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Posted:May 24, 2021 6:18 pm
Last Updated:Oct 11, 2021 1:42 pm 4576 Views
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Tall, dark, handsome, well endowed.
Now that I have your attention, that is all I am not.
NOT your average single . Take a chance and get know , you will see. I am far from ordinary.
I am a kind, gentle person with a large heart. I am single, never married, no , disease and drama free. I do not smoke or use drugs but I do enjoy the occasional wee drin
My passions include the outdoors (hiking , camping, skiing, biking). I soccer, practice yoga, swim, engage in water sports and workout out a couple of times a weeks. I enjoy reading, curling up by the fire, traveling and exploring.
Please note I am submissive. I DO NOT switch. I have no interest in having any power over anyone. Service gives me purpose, pride and happiness. I am a feral slave and not looking for a owner. Just playmates. Don't be afraid reach out if you want a little fun.
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Being a never again faggot
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Posted:Mar 23, 2021 2:58 pm
Last Updated:Jul 31, 2023 7:55 pm 4881 Views
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Or why I chose a life of continuous chastity
I live a life of continuous chastity. The cage stays on 24/7. I sleep with it on, eat with it on, etc. It is not permanent. I do take the cage off for cleaning, certain sports and medical reasons. The cage DOES NOT come off for release, hence the never again part. It does come off for torture and sounding.
Why would a chose lock up a favorite toy? In my case, I never really enjoyed sex. I would get bored halfway through and go limp. The same with hand jobs and blow jobs. I can count on one hand the number of times I've had great orgasms. Sex just isn't for me. I would much rather prefer a woman to beat me than fuck me. I am built to give pleasure not receive it. It is so exciting for me to be locked up all the time. I am so turned on knowing I won't be able to have sex or even have an erection ever again. I want to give blow jobs, lick pussy and receive anal and not vice versa. It is my purpose and hence why I call myself a faggot (my apologies to anyone offended by the word, I am reclaiming it for my own).
The longer I am locked up without release, the happier I become. There is a biological reason. Dopamine levels continually increase over time through frequent sexual and intimacy when you do not get sexual release. The dopamine contributes the release of oxytocin, which is what causes chaste males to more attention, behave more affectionately and caring, become less argumentative, and feel happier and less stressed in general. Oxytocin builds up and stays high all the time, making chaste men more attentive, aroused, and eager to please. The more teasing, the more oxytocin. The gradual increase in oxytocin levels continues as long as there is teasing, and denial of orgasm. When a chaste man orgasms, there is a massive release of oxytocin and dopamine, which in turn produces the release of prolactin. Prolactin acts as an anitdote to the oxytocin. Almost instantly, he loses sexual desire, intimate feelings, and submissiveness. It then takes as many as seven to ten days to rebuild the levels of dopamine and oxytocin.
Is there any reason why I should be released? Ever?
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Contacting me
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Posted:Jul 7, 2023 11:20 am
Last Updated:Jul 7, 2023 11:20 am 1044 Views
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Hello
If you are a standard member and would like to talk with me, please leave a comment here.
If you are a gold member, please send a message.
I will respond to flirts and hotlists.
THANK YOU
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5 times the cage comes off
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Posted:Jun 4, 2022 7:03 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 5:18 am 2064 Views
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Every time i lock up the cage, i think how coll it would be instead of locking it up, using a rivet instead. Yes, i have a riveter. i get so turned on at the possibility at finally becoming for ever a pussy free erection faggot. Never been able to hide my status, open for everyone to see.
Alas, fantasy and reality must differ. Hence i describe my chastity as constant (even unlocked i am to derive no pleasure from the penis) as opposed to permanent (cage not to come off ever). Here are the 5 times the cage is allowed to come off:
1. Medical: comes off for any doctor, nurse, EMT, or other medical personnel.
2. Cleaning: comes off once a week for cleaning (both the cage and penis). Personal hygiene is important and that extends to the locked up stuff too.
3. Sports: i participate in multiple sport, some contact. Wearing the cage is an unnecessary risk that puts me in jeopardy.
4. Sounding: my other holes are used as receptacles for foreign objects. Why should the penis be any different because it's locked up? No, it is available as any other hole.
5. TORTURE: last but not least, for pain. This penis is designed to cause me pain not pleasure (see earlier post). Caged, it is not accessible for TORTURE. Anyone who wants should be able to TORTURE it.
The cage should not come off for: pleasure, normal male usage, erections, cumming, etc. i am pussyfree. This includes blowjobs and handjobs. i am to remain this way, forever.
Thank you
peanut
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Why I call myself a faggot
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Posted:Dec 31, 2021 6:07 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 5:18 am 2098 Views
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I realize that for many people faggot is a very negative word. It brings up memories of homophobia and abuse. To anyone trigger by the word, i apologize. i do not wish to offend. i hope my writing will, in a small way, go towards reclaiming the word.
i am a faggot.
To be clear, the only human i am calling a faggot is myself. i have every right to call myself whatever i want.
But why faggot?
Why not gay or bi-sexual? Well i am not general attracted to men (there are a few exceptions). I don't like big muscles, or hairy chests. Male energy turns me off. And yet ... there is that hard fleshy spear. From the top of the hips to the bottom of the bum crease, hmm so delicious. Especially is shaved, cut and of average or bigger size. Ok, i may not like men but i love cocks (except mine).
I love and worship women. Every woman i have ever met is beautiful in their own way. There is nothing sexier that a strong, powerful woman. And yet ... i don't want to fuck women. Actually, i don't won't to fuck anyone. OMG chastity, i can't articulate how much of turn on is it if i am to be permanently locked up. If the most beautiful woman in the world offer to have sex with me everyday for the rest of my life or to beat me once a month, i would choose the beating especially if she would peg me.
That's the crux. i love receiving anal sex. it doesn't matter if it is a strap-on and dildo, a cock, or even a cucumber, i love having round, hard objects stuck up my ass. i love being made to pleasure people with my tongue. I love to lick pussy and suck cocks till they explodes in mouth. BUT i don't like fuck. As i have said before, my penis is for pain not pleasure.
Hence, by calling myself a faggot i am defining my sexuality not my orientation. I love being an object to used and fucked. And did I say I love cocks?
Last and certainly not least, being called a faggot turns me on. Yup, it gets me hard. So cal me a faggot. i am proud to be one.
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P is for Penis, P is for Pain
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Posted:Oct 11, 2021 1:41 pm
Last Updated:May 3, 2024 5:18 am 4608 Views
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P is for Penis, P is for Pain
P is also for Pleasure but Pleasure is on vacation.
If you have read my previous post, you know i keep my penis locked in a steel cage. It is where it belongs. i have never truly enjoyed having a penis. Fucking - not a big deal, never enjoyed it. Blow jobs - same story. Hand jobs - i have enjoyed a few good ones but they are the minority.
So why have a penis? Some days i wonder. Some days i wish i was born a woman. Some days i think about becoming a eunuch. What is stopping me? PAIN.
I am a pain slut. From a age, i have loved hurting my penis. i used to tie a noose around the head and hang from it. Later, i would take an empty pop bottle and beat my penis. Shower head, pool jets, etc, anything to hurt the penis. As an adult, i would graduate to a meat tenderizer. Talk about a mind fuc Standing there with the meat tenderizer in one hand, the other holding your penis against the chopping board with the other. Knowing you are about to hurt yourself. Knowing you this and yet trying not to flinch. Trying to over ride your sense of self preservation. Not to chicken, then finally having the courage to swing. OMG - so much fun.
This year, i experimented with mouse traps. You can see where this is going. i hate mousetraps. A former master used to use them to discipline me, making me stick my fingers and toes in them. It hurt (not in a fun way). i hated them ... but i hate my penis even more. How would it feel slamming down on my member? Finally, this summer, i had the courage to find out. i couldn't believe it. i was finally going to do this. My heart was racing. My palms were sweaty. My mind was blan And the penis? Hard as roc It knew the pain was coming and it wanted it. Taking a deep , i flicked it down. Time stood still....and....nothing! i had chickened out. i hadn't flicked it hard enough to trigger the trap. No, not today. This wasn't how it was going to end. i had worked myself up too much. Taking another deep breath, i slammed it down. Hard!.
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OUCH!!!!
OMG that hurt. A sharp, lasting pain lanced through my groin. Like a cane stroke that doesn't end. down, i saw a mouse hanging from the penis, crushing the gland and head. It was a direct hit on the most sensitive part. Behind the pain, a new sensation erupted.Starting with balls, it built up. Soon, i found myself having an orgasm even as the pain still lingered. i couldn't believe it. i had finally came just from pain. It was amazing.
Will i do it again? Like a moth to the flame, i know someday i will be bac Next time it will be in front of the cameras (sorry no pictures the first time). And the trap came in a pack of 4.
For me, P is penis, P is for pain and i wouldn't it any other way.
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Happy Locktober
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Posted:Oct 1, 2021 8:43 am
Last Updated:May 21, 2022 4:59 pm 4023 Views
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Locktober
The most exciting and scary time of year.
Why? It normalizes male chastity. No longer am I a freak (but I can be). More and more people are trying chastity. Is this the start of a movement? Will it become normal to lock up penises every where? All the time? Should all women have the right to check if we are properly caged?
I get excited every time I put on a cage. Nothing makes my penis hard than the thought that it won't be able to get hard. Talk about a conundrum. The longer the time period, the harder I get. The more public the chastity, the harder I get. Etc.
My heart races every time I click the lock shut. Will this be the time I "accidentally" break the key in the lock? Or try out the rivet gun? Should I lock myself up permanently or is that just a fantasy?
I am a never again, pussy free, chastity, sissy faggot. At this time of year, I feel a more "normal". Is that a good thing? or a bad thing?
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