I have reached the point in my life where I am TIRED of doing everything for everyone else, I'm tired of carrying every one else's weight. I'm tired of constantly putting other ppl's needs and wants before my own. Always the thoughtful one, always fixing everything, always, always, always...
and NEVER getting anything - emotionally - in return.
This is not from any bad experience I've had with a Dom.
It's simply because I've been COMPLETELY ALONE raising a with special needs for a very long time!
Do I want a DOM? NO! Not how most of you define that.
I want a STRONG - MAN - who can put me in my place when I need it, who will "make" me do things I want to do anyway, and who can TAKE CONTROL ~~ in real life ~~ when he needs to.
I do NOT want someone who has to degrade someone so that he can feel better about himself. I do NOT want someone who is looking for a WEAK woman that he can control so he feels more like a man. I want a PARTNER! I will not be "less than" ANY man.
Why am I on THIS site? BECAUSE it's easier to find what I need HERE than it would be to take my chances of "bumping into" a freak in the grocery store. It's not really that difficult to comprehend.
I have a VERY INTENSE personality which makes it kind of tough for me to find what I'm looking for, because I'm not dominant in the bedroom - and I'm not submissive at any time! I am simply more... compliant... in the bedroom.
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My Ideal Person:
I haven't REALLY experienced what I want yet, I've been waiting to be in a serious relationship first. I want to be used, shared, dp, tp, gb, tied up, and SO much more!! but i don't want to do it by myself!! A HUGE turn on for me is the idea of having the man I love there! You can watch, participate, or just protect from a distance, but I want you to be involved. I want to be in love with ONE person so badly and I have no desire to cheat.
And you should probably know... I HATE HOUSEWORK - so... you should either love it or be able to hire someone... because I'm not doing it.
I just got out of a long term relationship with someone who was 16 years younger than I am. He was a jealous control freak. I' liked the age difference and the body and the stamina... but please be very mature for your age and somewhat intelligent. Thanks
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