinching the nipples…all the time holding me with Your eyes…You reached into my soul …I recall You smiling as the evidence of my arousal seeped from me…You buried Your fingers in me…softly…then more persistently…covering Your hand with my juices…removing them from me You raised Your fingers to Your nose …taking in my scent…then offered me Your hand …I had instinctively opened my mouth my tongue flicking out to clean Your fingers …they became phallic and I savoured them …as I would Your powerful manhood … You had introduced me to the training clamps that day… my training had begun …I moan at the thought .. my thighs tighten together …my clitoris peeks from its hood …and I feel the moisture escaping from my warm depths. I had watched Your eyes as You clamped my nipples … my head reared back as You pulled on them showing me how they tightened if I moved… never having the experience of the clamps… the clamps had tightened considerably shooting pain through my breasts until I began to maintain some stillness …it was then I learned my nipples were somehow attached to my clitoris …each time the clamps tightened the sensation moved quickly through my body and convulsed in my clitoris ….eliciting more of my sweet juices to flow…. My juices had never been so plentiful before …and now they seemed to flow in a steady stream from me … I would redden in my initial memories at how wet I became from that first time.
From the first moment You knew how to move me through the pain …to take me into the mist … to fill me with exquisite pleasure … until I knew only You … felt only You …hungered only for You … You honed my body and responses to the pain/pleasure …You lifted me …running Your hard strong fat manhood along my sodden wetness … teasing … a soft smile on Your face as You watched my hunger grow,,,I had tried to move my hips enough to capture You and take You inside me but the clamps had pulled hard …shooting pain deeper into my wanting pulsing place … I began to whimper with my hunger … and You relentlessly continued the tortuous teasing … I begged You with my eyes…pleaded … but You seemed not to see … after what seemed a very long agonizing time You ask me … what is it You want? … I had looked at You aghast … I could not verbalize to You my wants …or my now becoming desperate need of You … You continued the relentless teasing playing in my wetness with Your fingers and big fat thick shaft ..entering only the opening to me …never going any further … my body writhed even though the clamps tightened and pulled … You had stopped all movement …Your fingers opening my vagina …the head of Your shaft sitting just inside my opening … what do you want kitten (the first time You had used that term with me) desperate and hungrier then I had ever been before …I broke through my inner censor and whispered pleadingly …”please oh please…I want You inside me …please”…smiling You continued to move Your fingers and shaft slightly … “I can’t hear what you said” cocking Your head to one side …moaning in frustration I had begged …”Please…..pleeeeeeeese …oh God please…I want You inside me Oh God please!!!” as You smiled …looking deeply into my soul You slowly slid Your massiveness inside me …stretching my lips around You …gliding in smoothly…lubricated with my juices …as Your cock hit my cervix I crashed over the brink …my inner muscles had clenched and shuddered around You… convulsing in it’s release…my juices had run from me …down my thighs and Yours … my body folded into You … my breath ragged … You were still hanging on to me … watching me until the release began to subside … as I calmed down You told me to sit straight…looking into my eyes again…You told me that I had just broken a rule…I had looked at You quizzically …” You must never cum without permission” I could not believe what You had just told me …Incredulously “ and how am I suppose to stop that?” I asked…”that is part of your training kitten” You reached up and told me to breathe with the pain …and loosened a little one of the clamps…”are you ready” You asked …not knowing what to expect I nodded at You … in one quick motion You removed the clamp… as the blood rushed back into the nipple the pain shot through me …and I shuddered around Your hardness … You seemed to raise an eyebrow at me … then reached up and removed the other clamp in the same way …I once again shuddered and climaxed …my breathing ragged with the suddenness and frequency of the releases …I tried to return to normal but You began slow long strokes in and out of me …exciting the already inflamed walls of my depths … on each stroke Your shaft knocked against my cervix…going deeper and deeper with each thrust …my body and mind moved into a misty place that I knew nothing about … but I was not afraid because You had led me there … Your thrusts became more insistent … shattering my inner restraints … releasing me of thought … I floated in the mist …conscious of only Your deep thrusts and the depths of pleasure that ran through me … You moved me to the edge and then would slow the pace and bring me back … Your hardness moved beyond my cervix…opening it and stretching it … moving to depths that had never been explored …You moved me again to the edge …I felt Your hardness thicken and begin to pulse deep inside me …I felt Your lips against my ear…Your warm breath … “Cum kitten!!! Cum right now !!” A dark deep feral sound emitted from inside me … I careened over the edge …my body and inner muscles convulsed and shuddered around Your now throbbing cock …I felt Your warm seed splash into my uterus filling me .. my own juices mixed with Yours and flowed in a torrent from me …down Your shaft…O/our bodies were sodden with the sweet stickiness … after long moments my body slumped against Yours …You held me and crooned to me …carrying me from the Netherworld…settling me back into the real world …when I had finally recovered You kissed me on the top of my head and said” clean me now”… although I had never done or been instructed to do that before … I instinctively lifted myself from You … juices running from me as I did … I knelt between your legs and savoured the sight of You covered with O/our juices … I began to lick Your inner thighs …the sweetness had spread almost to Your knees …I worked my way up and around Your private place …cleaning Your pelvic bone … and lower tummy … then moved down to You sac and begin to slowly clean You there …gently sucking … moaning with the pleasure of the mixture of U/us … licking … moving upwards I thicken my tongue and take one long slow swipe from root to tip of Your shaft…enjoying every sticky inch of You … I repeated that motion a few times and began to run my tongue around the ridge of Your crown … then slowly took You into my mouth … encasing You with my lips …I slid the length of You …my tongue cleaning as I moved downwards until my face was against Your pelvic bone … my head bobbed around Your shaft until it was all clean … and as I removed my mouth from around You it made a popping sound…I laid my head against Your thigh and You had stroked my hair … then You pulled me to Your lap and cradled me in Your arms …and allowed me to lay there in Your comfort … as You stroked me … I did not know then what it was I felt…but today I know that Your ownership of me had begun…from that day it has always been difficult for me to move away from You … I stir from my reverie and realize I am wet and wanting … but I want to save all my hunger for when W/we meet …so I rise and continue my packing for my trip and time with You.

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Continuation of Out to Dinner
Posted:Apr 4, 2008 7:40 pm
Last Updated:Sep 17, 2008 8:43 am
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… I hear You removing Your clothing and moving behind me …I feel the air move with the stroke of the crop and my whole body quivers as the sting of it courses through me …I am immediately dancing on the edge …”NO kitten” …I moan ..knowing I should not ask yet …biting my lip fighting not to cry out … I move into the mist .. the strokes of the crop become like caresses … I sense You near me in the swirling soft greyness .. I hear You drop the crop and feel You kneel behind me between my legs … You run Your hard fat cock against my swollen wet lips .. and slide the head in …I move back against You …You swat my ass and tell me to be still …I moan with frustration …Your thickness will not go any deeper with the butt plug deep inside my rear passage …so You pull the plug out a little and move Your cock in deeper …then move the plug in ..stretch me some more ..and repeat this see sawing motion until both Your big fat cock and the butt plug are buried deep in my recesses …You begin a slow steady rhythm …You can feel my inner muscles clenching around You …well lubricated with my flowing juices it begins to slide easily … You grab my hair and pull my head back and up … and ride me in that steady rhythm …slowing as You feel me dancing too close to the edge and speeding up as You feel me descend …my body is on fire from the hunger and need … I begin moaning and begging You for release …there is nothing in the world except You …and Your thrusting cock …burying itself in my deepest recesses …You lift my tail and place it on my back so You can see Your fat cock encased tightly with my pussy lips …watching it piston deep inside and disappearing .. .and sliding out glistening with my juices …You take me to the edge again and again…I sometimes think I am going over but You stop me …pull me back …”not yet kitten I hear You command” Your voice thick with Your own arousal …the tempo increases ..and I am pleading with You ..begging You … for both our releases .. as You use my hair for reins Your other hand begins to wander over my body …first You roll and pinch my nipples …pulling on them hard …You slap my behind as if urging me on …Your hand moves down and caresses my pussy Your fingers grazing Your cock as they play in the wet folds …I am crying now with need …. I hear You moan and Your cock thickens and throbs inside me … and I dance on the edge …knowing I will have to fight very hard not to release if You do not give permission …Your hot seed filling me can often push me over the edge …my body is totally tuned to Your handling …my ass filled with the butt plug …being shoved deeper as each stroke of Your cock brings Your pelvis against it ..Your cock deep enough to open my uterus … Your fingers playing in my wetness … I hear You moan loudly …You thrust deeper and harder …as I feel Your release fill me …I hear Your command ..”CUM kitten NOW!! And as You do You pull the clamp from my clitoris …I scream until there is no more sound …my body convulses between the pleasure pain …until one is indistinguishable from the other .. .and it is one .. Your seed gathers deep inside me …Your cock stays hard my pussy muscles milk the last drop from You …my release rolls with Yours ..with each throb of Your cock my muscles tighten around You … I am crying …sobbing with the power of the release …I fight to stay in position and not fall over … You lean forward and roll to the side …taking me with You … Your arms around me …gently caressing me as You softly croon to me …carrying me down from the mist …keeping me in Your arms until I am once again planted back in this world…I kiss Your hands that clasp themselves in front of me … I thank You again and again for the exquisite pleasure You have given me …and for the privilege of Your sweet seed … You nuzzle my neck and ask did You like that kitten?? I moan and say “couldn’t You tell?”
You continue to nuzzle my neck and ear as Your hand roams over my body …it begins to massage my behind and gives a gentle tug on my tail … and did You like this kitten ?? as You playfully move it a little …arousing all my senses in an instant …but You just continue to nuzzle me and play with the tail …as Your mouth moves over my ear …I feel Your breath …and my body moves to the edge…I hear Your words…as You yank the butt plug from me You say CUM NOW!!! I crash over the edge and move into the Netherworld again … there is only Your arms holding me and the pleasure that wracks my body .. I do not know one from the other anymore … my body convulses with every wave of release .. I am silently crying .. tears of utter release … where my body floats in the Netherworld … there is only You there …You lifting me and moving me … I am totally Yours … I hear Your voice crooning to me again and I moan not wanting to leave this place …but Your voice brings me slowly back … You stand and lift me …and we move into the shower … I have to lay against the wall of the shower my legs are so shaky … You pull me close to You …”kitten …that is only the beginning… there is more to come…”…
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Out to Dinner
Posted:Apr 4, 2008 2:28 pm
Last Updated:Feb 20, 2017 4:50 pm
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Reluctantly I get dressed to go out to dinner …as much as I want to be seen with You .. the greedy part of me wants to keep You all to myself … I shower and wash my hair …using the razor I skim my body ensuring there is no stubble anywhere… I have already taken care of the internal cleansing …my soapy hand runs over my swollen throbbing pussy … You have given it much pain/pleasure and as my hand cups my mound the shivers of remembrance moves in waves through my body ..my nipples tighten …eliciting a moan with the tenderness being gathered into hard taut points of want ….You hear me moan and pull back the shower curtain flick my erect nipples with the crop * You are supposed to be getting ready* Your voice rumbles through me … I wince with the sting of the crop on my tender flesh …but juices begin to flow from me …I quickly resoap and rinse off my tender areas … and jump out wrapping a nice big towel around my body … the roughness of the towel moves against and arouses my tender aching body …my head rears back and the shivers of pleasure once again wash over me …I wrap my hair into another towel and after drying off ….rub lotion carefully over my body …wanting my skin to be soft and supple for You …I know You are watching me as You ready Yourself…so I take a little longer in the open poses as I apply the lotion to my legs while bending over and offering You a rear view …or as I lift my foot and place it on the side of the tub …opening and exposing my always wet wanting pussy… I smile as I see Your wonderful cock move and begin to harden … You pick up the crop and give my behind two quick sharp blows…I dance a little with the sting and move quickly to brush out my hair …I am leaving it to dry naturally and head to the bedroom to get dressed ….You have ordered me to not wear a thong so I opt for no bra either …I pull down my knee length black dress …it buttons completely up the front …I know it hugs my curves and shows off my body …I button it from just below my pelvis to my breast area …leaving the top couple of buttons open … I take a few steps around the room to see how much of my thighs show as I move … I slip into a pair of high heeled sandals and grab a shawl … You pull me to You and kiss me long and hard …making me breathless as Your kisses always do … As we head out the door …I tell You that I have forgotten something and race back into the apartment asking You to hold the elevator …I open the closet ..reach to the back and take out a box and place it on the coffee table for when we get back … it is full of surprises …I quiver at the thoughts that dance through my mind at how You will use some of them …

We have decided to sit on a patio as the evening is warm … after discussing the menu You order for me … I am always pleased with Your choices for me … I revel in Your ownership …as each day goes by I relinquish more of myself to You .. Your care of me is like nothing I have experienced before … I know that I am cherished and as that feeling of value to You grows so does my devotion to You .. I look at You and know that deep inside the core of me I am totally Yours …and I would do anything to please You … We laugh and talk and comment on the people going by … over dessert You begin to talk to me of the things You will have me do and the things You will do to me … You smile as You see me fighting not to squirm with want …but You frown as You see me close my legs…”open your legs!” You command …I snap my legs open and look at You … and tell You how sorry I am …that I hadn’t realized that I was doing it …You reach into Your pocket and hand me one of the office clamps …and direct me to go into the washroom and place it on my clitoris …I do as I am told and find my pussy dripping with wanting … I walk carefully back to the table and with every step the clamp moves and seems to tighten …I sit carefully my legs open wide so as not to close around my swollen aching clitoris .. “Now You might remember not to close Your legs and not be available for me* … I know that You are not pleased that I have broken one of the first rules of training …to always be available to You ..I am quiet with my shame …I have disappointed You … You reach into Your pocket again and hand me two small clips and instruct me to place them on my nipples …as I rise to go to the ladies room You instruct me to do it right at the table …I look at You …and know that it is non negotiable … I lean forward into the table shielding my body with one arm while sliding my hand into my top and attaching the clip to the nipple … it is very tight and brings pain immediately …I then do the same thing to the other breast grimacing as the clip bites into my tender flesh… we talk for a while and then You instruct me to reach down and insert my finger into my pussy and to fuck myself with my finger …I do not want to disappoint You again so drop my napkin into my lap…slide my hand under it and undo another button ..which exposes my wet throbbing pussy …my finger slides easily into the warm depths… and I begin to slowly slide my fingers in and out …I begin to shiver with the sensation …looking at You with pleading eyes …feeling myself moving toward the edge … after a few minutes You tell me to stop and to clean my finger… I lift my hand to my face and can smell my hunger …it wafts through my nostrils …it sends more shivers through my body …I stick my finger into my mouth and begin to suck gently …my hand is wet also and I have to lick my palm clean as well …I see in Your eyes that it has pleased You that I have been so obedient …and have followed Your instructions without question even when You know that I was afraid I would be seen by others …and it makes me happy to know that I have once again pleased You …

We walk slowly home …each step the clamp on my clitoris seems to tighten and move … my inner thighs are sticky with my juices … I am so very hungry …You see it in my eyes … as we reach the door You reach into Your overcoat pocket and pull out my collar and leash …”down” You instruct …I quickly fall to all fours …and you bend down and attach my collar and leash …as we enter the apartment You lift the hem of my dress up and lay it on my back ..exposing my behind and sex You go and get my tail…You offer it to my mouth and have me cover it in my saliva ..then move behind me and plunge it into my rear channel I almost fold with the pain but manage to stay upright and only a small animalistic whimper escapes me…You lead me around the apartment … having me heel and sit and stay.. the tail swishes with every movement ..the hairs move against my pussy…almost as if caressing it…Your next command is to roll over ..You have me undo my dress completely and it falls open ..I am instructed to move into third position and I pull my legs up and back …stretching as much as I can …the clamped clitoris is prominent …it seems to me like it is a big beacon …the tail protruding from me I am so totally vulnerable and exposed …You wander around me …flicking me with the flogger … softly at first then a little more insistent …my flesh reddening with the trails of the strings … You observe my leaking pussy …the juices running through the crevice of my behind…You reach down and in one swoop and at the very same time pull off the two nipple clips …I cry out at the pain ..my body quivers …I bite my bottom lip …You see the flushes of arousal …the constant flow of juices running from my open pussy …”seems like you liked that kitten” as You trail the strings of the flogger over and through the wetness …with one big swing You bring the flogger hard across my pussy …the strings spreading and catching the whole area …some of the strings finding their way through the channel running from pussy to ass …my muscles spasm with the pain…my eyes water …but I do not make a sound …I fight the cry …

You move to sit on the sofa picking up the box and placing it in Your lap…”Present !” …I move quickly to first position at Your feet …”what is this kitten ?” ..as I look up at You with the utter adoration shining in my eyes I tell You it is just some small things I have picked up for You …hoping that they would please You …You lift the lid from the box and I scrutinize Your face …trying to read whether You are pleased with the items … You look for a long moment into the box …then at me …and then at the box again …all without saying anything …I am breathless trying to figure out if I have overstepped the boundaries You have set in place ….”By the looks of this box kitten it looks like You plan on keeping me busy” I redden at Your words but am unable to deny my unquenchable thirst for You … I am always ready and wanting You … there is never a moment that my body does not ache for You… there are a few items in the box and as You pull each one out You ask me how I imagine You using each one … You like to see me struggle with the words … it has always been difficult for me to verbalize what I want/need from You and purchasing the items in the box was my way of telling You some of the things that I wanted to try… but You know me so well that You do not let me get away with it … each time You have me verbalize these things to You it becomes a little easier …so with each item I have to tell You how I see it being used … first out of the box is the nipple pump …I tell You how excited it made me when we watched the clip … that I imagined my nipples half way down the cylinder … my nipples growing hungrily as I describe it to You … then the other pump comes out … and I tell You that I want You to encase my pussy in it …to pump it up so my pussy completely fills the cup … that I want to feel like my body is being sucked into a big vacuum …and whilst this is happening …how I want You to fuck my ass and ride me hard and fast …pulling my head up and back … using my hair as reins … I want to squirm .. but do no t .. my pussy is dripping my juices forming a pool beneath me .. my ass is clutching and massaging the butt plug holding my tail making it quiver …the next items from the box are photos of two items I have on stand by order .. that I was not sure of …the first is the cross ….with restraints on the end of each arm and leg piece … I explain to You how very much I enjoy being restrained and open to You … that I like being on display to You … helpless and unable to move …as I do when You have me in suspension … the next is the “”… I tell You that although it frightens me I am terribly turned on when I see the pictures of someone in a position straddling the …or when rope moves up and into the crevice of a pussy …how I see my juices running down and dripping from it making a pool under me …a hand carved belt is next .. the leather supple .. an intricate pattern etched into the leather …it is a belt that You can wear …but also use on my body …the pattern of the etching will leave welts ..and the welts will have the shape of “Mine “ I relate to You that I see You using it at any time …but also if I have been naughty and stepped over any boundaries and You will be able to remind me that I am Yours …something that makes me shiver with delight … the last item is encased in a velvet case …You look at me with a question in Your eyes …I gulp as I look at the case and back at You … this one I was not sure of Sir ..this is an item that You mentioned in the very beginning …something You have never talked about since then …I do know that I was aroused at the thought of You using them on me …my nipples grow even harder and tighter with the remembrances of our story of play … You unfold the case and inside is a set of needles … some long some short …I confess that I have imagined them in my breasts as You had described but also in my pussy …this time I do squirm at the thought …both repulsed at myself …but terribly hungry at the same time …You lay the empty box down and caress my cheek … “well we will just have to see how many of these items we can use before I go home now won’t we?”…I smile up at You “ I would like that very much Sir “ You instruct me into 2nd position and I scramble into it .. my tail swaying as I position myself …once again open …vulnerable and exposed … I hear You removing Your clothing and moving behind me …I feel the air mov
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