Cinco de Mayo a few days early - public exposure, masturbation
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Posted:May 2, 2018 1:09 am
Last Updated:Jun 19, 2018 12:12 pm 12920 Views
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Y'all here in SA know this time of year is just big party. I mean it starts with Rodeo and then comes Fiesta and the NBA offs and right around the corner now is Cinco De Mayo. Well after my experience yesterday with being ed out as far as my not so secret desire for humiliation and blackmail I decided this afternoon to celebrate a little bit early, 4 days early in fact.
Tuesday is the day that I get finished with classes in the morning and don't go in to work until around 5 so when I was d today I headed downtown. I was wearing what I normally wear to class, yoga pants, thong, bra, top, etc, like every else on campus does. I had thought about doing this for some time but given how I felt yesterday about everything that happened and also talking to of my dominant male mentors on here late last night, I decided it was time to finally take that next step along my journey of self-diovery. I know y'all have read about me at the mall a month ago and I have been aching to do something more, but I just haven't figured out what to do next. That was solo and I am still wanting to do something with a friend, but I thought about it all last night and during class today and decided it was finally time to be a big girl, say rew it and just go for it.
So it took maybe 20 minutes or so to get downtown and I exited on Commerce because I needed to find a parking lot where I could park for a few moments. The Alamodome parking lot wasn't blocked off and I just pulled in to there. I turned the car off and just sat there and thought it all through. I reached underneath my top and unfastened my bra and pulled it off through my sleeves and left it on the car seat next to me. I looked around and nobody was around and I took a deep breath. I popped the trunk on my car so it was already open. Then I pulled my top over my head, grabbed it and my bra and opened the door and ran to the trunk and tossed them both in to the trunk. I slammed the trunk back down and ran back in to my seat and closed the door.
When I was talking to my friend last night he told me, he wasn't going to make me do this, but that if I chose to do it, that I had to do it this way. Nothing at all in the car for me to cover up with. No shirt, no bra, no bag, no towel, nothing. Just my hands and my car keys. My heart was pounding as I kept my arms over my chest and looked down, nothing but skin until the waist of my yoga pants. I let hand go and turned on the ignition and then let the other hand go so that I had both hands on the wheel. "Both hands on the wheel" I told myself over and over again. "10 and 2" I reminded myself from not too many ago in drivers training. I looked up in the mirror to confirm it was real and it was. Nothing on from my neck down to my waist. "Just keep your hands on the wheel" it sounded like my driver training instructor training me to drive again.
I slowly pulled out of the parking lot and back on to commerce to head downtown. I wanted to do it downtown because of how crowded it is, plus all of the pedestrians and bicyclists. I wasn't sure that I was going to be seen, but I knew the chance was very very good and that was what I was hoping for. I kept my hands on the wheel the whole time. Eyes straight ahead. Watching all of the lights, all of the pedestrians, etc, bc I definitely didn't want to have an incident with my top and bra locked in the trunk.
I must have drove around downtown for 30 minutes at least, up and down, right turns, left turns, stopping. Letting any who noticed look at me. It was such a thrill. Like I was on dis. Exposed. Locked inside the glass case of my car windows. Any could see me, they could look as long as they wanted and I wasn't going to hide my body at all. They couldn't touch me, but they could look all they wanted.
I made my way all the way from the I-37 side to the I-35 side where I finally got back on the highway to head back home. I kept on driving like that even on I-10 until my exit, down Wurzbach and into our neighborhood. Of course the garage was empty so I was able to pull in to it without any trouble. I pulled in to the garage and closed the door down. That was the first moment that I took my hands off the wheel other than to open the garage door. Luckily my Dad wasn't home at the time bc who knows what he would have thought if he saw me like that. But at this point, I don't really care. I got out of the car and immediately ed my shoes off, ed my socks off and pulled down my yoga pants and thong. They were all piled up next to the car and I got back in to the drivers seat. No, I wasn't going to head back out although I'm sure y'all would have wanted that. I reclined the seat all the way back and propped my feet up on to the dash and the steering wheel. I used hand on my breasts and nipples and the other hand I wet my fingers in my mouth and just buried them in my soaking wet pussy. If I had any toys I would have used them right there in the car, but I had to rely on my fingers. As you can imagine, it didn't take me long at all after exposing myself in public like that, even though it was just topless. Couple pinches and twists on my nipples, couple smacks on my open waxed pussy, couple flicks of my clit and shoving my fingers inside of me and I was cumming hard. I was able to get off a couple times before I had exhausted myself.
I stepped out of the car barefoot and naked, gathered up my clothes off the floor and my top and bra out of the trunk and headed inside. I just piled them next to the washer with all my other thongs and G-strings and walked nude through the house to my bathroom. I took a shower and then took a nice little nap before heading back out to work this evening.
And it wasn't even Cinco De Mayo yet. The party started early this year.
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Finally got caught - public humiliation, masturbation
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Posted:May 1, 2018 12:59 am
Last Updated:Jun 19, 2018 12:10 pm 12769 Views
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So I know y'all have been enjoying looking at my different pics and making comments about them, and I love all of your comments but I just wanted to explain why I took the of my face down tonight. When I joined this site about a month ago, I was very excited about the thought of public humiliation, public exposure, etc. I still am of course, but I wanted to see what it would feel like. That's why I put my face out there in lingerie so I wasn't trying to hide myself at all. I also used my real name and my real location because I didn't want to pretend to be somewhere else because it wouldn't be nearly as exciting. But because I put my face out there at first and eventually put that pic of me sucking dick, I felt the need to hold back on some of the stuff that was inside of me, some of my very private fantasies, desires, etc. And I am sure you can tell that I have held back on some pics of my body as well even though you can pretty much see everything in my lingerie.
Anyway, I wanted to see if any that I know in my day to day life would ever see me on here and learn about this side of me. This side of me that I have been hiding for so long. Its been like I have finally been able to start to crack out of my shell by talking about all of this stuff with you guys and girls. of the biggest thrills I have wanted to experience is what I like to the Erin Andrews experience which if you remember, she was photographed and videotaped without her knowledge and it was posted all over the place without her consent. She had no idea that the men she was around had seen her very private pics and videos. So I tried to do something like that for myself. I mean I put my own pics out there, so I knew what was out there, but I didn't know who would see them or if they would say anything or what they would do.
Well, finally today, after all this time, of the guys in of my classes approached me out of the blue and showed me his ph and the pics that I had posted. I mean I had never spoken to him before so I was surprised when he just walked up to me out of the blue and showed me the pics. He asked me straight up if it was me because it said my name and San Antonio and I just kind of froze, like deer in the headlights and my stomach kind of turned upside down. I don't even remember what I said if I said anything to him, but I know that I at least nodded my head up and down so he knew that it was me and that I hadn't been set up or something by a jealous ex. I mean I couldn't even look up at him or look him in the eyes because it was so humiliating and embarrassing for me.
I ended up just staring down at my text book and notes as he stood right there next to me. Once I had confirmed to him that it was me, I could tell he looked around and then he spoke very softy to me and told me everything. "I've read all your blogs. I've seen all your pics. I've seen every's comments about your body. I've read all of your kinks and perversions and interests. I know you are interested and turned on by blackmail and humiliation." I just sat there in complete silence. When he was d, he told me, "just nod your head up and down if that is all true." I thought about denying it right then and there, but I just couldn't. Its what is inside of me and I didn't say a word but just nodded my head up and down.
I know he was trying to process everything at that moment as far as what he had diovered. He put his iPh down in front of me and told me to put my name and number in to his contacts. My hands were shaking as I tried to type in to his ph but I did it. I added myself in to his personal contacts along with my cell number. And then that was it, he just picked up his ph and walked away. I was shaking just sitting there not knowing what he was going to do.
I picked up all of my stuff and quickly headed to the nearest ladies room. I didn't know if I was going to cry or going to jump for joy. I found an open stall and put my bag on the hook. I turned to face the toilet and propped of my feet up on it, not caring if any saw me standing on leg under the stall. I put hand against the back wall of the stall and my right hand I buried deep down in to my yoga pants and into my thong. My thong was soaked and my clit was already swollen. It didn't take me very long at all with my middle finger rubbing my clit back and forth hard. It didn't have any where to eape and once I squatted down a little bit more I rubbed it harder and harder until I couldn't hold back any longer. I came right there in the stall of the ladies room. I had never ever d anything like that before, not in public. I couldn't believe how much the humiliation earlier had aroused me and how quickly I was able to bring myself to orgasm.
For all of you that are controlling my masturbation and orgasms, I sincerely apologize for letting you down. You have no idea how turned on I was at that moment of being caught by this stranger. So that is why I took my pics down because I finally achieved that moment that I had been dreaming about. Now with my face off the profile, I hope to be able to open myself up even more to y'all. 
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Valero Open Last weekend Part 1 - public humiliation, submission
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Posted:Apr 30, 2018 12:55 am
Last Updated:Jan 3, 2021 12:21 am 12477 Views
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A lot of y'all have been asking if I made it out to the Valero Open here last weekend and yes I did. I wasn't there on Sunday, but I did get out there on Saturday. I'm not much of a golf fan, but since it was coming up, I thought I'd see if any was going to be in town for it. One of the men I have been chatting with told me he was going to be in town with some of his co-workers for business and the tournament and he invited me to join them on Saturday. I figured if any of his co-workers were like him, then that was exactly what I was hoping for. I was going to drive, but because parking is always a pain, they offered to Uber me out to the JW Marriott. I got there around lunchtime and once I was in the lobby, I texted him to let him know I was there. I was just checking my phone when he spotted me. Of course he had seen my pics on here so he knew what I looked like. I hadn't seen that many pics of him, but I had seen his body and his cock. He is married and in his 40s and so were all of the other guys he was with. All told, there was my friend from on here and 5 of his co-workers. We had to wait on a couple of them to get downstairs and once they were there, we all headed to of the restaurants in the hotel to grab a bit to eat before heading out.
For me it was such a thrill and so exciting to be with this group of older, married men. I mean I am not sure what the hostess was thinking when we all walked up to be seated and I am the only girl with this group and they are all obviously twice my age. Anyway she seated us next to one of the larger windows looking out at one of the courses and I was seated against the window and I had one of the men on each side of me, there were two men across from me and one on each end of the table. I loved it because it was almost like that had me cornered even though we were just having lunch. It wasn't like I could just get up and go to the ladies room without having to get past a couple of them. I was definitely the center of attention during lunch.
They were all very polite and even ordered for me which I loved because I love the whole Daddy thing. It felt like I had 6 Daddies at that moment all looking out for their little girl. Anyway, I was dressed pretty casually for the weather, just a small sundress and comfortable shoes. I was wearing a bra and a thong underneath while we were eating lunch.
Once we had eaten and talked about a lot of stuff, stuff that I had shared on here as far as fantasies and stuff, we headed out to watch some of the action. As we were headed toward the lobby to get a ride out to the course, my friend from here asked me if I wanted to do what I had talked about and I told him, that I did. They all waited as I went to the ladies room. Once I was in one of the stalls, it didn't take me long to yank off my thong and take off my bra. I finished using the restroom and walked back to the group with my thong and bra in my handbag. I walked right up to my friend and opened my handbag to show him that they were both in there. I even asked him if he wanted to keep them for me and he surprised me by telling me no. Anyway, once I had shown him I had taken off both my thong and my bra, he motioned for the other men to come and look and they all could see both of them were balled up in my bag. From that moment on, I only had on my little sundress and sandals. I didn't have on anything at all underneath.
We went outside and they have like these little shuttle carts I guess that take guests to the course, so 3 of us got in to one and the others got in the other . I was seated in the front seat with some of the men behind me and as we were riding, I was holding my dress down because it was getting blown by the wind. I didn't feel completely exposed, but I did feel excited that I didn't have anything on underneath.
Once we all got to the course, we kind of all just walked around as a group together. Because there was such a big crowd, a lot of the other people who were there didn't really notice me too much. That gave the men I was with some freedom to do what they wanted to me out in the open. Some of the stuff they did was, there would be a couple of them standing in front of me and a couple on the side while one or two were behind me. I'd just be acting like I was watching the golfing as they would reach around and fondle my breasts. I didn't say a word and I didn't move at all, but just stood there as I felt their hands on me. If they were sure nobody could see, they would slip their hand in like the opening where my neck was and be able to feel my bare skin so they knew I wasn't wearing anything underneath.
Another thing they did was if I was standing in front of them, they would block the view of other people at the tournament and lift my dress from behind so they could stare at my bare butt. I know there were at least a couple times where they had rolled my dress up to my waist in back so they were just staring at the back of my legs and my butt while watching the golf action. I don't know if any else behind me could see my butt like that, but if they did, that would have been so embarrassing.
When we were out on the course watching the golf, that was pretty much it. Some fondling, some exposure, some groping over my dress as well as underneath it on my bare skin. Nothing too aggressive, but enough that I really felt like a toy for them to play with my body. They did touch my bare breasts and nipples underneath my dress and they did touch my bare ass cheeks. They didn't pinch me at all but I definitely felt some nice firm squeezes. They did not reach around or between my legs to cup or hold my pussy but they knew there was nothing covering it. I certainly wouldn't have minded it if they did, but I realize that might have brought too much attention if I let out a gasp or a moan while in the gallery.
We were probably out on the course for about 3 hours and then we headed back to the hotel.
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Fantasy - the whataburger challenge - submission
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Posted:Apr 25, 2018 1:07 am
Last Updated:Jun 19, 2018 12:08 pm 11604 Views
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Hey y'all. For those of you here in SA and south Texas, you all know what Whataburger is, its a very popular restaurant chain for hamburgers. Its everywhere. So one of the men on here who has been very good to me and is my top fan, I am writing this for him. He knows who he is and this is just one of my fantasies and involves him.
So we had been emailing and chatting for sometime before I invited Mike to come down to San Antonio for a visit. I had wanted him to visit for sometime but the timing wasn't right. Then my Dad had to go out of town for a week and I thought it would be perfect for Mike to visit me that week but I didn't know if he would be able to do it. But as soon as I told him I would have the house to myself, I think he put himself on the next plane down here. He texted me when he arrived at the airport and that is when I told him my home address and that I would be waiting for him.
I kept checking my phone and looking out the window until I saw his rental car pull up and saw him get out and come to the door. I was dressed like I normally am dressed, tight top. yoga pants, thong. He didn't have anything with him when I opened the door and I was ready for him to come inside so we could start fucking. But it was around 2 and he told me he was starving. I said that's fine, lets go get something and bring it back. So I left the house and went and got in to the passenger seat of his rental car. I was super nervous since I had never met him in person before and had only been texting and emailing and chatting online. But even though I was nervous, I was super excited to finally be in his presence.
We're sitting in the driveway of my Dad's house when he tells me that he got me something and that he hopes I like it. I thought, "OMG" I just met this guy and now he already got me a gift. Anyway I was excited to see what it was and he told me to open the glove box of the rental car. I looked at him and opened it and when I did, I saw a shiny pair of handcuffs. My heart actually stopped when I saw them and I completely froze. I mean I have been tied up before, had my hands tied behind my back and performed oral sex. I've also been fucked from behind with my hands tied behind me. I've been tied spread eagle and played with. But I have never been tied with handcuffs before. And now, here this man I met online has them inside the glovebox of his rental car. I didn't know what to do.
Go ahead, check them out he told me. I reached in to the glove box and pulled them out and started to check them out, how they worked and such. Are you going to use these on me later? I asked him. He just kind of made a wicked smile at me and told me to turn and face the window and put my hands behind my back. My heart was pounding and I didn't know what to do. I just turned to look out the window at our yard and put my hands behind my back. The next thing I knew, he had one of his strong hands holding my left wrist and I felt the metal cuff going around it. It was definitely cold and sent a chill up my spine as I heard the little clicking sound as he closed it around my wrist. He politely asked if it was too tight and it wasn't. I kept my other hand behind my back and felt him hold my other wrist and attach the other cuff to it. I felt the cold metal and heard the clicking sound so I knew that he had handcuffed me in the rental car in the driveway of my own house. I felt his hands let go and I turned and sat back in the seat, feeling my hands behind me.
I looked over at him and couldn't believe that I had just willingly let him cuff me like that and we had only seen each other for about 5 minutes. I already felt aroused just sitting there like that next to him. I mean I was fully dressed, but just having my hands locked behind me made me feel so sexy, so vulnerable, so powerless, so helpless. It was a feeling that I have wanted for such a long time and now I was finally able to let go and experience it with this person that I trusted.
Mike reached over my lap and pulled the seatbelt across my chest and buckled in in to the slot. When he did, he barely brushed my chest and when he did, it gave me such a rush knowing that he could do whatever he wanted to me at that moment and with my hands behind me, I couldn't stop him.
Once he had me buckled in safe and secure in my seat he asked me, where are the best burgers in town. He wanted to go through the drive through so we could get back home as soon as possible. That's when I told him, there was a Whataburger just around the block that was good and fast. 
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Current blackmail situation - humiliation, submission
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Posted:Apr 15, 2018 4:08 am
Last Updated:Jun 19, 2018 12:07 pm 10457 Views
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Hey y'all. Just wanted to write a little something about my current situation. I've read a lot of emails from you guys asking if I'm ok or if I need dealing with some of the men I am involved with and I just wanted y'all to know that I am perfectly fine. My update wasn't meant to be a cry for help, but just as kind of announcement that I was finally beginning to find what I was looking for on here. Its taken a while to get through a lot of the different emails and profiles and find what I was searching for so now that I am experiencing some of it, I just wanted y'all to know. If you've written me lately, I promise I will do my best to respond to y'all when I get a chance.
Anyway, I don't know why my body reacts the way it does to humiliation, especially public humiliation. I'd luv to hear from other girls about how their bodies react, but for me, its like when its happening, there is kind of like this stimulation inside my mind, inside my body, like tingling my clit and everything all at once and it feels just amazing to me. I mean I don't want it to stop and actually want to feel even more of it because it feels so good.
I didn't really discover this side of me until a couple months ago. I mean I always knew I was submissive when it came to sex, but the whole desire to feel humiliation and now this very strong desire for public humiliation really only began to emerge back in December or so.
So I'll try to keep y'all updated, but here is basically what is going on. I was kind of already being blackmailed in a sense from the men I had met on another website back in December and because I was enjoying that so much, I thought I could find even more by joining here on alt.com and kind of just putting my face out there as well as my name and location. I figured, what better way than to just give in and put myself out there. If someone I know sees me, even better. Maybe they will read what I wrote and I won't even know that they know this side of me. So anyway, I was kind of already being blackmailed because I had voluntarily, willingly given up some very sexy pics to this group as well as giving them some of my personal contacts. Men that I love very much as well as men that I am very interested in sexually and very interested in teasing. So I was already getting that very vulnerable feeling not knowing if I had been exposed to some of these men and the risk and excitement of that.
But now, here I am on here and getting offers from around the world and I just couldn't pass up the opportunity to try it a little more. I hope y'all understand I feel like I am winning either way. Either I do what they are asking me to do, which is humiliating to say the least bc you guys are crazy. Or, if I don't do it, then I face the consequences which basically means other people in my life are going to know this side of me which is sooooo embarrassing, but at the same time, such a turn on for me.
I'll try to do a better job of keeping y'all up to date and will try to give you a complete picture of what I have been up to, but right now, I am loving every minute of it. Its kind of like I am trapped in this full spectrum humiliation, double, triple layered where I am completely surrounded and have absolutely no options. Any direction I turn, they've got me covered and I am completely vulnerable, powerless, helpless and exposed. For me, that feeling is so incredibly amazing, I just want to stay right in that moment all the time.
I deleted the pic of me sucking cock from Thursday night when I was being prevented from fulfilling some of the tasks that I was being blackmailed in to doing and instead had to serve the men that I was with at the time. I did that after one of the guys from school caught me and threatened to out me to my advisor. I decided to take down any pics of my face that I had previously posted.
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After my first attempt - public exposure, masturbation
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Posted:Apr 10, 2018 9:46 pm
Last Updated:Jun 19, 2018 12:06 pm 10538 Views
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Hi y'all. So after writing about my first public exposure experience, I realized I had left out some of the most important parts. A lot of you guys have been asking me and the answer is yes, I was very turned on the whole time. When I went back to my car, I was super excited and super horny. I kept my bra and thong in the back under some of my stuff and drove straight home. I did want to masturbate, but didn't want to do it in the parking lot or in the car.
By the time I got home I had cooled down a lot and had to take care of some other stuff. Later that evening I did take care of myself though. My Dad was still at work, so I had plenty of privacy. I was in my bedroom and just took everything off and thought about how I felt while walking throughout the mall with just my dress on and nothing underneath. The whole idea of not knowing who saw me or what they saw turned me on so much that just slightly touching my clit brought me to orgasm.
Later that night was when I talked to my dominant male friend and told him that I had actually done what we had talked about. He was very surprised and pleased to hear that I had, and he suggested I write about it to have another kind of public exposure. So that's it. I cannot wait until next time.
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My first attempt - public exposure
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Posted:Apr 7, 2018 11:14 pm
Last Updated:Jun 13, 2019 12:26 pm 20867 Views
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Late Friday night I was having a very exciting conversation with of the dominant men here in San Antonio who loves humiliation. He gave me some different ideas on "accidental" exposure that really excited me, and I told him I might go to the mall on Saturday and just might try some of them. Well I just wanted y'all to know that I did go to a local mall here on Saturday and did some of the stuff he suggested.
When I got to the parking lot I was wearing my little dress, bra, thong and sandals. I took a deep breath and took off both my bra and thong and left them under some stuff in my car. I knew I had to leave them in the car or else I would be tempted to put them on once I got scared. But I said screw it and got out of the car with just my little dress and sandals on. I walked throughout the mall like that, including up the stairs and escalators, just like he suggested I do. I don't know if anyone saw me, but I am pretty sure I was seen. If they did see me, they got the view they were looking for.
I also sat at the foodcourt like he suggested and kept my legs slightly opened so that I could be viewed from any angle. I didn't look around too much but was busy looking down at my phone. I don't know if any saw me or not, but I did keep my legs open enough that I could be seen.
It was an absolutely amazing feeling. Such a rush to do something like that. I mean I have gone without a bra and thong before, but never purposefully exposed myself in public to strangers.
When I talked with him online again tonight, he suggested I write about it so others would know how exciting it was for me. So that's what I'm doing. He also warned me that I am going to want to do it again and do something even riskier. That is definitely true. We talked about some other ideas.
You never know, if y'all are here in SA, you just might see me out there getting my thrill from doing something like this again.
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